suddenly tired

Chapter 24 7 Scenes-8

The time has come to the early morning, but the winter sky is still dark, there is the sound of jingling glass bottles colliding outside the window, it is the milk truck passing by, there is the swishing sound of high-speed water flow, it is the sprinkler passing by, and there is "Route 307 is about to enter Pedestrians, please pay attention to safety" was the first bus passing by. Ji Sumian listened to the movement on the road and hated her own biological clock. Today is Saturday and she woke up at five o'clock.

Waking up and feeling uncomfortable, he covered his face under the quilt, trying to hold his breath to relieve the restlessness in his body, but it didn't help but suffocated himself enough.He quietly went downstairs in the dark, slipped into the room, got into another person's quilt, wrapped his feet around his feet, and wrapped his arms around his waist.

Zhong Lei touched a person with his eyes closed, but he was obviously too sleepy and didn't plan to wake up, so he put his injured leg on his body, hugged him, and went back to sleep.Everything is so familiar and so logical, as if the kind of tacit understanding that has spent a long time together.I was lingering on the bed until noon, but I still didn't think that if it wasn't for the two people's stomachs screaming one after another, they could spend the whole day like this.

"Brother Lei, godfather called me to help, a batch of wine will be delivered later, I'll make you something to eat before going."

"You go, I cook a bowl of noodles myself."

"Then I'll come back from grocery shopping in the afternoon, Brother Lei, what do you want to eat?"

"That doesn't depend on what the young master wants to eat. I'll do whatever you want." Zhong Lei patted his buttocks as he passed by, and it was still soft and bouncy, making his heart tremble. He also blushed a little face.

When Ji Sumian came home from work, it was almost dinner time, and he met Ding Wenyin downstairs.

Ding Wenyin found a job providing staff dormitories, working as a customer service assistant in an IT company, and sometimes would come to play with them on weekends.

Seeing her standing at the door of the unit with a large bag of fruit, Ji Sumian asked, "Sister Wen, why are you standing here and not going up?"

"I've gone up, but no one answered when I knocked on the door, so I'll just wait here."

"Brother Lei is not at home? No way, maybe staying at home for too long is boring, so go out for a walk."

Taking Ding Wenyin upstairs, Ji Sumian carried the dishes into the kitchen: "Sister Wen, sit down first, and I'll clean up the fish. Let's have braised crucian carp for dinner."

Seeing this busy child, Ding Wenyin suddenly felt that he was the "female" owner of the house. When she was helping in the kitchen, she asked, "Are you brother Lei's... um, boyfriend?"

Ji Sumian looked up at her: "Yes."

"Oh."

I was speechless for a long time.

Ji Sumian seemed to want to explain something: "Sister Wen, although not the majority of people have this orientation, there are always some people who are like this. I don't know if you can understand, that is, if you fall in love with someone who happens to be a boy. Not a bad thing."

"I understand this. But seeing that you are still young, do you really plan to be with him for a long time?"

"What do you mean?" Ji Sumian washed the fish, hung it on the faucet to control the water, and turned around to leave the kitchen.He moved a chair and sat in the living room, and handed Ding Wenyin a bottle of water on the sofa, "Sister Wen, we are all serious."

Ding Wenyin bowed her head and said nothing, as if she was thinking about how to express herself: "I mean you are still so young, he is not young anymore, he was very sad when we broke up last time, he didn't talk much for two or three months. Holding the computer at home all night, watching those foreign sitcoms, and having fun with it, but I can see that I am not happy at all, and I have lost a lot of weight... I don’t know how to say it, anyway, let’s do it again, He didn't know what would happen..."

Ji Sumian was irritated by this passage, a little impatient, and blurted out: "Why do you think that I will hurt him? I have liked him since I was 16 and regarded him as my idol. When I returned to China, I lived with him and we worked together. After living for more than a year, he took care of me so much, how could I feel sorry for him before I love him, I'm not Xu Chen!"

—— Zhong Lei stopped halfway down the stairs.Through the window, he saw the sun about to set, the light reflected from something unknown, the setting sun was always gentle and harmless, but at this moment it penetrated his eyes like an electric drill.He closed his eyes and gripped the banister of the stairs.

The atmosphere suddenly turned into a state where Ding Wenyin couldn't read.

The two of them were cautious and spoke very little, but they were definitely not without words. They were very ordinary but polite. When the dinner was finally over, she hurriedly said goodbye and left this treacherous place quickly.

"Come on, let's start from the beginning." Zhong Lei started the replay with an interrogation-like sentence.

From the beginning, I didn't know which head he was referring to, Ji Sumian thought for a while, and started from the first dish.

