sinovels Chapter 125 Can a person with a dead heart have love?
Chapter 125 Can a person with a dead heart have love?
Xie Sifan was lying on Su Jue's lap reading novels, Su Jue leaned on the bed helplessly and looked at Xie Sifan quietly.
"You read these messy books all day, it's better to read some useful ones." Su Jue couldn't help it, and took the book from Xie Sifan's hand.
Xie Sifan snorted dissatisfied: "They're all men, so why not pretend, I don't believe you haven't seen it."
Su Jue threw the book aside directly, he didn't need to read these things before he met him.
"I'm almost dead idle, why don't you take me out of the city for a stroll?" Xie Sifan rubbed against Su Jue's body: "I'm dressed as a man in black, and you take me out of the city, okay? "
Su Jue's heart softened: "You eat and sleep obediently today, and I will take you out of the city for a walk tomorrow morning, but you have to listen to me, we will come back immediately if there is any danger."
"Susu is the best." Xie Sifan got up and sat on Su Jue's lap and kissed her.
Su Jue's hand stretched in unconsciously, and Xie Sifan groaned and lay on Su Jue's body.
"If you're like this, I can't help it." Su Jue pressed Xie Sifan on the bed.
Xie Sifan laughed and said, "I didn't ask you to bear it either, you didn't want it yourself."
Su Jue sighed. Without these Gu worms, he would have been unable to bear it. If the Gu worms in his body followed Xie Sifan's body, the consequences would be disastrous.
Xie Sifan rubbed again and then said dissatisfied: "Do you not like me at all, otherwise how could you be indifferent."
Su Jue took Xie Sifan's hand and put it somewhere: "It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't. After a while, you can't even beg for mercy."
"Cut..." Xie Sifan turned around and lay down on the pillow, pulled the quilt and closed his eyes.
Su Jue sighed for a long time, and then hugged Xie Sifan into her arms: "Talk with me, it's not too late to go to bed after dinner."
"What are you talking about? Say you're stupid, say you were out of tune before, say you dislike me, say you don't love me at all." Xie Sifan muttered and wrapped the quilt around his body: "Go back to your room and sleep, don't stay here with me An eyesore."
Su Jue got up and sat up, and walked out directly.
Xie Sifan didn't go out for dinner.
Su Jue yelled a few times at the door and saw that Xie Sifan didn't respond and had to leave.
"My lord, you can't find anything. This lord fan seems to have a bit too much temper. It's not an option to go on like this." The man in black said.
Su Jue frowned and stretched out her hand to pinch the man in black's throat: "I don't allow anyone to speak ill of him in front of me, no exception."
The man in black knelt on the ground in fright.
Su Jue turned around and went to the study room. Xie Sifan's character and temper were really difficult to coax, and it would not be a long-term solution if he continued like this. What could be done, he couldn't bear to beat him, scolded him, and hated him.
Su Jue rubbed his temples. It was the first time for him to like someone so much. He was at a loss and didn't know what to do. If he had changed before, he would have killed him if he didn't obey him. But Xie Sifan was different, he frowned, He felt distressed, let alone killed him.
Early the next morning, Su Jue knocked on Xie Sifan's door wearing a black suit.
Xie Sifan opened the door with bare feet and threw himself into Su Jue's arms: "I'm sorry, I thought you would ignore me."
Su Jue looked down at Xie Sifan, there was really nothing he could do about him.
"Put on your clothes, and I'll take you out for a walk." Su Jue handed the clothes to Xie Sifan.
Xie Sifan happily entered the room with his clothes in his arms. His jet-black hair was tied up with a black cloth, and his slender waist was fully reflected in his black clothes.
As soon as the door was opened, Su Jue was stunned for a moment, then coughed twice: "Let's go."
Xie Sifan wore a black mask on his face, and his mother followed behind Su Jue, looking just like the other men in black.
Su Jue glanced back from time to time, among the many men in black, he was still the most eye-catching one.
At the gate of the city, Su Jue took out the token that he had prepared, and led Xie Sifan and a group of men in black out of the city.
Xie Sifan's eyes darkened, and he didn't say much.
Once out of the city, Xie Sifan took off his mask and stood there taking a deep breath of fresh air.
