taste of honey

Chapter 80 Contradictions

Unlike Jiang Yi's bombing, there was only one call to her.

Duan Qingxu frowned, thoughtfully, not wanting Jiang Yi to panic and worry, so he put the phone aside calmly, hugged Jiang Yi who was still doubtful, and said in a low voice: "What are you thinking about?"

Feeling uncomfortable under the body, Jiang Yi moved, groped under the quilt to hold her hand, and said truthfully: "My mother has been acting weird recently, wondering if she knows something."

Living under the same roof for a long time, Zheng Yun's abnormality can naturally be realized. If she hadn't cared much before, but this week is really not right. Leaving aside the phone call just now, let's take it at home, Zheng Yun seems to be Pay special attention to her behavior, as long as she has the slightest intention to go out, Zheng Yun will get to the bottom of it, which was not the case before.

A phone call startled the vigilance of the two of them.

Jiang Yi thinks that Zheng Yun should not be clear about it, maybe it's just a little suspicious, or it may be for other reasons, because based on her understanding of her mother, she is really sure, and she will definitely talk to her.

Duan Qingxu held her waist and patted her waist twice to comfort her, and said, "No."

Just reassuring, not the truth.

Jiang Yi hooked the man's shoulder with one hand, raised her head to look at each other, and asked seriously: "If you know, what should you do?"

She didn't dare to think about Zheng Yun's reaction. For such a big matter, she might be angry when she got emotional.

I have never faced these things before, and when I think about it, I will inevitably feel anxious, even a little scared. At that time, if Zheng Yun does something extreme... no one can say for sure, no matter how open-minded the older generation is, Still conservative in dealing with this.

I have lived most of my life, and the people I know around me, including myself, are all married to men and women. One day, I suddenly find out that my daughter is gay. How can I accept it for a while.

Ideas and cognitions have always been the hardest to change.

Duan Qingxu picked her up and hugged her on his body, kissed the girl's chin with thin lips, and said: "I really understand, I will go to see my aunt and have a talk with her."

Jiang Yi supported the man's shoulders, arched the thin quilt, and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"Talk about when to pick you up."

The tone is sure, there is no joking at all.

Jiang Yi was stunned for a moment, then wanted to understand the meaning of this sentence, blushed immediately and whispered: "Who promised you..."

The longer we get along, the more unsteady someone speaks, not at all like at the beginning, this kind of words were said without thinking, which made her feel a little embarrassed for no reason.

But the tension and worries are definitely less.A simple sentence is more effective than a reassurance pill. Duan Qingxu said few words, but each sentence was sincere. She helped Jiang Yi cut her hair, and then pressed him down to kiss.

Jiang Yi followed her movements and lowered her red lips. Not long after, she pushed the quilt away and gradually walked down.

The light in the room dimmed for a moment, then came back on after a while, and a few minutes later, the little pink object on the bedside table was taken away by a thin white hand.

……

"Duan Qingxu—"

"Ah."

Jiang Yi leaned down and kissed the man.

Uncertainty made her a little confused, and she needed to seek comfort from the other party to fill up those vacancies in order to feel at ease.

The bright white lights stayed on all night until dawn.

The two hugged each other and fell asleep, neither of them reached out to turn off the light.

The next day was a sunny day, which corresponded to a good start, because after that, Zheng Yun didn't show any abnormalities, and that night seemed to be just Jiang Yi's overthinking.

However, neither of them relaxed their vigilance. They paid more and more attention at ordinary times, and they would not even meet alone on weekends. For the first time in 20 years, Jiang Yi was so patient. She occasionally went to the apartment secretly, but as long as she was on holiday, she obediently stayed at home and read books. To prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination, I even found a postgraduate entrance examination teacher in advance.Looking at the entire English department, I am afraid that there is no second student who is more diligent than her.

The second half of the semester passed quickly, and time flowed like water, rushing by.

In June, the college entrance examination.

A family of three went to No. [-] Middle School to accompany the exam, cheering for Jiang Ning.

Jiang Ning lived up to everyone's expectations and made full use of what he had learned in three years of high school. In July, he was easily admitted to the Department of Architecture of University A, and then started his graduation trip to Tibet by bike.

In this semester, Jiang Yi has made rapid progress. She jumped into the top three in her class and the top ten in her grade. In addition to her good grades of fourth in her class last semester, her scholarship is sure to be secured.

She was quite happy herself, Le Diandian told Zheng Yun.

After half a year, Zheng Yun's body has fully recovered, and he returned to work in the company two months ago. If Chen Yuqiu hadn't stopped him, he would have been a month or two earlier.Regarding Jiang Yi's great progress, she didn't express much, she just said: "Don't be impatient, there is still a year and a half before the postgraduate entrance examination, the test results don't mean much, there is still a lot to make up for."

Jiang Yi pursed her lips, "Mom, you are so serious."

Zheng Yun didn't speak, just busy with his own affairs, waited for the dinner table to have dinner, and suddenly said: "Jiang Yi, move out of the school next semester, I will come and take care of you when the time comes."

As soon as the words fell, the one who was most surprised was not Jiang Yi, but Chen Yuqiu, because Zheng Yun had never discussed this matter with him in advance.Now he is in the head office, which is close to Jin Ming's mansion, and Zheng Yun is in the branch office. Originally, the husband and wife can't see each other during the day, and if the siblings are taken into account, they can only have a few hours of warmth at night. Now that Zheng Yun said that he would move to take care of Jiang Yi, he couldn't understand it, and felt a little uncomfortable.

