Chapter 12
Chapter 12
twelve
My relationship with Yu was discovered by accident.
Before this, I hadn't thought about telling anyone about our relationship.
After all, this is not a relationship that can be accepted by the public.
Sonia's attitude towards Yu has never been very friendly, and I know she is reluctant to let me be wronged.
Eillie was completely overwhelmed by Yu's cooking skills... Ever since Yu came to cook breakfast that day, she told Sonia that she wanted to eat Yu's cooked dishes every day.
As for Lesile, maybe because she knew Yu from the beginning, she had a good impression of her, and she was quite optimistic about our affairs.
In this way, our two Christmas, three more big light bulbs......
But Rain didn't seem to mind much.
"It's better to be with them than to go out with your married ex-girlfriend." She would still be jealous of Ruoci.
I haven't told Ruoci about us yet... But next time I go to Kaohsiung, she should know without mentioning it.
On Christmas Eve night, the rain brought us to Tim's shop.
"Is this what you had planned?" I asked her.
"Half and half, the three of them are unplanned, but not bad." She shrugged.
"MerryChristmas!" As soon as the door opened, there was a loud greeting from the staff.
The rain brought us to the bar, where Tim's wife Audrey is today.
"Cynthia!" She couldn't hide her happiness at seeing the rain.
She ran out from the bar and hugged Yu hard.
Then I saw me standing beside the rain.
"This must be your little girlfriend Meng Qing!" She said with a smile.
"And her good sisters." Yu introduced the three of them one by one.
"When I saw them, I thought of us at that time..." Audrey said, "I don't know what happened to Olivia..."
We all froze when we heard Olivia.
Everyone looked at the rain at the same time.
"She was our good friend in the United States before. After Cynthia and I returned to Taiwan, we haven't contacted for a long time." Audrey added.
"I thought you guys had something to say beforehand." Lesile looked at Yu and me.
"I've said all I need to say, okay? There are a lot of people named Olivia in the world." I rolled my eyes.
But I knew that Yu still had something to tell me, her eyes dimmed for a second just now.
"Okay, I'm here to play today," Tim instantly conjured up five mixed drinks in front of us, "It's all mine."
"You guys drink, I want to drive." I pushed the wine to Yu.
"I'll drive today, you can play with them." She said with a smile.
"Yes, it's rare for us to come back, why don't you accompany us." Eillie said while holding my hand.
"Okay, I got it." I said, and finished my drink very simply, "MerryChristmas!"
After drinking several glasses of wine in a row, I was dragged to the dance floor by them. In order not to spoil the fun, although I was unwilling, I followed.
Fortunately, Sonia doesn't like dancing like me.
"Go ahead, I'll be here with her." She pulled me to stand at the outermost edge of the crowd.
"Thanks." I pushed her shoulder.
"It's been like this since before. They dance, we watch, and occasionally we have to chase away flies." She said with a smile.
"Yes, it's been like this before." I responded to her, and then rested my head on her shoulder, just like before.
"Olivia," she called me suddenly.
"Um?"
"I know that Eillie will scold me for asking this question, but I don't know if I don't ask it now, will I have a chance to ask it...if, I mean if..."
I knew what she was going to ask.
"I will leave." I replied directly.
"You, you know what I'm going to ask?" I really rarely saw Sonia's surprised expression.
"If her husband finds out about our affairs, I will leave." I helped her finish asking her questions and answered them by the way.
"Then what if she desperately wants to keep you?"
"I'm still leaving."
"Olivia, this is the ending you wanted, right?" she asked again.
"Well. Maybe, I'm like a condemned prisoner now, quietly waiting for the execution time to come!" I leaned on her shoulder and said.
"Why? Now that you know the ending, why start?"
"Because I can't control my heart. Nini, this relationship was started at my request, and she even refused me..." I thought about the night in Kaohsiung, trying to seduce her.
"you……"
"But I just really like her, I like her so much... I don't know why, but I just want to stay by her side like this."
"Even if you end up covered in bruises?"
"Well, even if I was bruised and bruised in the end. I told her that I would be a moth to the flame, just this once. Even if I regret it after a long, long time, this regret must be her." I found that I was Said these words with a smile.
