sinovels Chapter 131 Chapter 131
Chapter 131 Chapter 131
Xiao Liu didn't throw away Xiao Feng's box, but took it home directly.The taxi driver mistakenly thought that Xiao Liu was holding the urn, and his face was ashen all the time, and he dared not show his breath.
When he got home, Xiao Liu did something that surprised him. He looked through the contents of the box.
The clothes are at the bottom, and there are 8 diaries on the top, one for each year. They are the diaries that Xiaofeng wrote from the first day he met Jin Chu.On the diary are some valuables, watches, mobile phones, pens, MP3s, a letter, and that photo.
Out of curiosity, Xiao Liu put on an MP3, a single loop of "Let Go of Love".
At the beginning of the song, the hoarse male voice sang "Our love, it will never come back after it has passed, and I am still waiting silently until now", which originally belonged to another song....
Xiao Liu is no stranger to these two songs, and Xiao Wang often hums them at home.
Xiao Liu opened the letter, and just told Jin Chuyi that these were all bought with Jin Chuyi's money, and he left Jin Chuyi to deal with them.
It was only after reading the letter that Xiao Liu realized that the items in the box had been rummaged through. Presumably, it was Jin Chuyi who looked through the diaries that were originally pressed at the bottom.
Opened the first diary, written in the millennium, it should be when Xiao Feng was in his sophomore year, he came out with his family, was kicked out, got into a fight with someone on the side of the road, his head broke out, and he was sent to the hospital , met Jin Chuyi.
He found out that the acquaintance between Xiao Feng and Jin Chuyi was not what he told himself before, and Xiao Liu didn't think there was any deception, everyone had something to hide.
Then, Jin Chuyi made an appointment with Xiao Feng.
Asking a patient to sleep with a student, such an unscrupulous thing is not against Jin Chuyi at all. Although Xiao Liu has been persuading himself to separate his personality from his professional field, he has not been able to convince him that "Jin Chuyi is an individual. scum” thinking.
When flipping through the diary, Xiao Liu always thinks of Xiao Wang's mother for some reason, and writes that kind of daily mood diary every day.There are also differences, Xiaofeng is a boy after all, he doesn't have so many girlish feelings and always poetry, he just records the lives of two people, like a melodrama, sweet and bitter.
I have to admit that Jin Chuyi is a very good lover, making Xiao Feng's life exciting and fresh every day, and indulging in the feeling of "being in love". Xiao Liu doesn't know whether Xiao Feng is in love with love or Jin Chuyi .
Even if Jin Chuyi has another person in his heart, Xiao Feng still loves him.Xiao Liu didn't understand, Jin Chuyi had a showdown with Xiao Feng from the very beginning, and Xiao Feng was willing to stay.
Maybe it was just a simple money and sex transaction. At that time, all Xiao Feng's living expenses were borne by Jin Chuyi.Xiao Feng, like a snail girl, handles Jin Chuyi's internal affairs.
There are many small objects mixed in the diary, some leaves, some dried flowers, photos, bills and so on.While flipping through, Xiao Liu found that some of the pen traces on some pages had been melted away, and they were tears, but Xiao Liu didn't know who the tears belonged to.
For some reason, Xiao Liu felt that the music in his ears had turned into "Notepad".
After meeting Xiao Wang, Xiao Liu knew a lot of popular songs.Xiao Wang often hummed, which made Xiao Liu memorize the lyrics of many songs.I have to admit that bitter and unresponsive love will resonate with people. Even if Xiao Liu has never experienced it, he will still be sentimental.
Xiao Feng continued her self-abased and self-absorbed love, and was drunk for 8 years.Everything collapsed probably on the day I saw Uncle Gan.
"I can't compare to him... At the first glance, his eyes were full of flames, but I will always be just a substitute..." Looking at the inside page wet with tears, Xiao Liu had an indescribable feeling in his heart .
The last sentence in the diary is: "I give up, even if I want the whole world to know that I love you, but what if I know, you will never love me..."
Close the diary and sigh, 1/3 of a person's life has been neatly placed here.
Xiao Liu didn't throw away Xiao Feng's things, he always felt that he should keep them.
I don't know if people will have a premonition. On that day, a pair of middle-aged people found the office. They were polite and cautious, and asked Xiao Liu cautiously: "Hi doctor, is Feng Yi there?"
Xiao Liu was taken aback for a moment, at that moment, he finally understood why Jin Chuyi always called Xiao Feng Pingping in private. It turned out that the pronunciation of Feng in Xiao Feng's name was ping.Xiao Feng doesn't have a surname of Feng, but he doesn't like people calling him by his surname, and he doesn't know how to correct other people's pronunciation, so Xiao Feng has become a common nickname.
After learning about Xiao Feng's situation, the woman cried until she fainted on the spot, and the man took Xiao Liu's hand to confirm the situation over and over again. After knowing that his son would never come back, the man also started crying.
Xiao Liu has seen too much of this situation this month.Whether it was a nurse who lost all her family members in Gobi in an instant, or a temporarily mentally disturbed nurse; or a father who had gone through untold hardships from the epicenter to find his son, but only received a cold corpse in the end.Life and death, emotional collapse, only people have.
