Chapter 52
Chapter 52
On the same day, he packed all his things and put them in the suitcase he used when he returned home, no more and no less, and left home with the suitcase clean.
Out of sight, out of mind, whoever is willing to be a neighbor with his ex-boyfriend should go, anyway, he is not happy.
When he pressed the elevator, he felt so angry that he kicked Gu Zheng's door.
Gu Zheng went home and saw the footprints on the door, and his mood became complicated for a while.In fact, there are not many things missing in the house, but that person is not there, seeing that the house is empty, without even a little breath of life, my heart is also empty.Want to talk about cooking, suddenly feel no appetite.
No cooking, no small talk, no nonsense to interfere with work.
It should have been a good thing, but in fact, he couldn't do anything.
Shen Ci'an was still as cruel as ever, leaving as soon as he said he would, never procrastinating, he always seemed so decisive in the matter of breaking up, as if this relationship was not worth his nostalgia at all.
In order not to let himself fall into a bad mood, he cleaned up and down the house, and took the garbage downstairs to throw it away.
A man wearing a peaked cap was hiding in a dark corner. Gu Zheng couldn't see clearly, but he was aware of it.The properties in this community are not very satisfactory. The garbage is piled outside the trash can, but no one comes to collect it.He frowned, and sent a message to Chen Qing, asking her to find someone to resell the house.
"Huh?" Chen Qing seemed a little puzzled at the other end, and asked hesitantly, "Then... what about Ci An?"
"we broke up."
Yan Yue leaned against the door with her arms folded, and sent a photo to Gu Zheng.
In the photo, the suitcase was opened and laid flat on the ground. Shen Ci'an was stepping on the floor with bare feet, holding potato chips and Coke without any hesitation, eating and drinking.
[Hurry up!Pick up! 】
Keep your finger over the send key.
"Sister, even if you send him a message, I won't leave today. I really don't like that I'm here. I'll go to a hotel tomorrow. When school starts, I'll go to my Ph.D. I won't disturb your relationship." Shen Ci'an grabbed a handful of potato chips and stuffed them into his mouth.
There was a conflict in the romance drama, which aggravated the sadness in his heart. His eyes were red and there was food in his mouth, so that Yan Yue could not hear that he was sad.
Yan Yue dropped her fingertips.
send.
She put on the expression of a good sister again, sat down and asked with concern: "I really want to break up, don't you regret it?"
Shen Ci'an didn't speak.
Yan Yue let out a long sigh, "I don't know who was going to pester people all day long before reconciliation. Gu Zheng didn't want to get back together, but someone overpowered him and put him to sleep, but he didn't want to. Responsible."
"I'm not unwilling to take responsibility!" Shen Ci'an argued angrily, muttering that she didn't know how much Gu Zheng went too far today.
Almost everyone in the Gu family knew about the quarrel today, and there were not many people who didn't know that Gu Zheng was slapped.
Those things are like planting a customized bomb between two people, which may explode at any time, Yan Yue is not surprised by this.If it was her, she wouldn't dare to tell the other party the truth.Too much liking can sometimes become a burden, always thinking about the other person, and burying everything in your heart is not a good thing for relationships.
"It's a pretense that I don't want to make the other person sad, but in fact I'm a coward, afraid to face reality, and afraid to accept my own fragility."
These two words touched Shen Ci'an's sore spot.
"Sister! Why are you like this! Who is your real brother! Why do you always turn your elbows out?"
"My elbows are turning outward?" Yan Yue glared at him, "Ask yourself, who is turning your elbows outward? When you like someone, no one can say a bad word about Gu Zheng. Now that you are arguing, it's all the adult's fault, isn't it?" Yes. I really want to help Gu Zheng, send you back to his bed in a bundle, how can I keep you until now?"
Shen Ci'an sneered, the right and wrong in the relationship can be explained clearly in one or two sentences, so it is rare to justify.
Yan Yue also knew that he was stubborn, and even eight cows could not bring back what had been decided. Now she only pinned her hopes on Gu Zheng, and quickly got rid of him. to go back.
The phone receives a new message.
Shen Ci'an glanced at it from the corner of his eye, pretending not to see the message from Gu Zheng.
"I'll go down."
When her sister went out, Shen Ci'an immediately ran to the balcony with her slippers on.Yan Yue's house can see the gate of the community from the balcony, and he vaguely saw Gu Zheng's car parked at the gate.
Yan Yue Heyi and Gu Zheng were chatting at the door, but they didn't know what they were talking about. Gu Zheng seemed to have noticed his gaze and looked up towards the balcony.
Shen Ci'an immediately squatted down and hid, his heart beating like a drum with nervousness.
Speaking of shortcomings, he feels that his only shortcoming is that he is too impulsive. He likes someone too impulsively, and pursues someone too impulsively. Going abroad and now are all the result of being too impulsive.
He can understand Gu Zheng, Gu Zheng will feel guilty because of that incident, and wants to try his best to make up for his regrets from all aspects, and these are exactly what Shen Ci'an does not want to happen.That's why he has been refusing to tell the truth. If this matter can be kept hidden for a lifetime, then that's all.
This is not the case.