"She...what is it worth for you to do this?" Sonia was puzzled.
"I don't know...Maybe, we are all lonely, so I want to try to hug for warmth..." I said.
"Olivia, everyone is lonely, but..."
"But that doesn't make me do it? I know."
"You're really, still as smart as ever..."
"Thank you. But no matter how smart a person is, when he meets love, he is doomed to be a fool, isn't he?"
"Yes. Everyone is a fool in love."
We looked at each other and smiled.
"Olivia, promise me one thing," she said suddenly.
"you say."
"If there is such a day, you want to leave, promise me, you will come to me."
"Why?" I was confused by the request.
"Because, I don't want you to be sad alone again. At least, let me accompany you..." Sonia took my hand.
"Sonia..."
"You know, when I heard you say you were bullied at boarding school the other day, I really couldn't imagine... how we let you face that alone, cry alone..."
"That's not your fault, fools!" I interrupted her by patting her hand lightly.
"Then this time, don't make me think I'm a dereliction of duty BFF, okay? Promise me, huh?" She looked at me very seriously.
"I promise you." I couldn't find a reason to refuse.
"Promise me what?"
"Promise you, if one day I leave, I will definitely find you, hold you and cry." After I finished speaking, I wrapped my arms around her waist.
"Hmm, if you don't do it, you're a puppy." She smiled and pointed her little finger at me.
"If you don't do it, you're a puppy." I hooked it without hesitation.
"What are you ticking?" Eillie and Lesile suddenly appeared.
"I won't tell you, it's our secret!" Sonia teased her.
"Hey, how can anyone do this, it's not fair!"
"It's just not fair. I'm going back to get a drink. Are you coming?" Sonia asked.
"You're so clever...I choose to drink." Lesile said, and we walked back to the bar together.
"Have you had enough girls?" Tim saw us, and another row of wine appeared.
"Is this going to make us drink till we die?" Lesile asked with bright eyes.
"See how much you can drink!" Tim was obviously not afraid of us drinking.
"Hey, Lesile, do me a favor." Yu, who was chatting with Audrey from the side, suddenly intervened.
"What is Mr. Fang going to do?" Lesile asked suspiciously, and everyone looked at her with question marks.
"Help me get Meng Qing drunk, preferably unconscious." She said.
"Why?" I yelled.
"Because you are usually too depressed, let's see if you will be liberated after you get drunk." She sat on the high chair at the bar, her slender legs elegantly crossed, and said with a queen-like arrogance.
"Oh, what's the problem with this, Mr. Fang asked, we will definitely do it." Lesile said.
"Hey, good friends don't act like this..." I saw three pairs of malicious eyes.
"Of course, good friends are here to help you relax." Sonia was the first to agree.
"And we've never seen you drunk...ah, you couldn't drink when you were a kid..." Eillie joined in.
"You guys..." I felt like a catastrophe was imminent.
"If you cooperate obediently, we might be willing to show mercy..." Sonia pushed the wine in front of me.
I sighed, knowing that today was inevitable.
We played many small games, but no matter how we played, I must be the last one to drink...
"You... cheating... why am I drinking..." I felt like I was dying.
"Us? No!" Eillie said innocently.
"Obviously there is... too much..."
"Well, Olivia, you go and kiss President Fang, and we'll forgive you." Lesile whispered in my ear.
"You guys said, it's just a kiss..." I tried to stay awake.
"Yes, just a kiss." After Sonia finished speaking, she looked at Yu who looked at us with a smile on his face from the beginning to the end.
"Huh? Want to kiss me?" She walked up to me with a smile.
"Yes, I want to kiss you." After I finished speaking, I wobbled closer to her.
Then kissed her.
No, she kissed me.
We haven't kissed like this for a long time... I don't know if I'm drunk or her lips are covered with honey, her kiss is so sweet, I really want to keep kissing like this.
"Hey, who are you going to blind for too long? It's a foul, and you're fined to drink..." Sonia's voice interrupted us.
"You are very noisy." I looked at her and said, took the glass in her hand and drank it in one gulp.
They were all dumbfounded.
