[Shen Wang] Banana deer

Chapter 31

With Shen Lang in front, the three of them walked to the mountainside in a short while, all the way was a dense purple bamboo forest.

Shen Lang stopped, and Zhu Qiqi and Panda also stopped after him.

The night was dark, and the bamboo forest was blown by the wind, making a sound like the waves of the sea. The lonely cold moon shined through the green leaves, making Shen Lang's face mottled.

Concentrating on his tall and straight back, Zhu Qiqi suddenly realized that the person in front of her was different two years ago. She couldn't tell what was different, but she could clearly feel it.

He is no longer the Shen Lang he knew.

Her heart twitched suddenly, fear spread from the bottom of her heart, she couldn't bear it anymore, ran over, and hugged Shen Lang tightly from behind.

Panda hurriedly turned his back.

Zhu Qiqi hugged Shen Lang's body, she felt that Shen Lang's body was tense.

She pressed her cheek against his back, feeling Shen Lang's body temperature.

What is the temperature of Shen Lang's body?

Zhu Qiqi couldn't remember clearly, but she was sure that what she felt at this moment must not be the temperature of love, and her heart suddenly became as cold as the new wind in the cold winter.

Before Shen Lang said anything, Zhu Qiqi's tears welled up in her eyes, and her heart was throbbing, it was the pain of being stripped of something that had been integrated into her heart.

Shen Lang turned around, Zhu Qiqi had no choice but to let him go.

Shen Lang looked down at her, and sighed: "Qiqi, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's my evasion that caused you to work so hard, so that you made such a bad plan to cheat with the beggars. I."

Zhu Qiqi sobbed and said in a sad voice: "No, it's my fault, don't blame me, okay?"

Shen Lang said: "No, I don't blame you, I only blame myself. Actually, I should have had a good talk with you a long time ago."

Zhu Qiqi nodded desperately, "Shen Lang, tell me, I'm listening, Shen Lang, from now on, I'll listen to whatever you say."

Shen Lang stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, his gaze fixed on her was so tender and pitiful.Zhu Qiqi could no longer look at those eyes.

She would rather that gaze be anger, resentment.But it wasn't, that gaze was as sincere as a clear spring, but it revealed a deep apology.

She doesn't want to be sorry, what she hates most is being sorry, why should she be sorry?

Because you have to let others down and hurt others to feel sorry.

Her tears are like pearls with a broken thread, which cannot be worn no matter what.

Shen Lang said softly: "Qiqi, you are a brave girl, and even more so, a frank girl."

Zhu Qiqi abruptly interrupted him, and said in a mournful voice: "No, I'm not brave or frank, I just want to follow you, I just want to marry you. Shen Lang, didn't we get along well before? "

Shen Lang sighed: "But I won't marry you."

Zhu Qiqi stood there stunned, no matter how many times he thought about it, when he heard it with his own ears, he was still struck by lightning, his heart seemed to be torn apart in an instant.

What he said was, I wouldn't.No, I don't want to, and no, I can't.

The difference between one word and the meaning is very different.

He will not, whether it is emotionally or in fact, has completely denied it.

Panda also turned around abruptly, looked at Shen Lang in disbelief, and rushed over after a while, his eyes were already red with anger, "What are you talking about, Shen Lang?"

Shen Lang looked at the ray of white moonlight shining through the forest, and said lightly: "I can give you my life, but I won't marry you." , but the expression on his face was as firm as ever.

"Why?" Zhu Qiqi burst into tears and almost screamed, "Could it be that you have never had any affection for me?"

The word "yes" is resolute and resounding, "Those feelings can generally be called gratitude and touch, but they are definitely not love."

"You, you said you never loved me." Zhu Qiqi's voice was trembling slightly.

Shen Lang could no longer bear to look at the woman who was crying hoarsely. They were so close before, but now he wanted to break her heart with his own hands.

"Just because I never hated you."

Zhu Qiqi's eyes clouded by tears were full of confusion, "Hate me?"