"If I don't come out, I will suffocate to death in the Su residence." Xie Sifan walked slowly into the woods outside the city with his hands behind his back.
Su Jue smiled and followed behind Xie Sifan.
After walking for about half an hour, Xie Sifan turned his head to look at Su Jue in embarrassment: "I feel sick to my stomach, did you bring the paper?"
Su Jue turned around and glanced at the man in black not far behind him.
"My lord, we seldom go out for convenience..." One of the men in black lowered his head after speaking.
Xie Sifan blushed, pulled Su Jue's arm and said, "You wait for me here, I will find a way by myself, no peeking is allowed."
Su Jue sighed, and turned his back to Xie Sifan. Many men in black turned around in unison. How could they dare to look? It would be easy to dig out their eyes.
Xie Sifan took a few steps away, then turned around and ran back.
Not far away, Yuan Zong stood quietly behind a big tree and waited for Xie Sifan, not knowing whether he would come or not.
Xie Sifan saw a tree in the distance showing a corner of his clothes and ran over immediately: "Brother."
Yuan Zong walked out from behind the tree and hugged Xie Sifan directly in his arms.
"Brother, listen to me, now is not the time to reminisce about the past, you should take Brother Xiang and leave quickly, it is best to go back to Dongyuan Kingdom directly, I asked you to come to bring Brother Xiang back." Xie Sifan finished speaking and put his clothes on A medicine in the sleeve was handed to Yuan Zong: "Give it to Brother Xiang, don't worry about me, I'm fine, you must hurry back to Donglong Kingdom."
Yuan Zong was puzzled and said, "Why don't you go back with me?"
Xie Sifan shook his head: "I can't go, don't worry, I will go to Dongyuan Country to find you when the time comes, and protect my two children, let's go."
Xie Sifan gave Yuan Zong a push.
"Xiaoxiang has been poisoned by Gu poison, your medicine." Yuanzong hesitated.
Xie Sifan glanced back and said anxiously: "Cut your finger, draw out the Gu worm, and then kill it instantly, understand." Xie Sifan backed up while talking: "Go quickly."
After Xie Sifan finished speaking, he took off his pants and squatted on the spot.
Yuan Zong tapped his toes and disappeared into the forest.
After a while, Su Jue ran to Xie Sifan.
"What are you doing, you almost scared me back." Xie Sifan moved away embarrassedly: "Do you want to eat while it's hot?"
Su Jue frowned. He had clearly sensed that there were people around him just now, so why did he suddenly disappear?
Xie Sifan wiped the mask casually and then got up, looking at Su Jue with a puzzled expression: "Is there something you are hiding from me?"
Su Jue shook her head hurriedly.
"No, I'm just afraid that you will be in danger. There are a lot of snakes, insects, rats and ants here." He said, holding Xie Sifan's waist and walking towards the city. in the throat.
Xie Sifan leaned in Su Jue's arms and said lightly: "Do you really like me, do you really want to spend your whole life with me?"
Su Jue nodded without thinking, thinking, even though Xie Sifan has a bad temper and is difficult to coax, he still likes him, and he would rather coax him for the rest of his life.
Xie Sifan took Su Jue's hand and placed it on his stomach: "How about having a child that belongs to us?"
Su Jue's heart warmed, and he lifted Xie Sifan up, regardless of the presence of many people.
"Okay." Su Jue has never been so happy in his life. The person he loves personally said that he will have a child for him.
"Why are you so stupid, let me down quickly." Xie Sifan blushed.
Su Jue hugged Xie Sifan in his arms: "When you finish handling the matter here, we will get married and have a child that belongs to us."
Xie Sifan buried his head in Su Jue's arms, shyly refusing to look up.
Su Jue was in a good mood, holding Xie Sifan all the way to the gate of the city.
"Let me down, don't let anyone find out." Xie Sifan took off a black-clothed mask and put it on his face.
The man in black didn't expect that Xie Sifan would pull his mask, and in an instant a hideous face was exposed in front of Xie Sifan.
Su Jue narrowed her eyes, obviously very unhappy.
The man turned around and disappeared from Xie Sifan's sight.
"What's wrong with his face." Xie Sifan wondered.
Su Jue didn't answer, and pulled Xie Sifan towards the gate of the city.