"How? Can we continue kissing after drinking?" I looked at them and asked.
Everyone looked at each other.
"You're drunk, I'll take you home." Yu stepped forward and patted my head.
"I didn't!"
"Hey, go home. You guys, help me." She gave an order, and the three girls didn't have any other opinions. They followed her to get things, and those who helped me helped me, and left Tim's shop.
"How is it? She is dignified, isn't she? General Manager Fang is obedient in the company." I said to them.
Then I got in the car, Yu drove, I sat in the back seat and looked at her back, thinking in my heart, I really want to stay behind her like this...
"Sunny, it's time to take a shower." I woke up on the sofa at home.
"Oh..." I sat up, spinning around for a while.
She quickly ran over to help me.
"You're really drunk, you're so cute, what should you do?" She held my face and said.
"Your hands are cool, so comfortable..." I think I can just fall asleep like this.
"Okay, take a shower first, and then go to bed after the shower, okay?" She coaxed me.
"I can't sleep after taking a shower..."
"Why can't you sleep?" She helped me into the bathroom.
"Nothing happened..." I remembered that time again.
"You really are... so what do you want to happen?" she asked as she undressed me.
"Sex with you," I said.
"Then you have to take a shower first, or your whole body will stink."
I felt warm water hit me, and I closed my eyes comfortably.
"You helped me take a bath for the first time, is that the same?"
"Yes, help you take a bath..."
"Thanks a lot."
"Not hard." I shook my head.
She carefully washed my whole body, even my hair.
"Going to sleep..." I suddenly felt sleepy.
"Hair hasn't been blown yet."
"Stop blowing." After I finished, I went back to the room by myself.
"Hey, come here and let me dry your hair." She came in with a hair dryer.
"Okay, blow it for me." I lay my head on her lap and let her dry my hair.
Her movements are so gentle.
"Wait for me on the bed, I'll come to accompany you after I take a shower." She kissed my forehead.
I nodded and soon fell asleep.
What woke me up again was her kiss.
"Hmm..." I felt myself responding to her.
"Drunk you just for this moment..." She bit my lip, slipped her hand into my nightgown, and gently squeezed my breast.
"You are bad." I put my arms around her neck and kissed her.
"I think you're going crazy...you're so charming when you're drunk." Her kiss slid to my neck.
I must have drunk too much, I was paralyzed on the bed unable to move.
"I want to taste you...I miss you so much..." She licked and kissed my collarbone.
The numb feeling made me shrink back and try to dodge.
"Don't hide." She bit my shoulder.
"It's itchy." I turned over and lay on the bed with my back to her.
"Fool, you're screwed..." she said behind me, biting my ear.
Her fingertips caressed back and forth on my back, carrying magic electrodes, moving back and forth on my body, weaving a web ready to carry our desires, I felt the wetness between my legs, and it began to uncontrollably □.
She pressed against my back lightly, the touch changed, her slender fingers were replaced by swollen breasts, she teased me in a very taboo way.
My legs were stretched by her knees, and her hands went around my waist, gently pushing upwards, and I obediently raised my hips to meet her.
"Remember you wanted me like this last time? You owe me one, should you pay it back?" Her fingers penetrated into the moist jungle, plucking at the deep core.
My sanity faded, and I could only respond to her instinctively, leaning closer to her, twisting my lower body, trying to let her enter me smoothly.
But she deliberately didn't want it, and just kept circling outside the passage.
I let out a painful whimper.
"What's wrong?" she asked knowingly.
"want to……"
"what?"
"I want you to come in, please give me..." I begged her.
I heard her chuckle, and my fingers slid in very slowly, bit by bit, but backed out halfway through, and I protested dissatisfied.
Hearing my protest, she entered my body again, still slowly, but a little deeper than the previous time, but she still withdrew again.
"Stop teasing me, please..." I begged, taken aback.
"That's it, then I'm going in." After she finished speaking, she quickly entered me without waiting for my response.
I instantly felt a sense of satisfaction, the happiness of being satisfied by her.
She entered me from behind, using the gesture she said was extremely shameful last time.In and out of my body again and again, I swung my waist back and forth to cooperate with her, and the lewd cries and the sound of water filled the whole space.
