The most ruthless is her

Chapter 42

Ruan Mohan stared at the computer screen so intently that he didn't notice that the sandwich in his hand had bottomed out, and he bit his finger with the last bite.

Ruan Mohan was taken aback, threw the sandwich wrapping paper into the trash can, and looked at his slender and white fingers.

There is a slight tooth mark on the top.

Twice in succession, Jian Shuo bit her finger hard, and then spat it out. The same was true on her finger, with a slight tooth mark.

It's just that Jian Shuo's two sharp teeth near the corners of her lips are sharp, and the bite marks are like cats.

Strange pain and pleasure.

Before, she thought that Jian Shuo was thinking about her and forced herself to shut down all the nerves in her body.

At this moment, the misunderstanding was resolved, and he relaxed, even if he only looked at the tooth marks on his fingers, he could think about it.

It turned out that the surge in the body had been overwhelming.

She remembered Jiang Kailun's words again: "Prison all your feelings and desires, one day, the dam will burst like a flood."

Will it?No way.

Jian Shuo is such a person, without feelings, without desires, with a mask, playing in the world.

If Jian Shuo can do it, then she can do it too.

So Jian Shuo is her perfect medical research subject.

Ruan Mohan focused his attention and let himself return his attention to the computer screen in front of him.

Regarding the news about Bai Jingxian, she took advantage of the short breaks in the past two days to almost read it all.

Nothing unusual.

She called Wang Nuo: "I heard you mention before that there are people who can help abandoned children track down their backgrounds and have contacted you."

"Do you still have that person's contact information?"

Wang Nuo: "What do you want to check?"

"Just one person."

Wang Nuo became nervous: "It's not related to your sister, is it?"

Ruan Mohan was silent for a moment, and then said: "The truth about my sister is undeniable, and there is nothing to investigate."

Wang Nuo breathed a sigh of relief: "That's right."

"Wait, I'll look for that person's contact information and send it to you on WeChat."

"Thank you." Ruan Mohan hung up the phone.

The person she wanted to investigate was Bai Jingxian.

******

After Wang Nuo sent the contact information of that person, Ruan Mohan hesitated again.

It is necessary for her to do this?

Entering the listening, it was already a crossing for her to admit that she is still a person who remembers the past and has a connection with the past.

For listening, her original idea was to help as much as she could.

If it is true that the building is about to collapse, she can withdraw and stay away.

No one will blame her.Not even her sister, nor her conscience.

Ruan Mohan tapped two dots on the phone screen with his slender fingers, but still did not dial the call from Wang Nuo.

At this moment, Assistant Yang knocked on the door and came in: "Director Ruan, President Jian called a meeting."

Ruan Mohan nodded: "Understood."

When he walked into the conference room, as expected, Ruan Mohan saw that Jian Ming was sitting at the head of the conference table, and next to Jian Ming was Jiang Kailun.

Exquisite suit, elegant smile, even a baguette diamond on the index finger is shining brightly.

Ruan Mohan heard the two middle-level women walking in front of her talking:

"Boss Jiang is really beautiful, not beautiful, but beautiful."

"And how can she have such a good temper? We've worked together for so long, and I've never seen her scold anyone. It's really self-restraining."

Ruan Mohan thought, good temper is probably not because of good cultivation.

Instead, he didn't care at all, and just treated the people around him like ants.

The gap is too big, if you look down, you will naturally take a look of pity, how can you have a bad temper?

That's why Jiang Kailun's smile, like her sable eyes, also sent chills down Ruan Mohan's spine.

But she didn't allow herself to dodge, and when she found that Jiang Kailun was looking at her, she forced herself to greet her with indifferent eyes.

Jiang Kailun smiled and nodded at her, then looked away.

Jiang Kailun seemed to always treat her like this, neither forcing nor avoiding.

Calm and elegant, with a well-thought-out plan.

The moment he met Jiang Kailun's eyes, Ruan Mohan had a strange feeling in his heart: Jiang Kailun was not in a hurry because she was setting a long line, and Ruan Mohan was the fish she wanted to catch.

But as long as Ruan Mohan believes that Jian Shuo is the perfect research subject and doesn't have any interest in Jiang Kailun, what can Jiang Kailun do?

Ruan Mohan didn't know yet.

******

After the meeting ended, Jiang Kailun stayed in the meeting room to discuss the plan with Jian Ming, turning a blind eye to Ruan Mohan's departure.

Ruan Mohan didn't want to squeeze the elevator with others, so he went to the rooftop to smoke a cigarette.

