sinovels Chapter 68
Chapter 68
Ruan Mohan's hands were like feathers, Jian Shuo was wearing Ruan Mohan's shirt, made of soft silk, thin and soft, Ruan Mohan's hands fell on it, as if scratching an itch.
She knew Jian Shuo's life gate, and her fingers were extraordinarily gentle, from the waist, all the way up, along a shallow groove in the spine, to the vicinity of the butterfly bone.
A pair of eyes as cold as a lake looked at Jian Shuo.
"Kiss me," she said.
In the darkness without even street lights, Ruan Mohan's eyes seemed to be filled with stars falling all over the sky.
The breath of the two spread, and in the small space in the back seat of the car, the aroma of fir trees and dahlias interweaved and wrestled with each other, like in a different world where ancient plants have not yet become extinct.
It was also dark outside, as if it was not the real world.
Jian Shuo was a little dazed, just staring at Ruan Mohan in a daze.
"Answer me, Ruan Mohan." She spoke again, her voice low, not like asking a question, but like muttering to herself.
Ruan Mohan's hand continued to go up, covering the back of Jian Shuo's head, and gently pressed down.
It's getting hot, Ruan Mohan didn't wear stockings anymore, neither did Jian Shuo.Both of them were wearing Ruan Mohan's black narrow skirt, their slender legs were like vines.
How do vines grow?Overlapping, intertwining, clinging tightly together.
Jian Shuo felt that her high heels seemed to have fallen out of the car.
Ruan Mohan kissed her like a feather, and then bit Jian Shuo's lower lip.
Jian Shuo earned a bit.
Ruan Mohan looked at her: "If you don't like you, why don't you continue?"
Her hand was still like a feather, continuing to scratch.Jian Shuo closed her eyes, then opened them again: "Well, don't continue."
"Are you sure?" Ruan Mohan kissed her again.
Jian Shuo broke away again: "OK."
She propped her arms up, and pressed her palms on the back seat, even touching the tip of Ruan Mohan's hair.Ruan Mohan moved, slightly involved.
Subtle pain.
Jian Shuo wanted to run away.
Ruan Mohan hugged her waist: "Are you afraid?"
Jian Shuo: "You just think I'm afraid."
Her knees also began to exert force, and she wanted to get up and walk away.
Ruan Mohan kicked the toe that she wanted to move back to the original place.
Jian Shuo's legs lost strength, and he lost his center of gravity. He fell back on the back seat of the car again, and fell down.
Before she had time to speak, Ruan Mohan's kiss came up again, covering her lips, the fragrance of fir was pervasive, moist and soft.
The tongue pried open her lips and teeth, she didn't know if Ruan Mohan did it on purpose, because by sticking the tip of his tongue in like this, the speech could be blurred.
"like you."
"I like you, okay?"
******
Ruan Qingyin was sitting on the sofa watching a movie when the door opened.
A very old movie, "The Pianist on the Sea", tells about a talented pianist named 1900, who lives on a luxury cruise ship all his life and does not want to set foot on land, even for the girl he loves deeply. .
When Ruan Mohan and Jian Shuo entered the door, 1900 in the movie was saying, "Friend, forgive me, I can't get off the boat."
Ruan Qingyin stared at the TV screen and said hello: "Mom."
Ruan Mohan let out a "hmm".
Ruan Qingyin immediately looked up.
The reverse effect of the sensory integration disorder brought to her is that her nerves are highly sensitive, and she immediately recognized that Ruan Mohan's voice tonight was a bit wrong.
But when she looked over, she found that Ruan Mohan's face was as usual, indifferent and cold.
She went to look at Jian Shuo who was following behind. Jian Shuo was not the same as usual, she didn't giggle, she didn't look like a noisy parrot, but like a cat in deep thought.
Ruan Qingyin blinked: "Did you quarrel?"
Jian Shuo was taken aback: "No."
"I never quarrel with others." Ruan Mohan asked indifferently: "Have you had dinner yet?"
"have eaten."
"Has no one been to the house?"
"No."
Ruan Mohan nodded, turned on the laptop, plugged in the Bluetooth headset, and was ready to start working.
Jian Shuo looked at Ruan Mohan's back hesitantly, then looked away, walked over, and sat next to Ruan Qingyin.
"Hello." Ruan Mohan turned around, and Jian Shuo realized that she was still holding the phone in her hand: "You don't want dinner?"
"eat."
"Come and see something."
Jian Shuo stood up again.
"I'm so hungry, very hungry."
