sinovels Chapter 54 Try Again 1 Ah Yan
Chapter 54 Try Again 1 Ah Yan
This hotel belongs to Song Xizi, and their company has important events, which are basically held in this hotel.
Xin Yan searched like a fly without a head for a long time, and finally found her on a semi-open star terrace. Bei Lanlan was standing on the edge of the terrace, with her back turned to her, and she didn't know what expression she had.
Seeing someone, Xin Yan's heart was half relieved, she walked over cautiously, and then said the opening remarks she had thought in advance.
"Why do you like to run out to blow the cold wind when you are in a bad mood..."
Bei Lanlan tightened her grip on the stone railing, she turned her head, looked at Xin Yan coldly, and immediately blocked Xin Yan's next words.
Xin Yan subconsciously stood up straight, and immediately gave up the idea of enlivening the atmosphere. She adjusted her expression and said quickly: "I didn't know she would come today, and I didn't know that she could still bring me a spiritual impact. I thought , it’s all over.”
After Bei Lanlan heard these words, she laughed directly, "How about it, now that it's not over, do you have to examine your emotions again, maybe, just like her influence on you, your feelings for her , didn’t go there either?”
Xin Yan: "..."
She raised her head subconsciously and looked at the sky. It is now December, not June, and it seems quite normal for snow to fall.
Sighing, Xin Yan lowered her eyes and said in a low voice: "After my parents passed away, Jing Chu was the first and only person who approached me without purpose."
Bei Lanlan moved her finger.
She knew that Xin Yan and Jing Chu had known each other for a long time, but she didn't know there was such a reason behind it.
Xin Yan organized the language, and continued to speak slowly: "When my parents were still there, I never said a word to her. Even if the elders arranged to have dinner together, we would eat separately without any communication. Before the funeral, I may have not seen her for a year, or two years, everyone came to comfort me at the funeral, and she came, but there were too many people who made me mourn, and I can't remember what she said."
Bei Lanlan listened silently, this was without her participation, it belonged to Xin Yan and Jing Chu's past alone, listening to this was torture for her, but she didn't want to interrupt, so she just listened like masochistic .
Fortunately, Xin Yan continued, "I remember it, yes, please take care, she won't say it, so she took me to her piano room and let me sit there and listen to her playing the piano."
"Then..." Xin Yan paused, then chuckled, "I fell asleep in the piano room."
Bei Lanlan looked at the relaxed and nostalgic smile on her face, and suddenly asked, "How did you sleep?"
Xin Yan was taken aback, she spoke slowly because she was remembering, but fortunately, the memories of those two days were as clear as those engraved in Yuan's mind, she didn't need to remember for a long time, so she said firmly: "In 12 years, Best day of sleep I've ever had."
In 12 years, it was the time when the original parents passed away.
That is to say, since then, Yuanzheng hasn't had a good night's sleep.
Bei Lanlan lowered her head, she was not so angry anymore, but she was a little desperate.
The comfort that Jing Chu brought to Xin Yan was something she could never replace.
When Xin Yan saw her mood suddenly drop, she knew that she was thinking about it again. She walked up to Bei Lanlan, stretched out her hand, and held her pale hand tightly, placing it on her lower abdomen, using her own body temperature to Keep her warm.
The two were very close, and Xin Yan naturally lowered her voice, and she looked at Bei Lanlan tenderly: "Wait until I finish speaking, and then start to feel sad, okay? During those 12 years, I have been trying to find a way to get back The state of that day allowed me to have a good sleep without distractions. For this purpose, I pestered Jing Chu not to miss her concert. I will record it, I thought it was Jing Chu, or Jing Chu's music, that made me fall asleep, and now I know how wrong I was."
Bei Lanlan raised her head, her eyes widened, "Isn't it?"
Xin Yan smiled helplessly, "Of course not, I sleep well every day now, what do you think is the reason?"
Bei Lanlan opened her mouth, and she suddenly became bold, "It's me."
Xin Yan: "..."
Well, having confidence is a good thing.
She was silent and nodded, "You are one of them, but more importantly, I figured it out."
"I hid in the shadow of my parents' death and was unwilling to come out. I blamed my poor sleep on my parents who had left me, and I blamed my good sleep on Jing Chu, who didn't belong to me. It seemed that all my actions You can only find reasons on others. However, they don’t need to be responsible for me, and I need to be responsible for me.”
"Jingchu's engagement made me wake up. I have grown up a long time ago. I am not a child who needs the protection of my parents, nor a vulnerable group who needs comfort from others to stop crying. It is time for me to move forward and start a new life of my own. .”
As Xin Yan spoke, she looked at Bei Lanlan's expression.
After noticing Bei Lanlan's moved expression, Xin Yan secretly wiped her sweat in her heart, and then felt a little complacent.