Finn came flooding back with memories from the past, knocking them both out.Regarding Gu Zheng, Shen Ci'an had to admit that there was a period of time when he vented his anger on him, but this anger did not last long. The results of the investigation of the car accident proved that it was just an accident.
The motorcycle gang was rampaging on the road, and he also caused the vehicle to roll over because of his distracted driving. Fortunately, no one was injured except himself.
There were times when he was afraid to face Gu Zheng, but that was in the past.
It was not a psychiatrist who made him let go of his knots. Any treatment is an aid. Medicines can only help him control his emotions to a certain extent. This long-lost sense of pleasure made him know that Gu Zheng was actually the one he couldn't let go of the most.
That was his best medicine.
He ran back to the living room, packed his luggage in a hurry, forgot to change his shoes, and rushed to the gate of the community.
"Ci'an? Why did you come down?" Yan Yue bumped into him downstairs, a little surprised.
Shen Ci'an twitched and put the suitcase in front of him, "Didn't he come to me? Come back with him, why don't you go down the steps?"
"Didn't you just say that Gu Zheng was too much?" Yan Yue smiled wryly.
Shen Ci'an shrugged and laughed at himself: "After all, he did this for me."
After speaking, he pulled his luggage and went out, thinking about how to step down for Gu Zheng later, he wanted to say that Shenbo is not a bad idea, although he can no longer be on the operating table, he can still be a doctor ah.
With Gu Zheng by his side, he has the courage to overcome the difficulties hidden in fantasy.
But when he walked to the gate of the community, the prepared smile on his face gradually faded, there was no sign of Gu Zheng at the gate, and the car that was parked at the gate of the community just now had disappeared.
Gu Zheng didn't wait for him?
He grabbed the suitcase tightly, not daring to go back to his sister for an answer.
"I'm going back first. Where are you going? You can decide for yourself." There was a hint of distress in Yan Yue's eyes.
Everyone is an adult, and Shen Ci'an has reached his thirties. Relationships are not child's play, not impulsive. Every decision and choice must be carefully considered. Not everyone has the time and energy to carefully maintain a relationship.
He was sitting alone on the bench at the entrance of the community, with his suitcase beside him, wearing slippers, and his feet were cold.He lit a cigarette tremblingly, and there were circles of red under his eyes.
"Ann, are you okay?"
Some awkward Mandarin appeared above his head.
Shen Ci'an didn't even need to look to know who the other party was.
After being bombarded with information during this period of time, he knew that Finn had all his current information, family address, friend relationship, no matter where he was, Finn would know it immediately, so he was not surprised by this person at all. will appear here.
It's strange not here.
"Is it interesting to follow me?" He whispered.
He lit a cigarette and didn't even give him a straight eye.
"Do you know that you are like a pervert now? It is you who should see a psychiatrist most now, not me?"
Finn knelt down and looked at him affectionately.
That beautiful mixed-race face, once seen as friendly and gentle to him, now only makes him feel sick.No one would be moved by being stalked and harassed, and a sense of fatigue surged into his heart. He thought to himself what sin he had done to be entangled endlessly now.
No matter how ugly the words are, Finn will not feel guilty. He even thinks that those stalking and harassment are expressions of love.
"Facts have proved that there is an insurmountable gap between you and Gu Zheng, even if you escape, it will be of no avail! He will never love you unreservedly like before!"
Finn knelt on one knee, his eyes gradually became crazy.
Shen Ci'an frowned tightly, feeling more and more disgusted.
"I'll treat you on his behalf, Ann." Finn tremblingly held his hand, stroking the tattoo on it carefully.
Shen Ci'an twisted his wrist, pinched Finn's chin with his backhand, and narrowed his eyes to look at him.
"Take a step back, even if I really promised to consider being with you, it was just a consideration."
He evoked a mocking smile, patted Finn's face and said: "Now the consideration is over, even if I break up with him, it's not your turn."
Such words did not make Finn retreat, and even became more excited.
"But what choice do you have?" Finn rubbed against his palm, "He has already left and didn't pick you up, are you disappointed? I won't let you down."
boring.
Shen Ci'an put his hands on the back of the chair and looked up at the moonlight. To be honest, there was some disappointment, but that disappointment has now been diluted to nothing.
"Go away, I don't want to see you now."
Finn stood up slowly, looking at him affectionately.
"Ann, he abandoned you and made you sad. But don't worry, I promise you that he will become worthless without you."
Thinking of Gu Zheng, Finn clenched his fists and said cruelly: "At that time, you will know that the only person in the world who can give you happiness is me. Only I can help you get out of the shadows and return to the hospital .”
A lunatic, a lunatic who can bet on his own life.This kind of love will only make people feel terrified, for fear of avoiding it, how can it be possible to be moved?
Shen Ci'an extinguished the cigarette, took the suitcase and returned to Yan Yue's house.
The lights were all off, and he could only see a little light from the crack in the second bedroom door.
Putting down the suitcase casually, he walked to the door and tore off the small note that Yan Yue had left on the door.
[Keep your voice down! 】
He opened the door with his head down, and was about to throw the note into the trash can when suddenly a hand stretched out from behind, covered his mouth and dragged him into the bathroom.
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