Straight guy friend suddenly confessed to me

Chapter 43 43 Confessions

After a brief silence, Xue Cen asked, "Why do you suddenly want to leave?"

Yu Gu poked a few more holes in the dumplings and said, "I don't think I can make a bigger breakthrough in my ability in this industry."

Xue Cen said: "But what you have been doing is relatively stable, right? I remember you told me that you have been working in this company for many years?"

"Yeah." Yu Gu said, "It's been quite a few years, but it's because I've been standing still for so many years, so I wonder if I'm not quite suitable for this job."

He put down the chopsticks in his hand, looked at Xue Cen, and said: "I lived a very ordinary life in the past few years. Apart from work, I ate and slept every day. Even if I was in love with Lu Xiaoxiao at that time, it was as flat as water. There are no waves.

"Of course, some people think that this kind of state is also very good. After decades of mediocrity, they will die of old age or illness. If I don't bring it with me, I won't take it with me when I die. But when I was sick those days, when I was lying at home, I thought, It would be too boring to spend your whole life like this.”

Xue Cen lowered his head and listened carefully to what he said. Hearing this, he asked, "Then what do you like? Or do you have any wishes? Tell me, and I may be able to help you realize it."

Yu Gu suddenly smiled shyly, and said, "I have a wish, but I'm a bit of a second child."

Xue Cen also laughed, "Let's listen."

Yu Gu bit his lower lip lightly, and said, "When I was young, I really liked singing. At that time, my biggest dream was to become a singer when I grew up."

After finishing speaking, I became shy first, "...Are you too high school?"

Xue Cen smiled and said, "No, what kind of secondary school is this? When I was young, I still hoped that I would become a superhero and save the world."

Yu Gu couldn't help being amused by him.

Xue Cen stretched out his hand, held Yu Gu's hand in his palm, gently kneaded it, and said, "Actually, your wish is not difficult to come true—my dad works in an entertainment company, and I work for this company now." There is also a brokerage company under the company. It is really not difficult to sign someone, push it, and then make a debut. But..." He drew a long voice and said, "The entertainment industry is so deep now, even if you don't understand it, Should know something."

Yu Gu said: "I understand, but you seem to have misunderstood me. I don't want to go to the entertainment industry, but I just want to see if I can fulfill my childhood wish with my own strength."

Xue Cen tasted his words and said, "I still don't quite understand."

Yu Gu took out the phone from his pocket, pressed his fingers for a while, and turned over the screen to show him, "That's it - this is the karaoke software that my roommate asked me to play together when I was still in school. I accidentally opened it that day and found that there was a singer contest on it.”

Xue Cen held his chin, saw his eyes light up when he talked about singing and the singer contest, and said, "So you want to sign up?"

The light in Yu Gu's eyes flickered, then slowly dimmed, and said: "I don't know, I haven't figured it out yet, if I really want to participate and pass the audition, I might really have to give up my current job and put all my eggs in one basket Go try it, go fight it."

Xue Cen held his hand tightly, and said: "If you really like it, then go and try it. Anyway, no matter what, you will still have me by your side."

Yu Gu squeezed the phone tightly and said, "Let me think about it again."

Then he said, "Then your amateur talent show..."

Xue Cen gave him a reassuring smile and said, "You don't have to worry about that, I have my own arrangements. But you still have to sign the contract with me before you leave, so I can have one more reason to go to see you every day."

Yu Gu didn't hold back for a moment, smiled again, and said, "You're using your power for personal gain!"

Xue Cen spread his hands, with a confident look, and said, "I see my own wife, what's wrong?"

Yu Gu hit him lightly, and said angrily, "Who is your wife..."

After dinner, Yu Gu asked to wash the dishes, but Xue Cen refused to let him.

The two of them grabbed one side of the bowl and plate, neither of them would retreat.

"Xue Cen, let go." Yu Gu frowned and said, "I'm already disturbing you when I come to eat, and you've been busy for me for a long time, so you can't just let me do nothing."

Xue Cen said: "Don't let go, this will be your home from now on, don't treat yourself as an outsider anymore, and be so polite to me."

Yu Gu said: "It's not a matter of outsiders or outsiders, it's because you've already done the work, and you can't do everything by yourself."

Xue Cen said: "I am willing to do it, I am willing, you let go quickly, don't grab it."

As expected, Yu Gu let go, but his expression still refused to admit defeat, saying: "Xue Cen, you can't do this."

Xue Cen stacked the dishes according to their size, and said, "Why can't I do this, Yu Xiaogu, you don't have to be so embarrassed when you're with me, don't always be polite, you're too alien to me. "

Yu Gu said: "It's not because I'm seeing outsiders, it's because I want to participate and share the burden for you."

Xue Cen gave his hands a pause while tidying up.

Yu Gu said again: "If I really move here to be with you in the future, but you don't let me do anything, don't let me participate, then what is the meaning of my moving here? You said earlier that I am not used to two people. Living together is because I have never experienced two people living together well, indeed, but I think this 'good' should include two people sharing and participating in everything together."

Xue Cen was arranging the dishes. After hearing what he said, he immediately raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, and said, "OK, you are right, I admit defeat."

He raised his head to look at Yu Gu, pointed to the stacked bowls and plates, and asked for instructions: "Can I help you send the bowls to the kitchen sink, ma'am?"

