sinovels Chapter 14
Chapter 14
Ye Lan glared at him angrily.It's okay to use a knife, so who will it be?
Tan Qin slowly started to eat dessert, and pointed at Ye Lan's untouched steak with a spoon: "Aren't you going to eat it?"
Ye Lan was defeated, struggled with pain for a while, and still chose to confess: "Well, I actually know him."
Qin Qin raised his eyebrows: "Does our company have a client?"
Ye Lan was stunned for a moment, and then remembered that this was what he complained to Tan Qin when the stitches were removed last time. He didn't mention Min Wenwei's name at that time, but Tan Qin guessed it.
No wonder he just mocked Min Wenwei with a pervert...
Ye Lan coughed unnaturally, and nodded: "Yes, he is now a major client of our company. Before..." He looked at Qin Qin nervously, "I had a brief relationship with him."
Tan Qin said "Oh" again, without saying a word, just dug a spoonful of dessert and put it into his mouth.
Ye Lan waited anxiously for a long time, but Tan Qin didn't intend to speak.Ye Lan couldn't figure out what he was thinking, so he poked at the shattered foie gras angrily, and even confessed on his own initiative, at least you should get to the bottom of it a little bit, right?
The atmosphere became silent again, and after Tan Qin finished his dessert and pushed the plate aside, he asked nonchalantly, "Why did you break up?"
"Because..." Ye Lan opened his mouth, then closed it again.If possible, he would really like to use a sentence of "personal incompatibility" or "the difference is too big" to fool the past, but the person who asked this sentence is not someone else, but the person he wants to spend his whole life with.
The problems encountered in the last relationship are likely to be encountered again this time.Problems must always be solved, escape is not the solution.
He made up his mind, straightened his back, withdrew his hands from the dining table, and put them on his knees upright, as if conducting a formal diplomatic meeting: "I want a [-]% lover who loves me wholeheartedly. And he is only willing Give half of my heart, I can't ask for it, so I let it go."
Tan Qin wiped his hands with a wet towel, and nodded thoughtfully: "No wonder."
"what?"
"No wonder you asked me that way when I watched a movie last time."
Ye Lan turned her head to recall and remembered.When he came home from watching the movie that time, he tried to discuss the concept of love with Tan Qin, but unfortunately Tan Qin didn't agree with him.
"Then what do you think?" Ye Lan asked, "How much do you think love should occupy in your heart?"
"If I really love someone, it doesn't matter how much he occupies in my heart." Tan Qin folded the wet wipes and put them on hand, and sat up slowly like Ye Lan, saying word by word, " I'll leave all other places in my heart empty until he fills them."
"But what if he can't fill it all the time? So far, he can only keep that little share in his life, and live in a certain part of your heart?"
"Since it's all in your heart, what's the difference between [-]% and a certain part?"
"Of course there is a difference!" Ye Lan immediately retorted, "Falling in love is only a momentary thing, but there will be a long time to wear away love. If you don't fill up your love at the beginning, there will always be a day when it will be exhausted. Wouldn't it be very painful to wait until that day to separate?"
Tan Qin looked straight at him with sharp eyes, and there was no emotion in his voice: "Then have you ever thought about what to do if you are separated but still full of love?"
Ye Lan choked for breath.He bit his lips unwillingly, and said in a low voice, "Do you think I'm ridiculous?"
"I don't agree with you, but I will never laugh at you." Tan Qin leaned back on the back of the chair, showing a tired expression, "There is no love without reason, and there is no hate without reason. No matter how deep the love is, you How can you be sure that this is not an illusion? How long do you think 20% love can last? Ten years? Twenty years? Love is gone. Even if there is a child between a man and a woman, it can still be maintained with family affection and habits. What do two men rely on? What's even more frightening is that one party's feelings are exhausted and they choose to separate, while the other party still guards their sincerity, have you ever thought about what you will do at that time?"
The teeth left deep marks on the lips, which seemed to be bleeding red.Ye Lan's voice was hoarse, and she couldn't speak bitterly: "So you don't think it's reliable, do you?"
Tan Qin shook his head, with a light voice, like the haze in the sky: "No, I envy you. You probably have happy and harmonious parents, that's why you believe in love so firmly."
"Happy and harmonious?" Ye Lan repeated.
"When my mother was 15 years old, she became pregnant out of wedlock. She was pregnant with me, but the man refused to take responsibility. She was a rural girl, and she was determined not to be able to find her husband's family again with a mop bottle, so her family forced her to have an abortion. She refused. , just gave birth to me, and fled from the small mountain village to the imperial capital penniless."
Ye Lan lowered her head and touched her heart.It's so strange, although I'm so sad that I'm about to suffocate, but I don't feel any pain here.
"I haven't seen my dad since I was a child, and I don't know what he looks like. My mother has been making boyfriends all the time, and none of them have succeeded so far."
He pulled out a miserable smile: "I believe in true love, because I have never seen it before, so I yearn for it."
Qin Qin was stunned.No matter what he encounters, he always looks at ease, this is the first time Ye Lan sees him showing the embarrassment of being at a loss.
Holding the knife with blood dripping from her heart, Ye Lan felt the pleasure of succeeding in a prank.
Qin Qin was silent for a long time.
Finally he said: "Pay the bill, I'll take you back."
Back in the car, neither of them spoke much.
Ye Lan was in a trance for a while, in fact, he was very happy every time he came out with the male god, bumping around like a young boy in Huai Chun, but for some reason, in the end, they became two people who were relatively speechless, and drove back in silence all the way.