Coming down from the roof, just as he was about to open the door of the roof, he heard a slight sound of footsteps at the door.

Ruan Mohan stepped aside and opened the door for the visitor.

The figure of Yang Haining wearing a cheongsam and leaning on a cane appeared from behind the door: "Miss Ruan, I guess it's you."

Ruan Mohan nodded: "I heard your footsteps."

Yang Haining smiled: "Others don't have such keen ears."

Ruan Mohan suddenly whispered: "I would rather not."

Yang Haining patted the back of her hand: "Are you busy with work? Do you have time to sit with me?"

Ruan Mohan: "Okay."

Yang Haining leaned on crutches, and Ruan Mohan followed her, and they walked to the central flower bed and sat down.

Yang Haining: "Miss Ruan, if you feel bored, you can smoke another cigarette."

Ruan Mohan: "You don't mind?"

He is obviously an indifferent person, but he respects Yang Haining's feelings unexpectedly.

Yang Haining shook his head with a smile, then Ruan Mohan took out the cigarette and lighter from his pocket.

Yang Haining: "Can you give me one?"

Ruan Mohan was slightly surprised, but said calmly: "I never remember that you have the habit of smoking."

Yang Haining smiled: "I smoked when I was young, but I stopped smoking for the sake of my health. Now, at this age, I feel that it doesn't matter if I smoke."

Ruan Mohan handed the cigarette and lighter, Yang Haining bowed his head, lit it skillfully, and returned the lighter to Ruan Mohan.

Surrounded by white smoke, Yang Haining was dressed in a silver-gray cheongsam, and his movements were elegant, as if he had traveled through time and space.

Ruan Mohan stared blankly for a while, then looked away.

She remembered that when she met Yang Haining many years ago, Yang Haining also wore such a silver-gray cheongsam.Probably elegant silver gray is Yang Haining's favorite color.

But at that time, Ruan Mohan's younger sister was still there.

Yang Haining spoke leisurely, smoking a cigarette: "Ah Shuo... is she okay?"

This time Ruan Mohan nodded: "She is still the same."

Yang Haining: "That's good."

Ruan Mohan would take the initiative to talk to Yang Haining: "You clearly care about her, why..."

Yang Haining smiled: "Miss Ruan, why do you want to be by A Shuo's side as a person without feelings?

Ruan Mohan was startled.

After that, the two of them didn't speak any more, until the two overlapping wisps of white smoke became weaker and weaker until they disappeared in the air.

Yang Haining stood up: "It's time for us to go downstairs. You are busy with work, so I should go find Ah Ming."

"Today, it was Ah Ming who said that the hospital where I lived for a long time would take me to listen to Pingtan, so I came to the company to wait for him. I was bored sitting in the office, so I wanted to come to the rooftop to enjoy the breeze."

"Fortunately, I'm here. If I didn't come, I wouldn't have met Miss Ruan."

Ruan Mohan suddenly asked: "Listen to Pingtan tonight, is Ms. Bai going?"

"Of course she will go." Yang Haining said, "She has always cared about Ah Ming, and she is also considerate of me."

When the two went downstairs together, Yang Haining suddenly asked, "By the way, how is the recent cooperation between Lingyin and GS?"

Ruan Mohan: "Mr. Jane didn't tell you?"

Yang Haining smiled: "Ling Yin is his grandfather's painstaking effort. He held his breath and wanted to do a good job of listening. He didn't want me to intervene. He wanted to prove it to me."

"What about you?" Ruan Mohan asked softly, "How much do you want to listen?"

Yang Haining was taken aback: "I really want to."

Ruan Mohan: "But the money earned from listening to music is already enough."

Yang Haining shook his head: "I think, as long as you listen well, it's as if the old man is still there."

"Miss Ruan, goodbye."

******

For a whole week, Jian Shuo did not appear in front of Ruan Mohan.

Until noon on Saturday, Ruan Mohan received a text message from that number as usual: "1704."

Ruan Mohan arrived on time, and when she got out of the elevator, she received the room card that was handed to her by the waiting waiter again.

Walk across the soft carpet, swipe your card, and open the door.

There was no one in the entrance, and looking from a distance, there was a figure lying by the window, even the back was coquettish.

Very light and charming, Xu Xu recited a grotesque ballad:

"My brothers and sisters,

sit at the bottom of the table,

Pick up my bones... (Remark 1)"

A gust of wind blew up, and the tulle by the window lifted slightly, together with the girl's ink-like black hair, and the enchanting scent of dahlias on her body.

Ruan Mohan stepped on his high heels and approached.

