053 Lucky and money fans
053 Lucky and money fans
Yining refused directly, but just stretched out his hand not to hit the smiling face, Cheng Yining couldn't say anything in the face of this sincere smiling cheek, took it over, looked at the ground to help the boy rub his back, Cheng Yining's hands moved quickly , hoping to end things like this early.Who knew that he could meet acquaintances while taking a bath at this time. Park Donghai thought it was Cheng Yining helping Zhong Lin rub his back, and he had never seen two people in the bathhouse. He opened his voice and called Cheng Yining's name. Seeing that Cheng Yining was helping a When the strange man rubbed his back, he was stunned. Cheng Yining didn't care if Pu Donghai was stunned. He handed the towel to the boy and rinsed it himself, then took the towel and left.
His hair was still dripping and he didn't care about it. He put on his clothes and was about to leave. Park Donghai directly wrapped up a bath towel and blocked Cheng Yining where he put on his clothes, "Yining, who was that person just now?"
"I don't know." Cheng Yining said coldly.
Pu Donghai wanted to ask something else, but when he saw Cheng Yining's cold gaze, he moved away, and when he got into the bathroom, he slowly became suspicious.
After Cheng Yining returned to the dormitory, his hair was still wet, but Cheng Yining didn't want to take care of it, nor did he dry it, and ran directly to the bed, feeling dizzy and wanting to sleep.
Dazedly hearing someone calling him, Cheng Yining struggled to open his eyes and saw Liu Hui's round face dangling in front of him, and then he didn't know anything.After being exposed to the rain for a while, being blown by the sea breeze for an afternoon, and going to bed without blowing my hair, the ending is naturally self-evident.
When he woke up again, Cheng Yining could only see the figure lying on his stomach beside the bed, felt the infusion on his hand, smiled, he was really sick, so he couldn't be regarded as lying in the afternoon.As if hearing Cheng Yining's laughter, Zhong Lin raised his head and nervously touched Cheng Yining's forehead, Cheng Yining twisted it hard, but only touched the soft pillow.
After Cheng Yining said something, he felt that the pronunciation of his throat was a bit strange, coughed, and seeing the water glass that Zhong Lin handed over, Cheng Yining didn't answer it, but just said: "You don't need to be here, just give Yu Jian a call for me It's gone." Cheng Yining wanted to say a name, but after counting for a long time, he still wanted to call him Yu Jian.
Zhong Lin put the water glass on the table, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Yu Jian should go to study by herself at night."
"Then you can call Liu Hui." Cheng Yining continued.
"Liu Hui should go out to eat." Zhong Lin replied.
Cheng Yining smiled pitifully at himself, "Then you can go, and I will go back later."
"It's inconvenient to be alone, I'll just stay here with you." Zhong Lin insisted on sitting by the bed.
Cheng Yining didn't have the strength to quarrel with Zhong Lin now, but closed his eyes tiredly, "You can leave whenever you want, I can't tell you, just do whatever you want." Cheng Yining felt that now he could understand the old man's kindness. I feel helpless, my children are not around, and I don’t even have anyone to talk to when I am sick. I have lived my whole life in vain, and in the end there is nothing left.Cheng Yining now feels that he is almost like that, and he doesn't know what's going on with Zhong Lin, he's like a stranger overnight, he's so tired that he doesn't know what to say.
Zhong Lin looked at Cheng Yining's thin cheeks, there was still a deep sense of fatigue in his eyes, no amount of anger turned into self-pity.
When Zhong Lin went to Cheng Yining's QQ today, he saw a bunch of sweet words from a netizen, and there was a bunch of them every day. He was already angry enough, but when he went to the playground, he saw Cheng Yining and another boy. Physical contact made me feel even more angry. When I woke up at noon and went to find Cheng Yining, I was angry when I didn't see Cheng Yining being thrown down by Cheng Yining. Seeing this scene again, my head would explode.
Up to now, the anger in my heart has been dissipated by Cheng Yining's appearance.Zhong Lin looked at Cheng Yining quietly, and noticed that the drip was almost gone, picked up the cotton ball on the table, and gently pressed it on Cheng Yining's hand. Although it was very light, Cheng Yining still woke up, and struggled to leave Zhong Lin , Zhong Lin forcibly held down his hand and pulled out the needle.
