sinovels Chapter 36 Goodbye
Chapter 36 Goodbye
"Hey, Jiang Jiang, what's the matter with calling so early?" Yin Caili opened his eyes dimly.
"Caili... woo woo woo..."
"Jiang Jiang, what's the matter with you? Don't worry, just speak slowly." Yin Caili jumped up from the bed and immediately woke up.
"...It's probably like this." Jiang Miao took a lot of effort to explain the ins and outs of the matter clearly, "So can you help me to see Lin Sen?"
"You mean that Aunt Lin may have put Lin Sen under house arrest?" Yin Caili was a little shocked.
"Yeah." Jiang Miao tried hard to calm herself down.
"Where are you now?"
"at home."
"Okay, I see." Yin Caili comforted, "Don't worry, I'll go and see how Lin Sen is doing, and I'll go find you later."
"Okay, thank you, Caili." Jiang Miao slumped on the cold floor and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Thank you for telling me! In this way, I am at least half responsible for you being together! You take care of yourself, I will go to Lin Sen's house first, goodbye."
After Yin Caili hung up the phone, he hurried to Lin Sen's house.
"Lin Sen, are you home?"
Mother Lin heard the knock on the door, went to the door and asked, "Who is it?"
"Auntie is me, Yin Caili."
"It's Caili, what do you want to do with Lin Sen?" Mother Lin asked cautiously.
Judging from Aunt Lin's tone, the chances of me wanting to go in may not be very high, what should I do?Yin Caili's brain was running fast, thinking about countermeasures.
"I heard about Lin Sen and Jiang Miao, and I think they went too far. How could they do that! It's too unkind! So I'm here to enlighten Lin Sen so that she can stop her losses in time."
When Lin's mother heard this, she quickly opened the door for Yin Caili, and said to Yin Caili with a smile on her face, "That's right! You are more sensible, Caili. Lin Sen is in the room, go quickly!"
Yin Caili knocked on the door of Lin Sen's room, "Mumu, it's me."
It's Caili's voice... Am I already hallucinating?Lin Sen stared blankly at the computer, flipping through the photos of her and Jiang Miao, everything was so unexpected.
"Mumu, I'm Caili, open the door!" Yin Caili was a little worried about Lin Sen's mental state.Lin Sen had been depressed before, and he finally got better. Now that this kind of thing happened again, Yin Caili really felt sorry for Lin Sen.
It's really picking fences!After Lin Sen made sure he heard correctly, he stood up abruptly and went to open the door.
"Mumu, great, you're fine!" Yin Caili rushed in and hugged Lin Sen, "I'm so worried about you!"
Yin Caili quickly locked the door and looked her up and down. Lin Sen haggarded a lot overnight and could not see any vitality from her.
Yin Caili took Lin Sen's hand and asked with concern: "Mumu, how are you feeling?"
"Maybe not very good." Lin Sen replied blankly, like an emotionless machine.
"You...Auntie...er..." Yin Caili didn't know how to comfort Lin Sen.
Lin Sen sat on the chair, stared blankly at Jiang Miao's photo on the computer screen, and asked Yin Caili, "Caili, do you think I really did something wrong?"
"Wrong? What's wrong with you? You've never been wrong!"
"Then why...why did this happen?" Lin Sen covered her face with her trembling hands, she shouted silently, hot tears spread between her fingers, and finally dripped onto the floor.
"There is no absolute right or wrong in the world, it's just prejudice caused by different perceptions!" Yin Caili sighed.
She walked up to Lin Sen, knelt down and hugged her, "Cheer up, Jiang Miao needs you."
Jiang Miao!Yes, how is Jiang Miao?No, I can't keep her waiting too long, she'll be scared by herself!
"I'm fine, hurry up and accompany Jiang Miao, you must keep an eye on her for me, let her eat well and sleep well..."
"Don't worry, I will help you take good care of her. Would you like to call her?"
"No, if my mother finds out that I called her, you may be kicked out." Lin Sen sighed helplessly, "Wait for me, I will write something to Jiang Miao." Lin Sen picked up the pen and paper, He wrote quickly, "Okay, Caili, thank you."
"It's already this time, don't be polite to me, I want you two to be well, do you hear me!"
"Well. Here is the key for you. If you can't knock on the door, you can go in directly."
Yin Caili took the key: "Don't worry, it will be fine."
After Yin Caili left, he stopped by to buy some snacks and went to find Jiang Miao.
Seeing Yin Caili, Jiang Miao couldn't hold back anymore, and burst into tears.
Seeing Jiang Miao like this, Yin Caili's heart seemed to be grabbed by something, she hugged Jiang Miao, and kept comforting: "Jiang Jiang, Lin Sen is fine, don't worry, everything will be fine... "
"Well... Caili, thank you..." Jiang Miao kept sobbing.
Yin Caili took out a piece of paper from his bag: "This letter is for you, written by Lin Sen."
Jiang Miao took Lin Sen's letter tremblingly, sat down on the ground slowly, and began to read.
My dearest 沝沝:
Don't be sad, my mother is fine!