When Ruan Qingyin heard Jian Shuo sitting next to her mother in the gap between the movie lines and the beautiful piano, she said this, like a wronged cat.
Her mother asked indifferently, "What do you want to eat?"
"steak."
"Eating too much red meat at night is not good for your health. Red meat is an acidic food, and the pH of human blood is best maintained at around 7.4, which is weakly alkaline..."
Jian Shuo seemed to be unable to bear it any longer: "Hey, Ruan Mohan."
She licked her lips, as if she didn't know what to say, she called out again: "Ruan Mohan, you."
Ruan Mohan lowered his head, tapped his phone twice, then turned to Ruan Qingyin and asked, "Yinyin, what else do you want to eat? It's the only takeaway we know how to order."
Ruan Qingyin shook her head.
She is not very interested in food, but is very interested in these two strange people tonight.
When Ruan Mohan turned back, he saw Jian Shuo still sitting next to her, and said coldly, "Don't disturb my work."
Jian Shuo stood up with an "oh".
The posture of her body just now was that she was leaning towards Ruan Mohan, her face was almost on Ruan Mohan's shoulder.Standing up at this moment, the body stretched straight, and kicked the leg of the desk.
Ruan Mohan glanced at her.
She curled her lips: "Don't be careful, okay?"
He also stretched out his slender fingers and pretended to touch the leg of the table: "I'm sorry about the table."
With a coquettish and sly smile on his face.
Ruan Mohan withdrew his gaze, started to work with his fingers flying on the keyboard.
Jian Shuo watched her quickly enter the working state, let out an inaudible "hum", walked over to Ruan Qingyin angrily, and sat down.
Hanging his waist.
"What are you looking at?" she asked lazily.
""Sea Pianist"." Ruan Qingyin looked at her: "Did you quarrel?"
"No." She saw her own cup on the coffee table, and there was still half a glass of water in the cup, so she picked it up and started to drink.
Ruan Qingyin blinked: "So did you fight?"
"Cough, cough, cough!" Jian Shuo, who was drinking water, almost choked to death.
She put down the water glass and thought for a while: "Well, there was a fight."
Before she could stop her, Ruan Qingyin raised her voice and asked, "Mom, why did you fight Jian Shuo?"
She couldn't imagine that such a cold and indifferent mother would be a person who fought with others.
Ruan Mohan temporarily took off his earphones, turned his head, and said indifferently, "Fight?"
She glanced at Jian Shuo.
Looking at Ruan Qingyin lightly again, she replied, "Because she's not good."
"Did you wash the dishes this morning and didn't clean them?" Ruan Qingyin taught Jian Shuo: "Then you should be beaten obediently. Why did you fight with your mother?"
Jian Shuo let out a "sneer".
Obediently beaten unilaterally?How can it be!
She said, "Because your mother is not good either."
Ruan Qingyin: "Why?" Her mother has always been perfect in everything.
Jian Shuo raised the corners of her mouth and smiled: "For example, talking dishonestly or something."
At this time the doorbell rang, Ruan Mohan glanced at Jian Shuo blankly, Jian Shuo sighed and stood up: "I know, I know."
She dragged her heavy steps to open the door, and Ruan Qingyin always felt that it was a bit difficult for her to walk.
The takeaway was delivered, Jian Shuo carried it in and put it on the dining table.
Ruan Mohan temporarily closed the laptop, and asked Ruan Qingyin as he walked towards the dining table, "Really don't want to eat any more?"
Ruan Qingyin shook her head.
But she stretched her head and looked at the table curiously.
Jian Shuo was already opening the lunch boxes one by one.
Wow, her mother actually ordered steak for Jian Shuo.
Jian Shuo laughed, sat at the dining table, cut a large piece of steak, and stuffed it into his mouth like a cat that has been hungry for ten lifetimes.
"I'm hungry." She repeated: "I'm really hungry."
******
late at night.
After Jian Shuo took a shower, she glanced at the balcony, and Ruan Mohan was standing there smoking a cigarette.
She dawdled and began to blow-dry her hair until after blowing for a long time, her jet-black and thick hair was completely dried, and Ruan Mohan hadn't finished it yet.
Jian Shuo couldn't drag it any longer, so she had to open the glass door of the balcony and go out.
Ruan Mohan ignored her, folded his arms, and lightly smoked the cigarette between his fingers.
Jian Shuo glanced at Ruan Mohan's fingers, under the bright moonlight, they were white, slender, beautiful and powerful.
She looked away and lowered her head.
She didn't know that she would blush before, she had long been used to the expression on her face, either coquettish or fierce.