"Hate and love have never been distinguished. Extreme love is hatred. Extreme hatred becomes deep-seated love. I have never hated you, just because I have never loved you." Shen Lang's eyes were fixed. Throwing into a certain void, there is nothing there, only the unspeakable intolerance and regret in his heart.

"So, you actually love Bai Feifei?"

Shen Lang shook his head, but stopped talking.

He didn't know what to say anymore, it was clear enough.

Zhu Qiqi said with hatred: "Shen Lang, you are a very thorough person, why do you always hesitate and hesitate in your feelings, you know, your kindness is sharper than that murderous knife Three points. The knife cuts the flesh, but what you cut is the heart."

Shen Lang sighed: "You are right, but I am the one who is wrong. To this day, I have understood what I want in my heart. From now on, I wish you happiness."

Panda still couldn't believe everything in front of him. He stared at Shen Lang and said angrily: "Shen Lang, you...you...are you sincere? You know, even though you have I've been away for two years, but Qiqi has been waiting for you."

Tears streamed down Zhu Qiqi's cheeks, "So, you really have a true love? Are you willing to give up your deep-seated pride and arrogance for her?"

Shen Lang was silent.Sometimes silence is the best answer, because he no longer needs to answer.

Zhu Qiqi's crying became louder and louder, almost screaming.

She kept staring into Shen Lang's eyes, and saw that his gaze towards her moved to the side.The clear spring in those eyes suddenly murmured, like a brook flowing through an empty valley. The dense fog of pain dissipated in an instant, leaving only the joyful movement.

Zhu Qiqi followed his line of sight and saw bamboo shadows swaying, moonlight melting softly, but nothing else.

Before Zhu Qiqi turned around, Shen Lang had already turned into a beam of thunder, and he left suddenly, bringing with him a gentle breeze.

Just now, Shen Lang caught a glimpse of a snow-white figure flashing past the forest.

My heart stopped suddenly.

The heartbeat is still stagnant, but the footsteps have moved ahead of the heartbeat.

Zhu Qiqi watched Shen Lang leave, her hands were empty, and she could no longer hold half of his clothes.

In the silent bamboo forest, there is only this mournful cry.

She wept bitterly, and in the end, all that was left was to murmur, "The kindness of the water will be repaid by the spring, and you will not die, and you will fly together. Life is unfortunate, but you will be heartless and hate, and you will be alone, and you will not see you until you die."

She chewed these few words silently, feeling the same.

When Bai Feifei wrote this passage, his heart must have been shattered into powder, just like himself at this moment.

She also remembered that Bai Feifei had said to her that day, "What I got, you will never get it in your life."

Yes, I really can't get it in this life, just because it has never belonged to me.

"I have touched him once, but I will never be able to touch him forever." Zhu Qiqi sat slumped on the ground, weeping silently. The crystal water drops that fell from true feelings were more precious than pearls.

Panda couldn't help but took her white and soft hand, and held it tightly, "Qiqi, forget it, Shen Lang is a gust of wind, a cloud, he comes and goes freely, in this vast world, no one can see through it." him, and no one can catch him."

Zhu Qiqi looked at the swaying Zizhu with dull eyes, shook his head and said: "No, there is only one person who can, I can feel it, it is him, they are the same, aren't they?"

**

Shen Lang hurriedly chased after Wang Lianhua.

I saw him running through the forest like a white horse galloping along.

When he saw Shen Lang following him, he didn't stop, and two figures, one red and one white, walked side by side through the secluded bamboo forest under the cold moonlight.

Shen Lang looked sideways and smiled, "Why didn't Mr. Wang Lian wait for me?"

Wang Lianhua smiled and said: "I just saw Jin Buhuan, he didn't show up in Zizhu Villa before, so I don't know if there is another trick. And."

He stopped, as if waiting for Shen Lang to ask him.Shen Lang asked cooperatively: "And how?"

Wang Lianhua smiled and said: "Besides, I know you and Zhu Qiqi have some personal things to say, so how can I eavesdrop."

Shen Lang smiled and said, "Aren't you curious?"

Wang Lianhua shook her index finger and denied it: "If you have something to say, you will tell me yourself, why should I listen to what you tell others."

