sinovels Chapter 92
Chapter 92
After hearing Zhu Han's words, Ruan Mohan smoked lightly and did not deny it: "Miss Zhu, you are also very smart, you can tell what kind of person I am at a glance."
"Two very smart people are not suitable to be together."
Zhu Han: "Miss Jane is not smart?"
"She is quite stupid." Ruan Mohan exhaled a puff of smoke: "Extremely stupid."
Zhu Han smiled: "Miss Jian is really lucky."
When I meet someone I don't like, I just feel that the other person is exquisite and can do everything well by myself.
When you meet someone you like, but feel that the other person is stupid and stupid, you can't rest assured about everything.
Has nothing to do with being really smart or dumb.It's not that Zhu Han doesn't understand this truth.
Ruan Mohan smoked a cigarette and asked: "Many years ago today, what happened?"
"Anti-narcotics, what happened, I can't say too much."
Ruan Mohan nodded.
Zhu Han: "I saw her fall in front of me with my own eyes. It turns out that a person's death is such a quick thing."
"The bullet drilled a small hole in her chest, it's just that small." Zhu Han gestured with his unclamped hand: "Blood is gurgling out of the small hole, you can almost see her vitality, following the The blood keeps flowing."
"Then, the person becomes a shadow that is too pale to even wait for the ambulance to arrive."
Ruan Mohan: "Do you like her?"
Zhu Han smiled: "I didn't have time to confess."
Ruan Mohan: "Does she know?"
"I'm not sure if she knows."
Zhu Han continued: "Later, I retired directly. I changed the city and opened a detective agency. I was very busy and my life was passable."
Ruan Mohan: "But I never liked anyone."
"Correct."
Ruan Mohan asked: "Why did you choose me?"
Zhu Han smiled: "Because when you came to see me Chabai Jingxian, the first time I saw you, I thought you were very similar to me."
"I want to become emotionless, but I'm actually afraid of becoming emotionless."
Ruan Mohan: "Your eyes are very sharp."
It took her a long time to figure out her awkward state of mind.
Zhu Han: "Sometimes, I really feel that life is difficult."
"I think, if you find someone of the same kind." She glanced at Ruan Mohan, "Maybe life won't be so difficult."
"I guessed that you might like Miss Jane, and I also know that you have been involved in many things about listening."
"I just thought, if you're willing to make a choice."
"Maybe you and I can live a more ordinary life. Without using any deep emotions, but with someone who understands us by our side, life may not be so difficult."
"We can even leave Beicheng."
Ruan Mohan smoked a cigarette and shook his head: "It doesn't matter which city you live in. Miss Zhu, we are not the same kind."
"We're just two people with similar experiences and the same mentality, but that doesn't mean we're the same kind."
"Jian Shuo and I are the same kind."
Zhu Han: "Really?"
"Really." Ruan Mohan nodded: "Jian Shuo and I have the same timid part, cold part, domineering part, and reckless part in our hearts."
"Miss Zhu, I think you are not such a person."
"I'm not." Zhu Han said, "I hope to live a more ordinary life."
"Three meals a day for four seasons, maybe have a daughter, and raise a cat." Zhu Han asked: "Miss Ruan, don't you want to choose such a life? Now that I'm talking about it, I feel very yearning."
Ruan Mohan thought for a while: "It's not me who chooses what kind of life to live."
"It's what kind of person I am that determines what kind of life I will live."
"Feel sorry."
Zhu Han smiled and raised the cigarette in his hand: "It's okay, I just pretended to be me, so that you can invite me to smoke this cigarette."
Ruan Mohan: "I can ask you to smoke two."
Zhu Han smiled: "Thank you."
******
When Ruan Mohan finished smoking and walked back to the living room, he remembered that the cake that Ruan Qingyin had thrown in the corner of the living room hadn't been picked up yet.
The sweet food crumbs couldn't stay overnight, and she went over to clean the floor.
This shop that only sells cream squares is indeed a well-known old shop.The cream exudes a sweet and greasy aroma, which is an ancient and rustic taste.
Ruan Mohan was cleaning the floor, remembering what Zhu Han said that night.
One person, three meals and four seasons, a more ordinary life.
There are daughters, there are cats, and there are little buttercream cakes like this.
If Ruan Mohan had to choose, Zhu Han was indeed an ideal choice.
