Chapter 30
Chapter 30
The passage of time stands still, Wan Lai is silent, and the darkness makes people frightened and dizzy.
Yan Zhiyang was a little out of breath, he didn't know how many hours he had been here, but it felt like a long, long time, only the silence of breathing and heartbeat.
But this kind of solitude allows those past events that are about to be forgotten by him to breathe at this moment, and let out a little thread.
The wet tear stains were full and dripped to the ground like drums and hammers.
He really loved Xia Chenyan.
Even though chasing him was for a gamble, in the process, he was not only enjoying the joy of chasing prey, but also gradually became obsessed with Xia Chenyan's every move.He loves Xia Chenyan's nobility, integrity, freedom and talent.No. 1 in the English Speech Contest of the Outer Court, the best debater and the president of the Student Union in the Qing University Debate Competition, the flower of Gaoling was once won, and the conquest and pride burst.With such an outstanding man willing to lie under him, he once wished the whole world would announce that Xia Chenyan belonged to him alone.
The School of Economics and Management he studied is half a distance away from the outer courtyard. As long as Xia Chenyan has classes, he will go to the door of the classroom and wait no matter the weather. The two of them will have dinner together before sending him back to the dormitory. Be sure to ask for a kiss with a hippie smile.At that time, Xia Chenyan had a young and shy face with a red face, and he was a boy who could be happy with just a kiss.
After graduation, he entered his family's company to accept business, and Xia Chenyan also successfully worked in a foreign company.
Eyes opened wide in the darkness, unable to see regret and tears clearly.It was clearly Xia Chenyan who didn't want to live together in the first place, and he begged for the opportunity with shamelessness.In the end, he was the one who drove people out with indifference and disappointment.
Xia Chenyan got off work earlier than him, so every time he got home, he would always see steaming meals on the table. Unfortunately, he would never know that it was specially made for him to calculate the time; I don't know how to pay for my salary, and I don't know how to clean. Xia Chenyan does all the cleaning and chores at home.
Favoring did not make him feel grateful, but instead spoiled him, making him proud of being favored.
No matter how hot the hot magma is, there will be a day when it cools down and boils, not to mention the unbearable rhetoric of nature.
Hei, who can't see his fingers, has no strength to sit, and lies on the ground with his face up, like a dying dog.The rough floor was cold, and a tear rolled down the corner of his eye, the first time in months that he felt sincere remorse.
It's too late, I didn't stop when the food was cold and poured into the trash can, I didn't finish eating the birthday cake before it went bad, I didn't stop in the sensual world of luxury, and I didn't wake up before I betrayed and cheated.
The countless opportunities in the past three years were all buried in his own hands.
At the beginning of the dinner party, he would clean himself up and push away the men and women who came forward, thinking that if Xiao Yan found out, he would be very angry and disappointed.
The coldness swept over, and the fallen man curled up in a ball, but why did I still let him down so much afterwards?
Dazzling Yan Zong every sentence, fresh and beautiful body, coquettish teasing, being ridiculed by other young masters for bronchitis and fear of his wife, could it be that young master Yan was really seduced by a man?Poor self-esteem broke out, so he said that sentence through drunkenness, just for fun.
If time can be turned back, he must have slapped himself at that time severely, and then waved his hands with pride. Even if I was hooked by Xia Chenyan, I would still be like that for the rest of my life.
Obscure and silent, he couldn't see clearly the misery and pain, like he turned a blind eye to Xia Chenyan's three years of disappointment and discouragement.I remembered that Xia Chenyan and the Minister of the External Relations Department asked for a sponsorship together when he was in college, and the other party repeatedly agreed and regretted it for the third time before coming to him, but Xia Chenyan firmly refused and never let go.
He really didn't treat himself badly. In three years, how many times were he squandered by him three times?
"Speaking of it, there is no reason for you to squander your love," the words when they broke up were still ringing in your ears: "Even if you are loved, it won't work."
He loves the way Xia Chenyan loves him, and because he loved him before, they are separated so shamelessly.Not everyone has the opportunity to play the role of the prodigal son, and more often than not, life gives you a lifetime of regrets.
Shen Lufeng sat outside the door and looked at his watch from time to time. It had been 22 hours. Based on his judgment of Yan Zhiyang, he should beg for mercy in two days at most.
The original intention of bringing the words out was to let him see his own heart clearly.The brother who grew up with bare buttocks, he knows Fa Xiao's nature, although he is difficult to settle down, it is not from the scum and badness in his bones, but his mind is weak and he tends to go with the flow.
He hopes to let Yan Zhiyang see himself clearly with what Chi Lin has experienced, and he also wants to use this bit of pain to repay Xia Chenyan in case.If you do something wrong, you will be punished, just as it is only right and proper to pay back the debt.
However, the other two parties didn't care about all this. In Huiting's house, Chi Rin was standing upright with sweaty palms, accepting the scrutiny of a man and a woman on the sofa.
Xia's father and Xia's mother suddenly returned home, and Mr. Chi was caught off guard and met his father-in-law and mother-in-law.
"Dad, Mom, this is Chi Lin," Xia Chenyan suppressed a smile, it's rare to see Mrs. Chi's reaction as if he was facing an enemy, so cute that he walks with the same hands and feet: "My boyfriend."
"This is my parents." Lala cuffs signaled him to call someone: "My father just came back from vacation, come and see me."
Mr. Chi's mouth trembled: "Dad, Mom..."
There was silence, only embarrassment quickly spread throughout the living room.
What did I just say! !
"Hahahaha..." Xia's mother burst out laughing, took Chi Lin's hand, and felt the sweat in her palm: "This child is so cute, good-looking, he will be called Mom sooner or later."
Father Xia let out a cold snort, a little annoyed that his good cabbage was being raped by pigs: "Did I agree with the two of them?"
"It doesn't matter if you agree or not," Xia's mother's eyebrows are curved, she is still well-maintained in her 50s, and her eyes still retain the innocence of a girl. At first glance, she is a woman who has been pampered in marriage: "I think Xiao Chi is very good. From time to time, it’s okay to call me Mom, and you can also be called Uncle.”
... What kind of wife did I marry!
"Mom," Xia Chenyan made tea for the two old people: "Why did you and Dad come back suddenly?"
"We heard about the Chi family." Mother Xia sat upright, and solemnly thanked Chi Lin: "Good boy, you have suffered for our Xia Xia;"
"Your Uncle Xia and I have known about Xia Xia's sexuality for a long time, so don't worry, we won't object;"
"It's just the same thing," Chi Lin said in awe of the loving mother's worry, "Combining and parting are fate, and if that day really comes, Auntie hopes that you can get together and separate easily."
A man who is decisive in official affairs doesn't know how to express his determination, and his aggressiveness in negotiations is useless even if he hits the nail on the head. He kneels down, but Father Xia is startled.
"Uncle, aunt, don't worry," the half-kneeling man said earnestly with hot eyes, "I want to spend the rest of my life with Yanyan;"
"I want to marry him, which is a relationship protected by law;"
"I will treat him well and will not let him be wronged again."
A lifetime is too long, a lifetime is too short, but as long as I think of you, I still look forward to this world full of sufferings.
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