Shen Lang smiled and said: "From this point of view, no matter what the words are, I can omit them all."

Wang Lianhua stopped suddenly, stared at him and said, "Why?"

Shen Lang stood in front of him calmly, "If Wang Lianhua doesn't know what Shen Lang is thinking, how can he be Wang Lianhua?"

Wang Lianhua frowned and said: "But there are many things that must be said in person to count."

Shen Lang said with a smile: "Then tell me, I'll listen."

Wang Lianhua asked strangely: "Why didn't Shen Daxia speak out first, let me listen to it?"

Shen Lang suddenly approached, warm breath brushed against his ear, and said with a smile: "I was in the study that day, didn't I already speak clearly enough?"

Wang Lianhua's ears were a little hot, she pushed him away, and said with a straight face: "The study? Where is the study? Why don't I remember."

Shen Lang smiled and said: "Do you want me to help you review it again?" He wanted to grab his wrist.

Before Shen Lang's hand was fully stretched out, it suddenly stopped in mid-air. Wang Lianhua also heard footsteps, and instantly became alert.

I saw a one-eyed beggar wearing seven sacks, quail clothes full of knots, and a pockmarked face coming from the shadows in front of him, with a sly smile on his face, it is gold that does not change.

Jin Buhuan walked up to the two of them, and said with a bow: "Master Shen, Mr. Wang, Jin and you two haven't seen each other for a long time, and seeing you two being so close, Jin is really envious. good?"

Wang Lianhua smiled and said: "It's good to have Hero Shen taking care of me." He frowned again and said: "But seeing Brother Jin now, I don't understand."

Jin Buhuan smiled and said, "What doesn't Mr. Wang understand?"

Wang Lianhua smiled and said: "I don't understand that brother Jin seems to be doing well, why doesn't he know how to cherish his life, but why did he come here to die?"

Jin Buhuan grinned, "It's not that Jin is willing to risk his life, he is really forced by life."

Wang Lianhua said: "Then I don't know what Brother Jin is going to do?"

Jin Buhuan said with a smile: "I won't do anything, but I want to save the lives of Prince Wang and Daxia Shen."

What he said was really too strange, Wang Lianhua couldn't help being taken aback, looked up at Shen Lang, Shen Lang was also a little helpless.

Wang Lianhua wondered: "If Brother Jin wants to do this, he should have a few helpers, right?"

Jin Buhuan smiled and said, "Of course there is something."

As soon as he finished speaking, he saw a thin old man with gray beard and hair, wearing a white gown, walking behind them. His trousers were empty, fluttering in the wind, and the footprints he stepped on were even more weird. A little less dimpled.The height is no different from ordinary people, as if stepping on stilts.

Although he had weird legs and feet, he walked extremely steadily and quickly, and in the blink of an eye he came to a distance of three feet behind the two of them, and stood still with a cold face.

It was the "sword in the leg" Han Ling, the wine envoy of the Happy King in the past. The battle between him and the "Lion" Qiao Wu in the Beggar Gang was really memorable.

Wang Lianhua clapped her palms and laughed loudly: "Very good, very good, I never imagined that I've been quiet for two years, and within a few months after I came back, I saw so many old friends."

Jin Buhuan also laughed and said: "No matter what you say, Mr. Wang has some friendship with me. Jin should arrange it properly."

Wang Lianhua smiled and said: "Very good, very good, I did not waste the time I took care of Brother Jin." After speaking, he jumped up, jumped up lightly, and when he began to fall in mid-air, he put his hand on the branch of the purple bamboo. Pulling, the body soared into the air again, turned over, and reclined lightly among the fluffy green leaves at the top of the bamboo forest, as if the body had also turned into a piece of emerald green bamboo leaves, swaying melodiously with the cool wind.

The voice came from a high place, "Since you want Shen Lang's life, you must kill him first, so that you can get me. I'll wait here first."

Jin Buhuan smiled and said: "This time is very good, very good. Then Daxia Shen will invite you."

Before he finished speaking, Han Ling, who had been standing still silently, jumped up, and a blue light flashed at the place where the long gown fluttered, attacking Shen Lang's throat.