Straight guy friend suddenly confessed to me

Chapter 10 A Confession

Xue Cen's expression was a bit frightening, and his words were extremely frightening, but for some reason, Yu Gu wasn't scared at all.

"You won't." Yu Gu looked at him and said, "You are not this kind of person."

Xue Cen was taken aback for a moment, then smiled.

"What should I do with you, Yu Gu." Although Xue Cen was smiling, he felt a little bitter in his heart.

"Actually, you know," Xue Cen said after a while, "I'm not as good as you think—in the past, many times, I wanted to break the simple 'friend' relationship between us and force you to occupy me. For yourself."

"When you told me that you and Lu Xiaoxiao were in love, I went crazy with jealousy and even thought about stabbing her with a knife." Xue Cen paused and said, "I also thought about stabbing you to death. Forget it, if I stabbed you to death, if I committed suicide again, it would be counted as indirect."

Yu Gu didn't respond, just stared at him with big eyes, as if he was meeting him for the first time.

"I spent a long time convincing myself that no matter who is by your side, you just want to be happy." Xue Cen continued, "So when you told me that you were getting married, I actually still It was peaceful, and I thought at the time, you have found your true love, you have found someone to spend your life with, it is very good."

"Although I can't stand by your side as a lover, at least I can continue to accompany you as a friend, and I can even watch you step into the marriage hall as a best man..."

Having said that, Xue Cen's voice trembled a little.

Yu Gu also involuntarily clenched his hands on his lap.

"I spent five years trying to put you down," Xue Cen took a deep breath, "In the end, your wedding was cancelled, and I still couldn't stand by your side."

Not only can't, but because of my impulsive confession, it's very likely that I don't even have to make friends.

Although Yu Gu told him that day that they were still friends, Xue Cen knew that they couldn't go back.

It was precisely because he knew he couldn't go back that Xue Cen expressed all his thoughts and the grievances he had hidden for many years on this occasion.

Anyway, whether he said it or not, the final result would not change, so he just took it as not leaving any regrets for himself.

After finishing speaking, Xue Cen didn't look at Yu Gu again, he concentrated on driving, but the hands holding the steering wheel were clenched until the knuckles turned white.

Yu Gu looked at his side face, and wanted to say something several times, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't say anything.

For the remaining distance, Xue Cen drove very fast.

He didn't really take Yu Gu to the deep mountains and old forests that no one knew, but stopped at the gate of an elegant small courtyard with winding paths.

"Get out of the car." Xue Cen parked the car, pulled off his seat belt, "I'll take you to dinner."

This is a small private restaurant called "Deep in the Bamboo Forest". As the name suggests, it is really hidden in the depths of the bamboo forest.

"The owner of this restaurant is a nutritionist, and he is very particular about the combination of ingredients." Xue Cen introduced while taking him inside, "Don't always eat takeaway by yourself in the future, instant noodles are not healthy, I will send you a list when I go back , there are restaurants with a good reputation, and some of them are not far from you, so you can drop by to eat on your way home.”

Yu Gu followed behind him without saying a word, just listening quietly.

Xue Cen said: "It's not very safe where you live now. I read the news not long ago that there was an incident of robbery at night at your house. Why don't you sell that shabby place and live in your new house... …Oh yes, the woman’s name is still written in your house book, right? Have you considered it? If you really don’t plan to continue with her, remember to change the name, or the mother and daughter will cheat you with the house in the future, But you have to suffer."

"And your company," Xue Cen walked away for a while, then suddenly remembered, "Did that woman not bother you again last time, did she? If she provokes you again in the future, you can go and tell Dong Chen. If someone makes things difficult for you, you can also go to him. I dare not say in the long run, but Dong Chen will protect you for at least three to five years."

Xue Cen thought as he went, and wanted to take the opportunity to tell everything that should be said.

While talking, the two had already walked along the path to an Hui-style building.

Xue Cen looked up and stopped talking for a while: "Here we are, that's it."

He stretched his long legs and pushed the door to go in.

However, after only one step, the corner of his clothes was grabbed.

Xue Cen stopped suddenly, didn't dare to turn his head, and just stood there stiffly.

After a while, he felt the person behind him slowly approaching, with his forehead lightly pressed against his back, and said, "Xue Cen."

Xue Cen didn't respond, but tensed up subconsciously.

"I haven't been in a relationship very much. The only time I've ever been with a girl is Lu Xiaoxiao, and I've never been with a boy." Yu Gu said softly, "I'm not very good at getting along with others, either because of my weak personality or because I am not a pleasant person to look at."

Xue Cen raised his head slightly, subconsciously wanting to refute.

Yu Gu didn't give him a chance, and continued, "I'm also pretty stupid. I don't have any special skills, I don't have money, I don't know how to cook, and my life is a mess."

He sniffed and smiled wryly, "I'm not too young anymore, I'm already 30 years old—other people's 30 years old should start a family and start a career, even if they don't have a family and start a business, they all have unique skills and don't have to worry about food and drink. No, I lived for 30 years, not only didn’t let my parents live a good life, but I also didn’t know what to do, just waiting to die.”

"My dad often scolds me for being useless and saying I'm worthless, but I actually think so too." Yu Gu twitched his lips, "But I've been useless for 30 years, and I've been used to this kind of life for a long time. Don't know where to start."

"Xue Cen." Yu Gu supported his back and slowly raised his head, "I am such a low-minded and boring person, a person who even my family members don't like me and hate me. If you even look down on yourself, how can you deserve it in your heart?"

Xue Cen listened with restrained anger, and finally couldn't help but said: "I know whether you are worthy of my liking, if you want to reject me, just say it bluntly, there is really no need to belittle yourself like this .”

Yu Gu loosened the corner of his clothes, lowered his eyes and said, "I'm not rejecting you, I'm just afraid that you will regret it when you see everything about me."

Xue Cen turned around sharply, with anticipation and disbelief in his eyes.

He was afraid that he heard it wrong, and he was also afraid that he would make a mistake.

"Didn't you refuse?" Xue Cen suppressed his excitement and asked, "So you agreed?"

Yu Gu glanced at him quickly, then hurriedly looked away.

"I..." He swallowed, and said, "I don't know."

Although it was late, at this moment, Xue Cen still caught a little shyness on his face.

"What don't you know?" Xue Cen asked, "I don't know if you like me? Or if you can accept a man?"

Yu Gu glanced wildly, revealing his inner panic.

"I……"

"Little Valley."

Xue Cen took a step forward suddenly, held his hand, and said softly: "Give me a chance, let me try to chase you, okay?"

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Yu Gu: Not good.

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