Spring Summer Autumn Winter

Chapter 73

Li Yu'an has lived to such an age, and only twice has his heart stopped beating for a few seconds as if he was on the verge of death.Once when Qin Meng was slowly cooling down in his arms, and once when a strange voice asked him if he was from Yang Siyuan's family.

How should he answer? "Yes" is also correct, "no" is also correct, no name, no division, unclear, and Yang Siyuan is not qualified to answer when his life is in danger.

He said indiscriminately, "I'm his brother", and then he heard the man say that Yang Siyuan had a car accident and is now in the provincial hospital.

How serious?Haven't woken up yet.

What about the body?The right leg was broken.

Just for a moment, it was as if the ears had been discussed with the whole body, and there was only the word "fracture", but he really felt a sharp pain in his legs, which spread to his heart.

Not caring about anything else, he hurriedly boarded the latest high-speed train, and went to that city that was completely unfamiliar to him by himself.

The journey was not long, but he felt like it had been a long time.

Does Yang Siyuan hurt?What if he can't wake up?What if he dies?Will the plot in the TV series come true? Will he not remember himself when he wakes up?

... His mind was in a mess, and he thought over and over even the most unlikely possibility.

He always felt that Yang Siyuan was the most important existence to him, but what he didn't realize was that he was already so important.It sounds spineless and hypocritical to say that you live for a certain person, that the whole world exists for a certain person, but at this moment he clearly understands that these words are not too much at all, he is just so spineless , is so hypocritical.

He is living for Yang Siyuan, and the whole world exists only for Yang Siyuan.

If something unexpected happened to Yang Siyuan, he really couldn't survive.

The night scene outside the window flashed by, and he leaned on the seat, neither sad nor happy, like a dead man.

It was nearly midnight when he got off the car, and he stumbled to the hospital in a daze. The moment he opened the door of the ward, his hands and feet were shaking, and he didn't know which leg to take first.

"Yu, Yuan?"

Yang Siyuan was already awake, leaning against the head of the bed, his head and left arm were wrapped in bandages, his right leg was wrapped around and then hung up.

Seeing Li Yuan, he was obviously surprised, and called out in a low voice, as if this was a dream, and any louder the voice would wake him up.

Hearing this familiar title, Li Yu'an's heart fell to the ground. The exhaustion from a sleepless night and a day's work suddenly overwhelmed him, causing him to lose all strength and almost slipped against the door frame.

Yang Siyuan is still there, still there.

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, concentrated all his strength on his legs, slowly moved over, and sat down on the edge of the hospital bed.

"Why are you here..." Seeing his haggard appearance, Yang Siyuan felt extremely uncomfortable, and moved his upper body, trying to sit up again.

"Don't move!" Li Yu'an didn't look at him, sat with his head bowed, and yelled in a rare commanding tone.

Yang Siyuan was frightened, and immediately stopped his movements. He tilted his head to see Li Yu'an's expression, but he couldn't see it.

This time it seemed that Li Yu'an was really scared, and Yang Siyuan felt guilty.

"The doctor said, I'm fine... It's just that I drank too much that day. I, I woke up and wanted to go out to buy something to eat, but I was bumped..." He stared at Li Yu'an's side face and said softly, "Really Yes, only the leg is broken, and the others are scratches or something. Just stay in the hospital for a while."

However, no matter what he said, Li Yu'an didn't respond, and still sat there like a stone statue.

"Yuan...it's okay, it's really okay..."

Yang Siyuan wanted to touch him, but he stretched his hand halfway, and before he touched Li Yuan, he saw Li Yuan's shoulders collapsed, still trembling slightly.

Then there was a low, almost imperceptible whimper, as if suffering from great pain but not daring to vent it, and also like the joy brought about by the loss of the treasure on the tip of my heart.

He cried.

Yang Siyuan suddenly felt pain in his whole body except his uninjured heart. With Li Yu'an's trembling and whimpering, it was as if he had been pierced by countless steel needles.

