sinovels Chapter 21
Chapter 21
After that day, Cheng Cheng seemed to have grown up a lot.
He just talked to Chu Mu with a smile, but something was always missing.
Chu Mu knew it, but didn't point it out.
"Brother, I'll see you off." Cheng Cheng lazily leaned on the bed, and threw a small box to Chu Mu.
"What?" The small black velvet box was opened, and it was a ring.
Cheng Cheng sat up straight, and smirked, "Don't you like Sherlock's fan ring? I haven't given you any decent presents, so I'll give you a little thing when I'm leaving."
Chu Mu sighed and accepted it.
"thanks……"
He didn't see Cheng Cheng's hand in his pocket, tightly gripping Watson's, his fingertips turned white due to the tight grip.
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On the day of boarding the plane, Chu Mu carried his bag and dragged his suitcase.
"I'll come..." Cheng Cheng was a little embarrassed,
"Can you carry it?" Chu Mu gave him a white look, urging him to walk faster.
"Then I'm leaving." Cheng Cheng looked at Chu Mu, the Chu family couple, and the younger brothers.
"Brother, help me take care of my godfather and godmother."
"it is good."
"Shall I go?"
"it is good"
"Don't say anything?"
"take care."
"Certainly..."
"You 'cut' again?"
"...Will you miss me?"
"meeting"
"Hold one!" Cheng Cheng pouted, Chu Mu had no choice but to step forward.
"...don't look for a boyfriend..." Cheng Cheng finally leaned into Chu Mu's ear, said something in a low voice, and left before Chu Mu pushed him away.
"goodbye……"
Since then, separated by a vast Pacific Ocean,
So far, you must remember to miss me.
……
You are in the heat of gold and stone,
I am in the snowy winter,
the distance between the northern and southern hemispheres,
Are you going to overturn the world?
we can meet
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After returning home, Chu Mu stayed alone in the room for a long time.
Desks, beds, wardrobes, trinkets,
Or the original position.
It's just that one person is missing...
There was also a big little yellow man on Cheng Cheng's bed, the middle part was so ugly.
Chu Mu walked over and patted the little yellow man's head once and for all.
I say,
You are so fucking stupid, why are you messing around outside...
No one reminds you to drink water in the future, you have to remember to drink it yourself...
Don't fool around with those people, you are so stupid, you will definitely be deceived...
When it's cold, remember to add clothes, don't freeze like a popsicle and don't make a sound...
You must stop snoring when you go to bed at night, it will embarrass the Chinese people...
He actually had a lot to say to Cheng Cheng, but he didn't dare.
Ever since the transparent glass cover was broken by the two of them, even though the two of them still pretended that nothing had happened, in fact, there had been cracks in their hearts.
He held the dandelion in his hand,
I'm afraid that my words will make those catkins fly into those cracks,
Breaking through the ground, sprouting buds.
Since then, the wildfire has been burning endlessly.
Even if this kind of words are called missing...
……
Now that you have made up your mind to give up, what are you still thinking about?
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Chu Mu started the art training camp. He was so tired that he almost fell asleep every time he returned to his room, although sometimes he would think of Cheng Cheng.
But he always felt that as long as all these were handed over to time, it would be fine.
Cheng Cheng was just a whim, and it might die down one day.
He is determined and persistent.
……
If you can't give it yourself, someone else will give it to you.
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Perth has very beautiful black swans, every time Cheng Cheng sees their gray feathers, he always thinks of Chu Mu.
When I have time, I will also send some postcards to Chu Mu at home, colorful paintings and local postmarks.
Chu Mu likes these retro postcards, he still remembers them.
"Cheng Cheng, are you still sleeping?" The boy in the same room is also an international student from China, but in City B.
"Ah, right away." Cheng Cheng replied while updating the post.
He didn't play Post Bars before, but ever since he accidentally saw the cartoons of him and Chu Mu drawn by girls from the same school on Zhang San's cell phone post bar, he became Spartan ==
I'm not afraid that rotten girls are literate, but I'm afraid that rotten girls can draw...
Later, I saw those live posts in the bar, true and false, false and true.
There was also a brother's post, but he just glanced at it and closed it with a sneer.
The post showed off their affection, the two are brothers and have not come out of the closet.
He thought of Chu Mu inexplicably, Chu Mu dismissed these things.
……
He actually knew what Chu Mu was worried about, but he already had no home, didn't he?
He doesn't need a home, as long as he is with the one he loves, where is it not home...
Chu Mu has a strong sense of responsibility, he has shouldered too much, and Cheng Cheng feels tired for him.
But I can't help myself at all.
……
If my liking for you has become a burden, then I will give up, because you will be tired, angry and unhappy.
And this is not the result I want to see.
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Cheng Cheng opened a mood post, recording everything in Australia, and sometimes posted a few cute photos.
In fact, he really wanted to tell Chu Mu about this post, but after thinking about it, he gave up.
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"The person I like, who likes to listen to folk songs, likes a lot of messy things."
"He likes Totoro, because he feels the soft belly is very comfortable to pinch..."
"He draws very well, although our painting styles are two styles...but I still like his paintings better than my own paintings..."
“He likes the matcha flavor”
"He has a bag with a lot of rivets, and a very handsome sunglasses, although I think he wears it like an old fortune teller..."
"His English is very good, every time I scold me, I don't know what he is talking about...but he doesn't know if I can scold him in Japanese, haha..."
"He's a Scorpio, he's so black-bellied he's going to die..."
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As soon as Chu Mu came out of the shower, he received a text message from Lin Ze. It was very short and only had a website link.
He clicked on it, and the post seemed very popular, with eight or nine thousand replies.
"...he used to have a list of all the things he wanted to buy that year: tin soldiers, Indian feather masks, and a voice recorder. I bought a tin soldier and kept it on my desk, But forgot to give it to him."
"On my birthday, he gave me a piece of paper == there was a cake drawn on it, so ugly! But I still kept it..."
"He keeps saying I'm stupid, God is annoying! I'm not stupid at first, but he says I'm stupid OAO"
"He likes EASON. Every time I secretly sing EASON, I will be killed by the bass card, but he sings very well..."
"The first time I went to the comic exhibition, he walked with me for a day with a good temper, and let him carry all the things I bought, but I forgot that he doesn't like animation."
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The room was very quiet, and all the people in the same dormitory fell into sleep. Chu Mu lowered his eyes and flipped through one by one.
The white light from the phone screen hurt his eyes.
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"We agreed to go to Changbai Mountain with him in [-], but it seems that we can't go..."
"Actually, I am very grateful to him. At least I have not shed tears for ten years, because I have him by my side. Six years in elementary school, three years in junior high school, and one year in high school. You see, exactly ten years..."
"Before I went to Australia, I secretly took many photos of him. I was afraid that I would forget his appearance in the future, but now, those more than 20 photos are stored in my mobile phone, and I am reluctant to open them."
"I know what he's worried about, but I'm not going to let him carry it alone."
"I really, really like him..."
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Chu Mu lay back on the bed, covering his face with his hands, the moonlight was bright outside the window, but he was shedding tears.
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