Husband and wife, they don't discuss it before making a decision, and either party feels this way.

But he still respected Zheng Yun, hesitated for a moment, put down his chopsticks, and asked, "You live well in school, what do you do when you move out?"

Jiang Yi didn't say a word, no wonder Zheng Yun acted like this afternoon, it was because of this matter.

She is not stupid. She knows that Zheng Yun's suspicion has never been dispelled, but she has never made it clear. Letting her move out of the school at this time is a test on the one hand, and a guarantee on the other. Let's talk about it separately.

If he disagreed, Zheng Yun would become even more suspicious.

The dinner table was especially silent, Zheng Yun pondered for a while, and said: "Isn't it necessary to take the postgraduate entrance examination? It is inconvenient to move out of school, and the environment is quieter. Besides, Qingxu is about to graduate, and he has his own things to be busy every day, and he is not a major. , how bad it is to disturb others."

None of the sentences made sense, and Chen Yuqiu didn't agree with them at all, "Everyone does their own things, so there's no way they will be disturbed. The third year is when there are too many classes, and it's too troublesome to move out. It won't be too late to move out after the senior year."

Although there is not much difference between the school and the school, it is really troublesome to run around every day. Besides, it is a two-person dormitory, not a four-person dormitory. The environment is not quiet, which is quite suitable for studying.

Chen Yuqiu couldn't understand what she was thinking, and looking at Jiang Yi, she seemed unwilling.

Zheng Yun didn't explain much, and asked Jiang Yi directly: "What do you think?"

Jiang Yi's back stiffened, but her face remained calm, and she asked, "Uncle Chen is going too?"

How can it be possible.

Zheng Yun is unreasonable, Chen Yuqiu is still clear-headed, moving to a university to accompany her will mean a lot of inconvenience in the future, not to mention wasting time and energy, Jiang Yi is an adult after all, so there is no reason to accompany college students to study.

"I'll talk to your mother later, there's no rush." ​​He said, putting the matter aside for the time being.

Jiang Yi didn't dare to say anything more, she kept silent, and took the initiative to do the washing up after dinner.

Jiang Ning went on a trip, and there were only three of them at home. Because they had something to discuss, the couple went upstairs while she was washing the dishes.Before returning to the room, Jiang Yi stood in the corridor for a while, and heard Chen Yuqiu talking softly, as if comforting Zheng Yun, but she couldn't make out what she said.

She was stuck in place, her mind was in a mess, her chest was swollen, and she couldn't breathe smoothly.

Zheng Yun didn't tell the truth to Chen Yuqiu, and she couldn't say it out. She had been holding this matter in her heart for so long, and she was about to make up her mind.

During these days, she thought a lot calmly, and tried to understand this strange group online, tried to communicate, and even went to a psychologist for counseling, but she still couldn't accept it calmly.

In fact, there is no need to check, she has already been sure, and everything she is not sure is used to deceive herself. Jiang Yi is her daughter who was born in October and raised for 20 years. Raising her hand she knew what to do.

Think about it carefully, except for Jiang Ning, Jiang Yi has never been a little bit closer to any boy in these years. Girls from other families have just started their puberty, and they are more or less different when they are shy or proactive towards boys, but Jiang Yi No.When I was in junior high school, for a while, this girl clamored to live alone outside, because she didn't want to squeeze into the dormitory, and asked why she couldn't answer.Jiang Yi once said in a roundabout way that there was a girl in the school who was particularly handsome and had a very close relationship with a certain girl in the class, and asked her if it was strange.

There are many other things like this that she didn't pay attention to. Now that she thinks about it deeply, there are actually reasons for Jiang Yi's strange actions and words.

Zheng Yun's mood is very complicated now, half guilty and half complaining, guilty that he didn't find out earlier, and complaining that he didn't teach Jiang Yi well.Like thousands of traditional parents, she has never been able to treat this equally and correctly. When she finds that her child has this tendency, her first thought is not to accept it, but to hope that the child can be straightened, and the two should be separated first.

Intellectually it is wrong to do so, but conceptually it must be so.

Chen Yuqiu sighed, not knowing why she was crying, so he had no choice but to take out a piece of paper to wipe her tears, and persuaded her calmly: "Okay, okay, why are you crying, can't you just say something, it's okay for you to hold back like this." Uncomfortable, tell me, let's find a way together, okay?"

Zheng Yun's eyes were slightly swollen. After holding back for so long, he was finally able to cry with the door closed, and the tears couldn't be stopped.

Chen Yuqiu was at a loss and didn't know how to persuade him.

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears and said, "It's okay..."

The husband and wife confronted each other like this, Chen Yuqiu sighed, circled her and patted her, giving her time to calm down.

Within a few minutes, Jiang Yi knocked on the door, but Zheng Yun didn't move, it was he who opened it.

Jiang Yi stood at the door without looking inside, handed the milk to Chen Yuqiu, and said, "I just warmed it up for you."

Chen Yuqiu took it and looked into the room.

The person sitting by the bed was gone, Zheng Yun went to the bathroom, deliberately avoiding Jiang Yi.