The bright moon goes up to the tall building

Chapter 26

Shen Gaolou never thought of disturbing Fang Mingyue, even though he had known that person since a long time and fell in love with him.

But he always insisted on one idea: don't drag Fang Mingyue into his own disgusting world.

He felt that as long as he could see it from a distance, it would be enough to satisfy him.

All the accidents happened that afternoon, he followed his classmates to the small playground, where he knew he could see Fang Mingyue.

This time, he just glanced at it from a distance, then looked away.

But before he couldn't help taking another look, a javelin shot over and plunged into the dirt behind him.

At that time, he didn't feel scared, but very excited. It turned out that Fang Mingyue was also paying attention to him, even though he didn't know why that person was angry with him.

However, he didn't care at all.

The change happened in that instant, and he began to have a longing. He hoped that the line of sight could stay a little longer, and he hoped that there would be a deeper intersection between them.

After all, reason failed to overcome sensibility. With a trembling heart, he picked up the javelin.

When the matter developed to the present, when looking at Fang Mingyue's eyes that implied pain and confusion, Shen Gaolou finally realized that he was too wrong.

He should never have tried to pull Fang Mingyue down.

However, as he said to Fang Mingyue, he couldn't help it, even if he could control his behavior to hide his behavior, he couldn't control his desire to get closer.

I don't know how Fang Mingyue will hate him one day when he knows that many of his words and deeds are deliberately pretended to cover up his invisible thoughts.

One of the biggest lies is that he made Fang Mingyue think that he is a person who pursues extreme physical stimulation.

In fact, he is not at all, he is even a little sexually frigid, after all, it is difficult for anyone who has witnessed the year-long underground love life between his mother and others to maintain any good imagination about this thing.

But it was also this lie that got Fang Mingyue involved and made him feel that sex was not a big deal.

Of course, sex is not a big deal, but this relationship is impure. Its occurrence is not only guided by desire, but also caused by selfishness.

After all, it's all deception.

Shen Gaolou thought, he is really despicable and shameless, but fortunately, fortunately, the matter has not deteriorated to the point where it is difficult to solve.

Now, there is still a chance to set things right.

He let go of Fang Mingyue, wiped away his tears, took a deep breath, and said, "Fang Mingyue, in just these two days, I will give you an answer."

After saying that, he stood up, went back to the bedroom and made a few phone calls, then finished dinner in a daze, and set off with Fang Mingyue.

"It's so early today?" Fang Mingyue asked while riding the bicycle.

"I'm going to rehearse with them early."

"I've never heard you sing on stage!" Hearing Fang Mingyue's agitated voice, Shen Gaolou felt even more sad. He raised his head and blinked vigorously, swallowing the tears that were about to burst out into his stomach.

"I sang to you twice."

"What's wrong with your voice?" Fang Mingyue asked, "It sounds a bit hoarse."

Shen Gaolou cleared his throat vigorously and said, "Maybe I got angry from eating barbecue."

The two of them didn't talk all the way. Shen Gaolou looked at the crowded traffic and felt confused. He wasn't sure if his actions were correct, but he was obliged to help Fang Mingyue verify the so-called "suspension bridge theory".

In fact, recalling the process of getting along with them carefully, he also vaguely felt that what Fang Mingyue said was right. If he was lucky, after tonight, he would be able to send Fang Mingyue back to the original world.

He thinks that he should be happy, that the person he likes can live a good life, which is something worthy of happiness.

At this moment, he wished that he was a free and easy person who could afford it and let it go, but he was destined not to be.

It's uncomfortable to love, and it's not easy to let go.

If he could do it all over again, he thought he would never pick up that javelin again.

When he arrived at the bar, Shen Gaolou put Fang Mingyue on the bar counter, ordered a glass of wine for him, and whispered in his ear: "I'm going to do some errands ahead, you wait for me here for a while.

Remember, don't let drinks out of your sight, and don't drink anything offered to you by strangers. "

After speaking, Shen Gaolou stood up and left without looking back.

He walked through the crowd, stopped in front of a door, raised his hand and knocked on the door.

Soon, the door opened from the inside, and Riemann's beautiful face appeared in front of her eyes. She smiled and asked, "Where is the person?"

"Someone is here?" There was another unusually crisp voice from inside, this person was one of the owners of this bar, Jian Siyuan.

Shen Gaolou pulled up the corners of his lips and smiled: "Brother Xiaoyuan, why are you alone?"

"Lao Yuan went to the class reunion," Jian Siyuan asked, "Where are you, please show me."

Shen Gaolou leaned against the door frame, staring at Fang Mingyue in the distance without blinking. The two poked their heads out together and asked, "Which one is?"

Shen Gaolou pointed at Fang Mingyue, and briefly described his characteristics. Jian Siyuan looked at it for a few seconds, and said with a smile, "You're handsome."

