The helplessness of the carousel

Chapter 1

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—Can you take me on a merry-go-round ride?

--it is good.

Some people say that the merry-go-round is a love game that witnesses two people who love each other. As long as two people who really love each other sit on the merry-go-round at the same time, the merry-go-round will carry them to a perfect paradise, and their love will last forever.

However, in my opinion, the merry-go-round is a cruel game. It makes two people who love each other chase and wait, but cannot touch it.The people sitting on the wooden horse are spinning round and round, but they can only see each other's backs forever. The distance is so close, but they can't touch it...

Just like you and I, we are always chasing and waiting, but we can't reach...

On the merry-go-round...There is always only a lonely shadow...I want to catch...but I can't catch it...

One.

My name is Park Chunjin.

On August 1980, 8, in an ordinary hospital, I was born.

However, shortly after I was born, my mother left the family, so there were only me and my father left in the family. Perhaps, because of my mother's departure, my father contracted alcoholism, and because of this, I became Already, undisciplined wild child.

The children in the neighborhood love to call me "motherless". Of course, as long as they dare to call me, my fist will definitely fall on them.

However, when I was a child, I was small and could not win against anyone, only being bullied by them...

I always envy the young master in the big house not far from my home. He is tall and handsome. Many girls I know like him.

Every time I see him, my heart beats so fast. According to the book, this is the feeling of heartbeat, the feeling of love.

However, I am a boy, and he is also a boy, how could this be love!Sure enough, as Brother Minyu said, everything in the book is a lie.

I forgot to introduce Brother Minwoo, he is my only friend and the only one in the neighborhood who will not bully me.

He always takes me with him in everything, and when he sees someone bullying me, he will immediately pounce on him and beat the person who bullies me to the ground. Small, but no one else can beat him...

My junior high school is the worst school in our place, and brother Wenyu is in a famous local middle school across the street from me. Of course, the young master is also there.

Every day after school, I would ride my broken bicycle that didn’t ring except for the bell to wait for Brother Wenyu to leave school, and then, when Brother Wenyu was leaving school, I would sneak a look at the young master.

Brother Minyu told me that the young master's name is Wen Junhyuk, he is the chairman of the student union of the school, he is a man of the hour, and more than half of the girls in the school like him.

However, Brother Minwoo was talking more about the vice chairman of the student union, a boy named Shin Hyesung.

Min Woo hyung said that except for the half that likes Moon Jung Hyuk, the rest of the school likes Comet.

I also secretly saw the boy named Shen Huixing, he was very beautiful, with red lips and white teeth, much better looking than those girls in the alley.

When I was entering junior high school, because Brother Minyu had been supervising my studies, I miraculously got admitted to Brother Wenyu's school.

However, the high tuition fees, even if admitted, the family can not afford.

But, I really want to go to that school, because in this way, I can be closer to Jin Hyuk.

Well, even though I think so, I don't dare to let Brother Minyu know, if he knows, he will definitely beat me up.Because I wanted to go to their school, not to play with him...

Because of the high tuition fees, even though Brother Minyu took out all the lucky money he saved, it was still not enough, so we took advantage of the long summer vacation to go to work.

We were underage, small in stature, and refused to use us anywhere. Later, we finally found a job as a porter at the port.It was hard work, little money, hours in the sun every day.

Although it was very hard, but when I thought of going to the same school as Jin Hyuk, I was full of motivation.

Brother Wenyu naturally did not work as hard as I did~ but he still got a lot of tan... However, later, Brother Wenyu kept blaming me for his short growth, saying yes, it was all because of being a porter. short...

I said, I am really innocent...

After moving for more than half a month, one afternoon, I saw Jin Hyuk's family, who seemed to have just returned from a trip, and walked off the big cruise ship.

The sun shines on Jin Hyeok's body, turning him golden, like the sun god Apollo, so holy and handsome.At that moment, I just stared blankly, standing blankly, looking at Jin He in the sun, until the cargo on my back crushed me, I didn't recover.

"Are you OK?"

I raised my head blankly, and looked at that boy, whom I only dared to look at from a distance, walked in front of me.

"No... nothing..." I replied reflexively...

"Aren't you that... um... Lee Min Woo's younger brother?"

It turned out that Jin Hyuk knew me, my heart was beating wildly, and my head was nodding desperately.

"Why are you moving things here?"

Jin Hyuk's question made me stunned for a while, looking at the elegant suit on Jin Hyuk, and the worn T-shirt on me, he is so noble, but I...

At that moment, I suddenly realized that although Jin Hyeok was right in front of me, he seemed to be far, far, far away from me...

"Because... I don't have money to pay the tuition..." I hesitated, my voice was small, but Jin Hyuk still heard my words clearly.

"Father," Jin Hyuk stood up, walked in front of his father, talked to his father, and after a while, walked in front of me, "Brother, my gardener needs a helper, would you like to help?"

"Yeah!" I nodded hastily.

"Then, come to my house tomorrow morning ~ come, stand up."

Jin Hyuk stretched out his hand, wanting to pull me up, I looked at Jin Hyuk, the bright smile in the sun directly shone into my heart, I wiped my hand on the dirty T-shirt before reaching out.

The big palm tightly wrapped my hand, the warmth from the fingertips reached to the heart, my heart almost jumped out of my chest...

I think I will always remember this moment...