Zhu Han is not like Wang Nuo.Wang Nuo has longing for feelings, and also longing for Ruan Mohan, but he is not sensitive enough, so he thinks that Jiang Kailun is an elegant and gentle normal person.
Such insensitivity made Ruan Mohan envious, but she and Wang Nuo were destined to be separated into two worlds.
Zhu Han is different.
Zhu Han is as sharp as Ruan Mohan.It is also clear that when two people are together, they don't need to use any deep feelings, they just accompany each other.
With such sobriety, it is very easy to live together, maybe if you are really careless, you will grow old forever.
but.
Ruan Mohan cleaned up the cream on the floor, threw the cake residue into the trash can, washed his hands, went back to the bedroom and lay down on the bed.
She didn't turn on the light, and in the darkness, she smelled another pillow beside the one she was using.
Her senses were already keen, and in the dark, her keen senses were infinitely magnified.
She can still smell the dahlia fragrance on Jian Shuo's body on the pillow, which is magical and innocent, even though it is the third day that Jian Shuo hasn't come home to sleep.
Ruan Mohan closed his eyes.
As she told Wang Nuo, she is not a person who can make choices.
Ever since the day I met Jian Shuo, it has never been.
******
When Ruan Mohan walked into the office on Thursday, he did not expect that Jian Shuo was already obediently sitting at the desk.
Ruan Mohan passed Jian Shuo with his bag in his hand.
Jian Shuo didn't look up, just flipped the pages of the book.
Neither of them seemed to see each other.
Ruan Mohan walked into his office, sat down, and turned on the computer.
Opening the drawer habitually, there are photos of Jian Shuo inside.
Ruan Mohan thought for a while, then closed the drawer again, instead of taking out Jian Shuo's photo frame like every day, and placed it where she could see it at any time.
Assistant Yang knocked on the door and came in: "Director Ruan, your coffee."
"Thank you."
Assistant Yang looked at Ruan Mohan: "Did you sleep well last night?"
Ruan Mohan: "Fortunately, the workload is probably too much."
Assistant Yang nodded: "After the cooperation with GS was terminated, after two days of idle time, a new business came again."
"The newly appointed professional manager looks very powerful, Director Ruan, and you have worked very closely with her."
Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "Just do what I should do."
Assistant Yang smiled: "Then I'll go out first."
Ruan Mohan took a sip of coffee, plugged in the bluetooth headset, and quickly started working.
Yang Haining trusts her very much, and she and her professional manager discuss and decide many things about the direction of listening.
Ruan Mohan said, "I don't have enough qualifications."
Yang Haining said: "Qualifications are all obtained through experience. You are smart, and you really care about listening, that's enough."
Ruan Mohan worked until noon, and his shoulders ached slightly.
She saw that after the new business came in, the employees who had been hit hard by the suspension of cooperation with GS had begun to show signs of recovery.
I feel more unable to relax.
Assistant Yang knew that she was very busy, so she came in specially around noon and asked, "Director Ruan, do I still need to buy you lunch?"
Ruan Mohan: "No need."
In fact, she didn't know if Jian Shuo would buy her lunch.
After all, the current relationship between the two is so awkward that Ruan Qingyin can ask, "Did you break up with the servant?"
Until 3 minutes to twelve.
There was a knock on the door.
Ruan Mohan: "Go in."
Jian Shuo came in with no expression on her flirtatious face, neither the usual laziness nor charm.
Put two pieces of paper on Ruan Mohan's desk: "The meeting minutes you want are marked."
Ruan Mohan picked it up and took a look: "It's fine."
She continued to type quickly at the computer, ignoring Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo ignored her, turned around and left.
Before leaving, she threw something on her desk and made a soft "boom".
A hot turkey breast sandwich.
When Ruan Mohan picked up the sandwich, he looked at the time display on the computer, it was exactly twelve noon.
She gently opened the drawer.
He took out the photo of Jian Shuo hidden inside, and placed it on the desk where he could see it.
******
At six o'clock in the afternoon, Ruan Mohan got off work on time.
When she walked out of the office with her bag, Jian Shuo didn't chase after her.
When she walked to the underground parking lot to feed the cat, Jian Shuo still didn't chase after her.
Ruan Mohan drove home alone.
Ruan Qingyin looked behind her.
Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "She won't come."
Ruan Qingyin said "Oh".
Ruan Mohan worked overtime, cooking, eating, tidying up, and taking a bath.
Step by step, every step is very regular, it looks no different from before Jian Shuo appeared.