Cheng Yining didn't care about dripping blood, he threw the cotton ball into the trash can, lifted the quilt and stood up, waving Zhong Lin's hand away, "If you like to stay here, you can stay here, I will go back and see me later Is there any of your stuff there, I’ll pack it up for you and send it back, so I don’t have to bother you running around all the time.” After a pause, he said, “Maybe you’ve already packed everything up. Well, then I won't clean up."
Zhong Lin pulled Cheng Yining, Cheng Yining let out a "hiss", Zhong Lin let go of his hand and noticed that Cheng Yining's hand was still dripping with blood, took out a paper to help Cheng Yining wipe it, Cheng Yining broke away coldly, "No, I'll go first gone."
After leaving the ward, Cheng Yining went straight to the front desk and asked that his medical expenses had been paid. Cheng Yining knew who paid for it without thinking, and asked the price.There was an ATM near the ward. Cheng Yining took the money and took a taxi back. Only Zhong Lin stood outside the door and watched Cheng Yining leave without looking back.
Cheng Yining went back faster than Zhong Lin, so he exchanged the money into change and returned it to Zhong Lin, and stopped Zhong Lin's excuse to find Cheng Yining, packed up the rest of the things, and moved them directly to Zhong Lin's bedside , Seeing Cheng Yining's actions, Park Donghai short-circuited and asked, "Why did you move here?"
Cheng Yining said without raising his head, "Zhong Lin said he wanted to move here, so I brought him here." Zhong Lin opened the door just in time to see a pile of things beside his bed, and walked to Cheng Yining's room. Beside, Cheng Yining ignored Zhong Lin and walked out.
Pu Donghai was even more dizzy, looking at Zhong Lin, he asked in a daze, "Did you take a shower this afternoon?" Pu Donghai's mind was in a mess now, and the scene in the evening flashed through his mind, and he asked.
Zhong Lin frowned, "Why don't you take a shower."
Pu Donghai dully realized that the question was wrong, he shook his head and said that he was just talking nonsense, Zhong Lin's doubts intensified when he saw Park Donghai's strange appearance, "What did you mean just now?"
Park Donghae realized that it might be a big problem if he said it out, so he climbed onto his bed and covered himself with a quilt to prepare to sleep, joking, in the current situation, if he said something wrong, he would suffer disaster.
Cheng Yining was exhausted all day, he didn't eat anything for dinner, and didn't want to go down anymore, so he just climbed into bed, and when he received Liu Hui's concern, Cheng Yining also tried his best to make himself look better, and closed his eyes. Eyes, sighed a little tiredly.Cheng Yining found that he was really becoming more and more incompetent now, and it was difficult to handle everything by himself, as expected, he couldn't rely too much on others, if he didn't want himself, he would really be nothing.
Zhong Lin leaned on his bed, and was at a loss for the first time. Facing Cheng Yining like this, Zhong Lin had no choice.He hammered his head, stood up, walked to Cheng Yining's door, walked in countless times, but never hesitated like this.Pushing open the door, I saw a person bulging from Cheng Yining's bed. Zhong Lin and Ding Liang greeted Cheng Yining and walked towards Cheng Yining's place. Standing in front of Cheng Yining's bed, he seemed to feel the burning heat of the person in front of him. Cheng Yining opened his eyes, and said in a weak voice, "Are you okay?" It seemed to be asking a common question to a stranger.
Zhong Lin's heart twitched, and he forced a smile and said, "I just bought some porridge, you can drink some." Zhong Lin didn't even dare to say interrogative sentences, as if Cheng Yining would not refuse declarative sentences.
Cheng Yining shook his head, "Thank you, I'm not hungry." Cheng Yining was really tired this day and didn't have much energy to talk to Zhong Lin. Even if it was a breakup, Cheng Yining hoped to give himself some more time so that he could Slow down, at least don't come together on this day, even if you are relatively fragile, you can't bear these things all happening at the same time.
Zhong Lin nodded, "Then go to bed first, good night."
"Good night."
Good night, I finally heard Cheng Yining's response, but in such a polite scene, Zhong Lin dumped all the porridge in the trash can, it is worthless if no one eats it.