The sound of high heels stepping on the soft carpet.

Ruan Mohan didn't know if Jian Shuo heard her footsteps, anyway, Jian Shuo didn't look back.

He just kept repeating in his mouth:

"My brothers and sisters,

sit at the bottom of the table,

Pick up my bones..."

A very weird ballad, chanted by her like an innocent nursery rhyme.

I don't know what is good.I don't know what evil is.Unconscious.Emotionless.

Ruan Mohan stood behind Jian Shuo, stretched out his foot, and lightly kicked Jian Shuo's rear ankle.

Jian Shuo is wearing a long skirt today, as black as the night sky, like a medieval nun's dress, but it is full of complicated lace and exaggerated bowknots.

Weird mashup.

A pair of black high-heeled shoes, the feet are wrapped, only a little white ankle is exposed, and the white is shining.

Jian Shuo didn't respond, and continued to chatter:

"My brothers and sisters,

sit at the bottom of the table,

Pick up my bones..."

Ruan Mohan raised his foot again.

She also wears a pair of black high heels, but unlike the exaggerated [-]cm high heels on Jian Shuo's feet, her high heels are simple, beautiful, with dull black leather patterns, and even the toes reveal forbidden yu.

She lightly raised the toe of her shoe, gently rubbing against Jian Shuo's rear ankle, like a feather, very light, soft and tickling.

It was almost May, and the weather was getting hot, Ruan Mohan didn't know if she was sweating a little, but she smelled the scent of fir trees on her body, and it suddenly became stronger.

It overlaps with the coquettish dahlia fragrance on Jian Shuo's body and is inseparable.

She lifted her foot, and the toe of the shoe touched Jian Shuo's rear ankle lightly, rubbing it back and forth.

It was only then that Jian Shuo turned his head, a pair of dark eyes with a cold and empty background.

With the same cold smile: "Sister Mo, do you miss me?"

Ruan Mohan raised his hand and stretched out his slender fingers, trying to caress Jian Shuo's face like the toe of a shoe lightly rubbing against his ankle.

Jian Shuo dodged, turned around, lowered his head, and bit Ruan Mohan's finger hard.

Ruan Mohan pursed the corners of his lips subtly.

It was the look of a hunter who had succeeded.

Until Jian Shuo viciously spat out Ruan Mohan's fingers.

Ruan Mohan lowered his head.

There is a slight tooth mark, and there is still some crystal saliva sticking to it.

Tooth marks are pointed, like cats.

******

Jian Shuo reached out and pushed, and Ruan Mohan found himself on the single sofa that Jian Shuo had already set up.

Jian Shuo crawled over like a cat, with cold eyes, condescending, looking down on Ruan Mohan.

Lay Ruan Mohan on the single sofa, and then sniff lightly.

The upturned and beautiful tip of the nose is wriggling like a cat, sniffing Ruan Mohan's eyebrows, behind the ears, collarbone, to the tip of his hair.

On the raised face, the facial features were bright, and the smile became more and more sly: "You didn't go to Jiang Kailun's house this morning, why?"

"I guessed it last time. Could it be that you, Sister Mo... are the one who is tempted?"

She climbed up again, pressed against Run Mohan's lips fiercely, and kissed, biting.

Ruan Mohan rubbed Ruan Mohan's earlobe vigorously with his fingers, and the spot where the mole was located soon turned slightly red.

The other hand is also dexterous, like a naughty villain.

Ruan Mohan raised his waist, but his head was brought down continuously.

The soft back of the neck pressed against the hard armrest of the sofa.

Slight pain.

Jian Shuo smiled more and more strangely: "I also feel today, why?"

She raised her fingers, tilted her head, and looked carefully at the sunshine and the breeze blowing in from the window.

The expression on his face was innocent and ignorant: "Sister Mo, what is this?"

Then there was a burst of chirping laughter, like a bored child finally playing an interesting game.

Ruan Mohan was expressionless: "I said it, it's just a pure physiological reaction."

"After a long time, the body is stimulated again, and there is a *li* reaction, isn't it normal?"

"It's you..."

Ruan Mohan stretched out his hand, staring at Jian Shuo with cold eyes: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's just a raw *li* reaction." Jian Shuo smiled lazily: "It's the same as you."

"Is that so." Ruan Mohan said calmly, "Then why not, let's have a chat."

Her hand kept on scratching like a feather.

Jian Shuo also kept biting Ruan Mohan's earlobe viciously.

The other hand had no strength to support it on the armrest of the sofa, and just pressed a little bit of Ruan Mohan's hair.

