Chapter 248 You Don't Know Regret Until You Lose It
Chapter 248 You Don't Know Regret Until You Lose It
In order to develop the antidote, Luo Feng spent days and nights, experimenting, waiting for the results, and then restarted after failure. It was not too much trouble again and again, and he only wanted to develop the antidote successfully so that it would not be so painful. .
But contrary to expectations, many experiments ended in failure every time.
"Luo Feng, you'd better rest first, you haven't had a good rest these days, some things can't be rushed." Li Manni persuaded.
Seeing Luo Feng's crazy appearance, she really felt distressed. She has been with him and helped him for the past few days, but every failure is like stabbing a knife in their hearts.
Luo Feng shook his head, looked at the potion prepared in the test tube, and replied in a hoarse voice: "I don't have time to rest at all. Instead of being like this now, do you think I can rest at ease?"
There is not only guilt and self-blame for others, but also distress and love.
How could Li Manni not know what Luo Feng was thinking, she sighed silently, shook her head helplessly, turned around and walked out, the whole atmosphere of the current mafia is very oppressive, when will all this end.
"Manny!"
"Su Linger!" Li Manni was surprised for a moment.
Su Linger looked at the door of the laboratory and asked, "How is it?"
Li Manni shook her head disappointedly: "There is still no result."
"I'll go in and have a look."
Li Manni nodded: "Persuade Luo Feng, some things cannot be rushed. He has been working day and night like this, and the antidote has not been developed by then, and he collapsed by himself. What should we do instead?"
"En!" Su Ling'er nodded slightly.
When Su Ling'er opened the door and came in, Luo Feng still maintained the same posture just now, staring closely at the liquid medicine in the test tube, hoping to find a miracle, but the liquid medicine in the test tube did not change at all. Looking at the time, more than an hour has passed, disappointment is written all over his face, he failed again.
He tried N times again, and now he is like a robot, dispensing medicine, then experimenting, then waiting for the result, finally failing, and another round begins.
Su Ling'er stepped forward to hold his hand and stopped him: "Take a break, your body will not be able to bear it if you continue like this."
Luo Feng shook his head and whispered, "What right do I have to rest now?"
"If you are like this, what should she think instead of seeing it? You have also seen it. She has been avoiding you in order not to let you see her like this. You will only make her think that you are doing this." Pity her." Su Ling'er comforted her.
What happened recently, they are very clear in their hearts.
Luo Feng closed his eyes in pain, swallowed back the tears welling up, opened his eyes again, and murmured: "Everything is my fault, why do you say that people don't regret it until they lose it? I used to laugh at others , I never thought I would have such a day.”
For a long time, he thought that his feelings for him were limited to friends, and his love for Linger was the only thing he had discovered now. It was just his self-esteem at work. In fact, he had fallen in love with her before he knew it. Instead, it's just that attachment blinded his heart, making him unable to see what existed in his heart. Instead, now, he regrets it, but it's too late, can they go back to the past?
"Luo Feng, as long as you understand, it's not too late. It just takes time. Instead of spending six years loving you, you can spend six years to redeem you, right?" Su Linger comforted.
After going through so many things, the only reason she understands is that as long as people are alive, then everything will not be too late, and what is more cherished than being alive.
Luo Feng stared blankly at Su Ling'er, he felt that he almost didn't know her anymore, never thought that these words would come from Su Ling'er's mouth, it felt like everyone was changing all of a sudden.
"Take a break. If you are tired, instead of feeling guilty and blaming yourself, do you still want her to be sad for you?" Su Ling'er patted Luo Feng's shoulder, turned and walked out, too much She didn't want to say too much, some things still had to be figured out by Luo Feng himself.
During this period of time, Leng Hanyi has been by his side. Rather than the reason why this happened, he thought it was all his fault. If he had prevented him from going with him at that time, then such a thing would not have happened today. He felt that he I am always regretting, it was the same in the past summer, and now it is the same.
Instead of sitting in a wheelchair, she now looks a lot haggard. She was already thin, but now she is even thinner, which makes people feel distressed.
Leng Han pushed her, felt the warmth of the sun, looked at the flowers in the yard, and hoped that her mood would be better.
In early summer, the sun was a bit strong, but it was very comfortable for her. She liked the feeling of warmth all over her body.
"Han Yi, thank you for being with me all this time." Instead of being very grateful, if there is no Leng Hanyi, she doesn't know if she can persevere, and every time she can't control her emotions, she wants to call it quits, so It's all over, and no one will be sad because of her, but every time I get cold, I will be by her side, comfort her patiently, tell her some interesting things, and calm down her emotions slowly.