Many men in black lowered their heads. They were all poisoned by Gu. If they were disobedient or had second thoughts, Su Jue would directly kill them. There were more or less traces of Gu poison on their bodies and faces. , Some are on the face, some are on the body, so they wear black clothes and masks all day long.
Xie Sifan wisely didn't continue to ask questions, and went back to the Su Mansion directly after entering the city.
"I won't go out again, and there is no fun and delicious food, I'm exhausted." Xie Sifan sat on the bed dangling his legs.
Su Jue knelt down helplessly and took off Xie Sifan's shoes and socks. He was the one who insisted on going out yesterday, but he was tired of taking him out today.
Xie Sifan retracted his feet with a smile: "Sometimes I really want to do nothing, just live with you peacefully."
Su Jue pinched Xie Sifan's delicate face, why didn't he want to.
Xie Sifan lay on the bed and moved inward to make room for Su Jue. Su Jue put his arms around Xie Sifan's waist and closed his eyes.
It was already afternoon when Su Jue woke up, and Xie Sifan was sleeping soundly in his arms.
"What should I do." Su Jue lowered his voice, he was afraid, afraid that Xie Sifan would find out what he had done.
Xie Sifan put his leg on Su Jue's: "What should I do?" Xie Sifan opened his eyes in a daze.
Su Jue wanted to kiss Xie Sifan, but Xie Sifan covered her mouth.
"I'm almost kissing my skin, I don't want to say it, I just don't say it, why do you have to gag me." Xie Sifan retracted his legs and stretched: "I'm hungry."
Su Jue got up, put on her shoes and went out. After a while, the guards came into the room with food.
"Our young master has something to go out, he asked you to have dinner first." The guard retreated after finishing speaking.
Xie Sifan sat on the chair, took a few mouthfuls, got up and walked to the yard.
Su Jue went to the biggest gentleman in the city. The Gu worms in his body would ovulate, and he had to expel them from time to time. He couldn't touch Xie Sifan, let alone let him know that he came to such a place.
It was already midnight when Su Jue came back.
"Why did you come back and where did you go?" Xie Sifan stood in the yard and asked with concern.
Su Jue walked to Xie Sifan with a smile on her face: "Why haven't you slept yet?"
"I can't sleep without you here." Xie Sifan snuggled into Su Jue's arms.
"I'll take a shower and change clothes first, and you wait for me on the bed first."
Afraid that Xie Sifan would smell his body, Su Jue hurriedly pushed him away.
Xie Sifan grabbed Su Jue's collar and said coldly, "Where have you been?"
"Aren't you going to save King Li? Naturally, I have to find a way." Su Jue said with a guilty conscience.
Xie Sifan let go of Su Jue and turned to enter the room: "You don't have to come here."
Su Jue went back to the side room directly, he couldn't chase into the room, that would only make Xie Sifan see more clearly.
In the morning, before Su Jue got up to get dressed, she heard the guard knocking on the door.
"What's the matter?" Su Jue said coldly.
"Master, Mr. Zhu Qing has been waiting for you in the yard for a long time." The guard whispered.
Su Jue's eyes widened and she saw: "When did he come, and in which yard is he waiting for me?"
The guard hurriedly said: "Young master, don't worry, Mr. Fan hasn't woken up yet and hasn't seen Mr. Zhu Qing coming, he's just outside the door, do you want to see him?"
Su Jue let out a long sigh of relief and lay down on the bed.
After a while, Su Jue said slowly, "Let him in."
Zhu Qing entered the room and sat directly beside the bed.
Su Jue stretched out his hand.
Zhu Qing took off his coat directly. Ever since King Li didn't see him, he has been living a life in dire straits, facing the cynicism of the procuress every day. He has had enough. He accompanied King Li to meet Su Jue, knowing that His real identity, so seeing him go yesterday, he threw himself into his arms directly.
As long as he can redeem himself, he doesn't care about anything, although he felt sick to see Su Jue's worms, but he held back.
Su Jue pressed on Zhu Qing's body: "Didn't I say, don't come to me if you have nothing to do?"
Zhu Qing hugged Su Jue's waist, blushed and said, "Because I miss you, it's my first time serving someone, I wish I could see you as soon as I open my eyes."
Su Jue didn't speak, why did he feel nothing when he said similar words, but he was happy all day when Xie Sifan said it.