Cold war? Zhong Lin never knew that Cheng Yining would make people feel so palpitating even if he didn’t speak, as if nothing had happened, and everything seemed to have become transparent. Cheng Yining didn’t ask Zhong Lin what happened yesterday. What's going on, I didn't mention those things yesterday, as if everything had passed without a trace, it was just a farce, but it seemed that there was an invisible barrier between the two people, which could not be seen or felt. It can be clearly felt.
"We have training in the afternoon, and we may leave later." Zhong Lin said while looking at Cheng Yining after eating.
Cheng Yining nodded, and said peacefully: "Oh, the teacher asked me to go to his office, just so you don't have to wait for me."
Zhong Lin wanted to say something else, but seeing Cheng Yining's calm face, he didn't say anything after all.
Walking out of Cheng Yining's dormitory, a crack appeared on Cheng Yining's calm face, the untouched food was placed on the table alone, and the turquoise veins on the back of his white hands were clearly visible.
What happened yesterday was like a wake-up call, ringing the bell in my heart. Those presumptuousness was just relying on his pampering. Once he became expressionless, he was nothing, and the extra eyes would not be stingy. On his own face, even speaking has become difficult, the most gentle getting along is nothing but silent embarrassment, such eating has become speechless.
Sure enough, you still can't rely too much on others. The four words of independence are really words. People are fickle animals after all, and more things can be handled by themselves. If this continues, it will not be far from the end. far away, what can be left behind.
Test 070 The Carrier of Contradictions
At that time, the love I wanted was too pure, and I longed for it to be as pure as water without any impurities, but I ignored that even the crystal clear water had invisible deposits.
Cheng Yining and Zhong Lin remained lukewarm, as if they were waiting for each other to speak, but neither seemed to want to say anything.
Cheng Yining is now devoting his whole mind to this interesting project. Does he feel resentful about this mistake that has alienated his relationship with Zhong Lin? After all, this is just one thing, how can objective existence have such a big effect on interfering with people's feelings.
Cheng Yining's mind is full of porridge now, and the scene of Mu Feng and Zhong Lin together flashes from time to time. I don't know if he is a little suspicious, but he feels that he is the most redundant person now.That's right, compared to Mu Feng, I'm really much more boring, and Mu Feng and Zhong Lin are also very compatible, in appearance, family background, experience, if there is a true love match, then I will still be PK, I am now It's a bit suspicious of standing in the latrine and not shitting.Cheng Yining couldn't control his thoughts, as if the seeds had germinated, these thoughts filled his whole nerves, and Cheng Yining didn't even want to see them.
When Zhong Lin looked for Cheng Yining again, Cheng Yining was just sitting on his stool thinking about these things in a daze, maybe he was so focused that Zhong Lin had been standing in front of him for several seconds before Cheng Yining looked at Zhong Lin consciously , as if he hadn't spoken for a long time, his voice didn't sound like his own, "You're here." It's like an old friend who hasn't seen each other for a long time, but it's just that they haven't been separated for a long time.
Under Cheng Yining's surprised gaze and the crowd avoiding him, Zhong Lin knelt down in front of Cheng Yining, held Cheng Yining's hand tightly, not allowing Cheng Yining to break free, "I know I was wrong, please forgive me."
The door of the dormitory was not closed, and people in the corridor could see the scene inside. Cheng Yining just stood up for a few seconds and dragged Zhong Lin to pull him up, but before Zhong Lin came, I'm ready, no matter what, it's better than this feeling of scratching my heart and liver, even if I can touch it, it's just hands without warmth.
Cheng Yining did not pull Zhong Lin up, closed his eyes and opened them again, "You are not wrong, and you don't need me to forgive you, get up, Liu Hui and the others are here." No matter what, Cheng Yining still didn't want others to see Zhong Lin This way.
Zhong Lin didn't get up, but Liu Hui and the others left the dormitory quickly and closed the door behind them.The room was so quiet that only the sound of two people breathing and the low inaudible sound of water droplets could be heard.
Cheng Yining turned his head and didn't want Zhong Lin to see his fragile face, so he used a little more strength in his hands, "Zhong Lin, you don't have to do this, you are not wrong at all." There is no right or wrong in matters of love, if you like others It is wrong, how many more people will be in the prison, wouldn't the area be expanded to the residential area.
