taste of honey

6 Ambiguous

"Jiang Yi..." The person behind suddenly shouted softly, his voice deliberately lowered.

Maybe it was too close, Jiang Yi could feel the thin warm breath, like a weightless crow's feather brushing past the tip of the ear, itchy, a hot flow spread over the chest, and the roots of the ears began to tingle. hot.

Duan Qingxu yelled her name, didn't say anything more, and didn't move away, but stayed behind her and didn't move. Her hands were slightly cold, but her body was warm.Perhaps it was due to the dry weather that Jiang Yi had the illusion that this posture was like Duan Qingxu hugging her intimately, which was extremely ambiguous.

The bright white lights seemed to be much dimmer according to the scene, and even the flowing air became slow, and an invisible wall seemed to be pulled up out of thin air around them, suppressing the two people so that they could not be separated.

Duan Qingxu had a wave of energy in his body, he held it tightly, restrained faintly, lingering around her tightly.Because it was too close, Jiang Yi could even smell the fresh smell of this person. She should have just taken a shower. Her throat was tight, her back was stiff, and she was a little nervous for no reason. She just felt that time had slowed down. After a while, she calmed down. When he was about to speak, Duan Qingxu moved suddenly.

Her hand passed in front of her, as if she really wanted to hug someone, but she always kept a certain distance not to touch it.

The book in Jiang Yi's hand was taken away.She breathed a sigh of relief, but Duan Qingxu still didn't move away.

"Don't take things indiscriminately." Duan Qingxu said, although the words were blunt, they didn't mean to blame at all, it was more like a statement.

The breath on the pinna once again flicked past, Jiang Yi lowered her eyelashes uncomfortably, and hummed back: "Oh."

Duan Qingxu put the old orange book on the upper shelf, deliberately not letting her see it.Jiang Yi pursed her lips, turned her head to glance at this person, her jaw line was clear and her facial features were three-dimensional, clean and heroic, her expression was still indifferent, her face was calm, towering and pure like a snow mountain that never melted.

The atmosphere seemed to freeze, and both of them were a little silent.Jiang Yi was about to turn around and back away, when there was a knock on the door, she knocked twice, her mind went blank, she conditionally broke free from Duan Qingxu's grip, and stood aside pretending to be calm and composed.

Duan Qingxu's eyes were like water, passing over her with scrutiny.

A thick middle-aged man's voice sounded outside the door, it was Duan Dongcheng.Duan Qingxu replied calmly.

Jiang Yi had inexplicable palpitations, fearing that Duan Dongcheng would come in, but fortunately the other party just asked a question and left.

Now it's just the two of them alone.Jiang Yi dodged her eyes, glanced at the documents on the table, intentionally eased the atmosphere, and asked, "What is that?"

"The documents brought back from the company."

"Work?" She wondered, after all, she was still studying.

"Just take a look." Duan Qingxu said.

In the future, she will take over Duan Dongcheng's position, so she must get used to it in advance. Reading the documents is not for her to make decisions, but to follow up the progress and learn how to manage.Duan Dongcheng has always been strict and demanding.

Jiang Yi nodded perfunctorily, holding back for a long time unable to find anything to say, after what happened just now, her heart was still swollen.

Duan Qingxu didn't respond, and poured her a glass of water.

Jiang Yi's mind was a little confused, and she reached out to pick it up, just touching the other's smooth fingertips.

Duan Qingxu curled his knuckles, avoiding without a trace.

Jiang Yi stayed in the study for more than half an hour before leaving. She wanted to leave immediately, but Uncle Qi came in with melon and fruit tea and asked her to sit for a while.

After she left, Duan Qingxu continued to read the documents, and Dongcheng came in after a while.

Both father and daughter are cold-tempered, one dignified and the other quiet.Duan Dongcheng briefly asked about her recent situation, pondered for a moment, then remembered something, and said, "Uncle Qi said you plan to move back, when exactly?"

Duan Dongcheng was away from home for a long time this trip, and he went out for a full month and a half.This was already before the start of school, Duan Qingxu did have this plan before.

She was taken aback for a moment, and said in a deep voice, "No, I don't have any plans for now."

