sun, fall

Chapter 12

Early on Sunday morning, I said to my parents: Today I am reviewing my homework with my classmates, and I won’t go home to eat at noon.When I walked out of the house, I put my schoolbag on my back, and I packed some textbooks in it.

Before leaving, my father asked me which classmate's house I was going to. I blurted out "Chu Ling", and then hurriedly said the names of two or three classmates.Dad hummed, as if he didn't notice anything.

Recently, my father is always busy with his legal business, and my mother watches TV and plays mahjong all day long.In my opinion, my parents are so stupid that they will believe me if I tell nonsense.

It was just 08:30 in the morning when I arrived at the agreed place in Fang×li community.Chu Ling came earlier than me. He stood on the flower bed and looked over here.The moment our eyes met, he and I nodded at the same time.Perhaps, this is the tacit understanding.

——However, the subsequent development proved that Chu Ling completely misunderstood me and loved me wrongly.I don't deserve love at all.But these are all regrettable afterwords.

Chu Ling said that today's appointment was arranged by him, and he took out his wallet to show me—in it, there were a total of 12 bright hundred-yuan bills.I nodded gratefully, and said to him, everything today, including my body, is completely entrusted to you.

Chu Ling took me and took the bus for three stops in the direction farther and farther away from his house. After getting off the bus, she took me to an intersection, where there was a small hotel with a very clean facade.Chu Ling took my hand and walked into the lobby, and said to the waiter at the front desk: Two people, one room.

"How much? Two people a day...one room." I asked hastily.But as soon as I opened my mouth, my tongue got stuck, and I stammered a few words, and my face was flushed. "It's an hourly room." Chu Ling who was beside her immediately corrected her.Therefore, the procedures for opening the room were completely handled by Chu Ling, and I stood on the side knowingly and didn't interrupt anymore.

"The formalities are over, let's go!" Chu Ling smiled softly at me, "Look, the price is written on it, an ordinary room costs tens of dollars, it's nothing at all, I'll just pay for it!" Said He pointed at the price board on the wall next to the front desk. I glanced sideways and suddenly found that the waitress at the front desk seemed to be looking at me strangely. Immediately, my face felt hot again.

When I came to the room on the second floor, I closed the door and inserted the latch from the inside. Then I breathed a sigh of relief and smiled at Chu Ling. "I walked too fast just now, and I was sweating all over!" As she said, Chu Ling took off her short-sleeved sweatshirt.

Wheat-colored skin, muscular figure, and that five-star handsome young face... The moment I saw Chu Ling naked, my heart seemed to be electrified.My lower body stood up suddenly, and I subconsciously stretched my crotch with my hands, as if I wanted to loosen the tight and inelastic jeans.

My eyes quickly scanned Chu Ling's naked upper body, and finally stopped on his left chest.The dark red and purple scar was ten centimeters long, like a big ugly and scary centipede.I stared at his body, speechless for a long time.

"Now, I don't mind being seen by anyone at all." Chu Ling took the lead to break the deadlock. "From elementary school to junior high school, I was always afraid that others would see my scar. I am very nervous in summer, especially when I just put on my scar. When I was short-sleeved, I was afraid that the clothes were too thin, and the scar was so dark that I was afraid that people would see it even through the clothes. Also, since my mother and father officially divorced, I moved out with my father , the original house of my house - two bedrooms and one living room, was demolished and allocated when my father was in prison - the property rights belonged to my mother. Since then, my father and I have to take a bath in the public bathroom, every time we take a bath , I can't wait to find a seam and get in, because many people's eyes are focused on the scar on my chest. When I was in the fourth grade of elementary school, I didn't take a bath for two months."

Having said that, Chu Ling looked at me and smiled.

"Once the long-term psychological burden is freed, looking back on all the suffering and restraints in the past, I often feel that it was ridiculous to be a dead end." I once read this passage in an extra-curricular psychology book; at this moment, I recalled it all at once since.I think this passage could not be more appropriate when applied to Chu Ling.

"Then how did you get your scar, can you tell me the whole story?" I pinched the muscles of Chu Ling's shoulder repeatedly with my hand, sometimes with a little force on purpose, knowing that it might hurt him , "Chu Ling, I really want to know! I will definitely not tell anyone what you said. You won't trust me, right?"

Then, for more than two hours, Chu Ling told me everything about his past.

——Before I said this, I also took off the vest on my upper body, and let Chu Ling take care of my chest and shoulders that had just begun to exercise for no more than a semester. Caress, kiss.

When Chu Ling was telling about her past, I lay naked on the bed with him, and I used the part of his left shoulder close to his chest as a pillow. His body was really comfortable to rest on.My face, as well as my lips, were right against the scar on Chu Ling's left chest.At the moment, I don't think the scar is ugly at all, it's sexy, it's the finishing touch—although I can imagine the pain of anyone's chest being slashed that long with a sharp knife.