Until Friday, Ruan Qingyin stopped looking behind Ruan Mohan.
He only said during dinner, "Mom, you really broke up with the servant, right?"
"If so?" Ruan Mohan asked, "What will happen to you?"
"It's not that good." Ruan Qingyin curled her lips: "It's just that I'm not used to being quiet without the servants here."
She pointed to the TV in the living room: "Play the movie louder, and you will get used to it soon."
Ruan Qingyin: "Mom, what about you? Will you get used to it soon?"
Ruan Mohan shook his head: "I don't know."
She really doesn't know.
It seems that her life is no different from before Jian Shuo appeared.
But the place where the pink slippers were placed on the shoe rack was always empty.
The dahlia-scented pillow next to it was never put away.
There is also the frequency of going to the pantry to pour water in the office every day, which seems to have subtly increased a little.
Ruan Mohan didn't know if he could get used to it.
I don't know how long it will take to get used to it.
******
After lunch on Saturday, Ruan Mohan took Ruan Qingyin out to the hospital for sensory integration training.
This is an arrangement that will not change no matter what happens.
Ruan Qingyin followed the nurse, and Ruan Mohan sat alone in the rest area, using his mobile phone to handle work while waiting.
The toes of a pair of black high heels caught her eye while looking at her phone.
At the same time, there is a coquettish dahlia fragrance and a rich creamy fragrance.
Ruan Mohan didn't look up, and even his fingers typing on the phone screen didn't stop.
Jian Shuo didn't call her, the toe of the black high-heeled shoes flickered.
There are faint scratches on it, I don't know if it was kicked on the anti-theft door of Ruan Mohan's house on Wednesday night.
Until a drop of milky white liquid dripped on the upper of the black high-heeled shoes.
Another drop.
The person opposite finally spoke: "Ruan Mohan."
"I'm going to eat ice cream, why don't you stop me?"
******
Ruan Mohan stared at the phone without speaking.
Just typing fingers, stop.
Jian Shuo said: "Ruan Mohan, if you don't look up, I'm going to eat ice cream." Mingming and Ruan Mohan agreed to stay with her and never eat ice cream again.
Jian Shuo's tone was exaggerated: "I really ate it."
Ruan Mohan raised his head lightly: "You eat."
Jian Shuo curled her lips in disgust: "I don't want to eat the melted meat."
She got up and threw the melted ice cream cone into the trash.
Sit back again.
Ruan Mohan: "I don't like wasting food."
"Then you like me eating ice cream?"
Ruan Mohan didn't speak.
He lowered his head again and started typing on the phone: "Why are you here? Looking for me?"
"Who is looking for you." Jian Shuo snorted, "My friend is sick."
Ruan Mohan raised his head: "You won't catch the listening cat, will you? This is a hospital for treating people."
Jian Shuo let out a "ha" and lazily leaned back on the chair: "How do I know? Didn't I just come to see it?"
"I originally thought that if I could treat the cat, I would go and pick up my friend."
Ruan Mohan looked down at his phone again: "I feed the cat every day."
"what?"
"The cat I fed." Ruan Mohan lowered his head and asked, "How do you know if it's sick?"
"Of course I have time to see it."
Ruan Mohan: "Then you now know that cats cannot be treated here? You can go."
"I'm leaving." Jian Shuo narrowed her cat-like eyes: "Oh, my shoes are dirty."
She lifted the upper, dripping with melted ice cream, and swung it, and swung it again.
She said to herself: "I am such a peerless beauty, I can't walk on the road in such a pair of shoes, tsk tsk tsk."
"I have to go buy a pack of tissues."
She stood up and walked slowly towards a vending machine next to the rest area.
After taking two steps, he squatted down again.
Ruan Mo looked at her back coldly.
Jian Shuo turned around and saw that Ruan Mohan was looking at her, and smiled coquettishly: "There is some paper thrown by some brat here, I will help pick it up."
Satisfied, he showed the scraps of paper in his hand to Ruan Mohan: "Look, two pieces!"
Ruan Mo said coldly, "Since when did you become so kind?"
Jian Shuo blinked: "My friend is sick, and I will accumulate blessings for him."
Ruan Mohan: "So what's wrong with your friend?"
Jian Shuo: "Hungry fast!"
Ruan Mohan: ...
Jian Shuo stood up, walked slowly towards the vending machine, and squatted down again: "Why are there ants here?"
"It's not good to climb on a child."