It's really not easy, the lies she told in the past, but now she has lied to them!I didn't see it, so she still has a bit of talent for being a fraud master...
Bei Lanlan's voice pulled back Xin Yan's heart that was so complacent that she was about to go to heaven.
She didn't hear clearly before, and asked blankly: "What did you just say?"
Bei Lanlan: "..."
She loves Xin Yan more now, so she didn't bother with her about it, but repeated nicely: "So you don't like Jing Chu now?"
Xin Yan couldn't laugh or cry, why did she come back again, "Of course not! If I like Jing Chu, I should have run after Jing Chu just now."
Bei Lanlan's face darkened. Seeing that the atmosphere is not bad, she pretended she hadn't heard this sentence. After a pause for a second, she asked again: "Then, is there me in your new life?"
Xin Yan blinked at Bei Lanlan. On the quiet terrace, Xin Yan suddenly wanted to be impulsive again. She subconsciously went to find her bag, only to find that she only brought a handbag with her today, except for a mobile phone. Nothing at all.
Ugh, Xin Yan searched for the divorce agreement from the folder of her mobile phone unskillfully.
After finding it, she quickly handed it to Bei Lanlan.
Bei Lanlan was so curious that she thought she was going to show her something, but when she saw the word divorce agreement, Bei Lanlan was silent for a long time.
If Xin Yan hadn't spoken, she would have thrown the phone down from the sixth floor.
Xin Yan's voice was unsteady, and she didn't know where to put her nervous hands on the one who would confess her love in two lifetimes: "Let's...start again, shall we?"
Bei Lanlan stared at the phone, but her eyes couldn't fall on the phone screen.
Not hearing her answer, Xin Yan thought she disagreed, but she never thought about what she should do if Bei Lanlan disagreed, she stood helplessly.
"Don't you want to? Are you still angry? Or, or you don't like me at all."
"like."
Xin Yan was taken aback for a moment, Bei Lanlan put down the phone, looked her in the eyes, "I like it."
She has denied it so many times, this is the first and only time she admits it.
Fortunately, Xin Yan was the only one who heard her talk, so the embarrassment was only embarrassment in front of Xin Yan.
Even a person with such a worrying EQ as Xin Yan can tell that she likes her, so as a person whose EQ is much higher than Xin Yan's, Bei Lanlan naturally has already seen it.
She just doesn't want to admit it, if she admits it, she will throw away her armor and face the fact that she fell in love with someone who hurt her, but...
Admit it, or not, it doesn't change anything.
Seeing Xin Yan pursing her lips tightly but still laughing uncontrollably, Bei Lanlan even thought that it would be better if she said it earlier, and if she said it earlier, they could all save a period of suffering.
Xin Yan stood upright, she wanted to move forward, but also wanted to raise her hand, as if she didn't even know what she should do first, Bei Lanlan looked at her dumbfounded look, sighed, and decided to take the initiative herself In the past, buried himself in her arms.
The two hugged tightly, but Xin Yan felt that this kind of contact was not enough, as if there was a layer of separation, as usual.
She also wanted to do something else, to prove that her confession was successful, and to calm down her restless heart.
When she was thinking about it, Bei Lanlan said sullenly in her arms: "I will sign the divorce agreement when I get home."
As soon as the words fell, she said again: "But, before I agree, you can't take it for notarization."
She moved her arms and hugged Xin Yan even tighter, "I will formally divorce you when I am sure that you will never leave me again."
Xin Yan hugged her and couldn't help laughing. She used to think such domineering words and deeds were frank, but now she thinks it is frank and cute.
"Listen to you, after you finish signing, you can take it away and keep it."
Unexpectedly, Xin Yan agreed, Bei Lanlan raised her head with bright eyes, Xin Yan was looking at her without blinking, their eyes collided, Bei Lanlan seemed to be frozen suddenly, she didn't move, and Xin Yan understood this silent hint.
Xin Yan lowered her head.
It only touched lightly for a few seconds, and then, Xin Yan stepped back a little, she still looked at Bei Lanlan, but Bei Lanlan was a little uncomfortable, her cheeks were slightly red, and her gaze fell to the side.
She moved her body, wanting Xin Yan to let her go: "It's time to go out..."
"and many more."
Xin Yan's voice was deep, and Bei Lanlan looked at her subconsciously, and found her frowning, "...what?"
Xin Yan pressed her lips and said something like a whisper, "Let me try again."
………………
Behind the curtains on the balcony, Song Xizi stood there for an untold amount of time, and there was no movement inside. Song Xizi listened for a while, and after making sure that no one was talking, she turned and left.
And with a suspicious expression on his face.
Did she hear correctly, Xin Yan... She is serious this time?
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感谢在2022-06-2823:39:57~2022-06-2922:08:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who cast the mine: 1 May in Antarctica;
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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!