sunflower bird

Chapter 26

During the few days when Qi Xi was away, Lu Xiuyuan always felt that something was missing, and even Uncle Chen noticed his absent-mindedness.

"Master's coffee is getting cold." Uncle Chen said from the side.

Lu Xiuyuan looked at the glass that was no longer foggy and nodded, picked it up and took a sip. It was indeed a little cold, but luckily he could still drink it.

Qi Xi hasn't come back for more than half a month. In the past half month, he has checked Weibo 230 times and read chat records [-] [-] times. For more than a month, Lu Xiuyuan had been thinking about him until his chest was numb.

He hated himself for feeling like this. He felt that he was extremely greedy. He had never seen Qi Xi before. He felt that this kind of secret love was sad but safe. Qi Xi appeared in front of him, and seeing the uncontrollable liking growing, he wanted to be friends. It's not bad, but now that they haven't seen each other for a few days, they want to tie Qi Xi by his side terribly, and ask him whether he thinks about himself as much as he does.

"Uncle Chen, is Qi Xi's variety show going to be aired today?" Lu Xiuyuan asked.

"Yes."

"Can the TV come on today?"

"OK."

Lu Xiuyuan rubbed the edge of the cup: "That's good." He slowly looked out the window, and the branches in the courtyard outside began to grow luxuriant. It turns out that he and Qi Xi have been together for so long without knowing it. Lu Xiuyuan There was emerald green in his eyes, "Uncle Chen, spring is here."

He always loses a lot of things in the spring. I don't know if there will be one thing staying in this spring, just because of me.

Before the variety show started, the TV set was installed on the white wall in the living room. First, a wave of advertisements was inserted, followed by the appearance of various characters. Lu Xiuyuan stared intently until Qi Xi's face appeared on the big screen , his eyes moved, Qixi's face on the screen was unexpectedly beautiful, especially when he looked at the camera with his eyes as dark as night, he always felt that he was looking at him very seriously through the thin layer of glass. For himself, Lu Xiuyuan was inexplicably hot, his face seemed to be burning.

Qixi's time was not very long. The first episode just explained the guests, allocated the room, and left the foreshadowing of the second episode by the way. In the trailer, there were a few shots and close-ups, and a few surprises that were unknown. If so, the last scene was fixed when a man handed a note to Qi Xi, and the two looked at each other, their fingertips touching each other.

Lu Xiuyuan didn't remember the man's name, he only knew that he was a dancer and had long hair like Qi Xi, and he was pretty good-looking.He looked straight at the touching fingertips of the two, and frowned slightly, which was a little dazzling, even if it was just a very ordinary movement, Lu Xiuyuan felt dazzling.

What's wrong with me?Lu Xiuyuan asked himself.He couldn't come up with an answer.

This night Lu Xiuyuan had a dream, the dream was very short. He sat under the stage and watched Qi Xi dance with another person on it. The dance of that person was as beautiful as gurgling water. From a reassuring distance, the man looked at Lu Xiuyuan after the dance, his eyes were full of pride, he held Qi Xi's hand and asked him: "What qualifications do you have to be by his side?"

Lu Xiuyuan had nothing to say, he couldn't answer, the relationship between him and Qi Xi was friends at best, and a contract at reality.

Lu Xiuyuan didn't pay too much attention to that inexplicable dream. In the second period, he stayed in front of the TV early, hoping to weaken the longing that Qixi drowned on the screen.But today's episode unexpectedly made Lu Xiuyuan feel like chewing wax. The screen was no longer an ordinary communication. He saw the man and Qi Xi having various intimate actions, and the later stage above was also ambiguous. They would occasionally look at each other and smile. He saw the person serving Qixi food thoughtfully, he saw the person leaning over to hold Qi Xi in his arms, and he watched the person staring at Qixi very seriously. brook.Lu Xiuyuan couldn't keep watching this episode of the variety show, he turned off the TV silently, and sat downstairs alone for a long time.

In the next few episodes, Lu Xiuyuan broke his promise and he didn't watch it.But even so, he could still see the increasingly popular wife-marrying cp when he swiped Weibo, and he even saw Qi Xi repost a dynamic Jiugongge composed of him and that person, with the text: Ke Xuan is a great dancer, the brightest star I have ever seen, and his roots are on the stage.

