the little things in life

Chapter 38

Lin Chuyuan had a severe headache, as if he had been walking through a dark underground for a long time, without lights and directions, as if he was in a raging fire, his whole body was burning hot, he had difficulty breathing, and felt that he had been dragged into hell by the god of death.He wanted to speak, but he couldn't speak, he wanted to call for help, but he couldn't make any sound, he vaguely felt Xu Xingzhi's breath, he shouted "Xu Xingzhi, Xu Xingzhi..." But there seemed to be something The boulder pressed against his chest, making no sound.He shouted, OK, save me, where are you, give me a hand. "Xu Xingzhi!" He seemed to make a little noise.

Slowly he heard Xu Xingzhi talking to him: "Daughter-in-law, daughter-in-law..." Yes, it was him.Only Xu Xingzhi would call him that.He tried hard to open his eyes, he missed this man so much, he wanted to see him, he wanted to see him.But at this moment, his eyelids were as heavy as a thousand catties.He exhausted all his strength and seemed to open a little.He saw someone calling him in front of him, but he was wearing a thick mask and mask, so he didn't know who it was. "Daughter-in-law, I'm Xu Xingzhi! Look at me, don't you recognize me?" The man tightly held his hand through the glove.

Lin Chuyuan: "Xingzhi...is it really you? I can't see your face clearly, I..." He tried to raise his hand to touch Xu Xingzhi's face, but it was weak You can only move your fingers.

Xu Xingzhi covered his mask with crying tears and snot: "It's me, it's me, you finally woke up, I will always be with you, and when you get better, I don't need to wear a protective mask. Your window, if you miss me, look up at me."

He secretly took off the ring on Lin Chuyuan's left hand, secretly planning to propose to him again in the future.

The next few days have been full of good news, Xu Xingzhi stood at the window every day watching, Lin Chuyuan can no longer need a ventilator!Lin Chuyuan can sit up now!Lin Chuyuan can write on the tablet now!Xu Xingzhi held a small blackboard with "Lin Chuyuan, I love you" written on it at the window, like a fool.Guo Jia said: "Brother, you look so stupid, I'm so embarrassed!" Xu Xingzhi said: "Never mind him, other people can't understand Chinese characters." The board wrote to him: "Nicky!" Guo Jia smiled and bent down.

Xu Xingzhi wrote: "Hurry up and write that you love me too! Otherwise I won't go back!"

Lin Chuyuan wrote: "I love you, let's go back!" He thought to himself, this person is as spoiled as before, and hasn't changed at all.

He remembered the night after the two confessed to each other, Xu Xingzhi also asked him to say he loved him.This man's love has always been straightforward and fierce.This feeling that I regard as a treasure has not changed because of the change of time or the barrier of life and death.

Lin Chuyuan can eat today, Xu Xingzhi watched the nurse feed Lin Chuyuan the porridge he cooked, and he wrote: "Daughter-in-law, is it delicious?"

Lin Chuyuan wrote: "Beauty's culinary skills are awesome." Xu Xingzhi's willingness to wash his hands and make soup for himself made him beautiful.

Lin Chuyuan could get out of bed and move around. He came to the glass window and knocked on it.Xu Xingzhi, who was sitting under the window, was startled, stood up quickly, and stared at each other.The two people who are almost separated forever seem to be separated for 1 years, and they can finally take a closer look at each other.Two people put their hands on the glass through the glass window, trying to touch each other's hands.Lin Chuyuan traced the outline of Xu Xingzhi with his fingers. He looked at the man outside with tears falling, and tried to wipe away his lover's tears with his fingers, but was blocked mercilessly by the glass.He wrote on a clipboard, "Don't cry, my heart hurts."

Xu Xingzhi quickly wiped away his tears and wrote: "I'm happy, don't feel bad!"

Although the two can't get close, Xu Xingzhi and Lin Chuyuan are very happy to be able to talk like this through the glass window.Contrary to everyone's expectations, Lin Chuyuan recovered very quickly. "I didn't expect that someone could defeat the A virus. This is a very low probability." DR.S said: "Maybe you have moved God!"

Today, Lin Chuyuan can finally "get out of prison". The presence of the virus can no longer be detected. He can finally leave the isolation ward and come to the general ward.

Xu Xingzhi had been waiting at the door for a long time. When Lin Chuyuan's hospital bed was pushed out, he quickly went up to him and held his hand tightly. Glass, the real first handshake.Lin Chuyuan's hand was also tightly holding him back, his hand was no longer like a dead branch, and under the care of Lin Chuyuan's porridge water, it regained a little bit of its former warmth.After experiencing life and death, when the two people reunited again, they wanted to confide in thousands of words, but for a while, they couldn't say a word, they could only keep silent and stare.After going through various transshipment procedures and receiving visits from other medical rescue team colleagues, Lin Chuyuan was recovering from a serious illness and felt very tired. He lay on the bed and fell asleep unconsciously.Xu Xingzhi sat by the bed, refusing to leave.Teacher Liang and Guo Jia persuaded him not to leave and understood his feelings, so they went back to rest.

Finally, there were only the two of them left, Xu Xingzhi took Lin Chuyuan's hand and kissed it lightly.Looking at his trembling eyelashes, I still want to kiss his eyes and his slightly moist lips.But he was afraid of waking Lin Chuyuan up. He was very, very satisfied with the quiet world of the two of them.Thank the Almighty Lord for giving back his beloved.He just took his hand and fell asleep beside the bed.

Lin Chuyuan fell asleep and felt that his hand was pressed very tightly. When he woke up and saw Xu Xingzhi fell asleep with his hand pressed like this, he couldn't bear to pull back his hand to wake him up, but gently stretched out another With one hand, he gently stroked his soft hair.These days he is busy taking care of himself and has lost weight. The line of his mandible is as beautiful as drawn, his cheeks are sunken a little, and the bridge of his nose is still so straight and beautiful.The more Lin Chuyuan looked at it, the more heartbroken he was. He was afraid even after thinking about it. That person traveled thousands of miles across the ocean for him, and had to bear the blow of his lover's possible death.How did he survive those few days alone?

Xu Xingzhi woke up when he noticed a slight movement: "What's wrong? Are you uncomfortable?" He was a little nervous, as if he was holding a beautiful and fragile porcelain bottle, carefully caring for it.

"It's okay, you look so pretty when you're asleep, pet your head!" Lin Chuyuan rubbed his hair.Xu Xingzhi grabbed that naughty hand and pressed it against his cheek: "You asked me before, did you think about the future, now, do you believe that we have a future?"

Lin Chuyuan didn't dare to take any chances about the future, didn't dare to think about the future, this hard-won relationship, even if it is only 1 minute, an hour, love once, and there will be no regrets!But having loved and fallen in, he has fallen deeper and deeper, this feeling has been fused into his blood, and he is reluctant to let go of even a strand of it.

"I believe, you are my future!" Lin Chuyuan looked into Xu Xingzhi's eyes seriously, as if making an oath: "For a long time, for a long time, an unswerving future!"

The author has something to say: HE is finally coming, it will be over soon, I am a bit reluctant~~

☆、Chapter 39