sinovels Chapter 78 Ending
Chapter 78 Ending
Jinjin, what should I do before you come back to me!
Since you can't be emotionally fluctuating, then just watch her silently and watch her, that's fine.
In the next month, Shaoyi, who seldom cooks, began to circle the stove, learning to make various side dishes and soups, and came back from work early every day, spending a few hours just to cook a few dishes and cook a pot of soup. Every night at 06:30, they were delivered to the opposite Villa No. 77 on time, and they sat quietly in front of the pear flower table without saying a word, watching Ouyang Yu feed Jin Mu one bite at a time.
Ouyang Yu also became strange recently. Since Jin Mu was injured, she has been taking care of her left and right. Jin Mu basically does not eat during the day. She ate some of the food and soup that Yi sent, but Ouyang didn't say that it was made by Shaoyi. Every time Shaoyi came, she kept quiet and didn't say a word. Could it be that the food that Shaoyi made suits her appetite?
Jin Mu's body has indeed improved greatly during this month, but he still likes to sit quietly in the room every morning.
In the afternoon, she is willing to go out. Sometimes she walks in the yard, sometimes sits in the roof garden, and occasionally asks Ouyang to bring her a watering pot, and waters the flowers and plants under Yanyu's guidance. Recently, she is at four o'clock every afternoon Necessary sat on the rocking chair in front of the flower stand in the courtyard, looked at the entrance of the courtyard with clear eyes, although she couldn't see it, but occasionally when there was a car passing by outside the courtyard, she would always raise her head inadvertently, her eyes flickering slightly.
At night, she likes to open her windows wide, but does not turn on the lights. She likes to sit by the window and quietly listen to the piano sound coming from Building 79 opposite. He leaned against the window motionless, staring out the window.
It was four o'clock in the afternoon that day, and before hearing the sound of a car passing by outside, Jin Mu got up from the rocking chair and started walking back and forth in the yard.
"Jinjin, do you want some water?" Ouyang sat aside and asked as she saw her walking back and forth.
"Don't drink."
"Are you feeling unwell?"
"No."
Ouyang saw that her expression was still good, so he didn't ask any more questions, and was about to lower his head to read, when he heard Jin Mu ask indifferently: "Why hasn't that Miss Qin who lives opposite come back?"
"Maybe there's a traffic jam on the road, and I'll be back in a while." Ouyang replied casually.
"Oh." Jin Mu replied, and sat back on the rocking chair.
"How do you know she's coming back now?" Ouyang Yu suddenly realized that it was Shaoyi who Jin Mu was asking, and asked in surprise.
"Her car passes by our house at this time every day." Jin Mu replied indifferently.
Ouyang walked up to Jin Mu, looked into her eyes, saw that her eyes were clear but dull, she really couldn't see, thought to herself, since Jin Jin is blind, her hearing will be extra sensitive.
This day, Shaoyi was actually delayed by some urgent matters. Fortunately, she returned home at five o'clock. She has been cooking for a while, and her cooking skills have gradually improved. She cooks faster than before. After cooking three dishes and one soup, they delivered it to Yanyu, only took a look at Jinmu outside the door, told Yanyu that he would go back to his parents' house at night, and left in a hurry.
Jin Mu obviously didn't eat much this night, even if he couldn't finish his meal in the past, he would drink up the soup, but today it was strange, he stopped drinking after a few sips.
That night, she sat on the window sill for a long time without hearing the sound of the piano. She didn't sit up from the bay window until ten o'clock in the evening when she heard the sound of a car passing by.
Shaoyi still cooks for Jin Mu as always, wearing an apron every night, looking like a good wife, but unfortunately that person doesn't know and can't see it.Sometimes she gets distracted while cutting vegetables, and sometimes she feels happy when she thinks of Jin Mu's satisfied appearance after eating the food she cooked, but she always feels lonely in her heart. Every time she sees Ouyang Yu taking care of Jin Mu, she feels even more sad In other words, she was right in front of her, but she couldn't touch her in the slightest. It felt like countless ants were gnawing at her heart, but she could only force herself to remain calm.
Fortunately, after a few months, Jin Mu's health seemed to be getting better and better, and she occasionally saw a faint smile on Jin Mu's face.
