She comes with light

Chapter 121

The monitoring can only be traced back to when Yu Jing drove out of the community, and where he went after that is unknown. If he didn't bring his mobile phone, he couldn't contact Yu Jing, and Da Wei couldn't do anything about it.

Xie Yaoxi racked her brains to think about where Yu Jing would go in this situation. At this moment, she realized that she knew so little about Yu Jing now that she couldn't think of a place where she might go.

She was extremely remorseful, but thinking about it now was useless, so she could only ask Dawei for help: "Sister Dawei, do you know where Yu Jing often goes?"

Da Wei thought for a while, and replied: "When grandma was still there, she would go to the nursing home when she was free, but it is unlikely that she will go now."

"The cemetery!" Xie Yaoxi said quickly, "Could she have gone to the cemetery!?"

Dawei poured a basin of cold water, "I also guessed this possibility, so I called to ask about it just now, and the cemetery manager said that Yu Jing didn't go."

"..." Xie Yaoxi's mood suddenly went down, and Da Wei could only comfort her: "Don't worry, is she afraid of something happening to her at such a big age? It's probably because she has something to go out and she forgot to bring her mobile phone. Wait a little longer." She'll be back when she's done."

For Dawei, Xie Yaoxi could only reluctantly agree, but she always had a bad feeling in her heart. If something happened, she should bring her mobile phone with her. Even if she found out that she didn't bring her mobile phone, she would turn back to get her mobile phone, but she didn't .

It could only be that she didn't pick up her phone on purpose, and didn't leave a note to tell her where she was going.

Xie Yaoxi still couldn't calm down. Seeing that the hour hand had reached 9, it had been several hours since Yu Jing went out.

She paced unconsciously, and after turning around countless times, she sat back on the sofa with a dejected expression on her face. She was so flustered that she couldn't calm down. She called Da Wei again to ask about the nursing home where Grandma Yu lived.

After learning the information, Xie Yaoxi immediately grabbed the car keys on the table and was about to rush out. Dawei at the other end guessed her action, and said in surprise: "You don't want to go now, do you?! It's the fastest time to start now." It will take more than half an hour to arrive, even if she really went to the nursing home, what if you miss it now? You'd better wait for her to come back. "

"I'll go and come back soon, don't worry." Xie Yaoxi quickly hung up the phone and walked out regardless of the other end of the conversation.

There were several car keys on the table, but she just grabbed one casually, and now she doesn't even know which one it is.

Fortunately, Heiye was able to see the lights on at a glance, and Xie Yaoxi quickly walked towards the car, which turned out to be an off-road vehicle with a roof higher than her.

She had never driven such a big car, but now Xie Yaoxi didn't care so much, and didn't want to waste time choosing a car, so she opened the door and got in quickly.

According to the information given by Dawei, Xie Yaoxi entered the name of the nursing home, and the navigation quickly gave the address. Looking at the name above, she felt more and more familiar.

Gradually driving away from the urban area, there were fewer vehicles on the road. The off-road vehicle was galloping on the road, the windows on all sides were wide open, and the cold night wind hit Xie Yaoxi's face, causing her hair to fly around.

She suddenly felt that this scene seemed familiar. She remembered that the last time she drove out at night was because of Yu Jing, but she had a purpose at that time, and now she didn't know if she could find Yu Jing where she was going.

Compared with these, she cared more about why Yu Jing would go out without saying hello. After careful recollection, Xie Yaoxi felt more and more that Yu Jing was very preoccupied when facing her during the day, and spoke so little abnormally, as if some words were not meant to her. explain.

He was absent-minded along the way and almost ran a red light, but fortunately he arrived at the nursing home safely.

Xie Yaoxi got out of the car and looked at the gate of the nursing home. Relevant memories emerged. Even though the last time she came was during the day, she still recognized that this was the nursing home where her grandparents lived.

But now is not the time to lament the fate, Xie Yaoxi gathered his mind and quickly walked to the security booth at the gate.

Before she could approach, the security inside came out first, "Miss Xie?"

Xie Yaoxi remembered that it was the security guard who came to receive her last time, so she didn't have to declare herself, but the security guard quickly said, "Are you here to visit Master Bai?"

"I'm here to find someone." Xie Yaoxi walked to the security guard in three steps and two steps, "Did a person named Yu Jing come to the nursing home today? Her grandma lived in the nursing home before."

"Miss Yu?" The security guard recalled, "There are only two family members visiting today, and Miss Yu didn't come."

Xie Yaoxi didn't give up, and continued: "She went out in the evening and drove a white car, you can recall it carefully." She took out her mobile phone and paused the monitoring screen to the white car that Yu Jing drove out.

For some reason, Xie Yaoxi seemed to have a tacit understanding, she vaguely felt that Yu Jing was here.

But the security guard still shook his head after looking at it, "No, none of the cars that came today are white cars. Are you sure Miss Yu is here?"

"..." Xie Yaoxi wasn't sure, but after the security guard said so, she had no choice but to give up, put the phone back in her pocket in silence, and turned to leave.

The security guard couldn't help taking a few extra glances, and was afraid of going on business, so he thought about it and called her back, "Miss Xie, I'll be away for an hour at night, please wait a moment, I'll ask my colleagues."

While talking, the security guard called another colleague out of the booth, and after questioning, he still got a negative answer.

Hope was once again disillusioned, Xie Yaoxi was a little bit heartbroken.

"But it's a little strange." The colleague scratched his head and muttered, "I came to change shifts at night, and I saw a white car going up the hill on the road, but I didn't see it stop."