"Yu'an...Yu'an, you, you..."

He stretched his hand forward with difficulty, and finally touched Li Yu'an's forearm.Li Yu'an felt the warmth in his arms, and held them with both hands. He wanted to use force but didn't dare, so he could only hold them gently.

He couldn't speak, and there was nothing to say, he just curled up and wept, his desire to cry became more and more irresistible, and finally he let go of his voice and cried bitterly.

Tears fell on Yang Siyuan's hands, but they were clearly the steel needles that pierced his heart.

The patients in the ward hadn't rested yet, some were chatting and some were eating, but they were all startled when they heard the utterly distressed cry, as if they were thinking that this person is clearly not sick, and the one lying on the bed is not serious, why? Just cry like a dead person?

They were puzzled and had no intention to understand, but they were all shocked by his grief and fell silent.

So for a while there was only Li Yu'an's crying in the entire ward, hitting the wall and being bounced back, rushing into Yang Siyuan's ears as if it had been magnified several times.

Yang Siyuan could no longer make a sound, letting Li Yuan's crying tear his heart and split his lungs.

Autumn in the south came late, and it is still very hot. Li Yuan came in a hurry, and brought nothing but the necessary documents and mobile phone, and did not have to change a single piece of clothing, so during the days when he was taking care of Yang Siyuan, he could only wear his clothes. Normally, he would feel embarrassed about his clothes, but now he really doesn't care about anything.

But Yang Siyuan had mixed feelings in his heart. He thought Li Yu'an was thinking too hard, so he was naturally happy to see Li Yu'an coming.But in fact, he didn't plan to tell Li Yu'an about this at first, thinking how long he could keep it a secret, at least until he was discharged from the hospital.

If possible, he really didn't want to irritate Li Yu'an any more.

During the hospitalization, he watched Li Yu'an lose weight little by little, and the little flesh that he had finally grown was tossed away again. The whole person was no different from the previous bony appearance, and he was even more haggard.

Li Yu'an was afraid that the food he bought outside would be unclean and not nutritious, so he insisted on traveling all the way home every day to cook, and then to deliver it, all three meals a day.At first, Yang Siyuan asked him to go back to rest, so he just picked a time to come to the hospital to accompany him for a while, and Li Yu'an obediently agreed, but after a few days, he couldn't stand it anymore. don't go either.Of course, work and study are also behind a lot, but Yang Siyuan is like this, what else does he have to do?

After a week passed, news came from my hometown that they wanted to sign a contract with him.

When the call came, he had just woken up, lying on the side of the hospital bed, his mind was in a mess, and he answered the phone casually.

He didn't intend to let Yang Siyuan know, but he didn't expect to be exposed like this in a daze.

Yang Siyuan woke up a long time ago, watched him quietly, and listened to his phone calls quietly.

After hanging up the phone, he asked, "What did you just say? Why do I sound like you are going to sell the house?"

"..." Li Yu'an would not lie, he could only remain silent.

Yang Siyuan was shocked: "You really sold the house?!"

Seeing that he couldn't hide it anymore, Li Yu'an was afraid that Yang Siyuan's agitation would affect his recovery, so he had to tell the truth: "Well, I sold that room in the alley."

Yang Siyuan frowned tightly: "Is it short of money recently? I can save it every month, why didn't you tell me?"

"No, there is no shortage." Li Yuan shook his head.

"Then why are you selling the house properly? Are you paying off the debt? Didn't you already pay it off last month? Didn't you say it before, that place will definitely be demolished in a few years."

Yang Siyuan was a little confiscated, and his tone was a little anxious, but he really didn't understand why Li Yuan did this.

Li Yu'an bit her lip, and finally said after a while: "I want to move here."

"What?" Yang Siyuan was taken aback.

"I want to move here," Li Yu'an looked up at him and said, "I've thought about it for a long time, and it's not impulsive. You... are here by yourself, I... I don't feel at ease."

Yang Siyuan was still in a daze.