"What a youthful body," Riemann said with a smile, "I like it."

Shen Gaolou looked at Fang Mingyue with more tender eyes, and said to Riemann: "Can you do it? If you can't, I won't transfer the final payment to you."

"Isn't it just stimulation?" Riemann raised his hand and combed his long hair behind his head, and said, "I'm the best at stimulating others. But if you think about it, there is no room for regret.

If you want me to say, is it not good to be confused?There are muddleheaded ways of living, so why break this beautiful state of chaos and make it clear? "

"For the two of us, this effect is not a good thing, so it's better to work hard to overcome it."

"Aren't you happy when you're together?"

Shen Gaolou pursed his lips and said nothing, Riemann patted him on the shoulder: "Can I sleep with him?"

Shen Gaolou frowned unobtrusively. The reason why he hired someone to do things instead of asking friends for help was because he didn't want to make things too complicated.

"Eh?" Jian Siyuan suddenly shouted: "You take money to do things, how can you not be professional? Oman, you should understand why Gaolou chose to hire you instead of asking you for help."

"But when the time comes, he is affectionate, and I am interested, so I can't run away?" Riemann said: "Besides, because of the influence of the suspension bridge, he fell in love with men and let him know that he prefers girls. This matter will not be resolved. ?"

"This..." Jian Siyuan looked at Shen Gaolou: "Gaolou, what should I do?"

Shen Gaolou tried his best to resist the soreness in his nose, and nodded: "If he wants to, and you are willing, of course you can. In this way, I can also be liberated. The premise is that you are not sick."

"Fuck, what are you talking about? What does a famous saying say? Yes, you can hate my way of life, but you have to be clear that it's your fault, not mine." Riemann hugged his arms and leaned She glanced at him: "It's better to blame God than to blame. He insisted on dividing people into male and female, and made them attract each other."

"Aman, the final payment has not yet been settled, are you sure you want to annoy your boss at this time? And..." Jian Siyuan pointed at Shen Gaolou: "He said that famous saying."

"Fuck," Riemann froze for a moment, and said to Jian Siyuan, "I just said how could you say such cool things?"

"Sorry, my fault," Shen Gaolou said helplessly, "I was just too worried. Mingyue has no social experience, and it is easy to make mistakes on the spur of the moment."

Riemann sighed, took out a list from his bag and handed it to Shen Gaolou: "Look, I'm not sick at all. How could I not love my own body?"

"You took it out a long time ago, and you still use so many words?" Jian Siyuan pushed Riemann: "Go, don't talk about it."

Riemann stepped out the door, and when she left, she asked, "Is he an adult? I don't want to commit a crime."

"Ah."

When Riemann walked away, Jian Siyuan patted him on the shoulder: "Do you really want to be liberated? Come in, I will give you a vacation tonight."

Shen Gaolou sat on the sofa, took the wine from Jian Siyuan, rubbed his fingers and asked, "Can I have a cigarette?"

"Yes," Jian Siyuan sat opposite him: "Don't worry, Oman's exaggeration is actually a normal relationship between men and women. Of course, occasionally a relationship between a woman and a woman will develop, or a man will become a man on a whim."

"She won't..."

Jian Siyuan chuckled: "The sheep are in the mouth of the tiger, it's too late to regret it now."

Shen Gaolou took a deep puff of cigarette, shook his head: "I hope I can give him an answer."

"You really believe in that drawbridge theory?"

"A little bit," Shen Gaolou said, "otherwise, how could he suddenly want to fuck a man?"

"Oh!" Jian Siyuan said plainly, "It's not unusual for a man to want to fuck you.

May I know what is special about him?Make you like him so much. "

"Who said I liked him?"

Jian Siyuan ignored his words, and asked himself: "Is he perfect?"

Shen Gaolou stared at him for a moment, then shook his head in surrender: "He is not perfect at all, but I like him without delay. Don't tell Riemann about this, I think she has a big mouth."

"Of course I won't tell anyone." Jian Siyuan said: "It must be very hard to fall in love with a straight man. Many people have told me that they will find various reasons to deny their feelings for you."

"for example?"

Jian Siyuan looked at him with a smile for a moment: "Like the suspension bridge effect?"

Shen Gaolou laughed, flicked the cigarette ash, and defended Fang Mingyue: "He is very serious about worrying."

At this time, the phone rang, and he picked it up, and saw Fang Mingyue sent him a message: "Where are you? There is a woman who says she is your friend and wants to take me away."

Shen Gaolou pressed out the cigarette butt, hesitated for a few seconds, and replied: "I have something to do, so please ask her to take care of you. You can go with her."

"What time do you finish work?"

Shen Gaolou looked at the time, it was only 08:30, he replied: "Two o'clock, if you can't come back by then, I will help you ride the electric car back."