"Are you sure?" the security guard asked, and after getting a positive reply, he said to Xie Yaoxi: "Since it didn't come over, the white car may have gone to the top of the mountain, but whether the person in the car is the Miss Yu you are looking for I don't know."

"Do you need me to check the monitoring for you?"

Xie Yaoxi shook her head, she would rather participate in the search than sit and wait for the result, waiting is too hard.

She asked about the route to the top of the mountain, and drove away quickly after learning.

Turning back to the branch road at the intersection, Xie Yaoxi turned the steering wheel and drove onto the one-way street. The sanatorium was well built, and even the trails were equipped with street lights, so they wouldn't be caught at night.

The off-road vehicle drove up the winding mountain path, and soon saw a gazebo, with a white car parked beside it, the high beam was so bright that the license plate could not be seen clearly.

Almost as soon as she saw the car, she was sure that Yu Jing must be here.

She couldn't remember how long Yu Jing had been sitting in the pavilion, so she changed her position when she felt numb.

In the evening, you can see a beautiful sunset from the top of the mountain. When it is completely dark, you can see the lights of the entire city, but the focus of Yu Jing's eyes has not been gathered since he sat down.

She repeatedly played back what happened today in her mind. Xie Yaoxi's appearance was completely beyond her expectations, and the subsequent development of the matter surprised and delighted her even more.

While Xie Yaoxi showed absolute trust and made Yu Jing happy, deeper guilt and self-blame also flooded up.

She felt more and more that she was not worthy of Xie Yaoxi. A person like herself who had given up on her for money was not worthy of Xie Yaoxi's pure love.

This matter has always been an insurmountable hurdle in Yu Jing's heart, as if an invisible hand is holding her heart.

She deliberately didn't go out with her mobile phone, she wanted to be alone and suppress the negative emotions in her heart to face Xie Yaoxi as usual, but this is not a cowardly escape.

boom--

The heavy closing of the car door interrupted Yu Jing's thoughts, causing her to briefly wake up from her own world. When she regained consciousness, she didn't know when a dazzling light hit her.

She turned her head and was stunned when she saw Xie Yaoxi standing by the car door, a startled expression slowly appeared on her face.

Xie Yaoxi had no expression on her face, but judging from the tight curve of her lips, she was in a very bad mood at the moment.

Yu Jing stood up, she could predict that Xie Yaoxi would get angry and ask her why her whereabouts were unknown, and seeing Xie Yaoxi walking towards her angrily, she was ready to suffer the consequences.

"Yaoxi..."

She just called out Xie Yaoxi's name, and the person who was already standing in front of her suddenly reached out to hug her, as if afraid that she would disappear, hugging her tighter than ever.

The expected angry question did not appear, Xie Yaoxi just said: "Why are you playing like a child and running away from home."

"Yes..." Yu Jing was about to apologize, but thinking of Xie Yaoxi's words during the day, she stopped abruptly. She opened her mouth and choked back the rest of the sentence.

"Rather than apologizing, I want to know what's on your mind." Xie Yaoxi took half a step back and looked straight into Yu Jing's eyes, "I know you have the right to hide what's on your mind, but if you want to leave with me Go down, I want you to tell me."

"I don't want to keep guessing. If I can't guess, you will be very tired."

Yu Jing looked at her for a long time, for a long time, so long that their legs were numb.

She moved the corners of her lips, and her eyes were full of hesitation and pain: "I'm thinking, should I let you go."

"But I know I can't let you go, I only have you..."

"I've thought about it once and for all, so that there will be no worries, but without you there, I can't bear it, I really can't bear it."

"I... I hurt you because of my own desires... I am an unqualified girlfriend." Yu Jing paused, her emotions stuck in her throat, she closed her eyes, and said the following words with difficulty: "You are so kind, I don't think I'm good enough for you."

"..." Xie Yaoxi was stunned, she never thought that Yu Jing would say such unconfident words, as if she had changed into a different person.

But she knew very well that Yu Jing, who was so proud back then, had long since been thwarted by her mother. For her, Yu Jing's choice back then was like the past, but for the person who made the choice, it was like a root that had been stuck in the flesh. The thorn in.

"The Yu Jing I like should be a loving and righteous person." Xie Yaoxi said slowly: "Up to this moment, I have never complained that you chose grandma back then."

"If you have to say it, I'm angry at you for not telling me the truth. What you think of when facing me is not to confess but to conceal."

"Your biggest mistake back then was to hide everything from me. Fortunately, we are both reluctant to let go of each other. Now there is time." While she was speaking, Yu Jing's tears fell. She didn't cry, but her tears were uncontrollable When the ground fell, Xie Yaoxi raised his hand to wipe her tears.

Without a tissue at hand, Xie Yaoxi raised her gauze-wrapped left hand and wiped her tears with the gauze on the back of the hand.

I was happy to wipe myself, and couldn't help laughing: "Don't say it, my gauze is quite practical."

Suddenly a witty remark made Yu Jing unable to hold back anymore, and the moment he met his gaze, he burst out laughing.

Xie Yaoxi pulled Yu Jing to sit down on the chair, held her hand and put it on her lap, she said softly, "Yu Jing, you will never be happy if you are stuck in the past."

"Only by letting go of yourself can you calmly welcome a new life."

"Your, mine, and ours." She looked sideways at Yu Jing, and said with burning eyes, "Can you understand?"

The surroundings are quiet, and the sound of crickets can be heard from nowhere, which is a special soothing song for summer.

Yu Jing hugged Xie Yaoxi tightly, her breathing stopped for a second, and then she slowly let out a mouthful of foul air, and the haze that had been pressing on her heart disappeared.

She finally reconciled with herself who had betrayed Xie Yaoxi for money.