Li Yu'an organized a conversation and said: "It's useless if the house is not sold. As for the demolition, I don't want to care about what will happen in a few years, and I don't want to stay so far away from you forever. I know...you will definitely let me come, or you Go back. But I don't want you to worry about it, and I don't want you to go back to that small city again. You have been taking care of me for so long, and I can't do anything, I can't help you..."

He gritted his teeth, paused and said, "I'm your boyfriend, I can't always make you pay for me."

It was as if he poured out all the words he had saved for a long time, and after he finished speaking, he exhaled softly, but he didn't know if his expressive ability was so poor, did he make it clear.

Yang Siyuan kept staring at him, watching his mouth open and close, watching him pour out so much for himself as a man who cherishes words like gold.

Li Yu'an was afraid that he didn't explain clearly, but Yang Siyuan heard it clearly.He couldn't help sighing again that Li Yu'an could always speak until he was speechless.

He really planned to discuss these matters with Li Yuan after he had made some achievements in his work. He also thought about whether to pick Li Yuan over or go home by himself.Li Yu'an is introverted, not good at speaking, and can't adapt to the new environment quickly. He is afraid that he will not adapt after leaving his hometown.But if he goes back by himself, as Li Yuan said, it is a small eighteenth-tier city, and everything he has worked hard outside will turn into bubbles. It will be difficult for him to find a good job, and it will be difficult for him to give the two of them a better life.

In a dilemma, he really didn't know what to do.But now Li Yu'an came by himself, with the money from selling the house, and with a desperate heart.

It's all over, what else can he say?

I can only sigh: "You... I really have cultivated a lot of blessings in my previous life to meet you..."

He stretched out his hand, smoothed Li Yuan's slightly frowned brows, then brushed the end of his brows, and gently caressed his cheek.

Seeing that he finally stopped being angry, Li Yu'an quickly held his hand and rubbed against his palm, as if to show his favor.

He has never been like this before. Yang Siyuan was stunned for a second, and then laughed: "Scared you? Don't dare next time, don't dare."

Seeing him smile, Li Yuan felt relieved, and also smiled with her lips pursed.

"Then when will you go back to sign the contract?" Yang Siyuan pinched his face, but he didn't get much meat, and he still felt a little distressed.

"If you don't go back, I'll ask him to send it over." Li Yu'an said.

"Oh... But you have to go back, you have to pack up your things, and you have to return the houses in the city."

Li Yu'an didn't even think about it: "We'll talk about it after you get out of the hospital."

Yang Siyuan's heart softened.

"Okay, I'll try my best to get out of the hospital early." He smiled and did a chest enlargement in a decent way.

Li Yu'an was amused by him, his eyes were crooked, and the corners of his eyes looked like the tails of a small fish. He lightly swept Yang Siyuan's heart, making his chest warm, and he just wanted to throw the person in front of him on the bed and kiss him. enough.

But this leg... It's been months without sex.

Depend on.

After staying in the hospital for more than a month, he finally recovered almost. Although he still had to go home and rest in bed, at least he didn't have to let Li Yuan run back and forth. Thinking about it this way, Yang Siyuan really felt better.

Although Li Yu'an took care of him after returning home, but at the same time he also urged Li Yu'an to eat and rest. Seeing that Li Yu'an's complexion improved little by little, he was also happy from the bottom of his heart.

It was supposed to be like this until he fully recovered, and he didn't want to tell Chen Limei, but Li Yu'an had thought of this a long time ago, but he didn't know how to say it, and he finally dared to say it when he was discharged from the hospital.

"Do you... want to tell your mother?" On this day, Li Yu'an was feeding him oranges, when he suddenly asked for no reason.

When Yang Siyuan heard this, his good mood lost half, and he chewed the orange petal dryly.

"I don't really want her to come here." He said sullenly, "It's not a big deal, but I have to worry her. When she gets worried, she's just like you, she can lose a lot of flesh. And..."