"I don't know if you remember, but I sent you a private message on Weibo before. I asked you how to fry chicken thighs, and you replied to me, and then you will receive messages from me every once in a while, chatting. "

Zhong Lei frowned and sneered: "So it's you, I always thought it was a little girl, your avatar—" He suddenly remembered the past when Ji Sumian was dressed as a doll by Zhao Xinyu when he was a child, "Oh, it's you. Then Woolen cloth?"

"When we met at the airport, I thought I was dazzled, but no matter how I looked at it, it was you. I didn't know your real name at the time, so I asked you."

"Airport? You knew it was me at the airport? So you wanted to charter a car and live in my house, all on purpose?"

"...No, I—" Ji Sumian felt that his "no" was a little lacking in denial, "Actually, I had a little selfishness. If I got off the car and left like that that night, if the vast crowd wanted to find you, I would have nothing to do." too difficult."

"Tch, that's quite romantic. It's been more than a year, Ji Sumian, have you talked to me so much in the past year and never thought of mentioning 'Actually, I know who you are'?"

"I thought about it, but I dare not. I know you said you don't want to mention it. If you don't want to mention it, just pretend you don't know."

Zhong Lei's anger, which he had tried so hard to suppress, had some signs of resurgence at this time. He felt a swarm of bees buzzing and flying around in his head, rubbed his temples, got up and went to the balcony to light a cigarette.The smoke scattered in all directions, and he dug out some fragments from his heart, some fragments that he treasured and once touched his heart, and he opened the door and went back to the living room.

——"The first time you went to the law firm, you squatted next to the car and cried."

Ji Sumian's body trembled visibly with the naked eye, and he raised his head to look at him. That look gave him the illusion of death.

- "Yes, I saw you smoking by the bathroom window."

—— "Talk about what Zhao Xinyu's mother reported, so you don't want to live in the tavern?"

——"I found an excuse."

——"Go to the clubhouse and pay for you?"

——"I asked them to call you."

——"How about going to Luqiu Yuanshu to see your house?"

—— "I can't arrange for someone to take a taxi on the road, but I really want to take you there for a while."

—— "When did Zhao Xinyu come to eat at home?"

——"I want to celebrate your birthday, but I can't say it."

——"You just said that you are not Xu Chen, what do you mean?"

——"I guess, the two of you were together in the beginning, although you didn't say who it was when the news broke, but he said he was married not long afterward. I think it's not you but him who lied about the marriage."

"Ji Sumian——" Zhong Lei didn't dare to ask any more, he couldn't even breathe at the moment, he didn't know what his expression was, but he seemed to know that his five sense organs were trembling slightly, and his body was getting weaker and weaker , at this moment, even if there was even the slightest relaxation, he would immediately collapse to the ground.

"You are amazing! Your IQ is definitely enough, not only enough, but extremely smart." He said, this time sincerely, without the irony of before.

Ji Sumian didn't speak or cry, he was unusually calm, even somewhat composed.Zhong Lei once thought that he was delicate and weak, maybe it was an illusion at that time, he had no idea what the real Ji Sumian was like.

Thinking of this, the bee in his head was gone, replaced by the echo of metal on metal.

The air was so silent for an unknown period of time, until night fell.

"Look up!" Zhong Lei yelled, this was the first sentence he said after a long silence, the sudden utterance made Ji Sumian tremble with fright.

Ji Sumian looked up at his eyes, from his examining eyes, he saw a self with excellent acting skills and good at calculating, and realized that Zhong Lei was also watching his perception of himself, so there was no judgment, he already condemned himself.

The eyes of the two of them shuttled, saw, touched and avoided in this maze of mirrors.

Zhong Lei used to stay away from the crowd on purpose, but was pulled by Ji Sumian just now, the life with him was full of human fireworks, sometimes going to the tavern at night to chat with Zhao Yuan and have a glass of wine is indeed very warm thing.Ji Sumian's staring eyes seemed to cut his heart open with a knife, and his initial anger flowed out from that opening, less and less, and his heart became more and more empty. He also understood himself in that gaze, Deliberately keeping people away, unable to maintain an increasingly intimate relationship, when that gaze was reflected, Zhong Lei saw his own dark and unclear hostility in the mirror.

Seeing Zhong Lei get up and take the car keys, Ji Sumian hurriedly grabbed him: "Brother Lei, you haven't recovered from your injury, where are you going?"

"Go to the airport." Zhong Lei shook off his hand.

"No!" Ji Sumian said without thinking, "I'll go."

As the stairs turned and turned, Ji Sumian felt a tortuous pain.

His desire for Zhong Lei had been infinitely close to the highest point, and he could almost touch it, but it stopped abruptly at this moment, and there was nothing left. He looked up at the small window of the bedroom on the sixth floor, the abstract mountain top, One step away, he closed his eyes hard, as if he was mentally prepared to roll off the cliff.

Unable to tell whether he was dragging the suitcase or the suitcase was dragging him, Ji Sumian left Qijing Lane.