Zhong Lin felt the teardrops on his hands, and looked up to see that Cheng Yining's face was already full of tears, even if he just looked sideways, he couldn't hide it.Zhong Lin stood up and wiped the tears off Cheng Yining's cheeks, but the tears dripped continuously on the back of his hands, and he couldn't wipe them clean.
Cheng Yining wiped his eyes vigorously, trying to wipe away those tears, but his eyes were already red but they were not wiped dry. Zhong Lin forced his wrist down, and Zhong Lin said in a hoarse voice: "Yining, let's make up Well, I was really wrong, I shouldn't learn to play hard to get, I shouldn't be jealous of you and others, I really know I was wrong, Yining, can you talk to me?"
Cheng Yining didn't answer Zhong Lin's question, but said softly with a weeping voice: "Do you love me?"
Cheng Yining would never ask such a question directly, Zhong Lin also said I love you many times, facing Cheng Yining's serious expression, Zhong Lin still said: "I love you."
Cheng Yining laughed through his tears, and looked at Zhong Lin, "What about Mu Feng?" Cheng Yining wiped the tears on his face, as if they could be wiped dry, "Do you love Mu Feng?"
Although it was only a very minor question, Zhong Lin swallowed. Cheng Yining noticed Zhong Lin's movement and laughed out loud, but said in a relaxed voice, "Do you think you love me or Mu Feng? Well, maybe I’m just in the past tense.” In the end, he said that he had turned into a self-deprecating, just a past tense.
Zhong Lin heard Cheng Yining's words and explained: "Yining, you know." However, Mu Feng was not mentioned after all. Cheng Yining heard Zhong Lin's words, and Cheng Yining didn't know whether he was more disappointed or happy. a bit more.
Helping Zhong Lin to speak, he said: "Actually, you don't have to be in a difficult situation. Instead of making you so entangled, it's better for me to help you make a decision. Then it will be very simple for you."
Zhong Lin realized what Cheng Yining was going to say, and took a step in front of Cheng Yining.
"Hush", Cheng Yining raised his middle finger to his mouth, let out a soft sound, and then said: "I know, you like Mu Feng at least, I'm not a fool, I can clearly feel your changes, But if you like it, it’s probably not far from love. Instead of letting me know this fact in embarrassment, why don’t I tell you now.” You said that good buddies can be very close, but they can’t get close to you Will sit on his bed or lie down on his bed, I know you are just lying together, but it says a lot.There are many common topics between you, you can cooperate with each other tacitly, and you can laugh together.And I, after all, have gradually become an outsider. I am afraid that you will suddenly tell me this matter, or that you have kept silent because of me, and it will become a dead end in the end. Why don't I take back the chessboard and make him active.
Zhong Lin stood in front of Cheng Yining in a daze. There were many elements of what Cheng Yining said were right and many elements were wrong. He had a lot of things he liked about Mu Feng. It's not like what Cheng Yining said, there is no feeling of blushing and heartbeat between lovers.
"Yining, is it because I've been practicing with Mu Feng recently, I won't participate, okay, I'll quit right away." Zhong Lin seemed to have found a little light, and immediately took out his phone to give the responsible person people on the phone.
Cheng Yining pressed Zhong Lin's hand, "It's the end, so why do this?"
After all, the movement was in full swing. The day was sunny and the weather was good, but the heat of summer hadn’t diminished in the slightest. Sitting in the auditorium, people who were scorched by the sun were restless.
Cheng Yining's team won No.1 in the end, and did not waste so long training.
And Zhong Lin didn't know if it was a mistake or what happened, but he stumbled during the competition, and neither of them got a place in the end.
The lively and grand sports will not reduce the joy because of someone's mistake. The cheers and shouts seem to be fighting for the one or two. After the curtain call, Cheng Yining has a feeling of liberation, and everything is finally over.
No one mentioned what happened that day. Cheng Yining went to and from get out of class by himself every day. Everyone had doubts in their hearts at first, but seeing Cheng Yining's expressionless face finally left the question mark in their hearts.I always thought that the school is a small place, you can't see it when you look down, it's a huge student apartment, with such a short distance, two people can not see each other.Cheng Yining realized that he hadn't seen Zhong Lin for a week, and every time he heard his voice passing in the corridor, he would subconsciously hold his breath and wait until everything quieted down before returning to his steady breathing.
And Zhong Lin didn't know how much palpitations he had to suppress to be able to calmly walk the road he had traveled countless times.
