Chapter 125 The Truth Is True
Chapter 125 The Truth Is True
Running to the library in one breath, the senior was about to pull out his campus card and swipe it in, when he saw that familiar figure walking towards him.He froze in place for a moment, and the senior's hand was still in mid-air.The students behind him saw that he was still not moving, frowned and muttered, and changed the entrance for swiping their cards.Xiaobai didn't notice the senior who was fixed at the entrance, and walked out from the exit on his own.
"Xiaobai!" The senior who finally regained all consciousness immediately turned around and ran over to stop Xiaobai. "Xiaobai, I have something to tell you."
Next to the school library is a not-so-big leisure plaza. Whenever night falls, young couples are always resting and chatting here.At this moment, the senior and Xiaobai, two big boys over 1.8 meters tall, were sitting in the corner, looking a bit out of place.Fortunately, it was in a corner, and no one noticed.
"Xiaobai, about the cancellation of the show, actually..." Hesitating again and again, the senior decided to use this topic as an entry point.
"I know, because of those things on the forum." In the library before, Xiaobai wanted to use the computer there to find some information, but he didn't want to find the browsing trace left by the previous user.Following the traces, Xiaobai opened the school forum and quickly found the root cause. "They were worried that our performance at the school celebration would bring bad influence, so they canceled it. It's nothing. Why, do you mind this matter?"
Although he was surprised that Xiaobai knew the reason, the senior quickly followed his words: "Yes, I mind this matter, very much. If we really don't show up at the school celebration, wouldn't it be the same as sitting on the forum?" The content? I cannot accept taking the blame for this for no reason."
"Do you think that what is said on the forum is all false?" The conversation changed, Xiaobai's expression became serious, "If you think that those are rumors from the bottom of your heart, you won't avoid me. You avoid me, It shows that you are guilty."
Stared at by Xiaobai's eyes as clear as pools of water, the senior secretly clenched his fists, silently encouraging himself.As Kazuko said, he has taken 99 steps, and there is no reason to stop before the last step.His Xiaobai was standing one step away from him, within reach, as long as he took this step, he could hold that boy in his arms.But, can Xiaobai really accept this kind of intention?No matter how much physical contact the two have with each other on weekdays, how tacitly they cooperate in thinking, it doesn't mean that the other party is willing to participate in this relationship that is shameless in the world.This relationship has to face the comments and ridicules of classmates, the persuasion and criticism of teachers, and even the malice from complete strangers. It is like a homeless stray dog in a storm. After being rejected by everyone, he will be spurned by everyone. .There was a living example in front of him. You Ran, who cared about and liked Feng Chen, finally chose to commit suicide. It was clear that they had agreed to be admitted to that dream university together.The oath is too weak and powerless in the face of reality, the senior can't guarantee that he can persevere to the end, if he lets go halfway, Xiao Bai will become the one who is hurt the most.Slowly loosening his clenched hand, he shook.
"Chen Qi, I don't want to be your friend or brother. I want to be the most important and special person in your life. I admit that I have all the dirty thoughts mentioned in the forum, but I don't think This feeling is wrong and foul. I didn’t do anything to be sorry for others, and I have a clear conscience with such feelings in my heart.” Faced with Xiaobai’s sudden confession, the senior was instantly at a loss.The last step was actually taken by Xiaobai first.
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