It will be the end of the new year in a few days, the company is on holiday, Shaoyi is finally free, and will come to visit Jin Mu during the day, but every time he comes, he does not come as silently as at night, but as a neighbor Bring some things over, and every time I come, the Goddess and Yanyu will receive them, and Jin Mu will sit by the side to accompany the guests as usual, and will greet Miss Qin kindly.Shaoyi shook her head helplessly, so she had no choice but to say hello to her.
It’s the 29th of the new year, and it’s been snowing outside for several days, and today it’s snowing again.The tea and red wine bought by Shaoyi finally arrived, as well as the cherries brought by air, she went to pick them up early in the morning and delivered them, chatting with the goddess and Yanyu for half a day, near noon, she was about to go back, Yanyu pulled her Said: "Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year, I'm afraid you are going to accompany your parents, so today you can celebrate the New Year with us, Ouyang cooked a lot of dishes, stay for dinner."
Shaoyi turned her head to look at Jin Mu sitting in the dining room, drinking the water that Ouyang brought her, how she wished that she was the one who brought her the tea and water.
She nodded slightly, and followed Yan Yu to the dining table.
"Jinjin, Miss Qin is here as a guest today, let's have dinner together later." After Yan Yu finished speaking, she winked at Shaoyi mischievously.
"Oh? Welcome Miss Qin!" Jin Mu smiled and said politely.
"Come on, sit here!" Yan Yu followed, pulled out a chair for Shao Yi, and sat beside her.
Ouyang silently put all the dishes on the table and sat beside Jin Mu.
At this time, the goddess also came over, sitting beside Yanyu, Yanyu picked up a bottle of red wine, looked at the goddess, and asked eagerly if he could drink it?
The goddess understood, shot her a look, and said: "Since we are treating guests to dinner today, let's drink some wine." Yan Yu's mouth curled up, and he quickly uncorked the bottle.At this time Ouyang went to fetch some goblets and poured half a glass for everyone, but Jin Mu's goblet contained white water.
Yanyu picked up the wine glass, pretending to be a host, and said with a smile: "Today is a good day, I hope we can often get together like this in the future, at least... oh, Miss Qin, come, let's toast!"
"Cheers!" The five people raised their glasses at the same time and took a sip.
Just as he put down his wine glass, he heard Jin Mu say: "Ouyang, why is mine water?" After speaking, he curled his mouth, looking aggrieved.
"Hey, you can't drink!" Ouyang patted her on the shoulder and comforted her.
"Everyone drinks, I drink water alone, it's not good!" Jin Mu lowered his head and said.
It's been a long time since she took the initiative to ask for something like this, at this time it was more like she was acting like a baby, Ouyang Yu naturally couldn't stand her acting like a baby, his heart suddenly softened, not to mention drinking, she wanted the moon to pick it for her.
"Okay, why don't you drink a little? Can I drink it for you when you fully recover?" Ouyang Yu picked up the cup on her table with doting eyes, drank the water in one gulp, and then Poured some red wine for her, took it to her hand, held her hand, and said softly: "Drink a little, just take a small sip, be obedient!"
Jin Mu picked up the wine, and obediently took a sip, his brows relaxed as he drank the wine, obviously very happy.
Ouyang Yu habitually wiped the corners of her mouth with a tissue, Jin Mu remained motionless like a child, and let Ouyang Yu wipe it for her.
Looking at all this, Shaoyi felt a sudden pain in her heart. She looked down at the red wine on the table, and a ray of sadness appeared on her brows. At this moment, she suddenly felt that she seemed to be the extra person, and they seemed to be a good match!
"Eat vegetables." A trace of pity flashed in the eyes of the goddess, she looked at Shaoyi and said softly.
Shaoyi's heart turned sour, she smiled back, in the past life, in this life, she has experienced the pain of love, but today she feels especially bitter.
She picked up the wine glass in front of the table, looked at the goddess and Yanyu, and said with a wry smile: "Thank you, Xuan'er, Yanyu, you know? I really envy you. Who else in this world is as godly as you are? ?”
"You will have it too." Yanyu stretched out a hand to press the back of Shaoyi's hand, comforting him.
"I didn't, and I never will. There was once someone who was willing to lay down her life for me and give me everything about her, but I didn't catch her. I lost her, and I can never find her again." Shaoyi's face was full of sadness. , After speaking, he drank the red wine in the glass in one breath.
There was a sudden silence on the table, so quiet that only the sound of Shaoyi pouring wine remained.She poured half a glass of wine and drank it all in one gulp.
