Chapter 18
Chapter 18
At 2:48 in the morning, Meng Xin entered the door carrying Chen Fan who was as muddy as he was.
As soon as he entered the room, he threw Chen Fan on the bed.When this man was about to go upstairs, he didn't know what kind of temper he was playing, and he refused to take a step.Meng Xin carried a bag on his chest, carried another in his hand, dragged and dragged him with the other hand, and finally coaxed him into the door.
As soon as Chen Fan fell on the bed, he curled up in his body and remained motionless.
Meng Xin slumped on the chair, wiped the sweat off his brow, and then took off Chen Fan's bag.
After taking a breath, he went to the bathroom to wash a towel, walked to the bed, pushed Chen Fan lightly, and said, "Don't sleep yet, I'll wipe your face."
Chen Fan was lying on his side with his arms folded, without moving.
Meng Xin climbed onto the bed and glanced at the bedside lamp. Chen Fan's long eyelashes hung on his eyelids, and seemed to be trembling slightly, his cheeks were flushed, and his face was extremely pale.
He frowned slightly, and raised his hand to touch Chen Fan's forehead. The temperature was normal and he didn't have a fever, so he was relieved.
Seeing that Chen Fan was in a deep sleep, Meng Xin stopped calling him, took off his shoes and climbed into the bed, and wiped Chen Fan's face with a towel.
Chen Fan felt that his face was wet and itchy, and he was extremely uncomfortable. He raised his hand and grabbed Meng Xin's wrist, and opened his eyes suddenly.
Looking at each other, Meng Xin froze for a moment.
This is actually a very normal situation, but he doesn't know why, but it seems that he has done something wrong, and now he is caught straight, and he feels strangely embarrassed.
"You...are you awake?" Meng Xin asked.
Chen Fan blinked his eyes twice, and sat up cross-legged.His eyelids were slightly dull, and his eyes were open, expressionless.
Meng Xin raised his hand and shook it in front of Chen Fan's face, and said, "You... are you okay?"
Chen Fan finally regained his senses, raised his eyes slightly, and glanced at Meng Xin. The next second, he suddenly raised his hand and threw himself towards Meng Xin.
"I rely on..."
Before Meng Xin had time to react, Chen Fan pinned him down.
"You...what are you doing..."
Although Chen Fan looked thin, but he was used to moving goods, and his arms were the most powerful.Coupled with the boy's natural brute strength, Meng Xin pushed twice but failed to push away.
"Ha ha……"
Chen Fan laughed coldly, the laughter was scary, then he raised his hand and began to tear Meng Xin's neckline.
Meng Xin: "?????"
Stinged——————
Meng Xin looked down, and the collar was torn off in an instant. He wanted to cry and scolded his mother in his heart.
There is nothing human about men and alcohol together.
Meng Xin was completely anxious: "You...you don't stop, I...I'm not welcome..." Before he finished speaking, his face turned red to the base of his neck.
"Come on, please don't be polite..." Chen Fan's shameless bastard came right away, answering fluently.
Meng Xin was ruthless, and with all his strength, he quickly turned sideways and pushed Chen Fan away.After all, he has practiced before, with real effort, the effect is immediate.
Chen Fan nestled his body and fell straight to the side.
"Huh..." Meng Xin slumped on the bed, finally heaving a sigh of relief.He looked down at his chest, and suddenly felt like a little pussy who had just been taken advantage of by someone.He glanced at Chen Fan beside him, and said, "You... Did you drink wine or spring medicine at night! Such a lot of strength."
Chen Fan froze his head and didn't answer.
Meng Xin stretched out his finger and pushed Chen Fan.Say, "Hey! I... I didn't mean to... Are you okay..."
Chen Fan still didn't move.
"Chen Fan?" Meng Xin frowned, sat up immediately after calling him, shook Chen Fan's arm lightly, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Chen Fan folded his arms, covered his stomach, and said in a low voice, "It hurts..."
Meng Xin immediately regretted it. He must have made a big move just now and accidentally bumped into him. As he got out of bed, he said, "I'll go and pour you some hot water."
"Don't..." Chen Fan suddenly raised his hand to hold Meng Xin.
Meng Xin was anxious, but she still had to be patient.He patted Chen Fan's hand and said, "Hey, wait for me, I'll be right over."
As soon as Meng Xin finished speaking, Chen Fan took his hand even more vigorously, and muttered, "You...you lied...you won't come back after you leave..."
Meng Xin said firmly, "I won't lie to you."
"But... he... they... didn't come back?"
Meng Xin was puzzled and asked, "Who? Who are you talking about?"
"Mom...Mom...she said she would come back to see me...but..." Chen Fan's voice was soft and soft, with no energy left.
Meng Xin sighed, although he couldn't bear it, he still tried to push Chen Fan's hand away.
"Don't...don't go...you don't go..." Chen Fan curled up and trembled, but the strength in his hand was getting stronger and stronger, and he was still struggling to grab Meng Xin.
"Mom... don't go..."
Hearing the last sentence, Meng Xin suddenly stopped.
The air suddenly condensed, and the whole night was extremely quiet, only Chen Fan's hoarse voice was left intermittently: "You... don't go, I will... never skip class again, I won't... no no Don't fight with others while doing homework, don't worry...I...I will call Dad back, please don't go..."