When Yu Gu was teased by him, he laughed "puchi".

Seeing that he finally relaxed his expression, Xue Cen tapped his nose with a finger that was just stained with vinegar, turned around and carried the bowl into the kitchen.

When they reached the pool, Xue Cen put all the bowls in, then stepped aside and shouted loudly: "Honey! Come and wash the dishes!"

While wiping the vinegar off his nose, Yu Gu walked in, walked up to Xue Cen, looked up at him, and both of them laughed at the same time.

When Yu Gu started to roll up his sleeves to work, Xue Cen walked around next to him, went out to get a glass of water for a while, and asked, "Are you thirsty, dear?" After a while, he cut a piece of fruit and fed it to him with a toothpick. Eat, "Open your mouth, ah——"

Yu Gu was almost dizzy by him, and said helplessly, "If your fangirls in our school knew that the aloof male god in their hearts has become like this, they would definitely cry to death."

Xue Cen couldn't help laughing, and said: "Why am I so cold, I just show my indifference to people I don't know well, people who are not interested in me - no, tell me clearly, what have I become?" ? I reasonably suspect that you are cursing me."

Yu Gu glanced at him, raised the corner of his mouth secretly, and said, "Childish."

Xue Cen said: "It's normal to be childish. I heard that men in love will become childish. Let me tell you childishly that I love you."

Yu Gu was extremely ashamed by his repeated blunt sarcasm, he lowered his head and kept silent.

Xue Cen waited for a long time, but before he could respond, he nudged him with his elbow and said, "Why don't you speak? Shouldn't you tell me 'I love you too' at this time?"

Yu Gu still lowered his head, whispered: "Yes, I love you."

Xue Cen was very dissatisfied: "Your attitude is too perfunctory! I will punish you to say it a hundred times!"

Yu Gu finally couldn't take it anymore, and wiped the water all over his face with a pair of wet hands.

After washing the dishes and tidying up the dining table, Yu Gu said, "I'm going back first."

Xue Cen immediately grabbed his hand and said, "Why do you want to leave after finishing your work? I didn't ask you to be my nanny. Come here and give me a hug before leaving."

Yu Gu shook his hands and struggled, saying, "Why are you so clingy."

Xue Cen pulled him over, hugged him, and said, "Did you know that I'm clingy?"

Yu Gu was locked in his arms, unable to move, he could only be forced to look at him, and said: "The way you look now is very different from what I remembered."

Xue Cen said: "You are also a little different from my impression. I used to think that you were just obedient and a little resigned. If others asked you to do something, you would not refuse even if you didn't like it. And you like to go with the crowd. It's nothing. My own opinion. Now I know that you actually have an idea, and once you make up your mind, you will definitely do it. Being good is just an appearance, and you are quite rebellious in your heart. "

Yu Gu said with a "hmm": "I am not a kind person in the first place. Others have prejudice against me. I actually want to justify myself, but sometimes I try my best to explain that I am not like this to those who think that I am not good. They won't listen, and instead of wasting their tongues on such people, it's better to let those who think I'm good think I'm better. Submissive... I'm not actually submissive, am I? It's just that there are some things that I can't help myself. "

Xue Cen pressed his head into his arms and said, "What about me? How is the me now different from the me in your impression?"

Yu Gu thought for a while and said, "When you were in school, you were handsome and didn't like to talk, but you were very popular. I was just a little transparent in our class at the time, and I always felt that you were superior, the kind of 'I only want you' The feeling of being able to look up at you'. I never thought I could talk to you, play with you, or even become friends with you. After graduation, you went to a key university, and the people around you all raised a level. I just miss me It's so ordinary, and you are not in the same school anymore, and the contact with each other has decreased. It is estimated that our relationship will fade soon, but I didn't expect you to still remember me and contact me again."

Xue Cen smiled and listened to him, and couldn't help but interject when he said this: "Of course I will contact you, I already fell in love with you by then, you little idiot."

Yu Gu smiled unconsciously, and said: "After graduating from university, we entered the society and took part in work. You are still walking in front of us, shining wirelessly on your body. Although I seem to be your friend, in fact, it is more of you. I've always felt that I have to work harder, even if I can't stand as high as you, at least I shouldn't squat too low to embarrass you."

He sighed: "Being friends with such an excellent person like you is really stressful!"

Xue Cen tightened his arms, hugged him tightly, and said, "What about now?"

"Now..." Yu Gu pursed his lower lip, hooked the corners of his mouth secretly, and said, "I think you are actually quite a child, with an ordinary side and a smell of fireworks, although it still makes me feel admirable." , but at least I can get close to you, and I won’t worry about being blinded and burned by your radiance when standing with you, it’s just... pretty good.”

Listening to his description, Xue Cen couldn't laugh or cry, "It's so radiant, it still burns blindly, am I a Bodhisattva? Am I a Tathagata? Hmm?"

He held up Yu Gu's face with a smile, squeezed, pressed, kneaded, rubbed his docile face until deformed, and said: "I was just an ordinary person from the beginning. You are not as high as you think, even if you stand with me, you will not be burned blindly, and you don’t need to have any pressure. After all, in my heart, I never think that you are inferior to me, and I never think that you are worse than me , I have always regarded you as the treasure in my heart from the beginning to the end."

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