"It's all you, it's all you, it's you who drove my son away, you give me back my son, why don't you go and die." The old woman finally woke up, cursed and beat her husband's head, and after a while she cried again past.
A room was arranged for the old couple, and Jin Chuyi, as a tutor, also came to explain the situation.While comforting the parents, Xiao Liu saw that Jin Chuyi's eyes were also red and swollen.Naturally, in such an atmosphere, everyone would be infected.Many doctors and nurses in the emergency department were also secretly wiping their tears.
Before the couple left, Xiao Liu ran home quickly, left diary letters and photos, and packed clothes and some daily necessities for the couple.Holding the things left by her son, the old woman cried so hard that she couldn't speak a word.
The body has not been found yet. Out of humanitarian spirit, Xiao Liu should comfort the couple that there is still hope. However, he couldn't say it. He knew that it should be impossible.
As it turns out, it does.It has been half a year since the car that Xiao Feng and Bai Ye were in was found.On the way to Wolong, the minibus that the two people and other tourists took encountered a landslide, and the car was directly buried in tons of mud.There were still some lucky people who were thrown out of the vehicle, but within a few steps, they were submerged under the sand and gravel again by landslides.Bai Ye was in the car, Xiao Feng was thrown out of the car and died in the second burial.
When he heard the news, Xiao Liu had already been on an exchange for half a year at a university medical school in a corrupt country diagonally across the globe.At that time, it was almost Christmas, and the whole campus was filled with a sense of festive laziness.
When he was told, Xiao Liu was calm. The caller was Xiao Feng's mother. She didn't cry, but simply told her, as if to thank Xiao Liu for returning the clothes to them at that time.
"Anyway, it's no longer a tomb. We can visit him every year. He won't be forgotten." Mother Feng's words touched Xiao Liu.
Xiao Feng has not been forgotten, his diary and his letters were passed on to Xiao Wang by Xiao Liu.That night, Xiao Liu quietly watched Xiao Wang wipe his tears while reading Xiao Feng's diary.When Xiao Wang couldn't make a sound, he handed over the towel.
Because the idea of love being willing to be someone else's substitute, how humble life is, it is easy to arouse people's sympathy.
"Maybe the love is not deep enough." Zhaozhao said this, and Xiao Liu was very surprised.
Xiao Feng's story was adapted by Xiao Wang into the novel "Jiang Ai". It was only [-] words long, but it aroused countless sympathies. story.
Xiao Liu didn't expect so many people to understand Xiao Feng's feelings, let alone the role of Xiao Feng in the movie, Zhao Zhao was finalized after repeated consideration, and Wen Cun played the role of a bystander, that is, the role based on Xiao Liu.
The cast and trailer caused a sensation as soon as it was broadcast. After all, at that time, with the broadcast of "Under the Pinellia", Zhao Zhao and Wen Cun were already well-known young idols.
"Brother Liu, are you okay?" Just as Xiao Liu hung up the phone, he felt that he was surrounded, and Zhao Zhao was hanging on Xiao Liu like a sloth, acting like a baby.
Almost in the blink of an eye, after passing the internship final exam at the end of June and the USMLE STEP6 and STEP7 mock exams in July, Xiao Liu officially embarked on graduation preparations and began two-year thesis writing preparations.
Xiao Liu didn't know where the time had gone. Xiao Liu felt that yesterday he was watching the Olympic opening ceremony with Xiao Wang, and today he was preparing for Christmas with Zhao Zhao in London.
Due to work needs, Zhao Zhao will soon publish her second photobook.Unlike the previous photobook that highlighted the beauty of human body structure in the studio, this time the company made a big deal and chose to shoot in the country of corruption.
On Christmas of that year, Zhaozhao came to the Kingdom of Ruin by chance to watch Uncle Huang's private plane, and Xiao Liu also used the holiday to accompany Zhaozhao to play in the foggy city.
Walking on the streets of Wudu, Zhao Zhao was very happy in everything he saw, holding Xiao Liu's arm, with an affectionate expression on his face.
Walking along the river for a while, just in the vicinity of the Wudu Tower Bridge, the giant ship whistled to signal, and soon the lower floor of the Tower Bridge opened to allow the giant ship to pass.Seeing this scene, Zhao Zhao was very excited.
I don't know why, but Xiao Liu traveled back to the 5-minute silence on May 19, maybe it was caused by Huang San's documentary.
Originally, he wanted to capture the daily life of Jin Chuyi and Jin Shiwu, but it happened just in time for the big earthquake. Huang San followed Jin Chuyi to the epicenter of the disaster area and recorded many precious pictures.
In the documentary, the most worrying scene for Xiao Liu touched the end of the documentary. Before the whistle was blown on the 19th mourning day, the principal who hoisted the flag at half-mast suddenly faced the ruins of the teaching building and shouted: "Children, class is on!"
In this school alone, nearly one-half of the students were killed by the earthquake, and 27 teachers died to protect the students.
Those who are buried, will not know this mourning.. just like the other 4000 who left...
Sorrow is always for the living to bear.
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