And why is she blushing, obviously she did the same thing to Ruan Mohan.
Regarding tonight, maybe it's because the night is too dark, maybe it's because the cramped back seat of the car is too stuffy, maybe it's because both of them are sweating, and the scent overlapping their bodies is too strong.
Jian Shuo felt that she was in a trance, her head was dizzy, as if she couldn't remember many details clearly.
I only remember the curled eyes and frowning eyebrows.
I still remember the tangled calves and the slightly undulating belly.
There are probably waves and tides, a sense of tight wrapping.
She glanced at Ruan Mohan again, Ruan Mohan's eyes were light, looking at the night outside the window.
Jian Shuo licked her lips: "Why don't you speak?"
"You haven't talked to me since... that."
Maybe even Jian Shuo didn't notice, there was a bit of grievance in her voice, like a cat that can't be petted by its owner.
Ruan Mohan finally spoke, his tone was light: "Will you stay on the boat or go ashore?"
"Huh?" Jian Shuo was stunned.
"The movie that Yinyin watched tonight, "The Pianist on the Sea." Ruan Mohan exhaled a puff of smoke: "Staying on the boat is an endless familiarity and known knowledge, but going ashore is an endless and vast unknown."
"Will you stay on board, or go ashore?"
Jian Shuo gave a soft "huh": "Such a boring question." Coquettish and lazy, as if he didn't even bother to answer.
Ruan Mohan finished smoking, put out the cigarette butt, and was about to go back to the living room.
The slender wrist was pulled by Jian Shuo.
The next moment, Jian Shuo embraced her shadow from behind, which was reflected on the glass door of the balcony.
Jian Shuo's pointed chin rested on her slender shoulders: "Do you still need to ask?"
"You're on the boat, and I'll stay on board. You go ashore, and I'll go ashore with you."
"Wherever you go, I will go with you."
******
After Jian Shuo said that, Ruan Mohan forgot how he returned to the living room.
With a faint "hmm", she opened the balcony door, left Jian Shuo behind, and left directly.
Before walking back to the bedroom, he looked back at Jian Shuo's back, with his elbows resting on the balcony railing, his hands propping his face, as if looking at the scenery outside.
Her slender calves were raised up and down, and the slippers on her feet swayed accordingly.
Not leisurely, but a nervous frequency, making the whole person a little bored and impatient.
Ruan Mohan withdrew his gaze, walked back to his bedroom, closed the door, and lay down on the bed.
She was thinking about everything that had happened during the day.
It was on her mind that Ruan Tianrong came to the company to make trouble with her.
What she didn't expect was that Jian Shuo would block Ruan Tianrong's slap for her, and she, who had always been patient in front of Ruan Tianrong, would slap back hard without hesitation.
Jiang Kailun would ask her to talk about Ruan Tianrong's matter, that's what she thought of.
What she didn't expect was that when she asked why Jiang Kailun wanted to train her, Jiang Kailun would directly ask her to go to Yao Yuan's cemetery to reveal the answer.
Ruan Mohan didn't know if he was ready to meet this answer.
It's as if she didn't know if she was ready to meet Ruan Tianrong, and in order to ask for money, she showed her hole card——
The past of Ruan Mohan's younger sister.
All the information overlapped, like a cosmic explosion. Ruan Mohan claimed to be good at self-control, but she couldn't ignore the anxiety and irritability in her heart.
On the way home, when she met someone leaving her car, she could bear it and let it go.
But holding the steering wheel, she thought of Ruan Tianrong's face.
Why bear it.
Why does she have to endure everything.
He kicked the accelerator and started racing with others, but the adrenaline rushed up, and Ruan Mohan found that his inner anxiety had not diminished.
until.
Until Jian Shuo led her to shout in the strong wind.
That was the first time Ruan Mohan yelled in his life.
All the air in the lungs was expelled, and the restlessness in my heart would really be expelled.
So cool.
Ruan Mohan had a relationship with Jian Shuo on a temporary basis, but not on impulse.
Because this was a decision she made while she was awake after the car that was racing with her gave up and withdrew, and her own speed also slowed down.
She found that what she needed was not racing, not adrenaline.
Just a Jian Shuo beside her.
With Jian Shuo, maybe she has the courage to face Ruan Tianrong and Jiang Kailun.
******
With a slight "click", Ruan Mohan's bedroom door rang.
Ruan Mohan immediately closed his eyes.
She always thought that pretending to sleep would only happen to children.But every time Jian Shuo sneaks into her bedroom, she closes her eyes on purpose.