Suddenly, a fir scent approached from behind.
Jian Shuo was startled.
Ruan Mohan's voice sounded coldly behind her: "Where are the ants?"
Jian Shuo: "The one who was here just now..."
Ruan Mo said coldly, "So the last time you said there were ants on my shoes and touched the back of my instep, it was also a lie, right?"
Jian Shuo was in a hurry, and suddenly stood up and faced Ruan Mohan: "That time was true!"
Ruan Mohan: "So this time it's fake?"
Jane Shuo: ...
"Ruan Mohan! You set me up!"
Ruan Mo ignored her with a cold face, walked to the vending machine, bought a pack of tissues neatly, stooped to take it, and threw it to Jian Shuo.
"Please, you don't have to pay back the two yuan, just wipe your shoes and leave."
Ruan Mohan walked back to her seat with a cold expression on her face. She knew that Jian Shuo was deliberately delaying time.
Jian Shuo pouted at her back, making an ugly grimace.
Ruan Mohan suddenly turned around.
Jian Shuo immediately turned her head and whistled, pretending to look at the scenery.
Too tense, the mouth muscles don’t relax, the whistle doesn’t sound, and I sing instead: "Unforgettable tonight, unforgettable tonight..."
Immediately a nurse came to stop her: "No noise is allowed in the hospital!"
Jian Shuo pouted again, holding a tissue and sitting opposite Ruan Mohan.
One click, one click, slowly rubbing the upper of the shoe.
Ruan Mohan: "Are you simulating some movie in slow motion?"
Jian Shuo said confidently: "No! The old lady bought these and asked the driver to deliver them. How about Jugui? If I don't wipe it slowly, what should I do if it is damaged?"
Ruan Mohan glanced at the scratches on the toe of her shoes, and said in his eyes: Why didn't you see your distressed shoes when you kicked the anti-theft door of my house?
Jian Shuo remained unmoved, and continued to polish the shoes slowly.
Finally—"Servant?"
Jian Shuo seems to have heard something heavenly: "Ruan Qingyin!"
Ruan Qingyin came over: "Why are you here?"
"My friend is sick, I came to the hospital to ask about the situation for him."
"You have friends?!"
Ruan Mohan said coldly from the side: "Her friend is a cat."
Ruan Qingyin had an expression of "this is not surprising": "I see."
Jane Shuo: ...
She asked Ruan Qingyin: "Are you going to play with other children in the playroom?"
Ruan Qingyin sighed, this is the "homework" assigned to her by the doctor after each sensory integration training.
Jian Shuo: "Do you really need me to accompany you?"
Ruan Qingyin: "Farewell, your friend is sick, I guess you are quite busy..."
Jian Shuo was stunned.
Ruan Qingyin bent down laughing "hahaha", "I'm kidding you."
She asked Ruan Mohan: "Mom, can I bring the servant with me?"
Ruan Mohan said indifferently, "If the doctor agrees."
"The doctor agreed last time."
Ruan Qingyin led Jian Shuo to the door of the game room, and explained a few words to the nurse. The nurse looked at Jian Shuo, she must have an impression of her, and let her in.
Ruan Mohan looked at the backs of the two and disappeared at the door of the game room. He lowered his head and continued to work on his mobile phone.
She didn't go over and stood at the door watching.
Until the two stood in front of Ruan Mohan, a pair of black high-heeled shoes and a pair of white sneakers were reflected in Ruan Mohan's drooping eyes.
There was a rush of hot air all over his body, and he was panting.
"Mom! You don't even know how excessive the servant is!" Ruan Qingyin complained first.
"Why am I going too far? Don't you go too far?"
Ruan Qingyin yelled: "I asked you to accompany me in to protect me in front of other children!"
"It's not to let you in. When you see other children jumping towards you, you will scream and scream, and hide behind me and use me as a shield!"
Jian Shuo also shouted: "How do I know that children nowadays are so scary! They are throwing themselves at everyone!"
"It's too scary! Is this a game room or a haunted house!"
Ruan Qingyin: "You are too cowardly!"
Jian Shuo: "You are the coward!"
Ruan Mohan pressed his temples, Ruan Qingyin and Jian Shuo shut up and stared at each other, neither convinced the other.
Ruan Mohan stood up: "Yinyin, I'm going back."
"Mom, I want pizza tonight."
Ruan Mohan: "A regular-sized slice of pizza can contain 600 mg of salt. It contains too much sodium. For every 1000 mg of sodium excreted, 26 mg of calcium will be lost..."