Zhong Qiran heard that his son offered to study abroad, and then talked about a lot of future plans. At that time, he almost lost his composure and burst into tears. After hanging up the phone, he immediately prepared a lot of materials about foreign schools.
Zhong Lin has always had the idea of going abroad, and this is also included in his university plan, but after being with Cheng Yining, Zhong Lin has been reluctant to leave. It is impossible for Cheng Yining to go with him, and Zhong Lin has even given up on this idea. It's not day and night, but in Zhong Lin's eyes, there will inevitably be many changes after separation. It's not that they don't believe in Cheng Yining, it's just that they don't believe in themselves.
Cheng Yining has been avoiding the problems between the two of them. When he learned that Zhong Lin was about to go abroad, everything was ready for Zhong Lin. The school interview passed and the procedures were completed. The traces of Zhong Lin are just that the two have many friends in common. Even if they shut themselves off in this way, Liu Hui and the others will not mention things about each other in front of the two of them. Many news can still be spread. For example, Zhong Lin is about to left.Cheng Yining always felt that Zhong Lin was by his side, and he would not see him for a long time after leaving like this. If there was no such relationship, he might never see him again.
Do you regret it? Cheng Yining admitted that he regretted it, and Zhong Lin also felt tired. He rejected him every time he tried, and he would feel bored if he did.What on earth is he awkward? Cheng Yining thought for a long time, thinking of the strange thoughts that flashed through his head when he was alone in the rain, lost his way alone, and felt that he was a little too impulsive now.
Cheng Yining suddenly sat up from the bed, regardless of his unbuttoned shirt, rushed out of the dormitory and pushed open the door of Zhong Lin's dormitory.
"This is delicious, try it." Mu Feng put the chopsticks in front of Zhong Lin, and Zhong Lin lowered his body to pick them up. Before he could eat them, he saw Cheng Yining standing at the door.
Cheng Yining scratched his head in a panic, "Well, I thought Donghai was here, and he wanted to give me something, but he's not here, I thought he was." Cheng Yining didn't know what he said, so he laughed twice, He turned around and pulled the doorknob out the door.Cheng Yining leaned weakly against the wall of the corridor, rubbed his head, and smiled wryly, maybe he was really bored, who told him to do it on his own.
"Cheng Yining."
"Ah." Hearing his name being called, Cheng Yining subconsciously responded, seeing Zhong Lin walking out, Cheng Yining panicked a little unexpectedly, his eyes didn't know where to look, and finally stared at his toes .
Zhong Lin pulled Cheng Yining out, Cheng Yining didn't know what Zhong Lin was going to say, but subconsciously didn't want to say anything, worried that it would destroy the temperature of the fingers connected.
The corridor outside the dormitory building still revealed the cold wind. The snowflakes that just fell last night covered the branches, drifted to the ground with the cold wind, and occasionally landed in the corridor.Zhong Lin took off his padded jacket and covered Cheng Yining, "Put it on."
Cheng Yining grabbed Zhong Lin's clothes, "No need, what are you wearing after taking it off?"
Zhong Lin stretched out his clothes directly, letting Cheng Yining put his arms inside the sleeves, "I'm wearing a sweater, you just wear this layer, you should catch a cold soon."
There was still Zhong Lin's remaining body temperature on the clothes, like a fish in the rain, Cheng Yining took a deep breath, lowered his head and didn't know what to say.
Zhong Lin leaned on the wooden pole, and raised Cheng Yining's chin with his fingers. Cheng Yining's eyes could only look at Zhong Lin who was right in front of him. Lin could see the panic in Cheng Yining's eyes, as if he was stroking a startled and carved work of art, he said slowly, "Did you just look for Pu Donghai?"
Cheng Yining didn't understand why Zhong Lin asked such a question, so he just nodded.
"I just called Donghai, and he said he didn't know why you wanted to find him, and what did you want to bring him? Is this just your excuse?" Zhong Lin stared at the person in front of him closely, not wanting to miss the process Yining showed the slightest expression.
Cheng Yining opened his eyes wide, and said as if giving up on himself: "Yes, I was looking for you. I was looking for you to see where you were eating. It's so delicious, there's no taste for fairy peaches."