He was annoyed in his heart, knowing that the male god did not agree with his point of view, he insisted on rushing towards the muzzle of the gun, wouldn't this be an embarrassment?He secretly made up his mind that he would never mention his ridiculous views on love to the male god again.The male god agreed to watch the apocalypse together, and on the next date, he must be happy throughout the whole process.
He comforted himself optimistically, if the male god is willing to let him live in his heart, then sooner or later there will be a full day.
Ye Lan wanted to ease the atmosphere, but she couldn't figure out what Qin Qin was thinking, so she didn't dare to speak without authorization.Qin Qin drove in silence, keeping his eyes on the front, unable to tell what he was thinking.
Seeing that the neighborhood where Ye Lan lived was about to arrive, Qin Qin slowed down and asked suddenly, "Have you seen Spider-Man?"
Ye Lan didn't react: "Spiderman?"
"Well, Tobey Maguire's version of the old trilogy has a very classic line in it."
"No, what is it?" Ye Lan frowned in confusion, the only ones he had seen were the ones produced by Marvel, and the X-Men series recommended by Qin Qin.
"The greater the suffering, the greater the happiness."
Ye Lan's eyes widened slightly, he could vaguely sense why Tan Qin said this to him, but he wasn't sure.There is a guess like a kitten's tail scratching my heart, itching and numb.
Qin Qin parked the car downstairs with Ye Lan, put his hands on the steering wheel, and didn't turn his head to look at him: "Every superhero has an unfortunate childhood. So it's okay, you will become as powerful as a superhero. "
His voice echoed in the carriage, touching Ye Lan's heartstrings.Strange emotions were heating up and fermenting, Ye Lan's heart was filled with soft things, so full that it was about to overflow.
Before he lost his composure, he hurriedly opened the car door and got out of the car, and waved to Tan Qin through the glass: "Thank you for taking me back."
He was afraid that Tan Qin would forget, so he specially reminded him: "See you on the 9th!"
Qin Qin nodded, stepped on the accelerator and left.
Ye Lan blinked, holding back the moisture in her eye sockets.I was too impulsive to show the male god such an ugly scar. Fortunately, the male god did not dislike him and comforted him so gently.
The male god should be born in a very, very happy family, that's why he is so good, gentle and strong.
But listening to what Min Wenwei said in the restaurant, it seems that this is not the case...
While thinking wildly, Ye Lan watched Qin Qin's car pass through the community, drive out of the gate, turn a corner, then slam on the brakes, reverse the car, turn around, return the same way, and stop beside her again.
Qin Qin got out of the car and walked in front of him, his expression was not very good: "Just now the vice president called to inform us that we may be very busy from next week."
The red corners of her eyes hadn't calmed down yet, Ye Lan was a little confused by his series of actions: "So?"
"So I may not be able to watch a movie with you on the 9th." Qin Qin looked at him and said in a low voice, "Sorry."
Ye Lan's sluggish mind finally came to his senses, as if he was trying his best to cover up something, he pretended to be relaxed: "No, it's all right! You are a doctor! The most important thing is to save people! I understand! It really doesn't matter! Next Just make an appointment again! I'm free anyway! As long as you-"
"Ye Lan!" Qin Qin called him suddenly.
Ye Lan trembled all over, and slowly raised her head.
The night wind blows away a dark cloud, revealing the stars scattered on the sky like silver sand.A few insects chirped from the grass, with a rhythmic rhythm, one by one, touching people's hearts.
Under the night, Tan Qin's eyes were clear and bright, like a pool of spring water, full of starlight.Feng'er softly brought his words into his ears: "I..."
Ye Lan closed her lips and looked at him quietly.
The two looked at each other for a moment, Qin Qin seemed to have thought of something, and suddenly turned his head: "Forget it, I'll tell you when I come back."
Ye Lan was full of disappointment and couldn't tell what it was like.
Qin Qin left again.
Ye Lan stood there for a while, and when she realized it was cold, she found the key and walked up slowly.
Qin Qin's eyes were beautiful, vaguely familiar, as if he had seen them somewhere.Stopping at the door, he remembered that the first time he noticed Min Wenwei was also because of his eyes.
The deep double eyelids and slender eyelashes are like a flytrap trap, and every time you look down, you are very focused.To be watched by such eyes seems to be able to touch the tenderness of the whole world.
It is said that the eyes are the windows of the soul, Ye Lan thought, if you open that window, can you see the sincerity?
The author has something to say: Spider-Man's original line was: "With great power comes great responsibility."
Nian Gao: You always change your words like this, aren't you afraid that Dad Marvel will come to you?
Qin Qin: I can't ask for it.
This chapter integrates some of the previous foreshadowing (is it?), in fact, to put it bluntly, it is to solve the problem of "how to fall in love if the concept of love is not unified". Due to his own reasons, he can't give him what he wants for the time being, so someone has to compromise first. Either Xiao Yezi gives up [-]% of his obsession, or the male god waits for him to fill it up slowly...
I don’t really believe in falling in love when we first meet. Maybe it’s love at first sight, but it’s definitely not the kind that Xiao Yezi wants, so two people need to work together. Then the question arises, why should I write such an ink-stained love essay? ...The author is so tired...
Some people may have forgotten, I suggest you go back and re-read the chapter about Xiao Yezi and his mother eating foie gras. In fact, a lot of foreshadowing was buried. It’s flat, it’s the conflict of severing the relationship, but there’s no way. Ms. Ye Ying has experienced the persistence that everyone criticizes, so she can’t treat her son in the same way. Now the plot of this article has been roughly revealed, and you may have discovered , this is a happy article about "everyone has a lot of problems, so we should work together to solve them" Well, our goal is to be elegant and not dirty!