Li Yu'an could sense what he was about to say, but didn't interrupt him, and continued to peel the oranges for him seriously, but felt a little bitter in his heart.

Yang Siyuan glanced at him secretly, then whispered: "And she already knows about us..."

Li Yuan shook his hand and dropped a piece of orange. He came back to his senses and bent down to pick it up. When he picked it up, he subconsciously tried to stuff it into his mouth, but Yang Siyuan stopped him in time.

He guessed that Yang Siyuan would say that Chen Limei still didn't accept homosexuality, so he had to avoid it, but he didn't know that Yang Siyuan had already told Chen Limei about them.How can this be good?

He put the dirty orange petals on the table beside him, and lowered his head to peel the petals one by one.

"But for such a big matter, you should always let your aunt know..."

Yang Siyuan sighed: "Ah..."

Li Yu'an handed over a petal, he bit his finger and licked his finger with the tip of his tongue.

"..." Li Yu'an's fingers were itchy, his face was hot, and he was completely cooked by Yang Siyuan's scorching gaze.

"Speak the truth..."

Yang Siyuan took a last sip, and let go of his mouth contentedly, the slice of orange that reached his mouth was a bit sweeter than the others.

"I'm talking. Listen to you. I'll talk to her in the afternoon."

"Ah."

Then I have to find a hotel to live in, Li Yu'an thought to himself.

Yang Siyuan didn't guess that he was thinking about this, because he never thought of asking him to avoid it. Anyway, the matter has come to this point, it's time for them to have a frank talk, and this time may not be a chance.

Let Chen Limei stay here for a few days to experience how good Li Yuan is, maybe she will accept it?

Thinking of this, Yang Siyuan suddenly looked forward to it inexplicably, and his mood improved.

When I'm in a good mood, I want to tease Li Yu'an.

He glanced at Li Yu'an, leaned over and asked in a low voice, "Am I good?"

"..." Li Yu'an was amused by him a lot, and he knew his tricks a long time ago. Based on experience, his next sentence must be asking for a kiss.

"Look at how good I am, give me a kiss."

really!

Li Yu'an was speechless, he leaned forward, pecked him on the mouth, and quickly shrank back.

Yang Siyuan blinked: "It's over? Not enough, more."

"..."

Li Yuan had no choice but to take this child who was only one year younger than him. He sighed, put down the orange, then cupped his face, closed his eyes and kissed him deeply.

It's so sweet, probably because of eating oranges.

The two of them are so familiar with each other that they can't be more familiar with each other. Knowing where to put their tongues in the next second will make them both comfortable, and knowing when to pause to let the two of them catch their breath.To them, kissing is like completing a work of art together. The rhythm of breathing and the intensity of entanglement must be just right. It seems that only such serious and romantic kisses are worthy of their love.

However, Yang Siyuan always breaks this romance.

In the dimness, Li Yu'an grabbed his restless hand and pulled it out from the waistband of his trousers.

"Can't I just touch it..." Yang Siyuan said pitifully.

Li Yu'an didn't believe it, as long as he touched it, he couldn't stop at this step.

"Restraint, let's talk when you recover."

"It will take a few months..." Yang Siyuan's eyes were full of tears, as if he had been greatly wronged.

Every time he did this, Li Yu'an softened and gave in, but this time he had to be firm.He patted Yang Siyuan's hand and said indiscriminately, "It's only a few months... Didn't you also bear it in the past few years?"

"Isn't it because I didn't have you at that time... just touch it, look at my leg, I really can't do anything, just touch it."

"..."

What did you just say?Be firm?

What is "firm"?

Li Yu'an couldn't take it anymore, gave in, and didn't want Yang Siyuan to drag his sick body to do it, so he unbuttoned his shirt, knelt by the bed, put his hands on the sides of Yang Siyuan's head, and looked down at him.

What a shameful thing this is, Li Yuan said sullenly, "I can only touch my upper body."

"Ok!"

Yang Siyuan was happy, starting to touch from the neck, to the collarbone, chest, and stomach.