Duan Dongcheng didn't care much, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Duan Qingxu prevaricated: "There are a lot of classes this semester, so it's inconvenient to go home and live."

She never lied, so Duan Dongcheng didn't think much about it, and gave a few words of advice. At the end, he reminded: "Go to your Uncle Chen's place if you have time, be more polite, and don't be bored at home all day long."

"know."

……

The darkness of the night was thick and boundless, covering the sky like an airtight cloth, Zheng Yun repeatedly emphasized going to bed early, Jiang Yi said that she deserved it, and stayed up all night once the door was closed.

After many days, she finally found out that Duan Qingxu lived diagonally opposite.

Usually the curtains are drawn tightly, but this time they were opened, Duan Qingxu leaned over the table and flipped the pages of the book, not knowing what he was looking at.Jiang Yi leaned out almost half of her body, and shouted with a low voice: "Duan Qingxu—"

I don't know if I didn't hear it or I ignored it on purpose, but the other party didn't move like a mountain.

Jiang Yi yelled twice more, and this person barely reacted.

Duan Qingxu frowned, watching her dangling from the window.

Because of the distance, Jiang Yi only saw this person touching his lips, but she couldn't hear what he was saying. She was curious, so she took out her mobile phone and sent a message: What did you say?can not hear.

Looking up, Duan Qingxu was reading the news with his head down.

The chat interface showed that the other party was typing, but there was not a word for a long time, and after a while, it was calm, and there was nothing.

Jiang Yi thought for a while, then typed: What are you doing?

The other party was typing again, but this time there was a reply, only two words: reading.

Jiang Yi: It's so late, why don't you sleep yet?

The other party did not return.

After a long time, Jiang Yi read lying on the bed, and then replied: Yes.

Jiang Yi glanced, did not continue the chat, was about to turn off the screen, there was a movement on the chat interface, but in the end nothing was sent, she adjusted the alarm clock at 07:30, put the phone on the bedside table, closed her eyes and brewed drowsiness.

In a daze, a flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, and I suddenly remembered who Sappho was. It was mentioned in "History of Foreign Literature". Plato called her "the tenth goddess of literature and art", a famous same-sex female poet in ancient Greece .Jiang Yi almost forgot what she had learned in detail. The most impressive thing was the word homosexuality. In traditional education, teachers are always silent about these things, as if this is a shameful thing that cannot be put on the stage. For a period of time, I was very confused and couldn't recognize myself.

At that time, there was a Wenqing among her teachers, who loved to tell the students some irrelevant things in class, such as Cao Cao is a hero, Zhou Yu is a real gentleman, and Su Shi, who wrote "Ten Years of Life and Death", loves his wife and loves food. Loves prostitutes, Turing, the father of computer science, was gay, etc.When it comes to homosexuality, Teacher Wenqing’s chatterbox is open and endless, from Yue people’s songs to short-sleeved peaches, from short-sleeved peaches to court unofficial history, and finally to “Gong Hua Lonely Red” and grinding mirrors, But I didn't go into details, I just mentioned a sentence casually.

Jiang Yi likes to listen to this kind of nonsense in class, wishing the teacher could talk nonsense for a class.

She was particularly curious about this, and quietly looked up what mirror grinding was after class.

The relevant content is always subtle and charming, and the meaning of each word is far-reaching. If it is simplified to one sentence, it is a way to relieve the relationship between two women.

In the ignorant age, I always talked about love and desire separately, and put a shackle on myself, thinking that women should like men, and Yin and Yang are in harmony. Later, after several ideological struggles, I realized that it is not.

She likes women, although no one has told her, but this is an indisputable fact.

As for whether Duan Qingxu is right or not, it cannot be judged by just a book, maybe it is just a coincidence.Homosexuals still read love stories between men and women, why can’t heterosexuals read the works of same-sex poets.

Jiang Yi doesn't like to be disturbed by others, so she sleeps with the quilt tight.

On the second floor of Duan's house diagonally opposite, the lights didn't go out until early in the morning.

