The old man said

Chapter 8

Sometimes, it’s not that you can forget all the unbearables and pains after a night’s sleep. What really heals is self-deception, lying to yourself that this person is very good in front of your eyes, it’s better than hiding your thoughts secretly and not daring to say a word In other words, it's better than countless sleepless nights worrying about being beaten to death but not even seeing him for the last time. Yao Mu always feels that his arrival is an extravagant expectation, what else could he ask for?

"What are you thinking about?" Chu Fang came in with a bowl of traditional Chinese medicine, and could smell the bitterness from a distance, Yao Mu frowned.Turned to stare at him.

"Look at me, you had a high fever at night, you kept crying and couldn't wake up, but I went to find medicine early in the morning, why are you staring at me... wait, you won't be afraid Bitter."

"..."

Yao Mu's eyes were still not working well, he couldn't take it anymore after staring at the medicine bowl for a while, he closed his eyes slowly, Chu Fang took the opportunity to sit down on the edge of the bed.

"I'm not leaving. I'm here to look for you, so I want to live here. If you... If you don't take me in, I'll find a place near here..."

"Do you think I won't keep you? Since you all know that I won't let you here, why do you still insist on staying, to redeem the little bit of shame in your heart?" Yao Mu turned his body inward. On the side, lightly covered the useless leg with the quilt. "Chufang, I want a word from you. If I keep you, you will give me your whole life. No matter what happens, you can't leave this place, leave me, and die in this place with me."

"I……"

"Don't you want me to keep you? Since you can't do it, why are you staying here?" Yao Mu secretly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, his mouth was bitter.

He has a very withdrawn personality. Except for his family and husband, he hardly communicates with others. Others say that he has little affection, and he himself feels that he has no affection for others.Since his family left, he felt that life was dull, and he was lying quietly at home waiting to die.He is ruthless to himself, and has no great feelings for extra people, but he is happy when he sees Yao Mu, who was the person who moved his heart, and also the warm person who touched his feelings.It's like a hungry cat finally smelling the long-lost fishy smell, but who knows how much he has paid for this illusory fishy smell.

Chu Fang staying here is like the smell of fish smelled by the cat. The cat knows that it is impossible to get, but still guards hard. The cat will die.

He wants to force Chufang to leave, it's not that he doesn't want to keep Chufang, but he hasn't mentioned it in ten years, but he feels distressed when he thinks about it, the pain spread from the tip of his heart to his fingertips, his nose was sore and he even cried to the point of forbidden Voice.But Yao Mu has always been a person who is afraid of death.

"I am willing. My life belongs to you. Besides, it is always inconvenient for you to be alone." He went to the doctor, heard about Yao Mu's condition, and saw the erhu engraved with Chufang. I still know his name, and there is a large handful of boiled herbs in the backyard, which Yao Mu hadn't had time to throw away after soaking his legs a few days ago.

"Put the medicine there, I'll drink it."

Yao Mu opened a school two years ago with a few students, and he didn't charge any fees, he just said that he wanted the children to recognize a few more words, and the children respectfully called out teacher, originally called Mr. There is something inexplicable, so the children are not allowed to call themselves Mr.

Chu Fang was called to the school by Yao Mu. Chu Fang used to be a thorn in the army, and no one would accept him. Asking him to sit quietly for an hour or two made him uncomfortable. When you are wearing □□.

But at this time, he was sitting at the back of the classroom studying with a group of little kids, and at the same time shouldered the role of suppressing the classroom. This role was added by himself, and the children did not need his care at all. Now that the latter role was lost, Chu Fang I just had to listen to the class obediently.

Yao Mu had classes in the school during the day, and when it was almost noon, he let the children go, and then went home with Chu Fang to cook, and then slowly planted vegetables after eating.In the evening, he sat in the yard to review his homework for Chu Fang. Chu Fang always felt that he was being treated as a child, so he wanted to make a revolutionary uprising. Clothes torn by children.

None of them mentioned the past, since the current life is very good, why do they still remember the past?People are the kind of people whose scars heal and forget the pain, but some women always talk about them behind their backs. Whenever this happens, Chu Fang will take the initiative to interrupt them, "We are good comrades-in-arms, we are born to die, you know ?"

Oh, comrades-in-arms, what a kind and great word.

Yao Mu always thought that Chu Fang was creating fantasy possibilities for himself, but it turned out that he was just immersed in it and had nothing to do with others.

The author has something to say:

ok, keep this speed, I'm going to start a new article, this article is still too rough, I wanted to write something more comfortable, but it seems that I can't do it, anyway, it's almost over, the fake sugar is gone, I want to It's a bit sad to write Chu Fang to death, but I still can't write the entangled mood, anyway, I will grow up, respect.