After touching Li Yu'an, he lost his strength and lay on top of him, so he started to touch his back again.

Anyway, I touched everything that could be touched on the upper body, and in the end, both of them had a big reaction. Yang Siyuan begged Li Yu'an, and Li Yu'an, who was confused, almost agreed. Reason prevented him from doing such strenuous exercise with a sick patient with a broken leg.

The last two people solved it with their hands. This is definitely the most shameful and exciting thing Li Yuan has ever done in his life.

He made up his mind that he would never listen to Yang Siyuan's "I'll just touch" nonsense anymore.

It's just that this kind of determination has been made more than once, who knows if I can stick to it in the future.

After Yang Siyuan listened, he really told Chen Limei in the afternoon. As he expected, Chen Limei shouted anxiously, and arrived in Hangzhou with Liu Cheng the next morning.

Yang Siyuan hadn't woken up when Chen Limei knocked on the door, and Li Yu'an didn't sleep well at night, and would always get up in the middle of the night to check on Yang Siyuan's situation, so he woke up early and his mind was clear, he knew who was knocking on the door, and he knew it was only him He was able to drive, but he couldn't walk as if he had lost his strength.

If it doesn't turn on, Yang Siyuan will be woken up.

Only this thought gave him strength in the end.

He walked over quickly, afraid that if he slowed down, he would change his mind.

Hold the doorknob, close your eyes, take a deep breath, open your eyes, and turn the doorknob.

Then greet politely: "Auntie, Uncle."

A simple set of procedures, but it sucked away the strength he had just gathered like some crooked way. He was really afraid that he would not be able to face them.

He thought that Chen Limei would wink at him and even scold him for being shameless, but to his surprise, Chen Limei was just stunned for a while, and then asked with a little evasive eyes: "Where's Xiaoyuan?"

Li Yu'an was extremely nervous, and respectfully turned his body sideways to let the two of them in: "You haven't woken up yet, you should take a rest first."

As soon as the two entered, they saw that Yang Siyuan had already woken up and was leaning on the head of the bed looking towards this side.

"Aren't you awake?" Chen Limei said.

How embarrassing.

"Uh...just now..."

"I only woke up when the door was opened." Yang Siyuan interrupted Li Yu'an and explained it to Chen Limei.

Chen Limei frowned: "I asked casually, but I didn't target anyone. Why are you so aggressive?"

"Aren't I going to give you an answer seriously?" Yang Siyuan said, "Uncle Liu is here too? I'm fine and I've already been discharged from the hospital. It really shouldn't happen."

Liu Cheng Da Ma sat on the chair, waved his hands and said with a smile: "It's okay! I don't worry about your mother coming alone. Anyway, there are people watching in the factory, so your body is more important!"

Yang Siyuan smiled, glanced at Li Yu'an who was standing at a loss, and continued, "Because it's not serious, I didn't intend to tell you and make you worry, but Yu Anfei asked me to say it, and I thought about it, It’s better to tell you guys, but it’s really not a big deal.”

When he said the word "Yu'an", he deliberately slowed down his speech, that is, for the two of them to listen to.

As soon as Chen Limei and Liu Cheng entered the door, Li Yu'an felt that he had become an outsider in an instant, and just stood there blankly as a transparent person. When he suddenly heard his name, he was startled and a little panicked.

As soon as his name came out, the room fell into silence, and Li Yu'an became more and more flustered, only then did he realize that he should actually avoid it.So he stepped forward quickly, put the key on the small table beside the bed, and whispered, "I put the key here."

Then he turned to leave, trying to escape from this place as soon as possible.

However, Yang Siyuan grabbed his hand and looked up at him, his eyes seemed to say "don't go" or "don't be afraid", in short, it was a sentence that could calm Li Yu'an.

Then he heard Yang Siyuan say in a calm but serious tone——

"Mom, Uncle Liu, let me introduce you. This is my boyfriend, Li Yu'an."