I was overwhelmed by the rush of pleasure and begged her to stop.
"You haven't arrived yet, why stop?" She said maliciously, but at a slower pace.
I could only continue to respond to her with a cry.
She picked me up with the other hand and let me sit astride her with my back to her. My legs were spread on both sides of her thighs. Her tongue licked the back of my neck and she kneaded me with one hand. My chest, the fingers in my body slipped out at some point, and returned to the blood-congested switch to press.
The screaming couldn't be stopped, and I felt like I was dying.
She made me lie back on the bed, the tender kiss back to her lips, and down all the way to the bud of her breast, her knees parting my legs, and I arched back to her.
She stretched out one hand to hold mine, gently covered the source of the wetness with her mouth, and began to lick and kiss, sometimes lightly and sometimes hard, fast and slow, I buried my hands in her hair, and her hand held her Rubbing the sides of my waist, cooperating with her twisting back and forth, I started shouting again, shouting her name, shouting desire.
I heard her satisfied laughter, the kiss moved up slowly, and the fingers moved down. She lay on my side and entered my body again following the undiminished desire.
There was another burst of chaos, but I was in the midst of it, and was sent to the top by her again.
"Rain, enough... really enough..." I panted heavily.
"You're so sexy." She bit my ear.
"Where did you learn this? You clearly..." I thought about her before, she was a little shy at the beginning when encountering sex, and I gradually let go after I started teasing her.
"Obviously what? Reserved?"
"Um."
"It was you who said you didn't want me to suppress it... Besides, I haven't touched you for so long, how can I still care about that, of course I want you to talk about it first." Her fingers were still restless on my chest.
"That's it...then you must be very wet too..." After I finished, I kissed her lips, our tongues were intertwined, my knees slipped between her legs, and my hands were around her waist. I forced her to lean towards me, pressing her legs against the place where the heat was gushing from her body.
First there was a scream, then a gasp, which gradually became a cry.
I rolled over onto her body, her hands frantically scratched my back, I covered the wetness with my hands, and gently teased her back and forth.
I lowered my head to hold her chest, and she held my head closer to her with both hands. I knew she wanted to talk more.
I slightly increased the strength of the bite, and her body trembled and became more excited.
The kiss finally came to the most beautiful place, I stuck out my tongue and flicked the switch, and she trembled slightly, and then I gradually engulfed her deeply, and my fingers entered her body at the same time.
The simultaneous stimulation of the inside and outside of the body, I know she can't bear it the most.
She rocked wildly back and forth, pushing me deeper each time, and her growing yells let me know she couldn't take it anymore.
Suddenly she hugged me hard, her body tensed for a while, the voice stopped for a moment, and it took a while before she started to breathe, and her body gradually relaxed.
"You're very…" she began.
"Huh?" I stood up and looked at her, waiting for her to continue.
"bad."
"It's only bad for you." After I finished, I kissed her lips and swallowed all her complaints.
She thumped me lightly in protest before responding to my kisses.
"I miss you so much," I said after the kiss was over.
"I know, I miss you too." She hugged me and let me lean against her chest.
"Rain, Merry Christmas." I thought suddenly.
"Merry Christmas...ah! I forgot your present," she exclaimed.
"Get it at dawn, don't get out of bed." I hugged her, not wanting her to go.
"No, I still have to flush my body..." She pulled me up from the bed.
I reluctantly followed her into the bathroom.
After washing the body, the wine seemed to wake up.
Yushen came in mysteriously with something unknown.
"Why are you sneaking around?" I leaned over to see what she had brought.
"Wait," she pushed me away, "close your eyes." She commanded domineeringly.
I obeyed obediently.
She took my left hand, and I felt her put something on my hand.
"Merry Christmas, my little sweetheart."
I opened my eyes, a glittering bracelet on my wrist.
"This..." I recognized it was a time when we were driving on the road, I pointed to the advertising billboard outside the window and said it was a beautiful bracelet.
"do not like?"
"No, I like it very much, but how do you remember?" I looked at the silver circle on my hand, and couldn't believe it just appeared on my hand.