Ruan Qingyin: "Mom!"
Ruan Mohan expressionless: "Well, I know, it's okay to eat once in a while."
"Do you want to eat now?"
Ruan Qingyin nodded: "Drove there and parked the car, it's only after five o'clock."
"The situation in the game room is dangerous just now, I'm hungry."
It's okay for Ruan Mohan to think about it, as she just finished eating pizza with Ruan Qingyin, she can eat on time when she gets home.
"Let's go." She picked up her bag.
Ruan Qingyin: "Take the servant with you."
Ruan Mohan glanced at Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo pretended to turn her head to look at the scenery again, instead of looking at Ruan Mohan, and sang: "Unforgettable tonight, unforgettable tonight..."
I was afraid that the nurse would scold me, so I sang very softly this time.
Ruan Mohan asked Ruan Qingyin: "Didn't she go too far in the game room just now, there's no need to take her there?"
Ruan Qingyin glared at Jian Shuo: "I took her there just to get revenge on her! I want to order two pizzas to make her die!"
Ruan Mohan glanced at Jian Shuo again.
Jian Shuo is still looking at the scenery, and is still singing: "Whether the end of the world or the end of the world..."
Ruan Mohan thought to himself, this method of revenge is a bit extravagant.
She took her bag and left.
Jian Shuo was still standing there: "Shenzhou Wanli is in the embrace..."
Ruan Qingyin followed Ruan Mohan for two steps, but couldn't hold back, and ran back to Jian Shuo: "Are you stupid? Hurry up and follow."
Jian Shuo blinked: "She hasn't agreed yet."
Ruan Qingyin rolled her eyes almost to the sky: "You don't even know the word acquiescence?"
"You don't just buy a college diploma? You also buy a primary school diploma, right?"
Ruan Qingyin followed Ruan Mohan.
Jian Shuo followed behind Ruan Qingyin: "Do you remember to order some pizza later? Both grilled beef and fruit wood roast duck..."
******
Pizza shop.
Ruan Qingyin: "I want a six-inch grilled beef pizza, and a six-inch fruit wood roast duck pizza."
Jian Shuo stood behind Ruan Qingyin: "Cough, cough, cough cough cough cough cough..."
Ruan Mohan glanced at her.
Jian Shuo: "Why? My throat is uncomfortable, can't I cough?"
Ruan Mohan ignored her.
Ruan Qingyin: "I was wrong, both pizzas are nine-inch."
Ruan Mohan: "Yinyin, can you really finish eating?"
Ruan Qingyin: "Yes! I will kill the servant and take revenge on her!"
Ruan Mohan picked a table in the corner, Ruan Qingyin and Jian Shuo followed her, walked over and sat down.
After a short wait, two steaming pizzas were brought to the table.
Jian Shuo: "Let's draw a game, whoever breaks first will lose!"
Ruan Qingyin: "Come here!"
Both are Zhixin pizza, Jian Shuo sliced them open with a knife.
He picked up a piece first, and carefully pulled it up, watching the old man who was pulling the light yellow cheese shreds.
Ruan Qingyin: "I can do it too!"
She picked up a piece of pizza next to Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo raised her hand to the upper limit: "I can stand up and continue pulling!"
Ruan Qingyin: "I can do it too!"
Jian Shuo: "I stand taller than you!"
Ruan Qingyin: "...I can stand on a chair!"
Before Ruan Qingyin could make a move, the pizza shreds snapped in the hands of the complacent Jian Shuo.
Ruan Qingyin laughed loudly.
"It's not my loss. I just broke it after you stretched it so long."
"You are fooling!"
"Hey, would you eat pizza like this? Pick up the shredded pizza with your mouth."
Jian Shuo lifted the pizza up high, and the light yellow strands of pizza swayed and swayed.
The coquettish red lips opened and moved around to catch the pizza's tail.
Ruan Qingyin's attention was diverted as expected, and she ate pizza like Jian Shuo.
Ruan Mohan looked at two silly figures, one big and one small, in front of him.
"Jane Shuo." She called out suddenly.
Jane Shuo shook her hand.
The long, dangling pizza strands almost fell into the nostrils.
Jian Shuo put the pizza down: "What's the matter?"
Ruan Mohan lowered his eyes, staring at the swaying shredded cheese just now, which turned into a limp lump on the iron plate.
"Forget it, nothing."