"Um--"
Zhu Qing grabbed the bed sheet with both hands and couldn't help making a sound.
Su Jue closed her eyes.
"Master Fan, our son hasn't woken up yet, you can wait outside." Seeing Xie Sifan's approach, the guards stopped him immediately, and if they ran into him, he would have to fall out of the sky.
Su Jue got up and put on her clothes immediately when she heard the voice.
"Don't make a sound." Su Jue covered Zhu Qing tightly with a quilt, for fear that Xie Sifan would see it.
Xie Sifan stood in the yard in obscene clothes and hugged the pillow in a daze: "I didn't wake up, I just planned to sleep with him and go back to the cage. Why are you stopping me?"
Su Jue walked up to Xie Sifan quickly: "Hey, go back to the main courtyard to sleep, my bed here is not comfortable." Su Jue helped Xie Sifan and walked towards the main courtyard.
After taking two steps, Xie Sifan stopped.
"What's the matter?" Su Jue thought up.
Xie Sifan hugged the pillow and tilted his head to look at Su Jue: "I really think I haven't slept in the side courtyard yet, the bed is uncomfortable and I would just put on an extra mattress."
"Hey, isn't it the same to go back to the main room to sleep? It's comfortable and you don't have to worry about it." Su Jue coaxed softly.
Su Jue couldn't imagine what it would be like if Xie Sifan saw it.
Xie Sifan snorted, turned around and walked back.
"Fanfan, be obedient." Su Jue hurriedly stopped Xie Sifan.
Xie Sifan squinted his eyes and pointed to the main room of the side room: "Did you do something to apologize to me?"
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Su Jue put on a straight face: "Since you want to go, then go, don't complain about being uncomfortable then."
Xie Sifan shook his head: "Forget it, I won't go, I've made you sleepy."
Su Jue hugged Xie Sifan's waist, and her voice was as gentle as she wanted: "I'll let the kitchen prepare breakfast, and I'll play chess with you after breakfast."
Xie Sifan pointed to the stone table in the courtyard and said: "Eat here, I think the scenery in the courtyard is also good."
Afraid that Xie Sifan would become suspicious, Su Jue nodded in agreement.
Xie Sifan put the pillow on the stone chair and sat down on it.
Su Jue sat aside and patted Xie Sifan's head: "How old is he, yet so childish."
"In front of your lover, of course you have to be like a child. Without you, I am more mature than anyone else." Xie Sifan put his hands on his face.
Su Jue nodded in agreement, didn't he also change?
Xie Sifan wiped his mouth after breakfast.
"I'm still sleepy." After speaking, Xie Sifan got up and walked towards the house.
Su Jue didn't expect that Xie Sifan would go back to sleep after breakfast and was covered in cold sweat in shock.
"How about I take you out for a stroll." Su Jue couldn't think of a better way.
Xie Sifan looked at Su Jue with a sleepy face: "I'm not going. I was exhausted last time. I just want to sleep now. What's the matter with you? Why are you always stopping me from sleeping?"
"Sleeping after eating is not good for your health. I'll take you to the study to play chess. After the game is over, I promise to let you come back to sleep, okay?" Su Jue stopped in front of Xie Sifan.
Xie Sifan suddenly sneered.
"Su Jue, if I insist on entering this room today, will you kill me?"
Su Jue hugged Xie Sifan in her arms: "What stupid things are you talking about, how can I be willing to kill you."
Xie Sifan pushed Su Jue away, and opened the door directly.
Su Jue quickly blocked Xie Sifan's eyes: "Don't look, Fanfan, please, just this once, don't look at it."
"Okay." Xie Sifan turned and ran out of the courtyard with tears in his eyes.
Su Jue looked at Zhu Qing with a cold face: "Go out, and don't come to Su's residence again."
Zhu Qing hurriedly put on his clothes and went out, he was not reconciled, why...
Xie Sifan sat on the stone chair in the main courtyard crying out of breath, his face flushed red.
When Zhu Qing passed by, he glanced at Xie Sifan, and then he was stunned. Isn't he from Li Wang?
Zhu Qing originally wanted to leave directly, but now he changed his mind, and before the guards could react, Zhu Qing directly knelt on the ground.