"Remember what you said, was it difficult?"
I seemed to think of something to ask her, but I didn't have time to catch the shadow floating in my mind.
"What's wrong?"
I shook my head.
"Since you like it, you can't take it off casually." It was another gentle edict.
"Of order, Mr. General Manager." I smiled and kissed her lips.
She took me into her arms and fell asleep holding me.
Happiness, that's it.
The next morning, I rarely woke up earlier than her.
Every time I look at her sleeping face, I think, how can I have such happiness?The time I spent with her was like an unrealistic dream... But the real feelings strongly proved that this was not a dream, and all of this was real.
Before her, I can't remember who was the last person who doted on me like this, or who ever remembered what I said casually so carefully.
Has she ever, ever treated other people this way?
I remembered what I was going to ask her yesterday.
Wait for her to wake up.
I grab the remote from the bedside table and turn on the TV, which she installed, I don't like watching TV, but she likes to watch CNN before bed, if we don't have something to do.Sometimes when we are on holidays, we will nestle together on the bed and watch movies like HBO, or rent DVDs. Our lifestyle is no different from that of ordinary couples... when her husband is not in Taiwan.
The channel was switched to the movie station, and it happened to be a movie I really liked, "Kingdom of Heaven" (Kingdom of Heaven) played by Orlando Bloom. I started to rewatch this movie.
"Why didn't you call me?" After a while, she woke up.
"It's nothing, just let you sleep more if you want to talk." I kissed her forehead.
"looking at what?"
"The King of the World, have you seen it?" I said.
She nodded.
"I love this movie."
"why?"
"There are many clips, it makes people feel very warm after watching..."
"Ok, I know."
We watched the movie together, and occasionally had a few conversations and discussions about the development of the plot.
"Ah, I like this place the most."
In the movie, Berlyon, played by Orlando Blue, led the people of the city to survive for three days under the violent attack of Saladin, and caused heavy losses to Saladin, finally forcing Saladin to be willing to cease fighting and seek peace.Balian promised to hand over Jerusalem on the condition of "letting the whole city go." Before he was about to leave, he went to the palace to say goodbye to Princess Sibylla, the heroine played by Eva Green.
"Decidenottobeaqueen...and Iwillcometoyou. (Give up the throne, I am yours)" I followed subconsciously.
"Like this sentence so much?" She heard it and turned to look at me.
I nodded.
"why?"
"I don't know, but I think...it's very shocking."
"But she didn't say yes right away."
"Not ready yet." I was still staring at the screen.
"What do you think you should prepare?"
"The courage to drop everything."
"But she finally did." She pointed to the screen.
Balian found Princess Sibylla walking silently in the crowd, rode to her side and said, "Aqueenneverwalks.Andyetyouarewalking. (The queen never walks, but...you are walking)"
"It takes courage for both of you," I said.
"How to say?"
"The courage to ask the other party to give up everything to be with me, and the courage to give up everything for the one I love...I don't have either of these."
She didn't answer, just patted my head, and then put me in her arms.
"Idiot, here I am."
Her words made my nose sore, and she easily saw through my loneliness.
"How can you be so nice?" I asked.
"Me? Where is it?"
"Being so nice to me..."
"I said, when you meet someone who is worthy, you will naturally want to give her everything."
I remembered the question I was about to ask.
"Have you ever done this to anyone before?"
"Why do you ask this all of a sudden?" She didn't seem to have expected my question.
"Olivia," I said.
She froze, complex emotions flashed in her eyes.
"Olivia..." she repeated, muttering.
"It's the one you love and leave behind, right?"
"You're right...half. It's the one I love who drives her away from me."
"Are we, like?" I asked again.
"You guys... are not alike at all. Even though they are both named Olivia." She said with a smile.
"Do you regret leaving her?"
"We seem to have discussed this issue before... I have no right to regret it..."
"I'm not asking if you are qualified, I'm asking, do you regret it?" I interrupted her.
She doesn't understand why I'm like this all of a sudden, actually I don't understand either... just, I want to figure it out.
"Yes, I regret it. But if you miss it, you miss it. Even if I really got divorced today and you didn't show up, I still won't go back to find her..."