She didn't know how to face Jian Shuo.
Just like tonight after Jian Shuo said the phrase "I'll follow you wherever you go", she didn't know what to say and left in a hurry.
Like tonight, after the heat in the back seat of the car, she drove home, looking cold and silent the whole time.
She remembered that when Jian Shuo hugged her shoulders tonight, she lowered her eyes and just saw the pot of moss in the corner of the balcony.
That's her.
Crazy and dark.All thoughts twisted and hid in the wet soil.
Afraid to peel off a layer of light green coat on the surface, revealing a piece of bare soil, and tell all the awkwardness, timidity, entanglement and words.
Some people will underestimate themselves.
Jian Shuo slipped into the bedroom.
The footsteps were very light, like a swift cat, but Ruan Mohan's oversensitive ears could still hear.
Like last time, Jian Shuo slipped to her bed and sat down, leaned over, resting his head on his arm, very close to Ruan Mohan's slightly rising belly.
Ruan Mohan's stomach still had the scorching heat from tonight, as soon as Jian Shuo approached, she held her breath unconsciously.
She didn't know what Jian Shuo wanted to do.
Do you want to continue?
Continuing the intensity in the backseat of the car tonight.Like a mountain torrent that has been suppressed for too long, it pours out in an instant, and it is a posture that no dam can stop.
At that time, it was impossible for the two of them to stop.
But at this moment, Jian Shuo just quietly lay beside her bed, showing no sign of continuing.
Ruan Mohan's thin air conditioner was draped around his waist, and one hand was gently placed on the quilt.
In the darkness and the moonlight penetrated by a curtain, Jian Shuo said, "Ruan Mohan."
Her voice was very low, almost breathless.
"You don't regret it, do you?"
"Regret what you did tonight? Or regret...with me?"
Ruan Mohan's heart trembled.
She discovers that Moss isn't just herself.
Jian Shuo is both a dahlia and a moss.
Maybe in everyone's heart, there is a piece of wet soil with a piece of moss that hides the weak self.
Jian Shuo sighed lightly.
Jian Shuo would actually sigh.
Seeing that Ruan Mohan didn't answer, she got up and was about to leave. The silk fabric of her pajamas rubbed against her body, making a slight rustle.
Before she got up, Ruan Mohan lightly moved his hand.
Stretch out your thumb and lightly touch Jian Shuo's forehead.
Jian Shuo was taken aback for a moment, and the legs that hadn't had time to support them were put down again, and the whole body was lying on the same spot.
Quietly let Ruan Mohan's thumb touch his forehead.
"What are you doing?" she asked angrily.
There was another silence, only a hazy darkness, and a ray of moonlight pouring in through the cracks in the curtains.
Then, Ruan Mohan said softly: "Certified with a seal."
Jian Shuo: "Certify what?"
"Follow you, no regrets."
******
Early the next morning, when Ruan Qingyin was sitting at the dining table eating breakfast, she felt that something was wrong with the two of them.
Jian Shuo was grinning, humming a song: "Unforgettable tonight, unforgettable tonight..."
Ruan Mohan looked indifferent, but his brows were relaxed.
Ruan Qingyin asked: "After the fight last night, did you reconcile?"
Jian Shuo looked proud: "It's reconciled."
Then Ruan Qingyin watched helplessly, and Jian Shuo helped Ruan Mohan peel the hard-boiled eggs.
What about the wealthy daughter of a wealthy family who agreed not to do housework?
"Why did you peel the eggs for mother?" Ruan Qingyin asked, "Why don't you peel the eggs for me?"
"You are nine years old, you need to exercise your hands-on ability, you know?" Jian Shuo still smiled coquettishly and lazily: "Your mother's hands are tired."
"What's wrong with her hands?"
"...I'm so tired from typing so many words on the keyboard every day." Jian Shuo added: "Of course my hands are also tired."
"Why are you tired? You don't type."
Jian Shuo glared at her: "I didn't make the noodles you eat every night? Don't your hands get tired when you get the vegetables? Don't your hands get tired when you cook the noodles?"
Ruan Qingyin let out a "hum" and peeled the egg by herself: "Look at me peeling it better than you!"
"Where is it better than me?"
"My eggs are rounder than yours."
Jian Shuo: "That's because you were lucky enough to get a relatively round egg! What does it matter to you that it's the hen's work?"
Ruan Qingyin: "Easy."
Jian Shuo "hummed" loudly: "Have you ever made a funny face before me?"
"Grinning, grinning, grinning."
Started to look like a noisy parrot again.