She has been suppressed for too long and can't hold it anymore. In the past two years, she has not been happy for a moment, until Jin Mu's appearance, her heart came alive again, but this heart began to suffer even greater torture. If Ouyang Yu was someone who could not be trusted, she might still be able to force her back, but she was not. Her love for Jin Mu might not be much less than her own, and perhaps more than what she had done for her.She had never been so unconfident and frustrated before, until just now, she suddenly felt that she had really lost that person.
She poured another half glass, raised her glass, looked at Ouyang Yu with a lost expression, and said, "I'm not as good as you, right? I'm really not as good as you, you can make her happy, but I can only make her hurt, Ouyang, I I lost, but I'm not reconciled!" She drank the glass of wine in her hand, stood up, turned and walked outside.
Yanyu hurriedly stood up and called out: "Shaoyi!" but was held back by the goddess.
Shaoyi turned her head, forced a smile, and said, "I'm sorry, I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." After she finished speaking, she hurried out of the door. As soon as she went out, tears rolled down her eyes, and her heart felt like a knife was twisted.
Her eyes were blurred with tears, and she walked towards the gate of the courtyard in a panic, when suddenly she heard a muffled sound behind her, and a familiar voice shouted: "Shaoyi, don't go!"
She turned her head and saw a person fell down in the snow, looked up at her, got up from the ground with difficulty, and walked towards her slowly.
With blurry tears in her eyes, she could see that the man's face was also full of tears. She wanted to go to help her, but she lost strength in her feet, and her heart ached so much that her body trembled violently.
The man walked up to her and cried, "Since you are not reconciled, why did you run away? Where are you going to run away? Do you really want me?"
Shaoyi's tears poured out again, her heart throbbed with pain, and she shook her head feebly in unspeakable misery.
Jin Mu took another two steps, and walked up to Shaoyi, staring at Shaoyi with tearful eyes, pressed his hand on his chest, and asked, "I only have this crippled body now, do you want it?"
Shaoyi was so excited that she had never felt before, hugged her, and sobbed: "What about you? Do you remember me? Are you still willing to come back to me?"
"I remember, I remember, I am willing!"
"Jinjin, my heart hurts so much, do you know that?" Shaoyi said with tears in her eyes, raised her eyes to Jin Mu, and choked up.
"I know, I'm sorry, I shouldn't deny you, I shouldn't make you sad." Jin Mu stretched out his hands, stroked Shaoyi's face, held her gently, and cried.
The two hugged each other tightly again, snowflakes were flying all over the sky, making people turn gray in an instant.
It turns out that the white hair and black hair are all of the same character.
The two cried and laughed, and cried with a smile, without speaking for a long time.
After an unknown amount of time, the snow stopped, Shaoyi shuddered, and hugged Jinmu tightly again, she murmured: "Jinjin, I owe you too much, can I pay you back for the rest of my life? "
Jin Mu blinked, with tears streaming down his eyelashes, and said softly: "Yes, I remember what you owed me. That day in the snow on the frozen lake, you owed me something."
"What?" Shaoyi asked with a tight heart.
"a kiss!"
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The author has something to say:
At the end of the song, the essay is slightly sad.
First of all, the author has to self-reflect. To be honest, the writing of this article is not very good. Apart from multiple interruptions, it is also because my heart is empty every time I finish writing. , poor writing.
Secondly, I would like to sincerely thank several readers: Well, hello, Jingshui Liushen, Ah Chu, Xiaoyin 21 (the new bubbling cutie), Mo Hanqiuji (I don’t know if you are still reading the article), and friends Friends who read the article silently, you are the reason and motivation for my persistence. Several times, I asked myself in my heart, so busy, should I continue to update the article?Every time at this time, I think of the beginning of the article, a reader said never to abandon the article, I said at the time absolutely not, yes, even if only one reader is following the article, I will finish it.Here, I really thank you, thank you for your support and tolerance, you are all kind and lovely readers, it is my luck to meet you in my article.
When I wrote this kind of article at the beginning, I was expressing a kind of emotion and seeking a spiritual sustenance. The love I understand should be two affections, the love is firm, and the love is deep. This kind of love is hard to come by, but it should be, I hope You are lucky to have it!
Finally, a little cutie asked if there was a special episode, it seems that I want to watch it, do you all want to watch it?Say hello, I'll write!