Zhong Lin was amused by Cheng Yining's appearance, and said following Cheng Yining's words: "The taste is really good, but I was interrupted by someone before I tasted it. Blow it."
"You still want to eat now, so go back and eat your food." Cheng Yining completely forgot his original intention, his mind was full of things that Zhong Lin still wanted to eat now, thinking that he was still wearing Zhong Lin's clothes, He simply pulled his clothes off to take them off his body.
Zhong Lin held down Cheng Yining's hand, and hugged the temper tantrum in front of him. Cheng Yining felt the cold air coming from close to him, and fell silent.
"Yining, is it that difficult to admit your truest thoughts? I thought you could be ruthless and really stop talking to me. I'm still wondering if you've been avoiding me like this, you know How happy was I when I saw you open the door today? Do you think I would be so free as to call Park Donghai? If there is anything delicious or not, thanks to you, you can tell me." Zhong Lin lightly Said softly, occasionally couldn't help laughing out loud.
Without hearing Cheng Yining's voice, Zhong Lin opened the distance between the two of them and saw Cheng Yining's moist eyes, Zhong Lin knocked Cheng Yining, "You did a good job."
Cheng Yining hugged Zhong Lin tightly, lay on Zhong Lin's chest, and said sullenly: "I thought you ignored me, and I will never play petty temper again."
Zhong Lin stroked Cheng Yining's hair and said softly, "What you said is a lesson from heaven and earth. If you play petty temper again, you will be at my mercy." Zhong Lin felt his head move twice, and chuckled softly .
Cheng Yining suddenly raised his head and looked at Zhong Lin sternly, "Then what's going on with you and Mu Feng?"
Come on, now I finally know how to question myself, "What's the matter, what's the matter between Mu Feng and I, at most it's just admiration."
"Then I saw you both on the same bed, and you were still hugging him." Cheng Yining continued to question.
Zhong Lin slapped Cheng Yining, "You just saw this and condemned me. Lying on the same bed and doing nothing else, even watching a movie together, hugging him was just a moment between brothers. I put Does he hug his chest, like you?"
When Cheng Yining heard Zhong Lin's words, his momentum became much weaker, but he still couldn't help asking: "Then I asked you that day, why didn't you say it?"
"Did you give me a chance to tell?" Zhong Lin asked back.
Cheng Yining scratched his head, "Then why did you move everything away that day and ignore me?" Cheng Yining remembered the thing that made him most angry, and threw himself there like that.
"What kind of QQ friend of yours, who sends you those boring sweet words every day, and the person who called you stilts, almost pushed you down on the playground, and still hugged your waist and didn't let go." Zhong Lin said. He told Cheng Yining that he was too angry that day.I also wanted to mention Cheng Yining's attention, who knew that it would become like that later.
Cheng Yining looked at Zhong Lin with some confusion, "What QQ friend?" Cheng Yining hadn't been on QQ for a long time, and he didn't know what Zhong Lin meant.
"As for Jian Yu, the name is quite cheap." Zhong Lin said with disgust.
Cheng Yining didn't remember a classmate with this name at all. He blinked and said, "That may not be my friend. All my friends have changed their names. Such a screen name is definitely not my friend. There are also those who practice stilts." That's not what you said, if I said it, I would take the initiative to throw him on him." Although now Cheng Yining thinks that person may indeed be a homosexual, but now Cheng Yining just doesn't want to tell Zhong Lin.
In fact, Zhong Lin didn't feel much about those things until now, but he was more angry at the time. He hugged Cheng Yining, looked down at Cheng Yining and said, "Now that the anger is gone, should I go back?"
Cheng Yining's neck touched Zhong Lin's cold palm, and he nodded in embarrassment, his pace was much easier than before, just like the change of mood.
When I saw Liu Hui when I went back, Liu Hui stared at the two people holding hands together and smiled ambiguously, "It's the so-called quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed. It makes me worry about it every day." After speaking, he patted own heart.
Cheng Yining kicked Liu Hui, "Go away."
Zhong Lin smiled and followed Cheng Yining into Cheng Yining's bedroom. Cheng Yining took off his clothes and asked Zhong Lin to put them on. He covered Zhong Lin's hands with both hands, but the palms were not big enough. In the end, they only covered part of them, which was enough up.
Zhong Lin let Cheng Yining move, leaned on the chair, and said, "I'm going to America next semester."