Ruan Mohan ate breakfast expressionlessly, and Ruan Qingyin didn't bother to talk to her afterwards.
Even when Ruan Mohan and Ruan Qingyin had finished their breakfast, Jian Shuo hadn't finished.
Ruan Mohan stood up indifferently: "Yinyin carries her schoolbag and is ready to go."
Jian Shuo was in a hurry: "Wait for me."
She stuffed the whole boiled egg into her mouth in one gulp and nearly choked herself to death.
Ruan Mohan said indifferently, "You don't have to follow me today."
"Why? What if Ruan Tianrong goes to your company again?"
She has decided to follow Ruan Mohan every day.
"Ruan Tianrong won't be listening today."
"why?"
"Because Jiang Kailun talked to Ruan Tianrong yesterday, I guess Ruan Tianrong will come to my house tomorrow night."
"how do you know?"
Ruan Mohan didn't say any more, and called Ruan Qingyin who was carrying her schoolbag: "Let's go."
Jian Shuo followed them to the door pitifully: "What about me?"
"You mopped the floor, cleaned the windows and wiped the furniture at home. It's been a long time since you cleaned it. It's so dirty."
Jian Shuo was stunned: "I...last night...today...you..."
Finally, it becomes a sentence: "Are you sure you want me to do this today?"
Ruan Mohan expressionless: "Sure."
"Ruan Mohan, you vicious woman!"
Ruan Mohan ignored her, closed the door with a bang, and left with Ruan Qingyin.
******
At nine o'clock in the morning, when Ruan Mohan walked into the big office of the marketing department, the whispering and discussion stopped immediately.
When she walked into her office and closed the venetian blinds, the discussions outside were like crickets chirping in the grass, low and lively.
When Assistant Yang came in to deliver black coffee, he saw Ruan Mohan wearing a bluetooth headset with his usual expression.
Dan Dan took the coffee from Assistant Yang's hand, and said "Thank you" faintly.
Assistant Yang couldn't help asking: "Director Ruan, do you really not mind what they say so badly?"
Ruan Mohan's eyes were like torches, and Assistant Yang was smart, knowing that Ruan Mohan's heart was like a mirror.
Just pretend not to hear.
Ruan Mohan took off the Bluetooth headset and answered her seriously: "I really don't mind."
The earphone in Yang Yang's hand: "I just feel noisy when I wear this."
Buzzing like a bug.
Assistant Yang smiled: "I hope that one day, I can also cultivate such good self-cultivation as you."
"It has nothing to do with cultivation." Ruan Mohan shook his head: "As long as you really don't care."
******
At 09:30, the listening team and the GS team met on time.
After the meeting, Jiang Kailun kept Ruan Mohan behind as usual.
Ruan Mohan sat down opposite Jiang Kailun with an indifferent face.
Jiang Kailun asked with a smile: "Why, didn't your little friend come to listen with you today?"
Ruan Mohan nodded.
She couldn't think of how Jiang Karen knew, but she didn't want to ask either.
She felt that every time she asked Jiang Karen a question, it was like admitting defeat.
She didn't want to show any curiosity about Jiang Karen.
Jiang Kailun took the initiative to say: "Today, you only have a very pure fragrance of fir and no fragrance of dahlia at all."
Ruan Mohan was calm on the surface, but his heart was shocked.
She knew that Jiang Karen's five senses were sensitive, but she didn't expect to be so sensitive.
And this kind of sensitivity is not born like her, but all comes from acquired training.
Jiang Kailun seemed to have the ability to read minds, and said with a smile: "If you are a person without emotions, your heart will not be disturbed, and your five senses will naturally be sharp."
Ruan Mohan stared at Jiang Kailun's hand on the table, even the fingernails were glowing with a perfect gleam.
Jiang Kailun asked: "Why didn't your little friend come today?"
"Because I didn't let her come." Ruan Mohan said indifferently: "After Ruan Tianrong talked with you, she should come to see me at the earliest, maybe tomorrow night."
"Because you will let her understand that it takes a little time for my fear of bringing up the past to continue to ferment in my heart."
"Instead of rushing to look for it, it's better to wait, the effect will be better."
Jiang Karen smiled with satisfaction: "Director Ruan, you are really smart."
"Since you can think of such a situation, you must have found a way to deal with it."
Ruan Mohan raised his eyes and stared at Jiang Kailun's sable eyes.
This time, her fingers didn't curl up under the conference table, nor did they tremble.
"My method is..." Ruan Mohan said, "Admit that I like Jian Shuo."