Now she doesn't dare to see anyone. First, she doesn't want them to see her in such a mess. Second, she doesn't want them to worry about her. Now she even avoids Leng Hanxuan, lonely. She is here, and Leng Hanyi is with her.
"Don't say thank you, we are friends, aren't we?" Leng Han said softly, it was after Xia Tian that he was so gentle to the second woman.
Instead of smiling slightly.
"Instead of... Actually, everyone cares about you." After a few days of hesitation, Leng Hanyi still spoke out what was in his heart. He didn't want to close himself up like this. He hoped that she would still be able to integrate into this big in the family.
Mentioning everyone, Yu Yu's smile froze on his face, lowered his eyes slightly, and whispered: "I know, but I don't want them to see me like I am now, and I don't want them to worry about me."
Leng Hanyi doesn't understand why, instead of being a strong girl, how can she tolerate the person she cares most about seeing her in such a mess now.
"Luo Feng, he..." Leng Han glanced at him, afraid of arousing her emotions.
Instead of lowering his head, he raised it again and smiled: "As early as when I went to Wuming Island, I had already given up on him."
"Instead, I just want to remind you, don't do things that you regret." Leng Hanyi didn't say anything more, how could he not understand Qi Qi's heart, love silently for six years, how could he say no? Love is not love.
Instead of saying a word, she looked at the flower fields in the yard, lost her mind, no one knew what she was thinking, and the look of desolation in her eyes was very distressing.
Luo Feng, who was standing not far away, looked at the familiar figure not far away. He didn't even have the courage to go up and say hello. He knew that she didn't want to see her at all now, so he couldn't help laughing at himself. He ignored her before. The existence of her, but now she is humble and just wants to beg her to give her a look.
As soon as Leng Han turned his head and found Luo Feng standing not far away, he glanced at him, then quietly retreated, and came to Luo Feng's side: "Go and accompany her, I think she needs you."
Luo Feng was taken aback for a moment, and looked at Leng Hanyi in disbelief.
Leng Han patted Luo Feng's shoulder, glanced at him, and strode away.
Now he thinks that heartache should be treated more than anything else. Even if an antidote is developed, the wound in her heart cannot be healed, and she will not be fully healed. Luo Feng can cure her heart disease.
The hesitant Luo Feng didn't dare to come forward, it's not that he didn't want to see her, besides experimenting, what he wanted to do the most these days was to be by her side, but he knew that the person who was least qualified to be by her side now That's him.
He also knew that rather than not wanting to see him at all now, he was afraid that her appearance would make him lose control of his emotions. He has been suppressing himself these days.
Roses symbolize love, and its flower language is love, love and beauty, and bravery.
Looking at the roses blooming in front of her eyes, instead of drawing a smile, she likes roses not only because it symbolizes love, but also because of its delicate beauty. Among the many flowers, it is the most distinctive.
Instead of reaching out to pick one, I found that the distance was too far and I couldn't reach it.
Suddenly, a pair of slender hands picked the rose that she wanted to pick and handed it to her.
Instead of looking at the person in front of her, she was slightly stunned, and did not pick up the rose in Luo Feng's hand, now the person she least wants to see is Luo Feng.
"The flowers are very beautiful." The words were soft, a little hoarse, probably because they have been experimenting and did not speak.
Instead of turning the wheelchair and wanting to leave, she didn't want to see him at all. The uneasiness in her heart made her want to escape even more.
"Do you really don't want to see me now?" Luo Feng asked with a choked voice.
Instead of saying anything, she just wanted to leave now, and she didn't want him to see her in such a mess.
Lostness flashed across Luo Feng's eyes, he stretched out his hand to grab the handle of the wheelchair, put the rose in his hand, and whispered, "I'll call you Leng Hanyi."
After speaking, he turned around and strode away, his clenched fists turned white, and his fingertips sank into the flesh, but he didn't feel any pain at all.
Looking at the rose in his hand, at this time, instead of his already calm heart, ripples started up again, tears came out of his eyes, blurring his vision, and he couldn't see clearly that familiar figure from the back.
Tears fell on the rose, embellishing its beauty even more.
Leng Han walked over with a big stride, seeing him in such pain, he regretted it again, maybe now is not the time for him to meet Luo Feng, he thought Luo Feng's appearance would make him happier, now it seems , He was wrong, so strong, how could he endure Luo Feng seeing her in such a mess.
Feeling guilty, he stepped forward and hugged her tightly, hoping to make her feel better.
Leaning against Leng Han's arms, Yu Yu had long been weeping, and was still tightly clutching the rose that Luo Feng picked for her just now.
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