As soon as Jian Shuo exerted force, his scalp also ached slightly.

"What are you talking about?" Jian Shuo clung to her ear, her charming voice like a mermaid, and the fragrance of dahlias from her lips turned into an invisible hand, touching her ear.

"Tell me why you go to Wang Nuo every day?" Ruan Mohan said calmly.

She suddenly stretched out her hand and smoothed Jian Shuo's hair.

Jian Shuo was taken aback.

Ruan Mohan said lightly, "It's nothing, it's just messed up hair."

Jian Shuo's dazed expression was fleeting, and soon replaced by a strange and lazy smile: "Why, are you jealous?"

"Are you jealous of me, or of the lady with glasses?"

Jian Shuo pinched the ends of her hair and scratched Ruan Mohan's face.

Ruan Mohan had no expression on his face, and let her scratch it, as if he didn't even feel itchy.

"Neither." Ruan Mohan said, "I was just wondering why you are so idle."

"I'm very free." Jian Shuo said lazily, "Xiaoyan has slides and swings, and they're free."

"What about Wang Nuo?"

"Glass girl?" Jian Shuo smiled more playfully: "Do you think she will be a good slide and swing? In other words, will she be a good toy?"

Ruan Mohan stared at Jian Shuo's eyes, which were cold and nothingness.

Both hands stopped at the same time.

"Want to continue?"

"of course not."

Jian Shuo relaxed her body, like a soft cat, gently pillowed on the owner's chest: "Sister Mo, pet my head."

Ruan Mohan narrowed his eyes.

Jian Shuo pressed her face against her chest, closed her eyes, as if she was very comfortable, and could not see the change of her expression.

Ruan Mohan raised his hand.

Very light, very soft, gently caressing the top of Jian Shuo's head.

Jian Shuo didn't hide.

Even the slight trembling in the past has disappeared.

Ruan Mohan lowered his eyes and stared at the top of Jian Shuo's head.Strands of jet-black hair reflected the sunlight from the window, giving off a strange light.

Why?Ruan Mohan was thinking.

Such a gentle movement, like comforting a child, was Jian Shuo's deathbed before.

She couldn't get this kind of love from her mother, and she couldn't get it from Yang Haining. She could only steal a little bit from Bai Jingxian, and begged for a little bit.

It gradually turned into a sore in my heart, with a thick scab, and it seemed that I couldn't see anything.

Ruan Mohan used this method every time to test whether Jian Shuo was really unconscious and emotionless.

Not human but close to demon.

Jian Shuo didn't enjoy it, but was angry. Every time Ruan Mohan did this trick, she would attack ferociously like a irascible little beast.

Why is it possible now?

Ruan Mohan asked unintentionally, "How many times did you visit Wang Nuo last week?"

"Five times." Jian Shuo felt comfortable with her touch, and her tone became more and more lazy.

Ruan Mohan moved his slender hand lightly, tugging at Jian Shuo's hair.

Jian Shuo had no choice but to raise her head with a look of impatience.

Ruan Mohan asked her to look into his eyes, and said coldly, "If you lie, your nose will grow."

This is what Jian Shuo once said to her.

children's words.

******

Jian Shuo lay alone on the big soft goose down bed, like lying in a swamp.

The whole person fell into it.

Now at four o'clock, Ruan Mohan has already left.

She opened her unusually coquettish eyes, empty, looking at the empty ceiling.

Then she bounced up and jumped to the window.

The window is still open, no one has closed it, the white sunlight, the white wind, just like the white ceiling I was staring at just now, there is nothing.

Not really nothing.There are pedestrians, cars, and swaying trees that have turned green.

It's just that Jian Shuo thought she heard the sound of Ruan Mohan's car, but jumped to the window to look, but there was nothing.

Her ears are not as sensitive as Ruan Mohan's.This is the seventeenth floor, how could she hear the sound of Ruan Mohan's car?

Therefore, to Jian Shuo, there is only a vast whiteness left in the world.

Nothing at all.

Facing the wind blowing in through the window, she opened her mouth wide and subconsciously "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" against the wind just like she was on the online car-hailing car just now.

But the wind wasn't strong enough, so Jian Shuo's voice wasn't cut into pieces.

Not fun at all.

She curled her lips and walked step by step to the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the entrance.

Staring at his gorgeous face in the mirror.Well, it's perfect.

It's just... She reached out to face herself in the mirror and touched her nose.

Ruan Mohan's words just now resounded in her ears again, coldly:

"If you lie, your nose will grow."

How did Ruan Mohan know that she didn't just look for Wang Nuo five times last week?