"I beg you, please let me stay in the Su residence, even if I am a servant serving the bedroom, I am willing. I was originally a Qingyuan, but now I am with Mr. Su. If you don't take me in, I will only die. "After Zhu Qing finished speaking, she also cried loudly.
Su Jue was worrying about what to say to Xie Sifan, but when he heard Zhu Qing's words as soon as he arrived in the yard, he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave in an instant. He thought it was not chaotic enough, and the fire was not hot enough.
Xie Sifan cried louder.
Su Jue kicked Zhu Qing away, and then hugged Xie Sifan in his arms.
"Don't cry, don't cry..."
Xie Sifan pushed Su Jue away directly, with tears in his eyes: "Master Su, it seems that it's time for me to leave, thank you for taking care of me for so many days." After speaking, Xie Sifan turned and walked towards the door.
Su Jue panicked: "Fanfan, forgive me this time, don't leave, I'll explain to you, can you listen to my explanation?"
Everyone in the yard backed out, they knew the character of their young master very well, if they obeyed everything, they wouldn't even try to keep him.
Xie Sifan wiped away his tears and looked at Su Jue with a smile.
"It's impossible for you and me. You should know it before you do this." After speaking, Xie Sifan walked out of the house.
Su Jue hurriedly stepped forward to stop Xie Sifan: "I won't touch you, I won't touch you for the rest of my life, don't go."
Xie Sifan forced a smile: "Yes, you can never touch me for the rest of your life, but you will touch others."
Su Jue dragged Xie Sifan directly to the main house.
Zhu Qing was taken down by the man in black, and Zhu Qing's screams were heard after a while.
Xie Sifan sat on the bed and looked at Su Jue expressionlessly.
Su Jue squatted in front of Xie Sifan: "I have Gu worms in my body, and they will ovulate at regular intervals. I know, this is not an excuse for me to go to the husband's house, but I really only have you in my heart. When I leave here, I will also leave you. Dispel the Gu worms and live with you."
Xie Sifan still had that expression, without any response.
Su Jue's mouth was dry, but Xie Sifan was like a puppet, not speaking, without any expression, just sitting quietly on the bed and watching him.
"You, really don't want me anymore?" Su Jue's voice trembled a little. He never thought that he would love someone so much.
Xie Sifan didn't respond, just sat there quietly, motionless.
Su Jue threw Xie Sifan onto the bed directly: "If you give birth to a child that belongs to us, you will never leave me, right?"
"I gave birth to two for Long Ji, and I will leave if I should." Xie Sifan said and pushed Su Jue away: "I'm dirty, you don't touch it, I'd rather go to the husband, and now I pretend to be affectionate." What."
Su Jue really had no other choice, he couldn't touch him now, but he couldn't coax Xie Sifan well for a while.
"Calm down here." Su Jue got up and walked out.
Xie Sifan lay on the bed, took out the book under the pillow and read it.
"Lock the door and don't open it without my order." Su Jue left after leaving a message.
The corners of Xie Sifan's mouth rose slightly, it's up to this time whether he can save Long Ji and Leng Li.
For five days, for five full days, Xie Sifan lay on the bed without eating, drinking or speaking.
Su Jue tried everything, but to no avail.
Su Jue held the bowl and said helplessly, "I am the one who is wrong, you are the one who suffers if you don't eat."
"Fanfan, stop making trouble, eat, your body can't stand it if you don't eat anymore." Su Jue put the bowl aside and helped Xie Sifan to sit up.
Xie Sifan didn't say a word, Su Jue could do whatever he wanted.
"What exactly do you want?" Su Jue couldn't help shouting.
Of course Xie Sifan would ignore him.
Su Jue threw Xie Sifan on the bed and left angrily.
Seeing the porridge bowl beside him, Xie Sifan threw the bowl on the ground in a heartbeat, and cut off his wrist.
Hearing the noise, Su Jue quickly opened the door and took a look: "Come here, call for a doctor." Su Jue ran to the bed and pressed Xie Sifan's wrist with the quilt: "What exactly do you want?"
Xie Sifan said weakly: "I wanted to live a good life with you, but now the dream is broken, I just want to continue living in the dream."
Su Jue's heart was about to break, and she hugged Xie Sifan tightly: "I will not let you have trouble, and my dreams will not be broken. When you get better, I will rely on you for everything."