"I see." Cheng Yining held Zhong Lin's hand tightly.
Zhong Lin withdrew his hands and placed them on both sides of the chair, "Don't you have anything to say, from your heart." Zhong Lin specially emphasized the last three words.
Cheng Yining clenched his hand, looked at Zhong Lin and said slowly: "If I say I don't want you to go, will you stay?"
Zhong Lin looked at Cheng Yining and smiled.
Cheng Yining went on to say: "My heart is that I don't want you to leave, but it's obviously impossible."
"Going abroad is not just a matter of time. I have been thinking for the past few days. Is it enough to be with someone just like the flowers before the moon and the moon? Every day, talk about love, talk about love, and just go by like this. After thinking for a long time, I found that apart from There are many more, if I can't even afford to support you, what's the point of going on like this." Zhong Lin paused for a moment and then said: "The old man has a lot of money, but if I can support you, it's all his money , What I, a man, has failed enough. After I go there, I want to find some odd jobs by myself, and then buy a plane ticket to come back to see this kid who has a temper with me." After finishing speaking, Zhong Lin looked at him with a smile on his face. Cheng Yining.
Cheng Yining kicked Zhong Lin's chair, "I don't need you to look, maybe you will fall in love with some handsome blond guy after you go out, maybe there is also some beautiful blond beauty."
Zhong Lin stared at Cheng Yining, "Maybe blonde hair is really good."
Cheng Yining's foot was on Zhong Lin's lap, "If you find a match, let me know first, and I'll find one as well to make two pairs."
"I said it would be nice if you had blond hair. What are you thinking? If you really dare to look for one, I'll fly back and circle you up. You can be a househusband, and I don't have to worry about who will covet you " Zhong Lin said with a smile.
Cheng Yining was still very unhappy when he thought that Zhong Lin was going to leave, even the initial excitement had passed, and he said sullenly, "I will be left alone by then."
Zhong Lin rubbed Cheng Yining's hair, "You look like a child."
This is not a child's thing at all, you are going to leave and I am an adult, Cheng Yining muttered in his mouth.Cheng Yining really regrets his waywardness now, otherwise he would have a long time to get along, and now he is about to leave. Thinking about Cheng Yining, his liver hurts.
"Okay, if you go on like this, it's almost as if you're dying, just smile." Zhong Lin teased Cheng Yining.
Cheng Yining had a mournful face, "Smile."
"Laugh at yourself."
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"roll".
Such smoke of gunpowder is better than a cold war. Zhong Lin made a verbal agreement for Cheng Yining. If Cheng Yining started a cold war, his power would be too powerful.
First of all, you have to speak up when you have a problem, and you must not hide it in your heart.
Second, cold wars are prohibited and hot wars are preferred if necessary.
In the end, quarrels belong to quarrels, and we are determined not to break up easily.
Cheng Yining nodded, this time he also realized his problem, but he added a little bit to Zhong Lin, no matter how he ignored the quarrel, he had to persevere.
Zhong Lin smiled and nodded to accept this unequal agreement. Sleeping that he likes requires a lot of steps to get down.
The cold for many days finally saw some warmth, the weather gradually warmed up, and the relationship gradually warmed up.
When Cheng Yining was enjoying the happiness of being reconciled with Zhong Lin, he still couldn't laugh at Mu Feng like before, maybe it was his intuition, Cheng Yining believed that Mu Feng liked Zhong Lin, although Mu Feng would never say it .
Emotion is a contradictory existence, sometimes it is very simple, sometimes it is very complicated, if you take too much into account, you often lose more.
If I lose Zhong Lin because of myself, I think such a regret can never be made up for.
Test 071 New Year's Eve
Maybe it’s also because of the last New Year’s Day we spent together. This New Year’s Day has been consciously taken seriously by everyone. This time it was organized by Liu Hui. Just ordinary friends or people who are close to each other will spend a New Year’s Eve together. There are not many opportunities to get together like this.
At the beginning, Liu Hui wanted to live outside, but Cheng Yining and Zhong Lin's house was a ready-made place, so naturally they would not go out to find a place, and it was more casual in their own home, so there is no other restaurant where they can go together. Year.
Following the most lively form of tradition, it is most appropriate for so many people to eat hot pot together. Of course, today's day is also special.
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