My phone was broken and it might be a while before I get a new one.I may not be able to contact you recently.You must take good care of yourself when you are alone at home, and don't worry about me, okay?
Don't worry, I will explain our matter to my mother as soon as possible and return to you as soon as possible.Be sure to wait for me.
love you Lin Sen
After reading Lin Sen's letter, Jiang Miao felt relieved. All she had to do now was to take care of herself and wait for Lin Sen to come back.
Every day spent alone in a house belonging to two people is a torment for Jiang Miao.The kitchen, the bathroom, the living room, the balcony... Lin Sen was everywhere, but he couldn't touch her when he stretched out his hand.
In the past few days, Jiang Miao thought a lot.It was late at night, and she sat at the desk, took out the paper and pen, and wrote down line after line.Tears dripped on the paper from time to time, permeating the yellowish paper together with the black ink.The pen stopped, but the tears did not stop.
She read it over and over again, and finally stuffed the letter into the envelope and sealed it, as if the story between him and Lin Sen was over...
Jiang Miao was lying on the bed, but she didn't feel sleepy, and sadness enveloped the whole room.She packed her luggage and went out at dawn.
She stood downstairs, looking up at the house that belonged to the two of them... She waved her hand and said "goodbye" in a small voice.
Jiang Miao dragged her suitcase to the previous temple. She walked to the big tree, trying to find the red cloth strip she had hung on it.But so much time has passed, the new strips have already replaced the old ones, just like new people will eventually replace the old ones...
She stared at the highest point of the branches, and the sunlight poured down from the gaps in the leaves. She half-closed her eyes and said to herself: "There are trees in the mountains, and there are branches in the trees, but the king knows it, but it will leave..."
Jiang Miao stayed in the temple for a long time. She stood in a place with few people and looked down at City A—a city full of bitterness and beauty.
At some point, there was an old man beside her. "Little girl, what troubles do you encounter emotionally?"
Jiang Miao looked at the shabby old man in front of him lifelessly, but did not speak.
Seeing that Jiang Miao hadn't spoken, the old man spoke again: "Meeting is fate, how about asking the poor monk to make a fortune for you?"
Jiang Miao looked away from him, and it took a long time before she said, "Whatever."
The old man looked at the big tree beside Jiang Miao, stroked his white beard, and said meaningfully: "Actually, people are the same as trees. The more you want to yearn for the sunshine at a high place, the more you need to take root. The darkness at the soles of your feet. When the roots are deep enough, you will not be far from the light. Therefore, the momentary darkness is actually for a better future... Calm down, the days will always come to the fore, and those who truly love each other will eventually We'll still hug each other."
Jiang Miao savored the old man's words carefully, and when she was about to turn around to thank the old man, she found that he had disappeared.
Jiang Miao looked at the clouds in the sky, they gathered and dispersed.The sky is always there, it's just that the clouds come and go.Just like them, it is difficult to escape from others...
She dragged her suitcase into the weary dusk, looked back at the big tree covered with red cloth strips, and thought it was time for her to leave.
"Jiang Jiang, I'm here to see you!" Yin Caili came to Lin Sen and Jiang Miao's house with a big bag of snacks that Jiang Miao usually likes to eat.After knocking on the door for a long time, no one came to open it.She opened the door with the key and called Jiang Miao's name, but there was no response.Yin Caili ran to the door of their room, but found that the room was empty.
"Did Jiang Miao go out alone to relax? It shouldn't be!" She walked into the room and found a letter on the table. "It's broken!" Yin Caili realized that something was wrong, and quickly picked up the envelope and took a taxi to Lin Sen's house.
Lin Sen quickly opened the envelope, and Jiang Miao's delicate handwriting filled the entire page:
My favorite Lin Sen:
sorry!When you read this letter, I think I have left City A.
I am really sorry for causing you and auntie so much trouble.The half a year I was with you was the happiest time of my life.You made me feel the warmth of home again, and let me know that I am also worthy of being loved.
I once asked you: "If my aunt and I fell into the sea at the same time, who would you save?" You didn't answer at that time, you just said that there would be no such day.But this day has really come... I know it is difficult for you to make a choice, so let me make this choice for you!
I am leaving.I hope Auntie can forgive me as an intruder. I didn't mean to break your peaceful life.You are so good, you will definitely be able to find an equally good boy in the future and live the rest of your life happily.
I once saw this sentence: The important thing in life is not what you have lost, but what you have.So I had you too, I think maybe that's enough for me.
I took your pot of Brazilian wood away, just leave it as a thought for me, I hope you don't mind.
love you Jiang Miao
Lin Sen fought back tears and finished reading the letter. Seeing the dried tears on the letter paper, she couldn't imagine how sad Jiang Miao must be when she wrote this farewell letter.She feels that she is a waste, and she can't even keep the person she likes...
When she picked up the envelope and was about to stuff it back, she found a small line of words on the seal of the envelope: May you be safe forever, even if you never see each other.
Not seeing each other for a lifetime... How can you be so cruel?I said, no matter where you go, I will try my best to find you, even if it takes my whole life!