The next day was sunny, the sun had climbed up from the east long ago, the dew was heavy in the morning, Jinming Mansion was full of vegetation, and the ground everywhere was wet.Jiang Yi greeted Chen Yuqiu who was cooking, packed up and went out for a run. Her life has always been irregular, and she has nothing to do with health. She was just afraid that Zheng Yun would chatter endlessly like chanting sutras when she was at home. Get up and exercise.

The road is wide and there are few people. There are green white elms on both sides, and the air is full of natural and fresh taste.

After running to the artificial river, Jiang Yi felt a little tired, so she gradually slowed down and walked for a while.

On the trails on both sides of the river bank, morning exercisers pass by from time to time, and there is a wooden chair at intervals.She sat on the wooden chair to rest, drank water, and when she looked up, she saw Duan Qingxu jogging on the other side of the river.

After the sun came out, the weather became a little dry, and the water vapor gradually dissipated. After running for a long time, I was tired and hot. This man didn't know how far he had run, and he looked very tired.

Jiang Yi wanted to call her, but seeing that the other party was running farther and farther, she gave up the idea.

When the sun was in the middle of the sky, she looked at the time, it was getting late, and she planned to run back along the road, but it was such a coincidence that Duan Qingxu came here unexpectedly.

She quickly followed and said happily, "Duan Qingxu, what a coincidence!"

Duan Qingxu only turned his head and glanced at her, probably because he was too tired and kept running without answering.

Jiang Yi ran with her for a while.Duan Qingxu's stamina is particularly good, Jiang Yi can't outrun her after resting for so long, she has to rely on this person to slow down and wait for her from time to time.

She tried her best to keep up, but within 10 minutes, she couldn't do it anymore. She felt uncomfortable to breathe. She just wanted to tell the other person to let him go first, but this person slowed down before her.This is what it means to end.

After a while, change to a slow walk.

Jiang Yi's mouth was so dry that her throat was a little sore. She unscrewed the bottle cap to drink water, but was stopped.

"Drink later." Duan Qingxu said, with a calm face, "Let's go first."

Jiang Yi was startled, then screwed on the bottle cap again, leaned closer involuntarily, and asked, "How long have you been out running?"

Duan Qingxu wiped off his sweat with a towel: "Come out at eight o'clock."

Ten minutes earlier than her.

Duan Qingxu has a faint fragrance, so faint that he can hardly smell it, it is exactly the same as the one last night, it should not be the perfume he sprayed, but the body wash.Jiang Yi secretly distinguished for a while, but still didn't smell anything, but it smelled good anyway.

Due to the sunlight, you can see the fine fluff on Duan Qingxu's ear. This person has a very faint mole on the back of his ear, even if you don't pay attention, you can't see it.A drop of sweat slipped down and wet the mole, leaving a trace. There was also sweat on her white and thin neck, and the sweat flowed along the curve of the neck and fell into the clothes.

Jiang Yi was walking beside her, and because she was so close, she could hear the soft panting that was intentionally controlled.

There is an indescribably different feeling, which is weird.

She lowered her eyes to look elsewhere, and asked in disguise, "Have you had breakfast?"

After asking, I feel that this is a bit redundant.

Duan Qingxu didn't notice her change, and said truthfully: "No."

"My mother doesn't go to work today, so she baked pancakes at home early in the morning, and it should have been baked by now." Jiang Yi said, looking at the side, the words were still in her throat, but she didn't say anything, how could she ask someone to come home early in the morning? Eat pancakes.

Duan Qingxu responded indifferently.

Probably unable to find something to talk to, Jiang Yi asked again: "What do you have for breakfast?"

The other party was silent for a while, "Millet porridge."

"Oh."

Duan Qingxu talked a lot more today, but still the same.The two haven't been in contact for long, Jiang Yi doesn't feel anything wrong now, she and Duan Qingxu are walking side by side, chatting with each other, the wind blowing by the river is very cool.

A group of unknown birds circled and twittered, Jiang Yi was attracted, and looked up without looking at the road.

The patrol car in front was coming, and it was too late to dodge, Duan Qingxu led her to the side of the road, Jiang Yi couldn't stand still, almost fell, and conditionally grabbed the man's arm, and refused to let go.

Duan Qingxu's back was stiff and she didn't move the whole time. When she stood up straight, she said in a deep voice, "Look at the road—"