The actress said she has no object

Chapter 48

Yun Jinshi really didn't go to Weibo to read comments, occasionally she needed to repost some promotional things, and she turned off immediately after reposting. Although she was very confident in her mentality, she didn't want to be stimulated for no reason. After all, there is no need.

She just filmed, rested, and got together with a few people when she was free. Most of the time was spent thinking about her acting skills, and she didn't live like a star.

Tangtang has been very busy these days. After she showed some talent in music, she was dragged by Yu Li to study. Anyway, Yunjinshi is not in urgent need of assistants. As long as she is not on location, she can be alone No problem either.

After ten days and a half months of teaching as an apprentice, Yu Li was really pleasantly surprised. She felt that Tangtang was not really stupid. She might just be a little slower than ordinary people. Plus, she was raised by people, so her reaction was different from that of ordinary people. Thinking ability is worse than the average person.

After living with Yun Jinshi for a period of time, she has come into contact with more and more things, and there are more and more places where she needs to use her brain. She is obviously much smarter than before.

She was not a little fool, at best a dull little fool.

After Yu Li finished writing a new song, she took Tangtang to the recording studio. She sang and Tangtang listened. She had homework. After listening, she had to tell what was wrong. Tangtang actually preferred to follow Yun Jinshi , even if I can only hand her towels and mineral water, my heart is sweet.

But Yu Li talked to her seriously: "You like Ah Shi, right? You like like a man likes a woman."

Tangtang blushed and even looked a little helpless.

"Some men probably like the kind of little bird that depends on others, relying on themselves wholeheartedly, even like a dodder flower, who can only grow by relying on men, but Ah Shi will not like it. If you are always like this, you will be in her I will always be just a child in my heart, not an equal object, let alone a romantic object." Yu Liyu said earnestly: "Are you willing to continue like this forever?"

Tangtang quickly shook her head, she didn't want to do this!She wanted Ah Shi to be able to look at her in the right eyes, to be able...to be able to like her...

"Ashi and I have known each other for many years. In fact, I have always hoped that there will be a man or woman beside her, preferably the kind who loves her deeply and will not be blocked by any difficulties, nor will she be rejected. Don't give up, because only such a person can impress her, she really has a rock-solid heart, as a friend, I really don't want her to live alone, that's why I'm telling you these things now, do you understand?" Yu Li It's not like always smiling like usual, and it even makes people feel a little out of tune.

Her eyebrows and eyes are full of sadness, because only those who have tasted the taste of loneliness can know how painful eternal loneliness is.

Loneliness can be resolved, but loneliness is difficult.

"Thank you..." Tangtang pursed her lips and thanked her in a low voice. She knew that the reason why Yu Li told her these things was for the good of Yun Jinshi in the final analysis. In this world, but this kind of hope is not to arrange Yun Jinshi's life.

She just tries her best to help Tangtang, if the two of them are not suitable, then forget it.

that is it.

Tangtang cherishes this help very much: "I will work hard..."

Try to make yourself a useful person, try to make yourself a shining person, instead of just clinging to others to grow, absorbing nutrients from others, and always existing under the wings of others.

Such people are not respected.

"It would be great if you can understand." Yu Li let out a long breath, and then said: "I know you feel inferior, but it doesn't matter, God opens a door for man, but always closes the other door. Window, many people may have said that you are a fool, or that you have mental defects, etc. If I advise you not to take it to heart, it doesn't make much sense, but what I want to say is that God also gives You have opened a window, your musical talent is very good, if you focus on developing in this area, even if you will not have particularly high achievements, you will definitely not be low."

"And how high you can get, ultimately depends on how much effort you put in. Talent can only determine two-thirds, and hard work and luck account for the remaining third. Anyway, let's work hard."

"En!" Tangtang also seemed to have the fighting spirit, and looked at Yu Li very seriously: "I remember!"

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It was the first time that Yun Jinshi seriously read the comments on Weibo. It was when the finale of the broadcast was approaching, and her new drama had already finished, so she temporarily took a short vacation for herself to adjust herself state of mind and state.

At this time, no matter how bad the comments on the Internet are, it will not affect her filming status. Naturally, Yun Jinshi doesn't mind watching the online evaluation of her acting skills and other aspects.

surprisingly good...