Jian Shuo touched her own nose in the mirror, looked left and right.

Will it really be long?so fun?She chuckled, and her enchanting laughter resounded in the room where there was no one and no sound, it was extraordinarily weird.

Smiling and laughing, she gradually stopped smiling, and the hand that touched her nose in the mirror also hung down.

Staring at himself in the mirror again, a pair of coquettish but empty eyes, cold, looking into it, is nothing but emptiness.

She is practicing.

Ruan Mohan is smarter than she imagined, and she has to be more careful not to show her flaws.

But also because of this, the game is more fun, isn't it?

Jian Shuo raised the corners of her mouth again and smiled mockingly.

******

Laughter and Deaf Children's Charity on Sunday.

Wang Nuo asked Ruan Mohan who came by car: "Why are you here? Aren't you busy?"

Ruan Mohan: "When I was doing market research, I saw an enlightening toy suitable for children. I ordered a batch and sent it over."

Wang Nuo: "Thank you."

Ruan Mohan glanced at her: "It's not for you."

Wang Nuo laughed.

The other teachers were busy, so Ruan Mohan and Wang Nuo moved those toys out of the trunk.

When the weather starts to get hot, people tend to get bored. I don't know if it's because of this reason. When moving toys, Ruan Mohan had already lit a cigarette for himself.

Wang Nuo looked at her.

The long white windbreaker hangs down softly and reaches the ankles. Except for two simple epaulettes, there is no decoration.

Long light brown hair hangs down the side of the face, the profile of the face is perfect, the expression is really cold, shrouded in a thin layer of smoke, like in a foggy forest.

Wang Nuo suddenly looked up at the sky.

Blue sky, bright sun, white clouds.

Today is the first day of May.The most beautiful season in the world has arrived.Everything looks hopeful.

She looked at Ruan Mohan next to her again, smoking a cigarette, drooping her eyes, carrying boxes of toys in her slender hands.

Obviously everything is so good, Wang Nuo thought, but why did she feel that Ruan Mohan beside her was so close and yet so far away.

She didn't know what she was thinking, she was inexplicable, like Ruan Mohan stretched out a hand.

Ruan Mohan glanced lightly: "What?"

Wang Nuo was taken aback.

Ruan Mohan: "You don't mean to pick up my cigarette ash with your hands, do you?"

Wang Nuo instinctively denied: "No."

"Just want to take the box in your hand."

Ruan Mohan didn't say anything, and handed the box in his hand to Wang Nuo.

Wang Nuo breathed a sigh of relief, turned around carrying the box.

It seems that she just wants to bring these toys to the classroom.Only she knew in her heart that she wanted to escape.

Ruan Mohan's voice sounded faintly behind her: "If you lie, your nose will grow."

******

When Wang Nuo turned his head, Ruan Mohan had already carried the box and walked away.

Passing by Wang Nuo, he didn't even look at Wang Nuo who was standing there.

Wang Nuo looked at her, holding a cigarette in his mouth. After holding it for a long time, the fine ash fell down and landed on the corrugated box Ruan Mohan was holding.

like ashes.

Then the wind blows and it disperses.

Ruan Mohan didn't say anything, after moving all the toys to the classroom, she helped other teachers like she did every time she came to listen to the music when she had time.

Make meals, wash dishes, tidy up desks, and organize books.

The children were familiar with her, so they didn't have a strong sense of strangeness. They occasionally asked Ruan Mohan questions in sign language, and Ruan Mohan also responded proficiently in sign language.

It's just a face that is always indifferent, expressionless.

Until two o'clock in the afternoon, the children's lunch break.

After Ruan Mohan finished his work, he was free for a while, walked to the corridor outside the classroom, and lit a cigarette for himself.

Wang Nuo walked over.

When she saw Ruan Mohan, she had taken off her windbreaker, rolled up the sleeves of her white shirt, revealing a glistening white wrist, leaning against the white top and bottom green corridor wall, supported by a pair of straight and slender legs.

Take a puff of cigarette and spit it out in the wind.The smoke swirled in the wind, and the tips of her long light brown hair also swirled in the wind.

"Wang Nuo."

Wang Nuo walked over and stood beside Ruan Mohan, leaning against the wall with his hands behind his back.

Ruan Mohan glanced at her: "You even stand properly."

"No matter how much you listen to her, you can't become her."

"I know." Wang Nuo said calmly.

"I know, Mo Han, I will never be able to become her."

"It's just...do you like her?"

Ruan Mohan took a deep drag on his cigarette, looked at Wang Nuo, and did not speak.