There were over [-] comments in one fell swoop, and the words inside were neat and uniform, saying they matched well, as if they had already been identified as a couple.No matter how much Lu Xiuyuan repelled it, he couldn't help but click on the pictures, most of them were animations of two people rehearsing the stage effects, some with their arms around the waist, some with Qi Xi's head in their hands, and some with two people close to each other Cross-rotating, the scene-by-scene dynamics plus the fans' filters, it's like a painting.

Ever since Qi Xi appeared, Lu Xiuyuan found that he was extremely sensitive. In fact, for a person like Lu Xiuyuan who has no status, he shouldn't have thought about it. After all, Lu Xiuyuan knew it a long time ago, and he just likes it silently.It's one thing to say it, but another thing to do it. No matter how indifferent he is, it's fake to see the person he likes so close to others without pain, not to mention that person is also a dancer.

He looked at Qi Xi's evaluation of him, read it over and over again, and finally he looked down at his legs, his legs were wrapped in pants, thin and ridiculous.

Great dancers.

Lu Xiuyuan blinked, turned the wheelchair to the drinking fountain without saying a word.

brightest star.

He took the cup and filled it with boiling hot water.

Roots are on stage.

He fell on his lap without saying a word.

When Uncle Chen went downstairs, he saw that Lu Xiuyuan had poured all the scalding, steaming water onto his lap.

"Xiuyuan!" His old voice sounded in a panic. Lu Xiuyuan raised his eyes in a daze, and looked at Uncle Chen who was running towards him. Uncle Chen was startled. Lu Xiuyuan's eyes were already red. Red eyes in front of me.

"Uncle Chen..." Lu Xiuyuan saw Uncle Chen approaching, and stretched out his hand as if grabbing a life-saving straw. He held Uncle Chen's wrist firmly, and asked choked up like a child who was ignorant, "Such hot water , why don’t I feel pain? Uncle Chen, why don’t I feel pain?”

Uncle Chen opened his mouth: "Xiuyuan, I'll call the doctor over, I'll see if Yan is serious."

Lu Xiuyuan shook his head: "It doesn't hurt. I don't hurt. This leg doesn't belong to me. I can't feel it. It doesn't belong to me, and he doesn't belong to me."

"Uncle Chen, why wasn't I the one who died that time? Why wasn't it me? It should be mine." Lu Xiuyuan said to Uncle Chen, as if talking to himself.

"Xiuyuan, Xiuyuan, listen to me, it should never be you. Be obedient, let me see if you are seriously injured." Uncle Chen's glasses were soaked by water at some point.

"I really miss my mother, I really miss my dad, I...I really want to walk, and I really want to dance." Lu Xiuyuan lowered his head and muttered to himself.

The private doctor arrived very quickly. Fortunately, through the pants, and Uncle Chen handled it properly, it was not serious.Lu Xiuyuan also calmed down a lot, as if nothing had happened to him, he turned back to that cold Lu Xiuyuan, and he didn't say a word until he fell asleep.

Uncle Chen saw it, and felt very distressed. He watched Lu Xiuyuan grow up. He was very cute since he was a child. He liked to laugh and was very polite. He was very enthusiastic about people and things. People around him always feel that he is a fire that will not be extinguished.

He is also stubborn and has his own ideas. He can be what he likes. He likes to dance, and he has always insisted on it. No matter how his father opposes him, he has never given up on his dream.He is firm in his goal and has never regretted moving forward.

However, God seemed to be jealous of this child. He had a good family background, good appearance and popularity, and a proud dance talent, so the god stole almost everything from this child and extinguished his fire.

Uncle Chen silently walked up to the third floor, walked into the place where Lu Xiuyuan stayed the longest, walked to a stool accurately, and sat down slowly.Under the moonlight, he seemed to see the child named Lu Xiuyuan wearing a long-sleeved dance costume, dancing a dance. The wide cuffs looked like a flower blooming beside Lu Xiu, like billowing waves.

He heard the young man say to him with a smile: "Uncle Chen, one day, I will stand on the highest stage and go pick that star."

At that time, Uncle Chen felt that he already had the star in his eyes, and there was no need to pick it off.