It can't be said to be one-sided, okay, after all, money is something, right? Many people even take risks and go astray for money, but there are still some people who don't like money.

Besides, she's just an ordinary person.

Friendly comments accounted for the majority. Normally, most of the fans that a female celebrity can attract are male fans, but Yun Jinshi's fans, judging from the comments, should be mixed.

Men like her noble and glamorous in the early stage, and enchanting and colorful in the later stage.

Women like her decisiveness in feelings, and her decisive attitude in revenge.

Most of them should be regarded as fans of passers-by, most of whom have a certain affection for this character because of her tragic death near the end. To be precise, it should be a compassionate attitude.

After all, in the final analysis, it was the grievances of the older generation that caused this character to end up. Suyun's revenge for her parents was not wrong in the background of that era.

But if you think about it seriously, the heroine shouldn't have to sacrifice her life because of the mistakes her parents made.

That's why Suyun is a villain's female supporting role, but she's not the kind who is so vicious that people can't help but be disgusted. I couldn't help but feel pity in my heart.

That complicated and contradictory temperament can easily make people's appearance jump to another level, especially when they die, there is a sense of sadness in the tragedy, not to mention male audiences, female audiences can't see through Come angry, teary.

As the lines in the play say:

In the end, she chose to die for that person, not only because she liked him, but more because of her own confusion. Perhaps this is also a kind of relief, and there will never be a worse end.

After finding out that the role he played was not abused by many people, Yun Jinshi also breathed a sigh of relief. For an actor, the role he played has been liked by many people, which is very gratifying.

She read a lot of comments seriously, some cried Suyun's death so miserable, some praised her for her good looks, some praised her for her good acting skills, and there were also some acting suggestions, of course, some insults, public figures There is always going to be criticism.

Thousands of people have different tastes, and it is difficult to adjust to everyone.

After reading the comments, I always feel better. Good comments indicate that her acting skills are not bad, so it is naturally something to be happy about.

Now that the play is finished, it may not finish editing in a while, and Yun Jinshi is not going to choose a new script immediately, so Tangtang is busy learning this and that every day, but she can study recipes at home. that's it.

Not to mention, when I'm alone at home, I'm quite lonely, and I can't help but think of Tangtang. After all, although Tangtang doesn't talk much, she still likes to dangle in front of her.

Always when she looked up, she could see Tangtang's puppy-like eyes. It looked so pitiful, and it was quite distressing, because only abandoned puppies would look up from time to time to find the trace of their master, to make sure of themselves. Not left behind again.

And Tangtang's eyes really looked like that kind of abandoned puppy.

Now when Tangtang is very busy and comes home very late, Yun Jinshi seems to have returned to the time when he lived alone. The dormitory has been lived alone until now.

And the time she lived with Tangtang was less than a year after careful calculation.

If it is calculated according to the length of time, Yun Jinshi should be more used to living alone. After all, she has spent the long time like this. Loneliness is not so terrible to her, because she has long been used to it lonely.

But I don’t know why, Tangtang is not at home. When she is alone at home, she feels uncomfortable in various ways. Sometimes she lies on the sofa and reads a script, and suddenly wants to call Tangtang’s name. Sometimes she washes the fruit. Subconsciously wanted to ask Tangtang if he would eat it.

In such a short period of time, her life has been invaded in all aspects, and there are traces of Tangtang's existence everywhere. This feeling is very strange. Everything she sees tells her that she is no longer alone.

Whether it was waiting for others to go home or being waited on by others, it was a feeling she had never experienced before.

In a longer period of time, she will slowly get used to this kind of life for two people, until Tangtang goes out independently, has someone she likes, and then starts a family. Before that, Yun Jinshi realized that she It is the person whose shackles have been deepened.

But it wasn't a bad feeling.

The only problem is probably...

The children at home are coming home later and later, parents are really worried...

When Yun Jinshi was still thinking about the question of how many times the door should be set up, the busy little girl had already returned home. She grabbed a small yellow chrysanthemum that she picked from no one knew where, and hummed cheerfully. Minor, come in through the door.

The voice came before the people: "Ah Shi Ah Shi! I give you an autumn flower!"

Yun Jinshi secretly sighed, access control or something...forget it.

The author has something to say: the old grandma passed away, and after busy work, she lay down to code very late...