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Chapter 5 Chapter Family

He finally returned home, thanked the shipper half a mile from the entrance of the village, and then dragged his legs to the village. The kind shipper didn't know about him, but thought that he had injured his eyes and legs in the war. He changed his thatched back several times along the way, and spoke with a strong local accent to encourage him, meaning to cheer up over and over again. He was very grateful to him, but he never expressed the depression in his heart. Being bullied In the past ten days or so, he has been disappointed. At the beginning of human beings, nature is good, but no matter how kind people are, they will give birth to a little bit of evil when they think it is ridiculous. Because it didn’t happen to him, the pain is incomprehensible. with.

For example, that Cailuotou refused to bully him like everyone else at first, but later, when Luobotou raised a brick and hurt his eyes, he finally understood what the husband had said.

Terrible.

Brother Zhongqiang is just a cook, and because he has a close relationship with him, he has become the object of everyone's spurning. What was he thinking when he lifted the brick?

The consignor wanted to follow up to help him, but he refused. Even though he looked like a beggar, he still had a little pride in his heart, guarding it and not allowing anyone to trample on it.Just like that, he limped into the village and passed out.

When he woke up again, there was a different scene around him. Yao Linghua, a former classmate, rescued him. He asked about his days and only said that he had been in a coma for four or five days. The new environment did not give him a sense of security. The married couple's home, he rejected their enthusiasm to stay, but the moment he stepped out the door, he couldn't help it anymore, tears flowed hard, the word home was too hurtful.

The parents are gone, the younger sister is also missing, and the gentleman who waited so hard to return has also left, and even the one who is devoted to me does not know whether he is alive or dead at this time.How can I still have a home?

He went to visit his parents' grave. It was only two or three years ago, and the weeds on the grave were already as high as a person. He sat down leaning against the stone tablet, his eyes were blurred, and he didn't know what to think. Their tomb is in the farmland where they used to be. Suddenly, it was as if he had returned to the past, he was holding a book in a daze, his mother was pulling his hair, his father was hoeing, and his sister was catching her butterfly and ran towards him, wanting to be with him To share, he stretched out his hand to pick it up, but it was empty.Reality doesn't even grant him illusions.

He got up suddenly, broke a big leaf on the tree, found a puddle, scooped up water and stood in front of the grave, raised his head and drank it as a respect to his parents.Clear water swallowed with tears.

Two years ago, he watched bandits kill his parents and his younger sister was taken away, but he slipped and fell down the mountain to save his life. The villagers helped him bring back the bodies of his parents and mobilized everyone to find his younger sister.But it still failed.Since then, it has been branded in my heart, and I feel nauseated and vomit when I see a bleeding corpse, and I am extremely afraid of death.

Afraid of death, everyone knows that Yao Mu from Qingsan Village is tall but terribly afraid of death. He vomits when he sees a dead body. On the way to the army, he vomited for three days.But war can paralyze people. After seeing too much looting and killing, gradually the reaction is not as strong as before, just like he used to jump desperately for someone, and he is not so afraid of death...

He returned home near dusk, with the same appearance and the same decorations. He even felt that the past two years were like a dream. He was still the kid who hid behind his mother and yelled that there were mice. It was just a dream. as yesterday.

He gradually calmed down, tidied up his room and settled down. He was only in his early twenties and knew how to read and write. Dr. Li in the village took him in. He only needed to sit and write prescriptions for people. Then he resigned and went home, Dr. Li treated his eyes but it didn't work in the end, Li sighed softly, such a good time, what a pity.He was actually very grateful that Dr. Li didn't ask him what happened to his eyes and legs.He doesn't lie.

He felt that he couldn't remember Chu Fang anymore, and he didn't think about it deliberately, but every time it rained, the joints of his legs became inflamed and swollen, and he could only soak them in hot potion. I remembered that person from time to time, fighting poison with poison, after all, physical pain is not as good as heartache.

Dr. Li usually likes to play Xiaoquer. He wrote about the pharmacy. Otherwise, he would not be able to sleep all night long, and when he closed his eyes, it would be the memory of being punched and kicked in the small dark room, which was very painful.

He also often went to sit in his husband's house, and he asked the villagers where he was going.

"Do you know where the teacher of this family has gone?"

"Oh, do you think so? It should have been two years ago. I remember that he changed into black clothes and locked him out. I haven't seen him since then... It seems to be the time when he was drafted two years ago. I remember that I It hasn't been long since I came here, and the scene of seeing off Wu is very lively and has a profound impact."

He could guess where his husband had gone. When he was 15 years old, a man in a long black coat stood under a fallen tree and told a plain but touching story to an ignorant child.

"Yao Mu, remember, there has never been love of the wrong gender, only love or not love..."

"Although it may be very bitter and uncomfortable, gender is real, and love is also real... Don't feel suffering because of it, and don't avoid it. You can admit the love that is wrong in gender. This is yourself, know ?"

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