"Can't we go back?"
"Well. Qing, there may be a chance to recover the missed moment, but we have been together for so long... Even if she really waited for me, or is still waiting, although I know she won't, I know her Not so stupid, what she was waiting for was me at that time, but she and I at that time have long since ceased to exist. The other person we loved was the one who was left at the moment of the breakup... Memories without intersection will not Going forward, after all, can only become the past... This is missing."
I nodded half-understood, thinking, if one day, I left, wouldn't that be... We will miss it too?
"Okay, don't think about it, okay? As I said, I will do my best to protect you."
"I know you will." I closed my eyes and nestled back into her arms, enjoying the tenderness that only belonged to me at this moment.
Our sweetness was interrupted by Lesile's phone call.
I reluctantly got out of bed and picked up the phone.
"Are you awake? It's already noon... No matter how intense yesterday was, you should have had enough rest, right?"
"You really are..." I was annoyed and funny by her.
"Give me the phone." Yu directly took the phone away.
"Lesile, it's me, are you all awake? Okay, we'll drive to the restaurant to find you, and I'll take you to dinner. How long do you need? Okay, I see. See you later. Also, stop making trouble with Meng Qing , okay? Okay, break." She returned the phone to me.
"You...wouldn't you scare people like this?"
"Will it? I don't like them teasing you like this. And interrupting our world..." Oh, I know she is really unhappy.
"Okay, I'll tell them, don't be scary anymore... Anyway, they're going back soon, and I'll be with you after the New Year's Eve... Probably..." I was halfway through, when I suddenly thought of someone else .
"It's not supposed to be, it's definitely. The New Year's Eve is the two of us. Even if Yilin doesn't return to the United States, I will spend it with you...but he will go back the day after tomorrow, so he should go to accompany Lisa!" She said, As if he didn't care at all.
"Rain, do you really... really don't care?"
"Qing, as I said, if I don't do anything now, it doesn't mean I won't do anything in the future. I don't do things I'm not sure about."
As she spoke, she began to change her clothes.
"Oh? So "nothing happened" at the beginning was an expression of uncertainty?" I raised my eyebrows and looked at her.
"Yes, I'm not sure." She admitted honestly.
"What are you not sure about? Didn't you already see that I like you?" I suddenly felt angry for no reason.
"Qing, what's wrong with you? Why are you so angry all of a sudden?" She turned around, looked at me and asked.
"I don't know, it's okay." After I finished speaking, I turned and walked into the toilet.
What's wrong with me?
The moment the door closed, I knew, I was afraid.
I was terrified of our relationship, very terrified.
But I didn't have the courage to escape...
I turned on the faucet and splashed water on my face with my hand.
"Sunny," came the knock on the door, "let me in, please?"
I opened the door and let her in.
"Scared, aren't you?" She hugged me gently and pulled me into her arms.
Hearing her question, she couldn't help but shed tears.
"I'm sorry, I'm not brave enough, so I can only keep dragging you like this...if..."
"No, don't drive me away...you can't let me go..." I didn't dare to listen to what she was going to say next, and hugged her desperately.
"Meng Qing," she held my shoulder, took a step back, looked at me very seriously, "Did I ever say something like asking you to go or not?"
I shook my head, "But you..."
She didn't let me finish, she just gagged my mouth.
My reason was easily taken away by her, so I could only return her kiss obediently.
"Although I really want to ask you if you are awake, but seeing that you are so stupid after being kissed by me, there is no need to ask this question."
"You're bad!" I thumped her and complained.
"Did I hear you wrong? Isn't this my line?"
"Roar!" I left her arms dissatisfied, washed my face again, and left the bathroom.
She just stepped out of the bathroom and was pulled back into her arms.
"Qing, what I just wanted to say is, if you want, please wait for me. I will do what I said and do everything I can to protect you." She finished speaking in my ear.
I should have turned my head and hugged her hard and told her I would... but I didn't.
It's not that I don't want to, but that I don't believe in myself...
"Hmm." In the end, I could only nod vigorously, and tightened her hand around my waist.
Let's talk about it someday when we really have to face it!
I said this to myself again.
sinovels