Meng Xin's eyes turned red unconsciously. He took Chen Fan's hand and said, "I'm not leaving..." He turned on the bed, hugged Chen Fan tightly in his arms, and said, "Quiet!" ...be quiet for a while...go to sleep..."
Feeling the temperature on Meng Xin's body, Chen Fan finally relaxed.
Meng Xin lowered his head and asked softly, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"
"Hmm..." Chen Fan replied sullenly.
"I'll warm you up." Meng Xin rubbed his hands together, along Chen Fan's shirt, and stroked the man's chest and abdomen.Chen Fan was extremely thin, with distinct ribs and tough muscles.
"Wang...Xiang?"
Hearing Chen Fan's name, Meng Xin's arm trembled, and he trembled along with his heart.
He hesitated, withdrew his hand, and said, "I...I'm not..."
Chen Fan didn't seem to hear his answer, and said intermittently: "Wang Xiang...yes...I'm sorry, I love him..."
Hearing his words, Meng Xin was completely stunned, he paused, and hugged the person in his arms even tighter.
The more Chen Fan slept, the hotter he got, and he felt sticky all night.
As soon as he opened his eyes, he saw Meng Xin's big face and sat up in fright.
Meng Xin felt the movement of the person in his arms, and said in a daze, "You...you woke up..."
"Why...why are you at my house?" Chen Fan panicked.
Although it wasn't the first time he slept with Meng Xin in the same bed, but the feeling now was strange like never before. Looking at the person on the bed, he suddenly had a lingering feeling of being raped, and... …special!Don't!powerful!strong!
Before Meng Xin fully woke up, she turned over and said, "You drank too much last night, I...I brought you back."
Chen Fan frowned, and took a closer look. The T-shirt on Meng Xin's chest was grinning. This man had more than half of his chest shining, and his face was innocent.
He pursed his lips bitterly, and said, "Send me back, send me back, you... what are you doing..." He endured it, and didn't say the words "hands and feet".
Hearing Chen Fan's words, Meng Xin immediately opened his eyes wide, completely awake. He sat up, blinked his eyes twice, looked down at the light in front of his chest, and then looked at Chen Fan in front of him in disbelief: This is yesterday Is that the man who still said he loves me that night?
Man's mouth, liar ghost!
Meng Xin pointed to the collar on his chest with his index finger and said, "Did you see it? You did it."
He raised his arm to look over it, revealing two red scratches on his elbow, and said, "Did you see it? You did it."
"Do you remember how far we walked last night?" He pointed to the bag on the chair and said, "My bag, your bag, and you are all brought back by me."
"Ah?" Chen Fan's expression turned a little ugly, he twitched the corner of his mouth, and asked word by word: "Is...is it?"
Meng Xin's expression darkened, and he said, "Are you questioning me now?"
"No, no, no... no..." Chen Fan immediately smiled, and said in a particularly awkward way: "I'm getting drunk, and it's broken, oh... I remember, I drank more than a dozen bottles last night, and it's too late. because of you……"
"Well... 23 bottles, the next few bottles, you drink too much, you may forget..." Meng Xin has always followed the rules and is very honest in stating the facts, without any desire to survive.
"So, we're even..." Chen Fan breathed a sigh of relief, continued to lie down, and said, "No, I'll lie down for a while longer, my head hurts..."
Meng Xin glanced at the phone and said, "It's only 06:30, and I've slept for less than four hours. So, don't sleep to death. I'll go down and buy you something to eat. I vomited up last night and I have to stuff it into my stomach." Get something, or you will feel uncomfortable in a while."
He was about to get out of bed as he spoke, but Chen Fan grabbed him and said, "It's still early, don't worry, you can order takeaway later, and you can lie down for a while."
Meng Xin hesitated, went to bed and lay down again.
The two lay flat together, facing the ceiling.
Chen Fan closed his eyes, feeling drowsy gradually, and said, "Did I really drink more than 20 bottles last night?"
"Well, I'm counting." Meng Xin said, "I said I would replace you, but you refused to give up. Song Man said you don't need to drink, but you insisted that you would admit defeat."
"So tough!" Chen Fan uttered three words and stopped talking.
After a while, Meng Xin said: "Chen Fan..." But, he only said a name, and didn't continue.
"What's the matter?" Chen Fan was extremely sleepy now, and he replied in a nonchalant manner.
Meng Xin said in a deep voice: "Teenagers don't know how to love? He can't give you a stable relationship. Just play around and don't take it too seriously..."
After listening to Meng Xin's words, Chen Fan suddenly felt that the drowsiness from just now disappeared without a trace, and his whole mind became sober. He slowly opened his eyes, looked at the empty ceiling and said, "We didn't play..."
Meng Xin said: "Don't look at you as a person who is usually cold and cold, and keeps a distance from everyone, but you care about everything that is kind to you, and you want to repay it with all your might. You have to know that sometimes, it takes a lot of effort. Sometimes feelings may be true, but no one can guarantee that this kind of 'truth' can last forever, people's hearts are too fickle."
Chen Fan looked at the big lamp in the center of the ceiling and said, "It is because people's hearts are fickle that I will do my best to protect those things that don't change."
Meng Xin sighed and said quietly: "It's only fools who fight against human nature. Children, what do you know about change and invariance? You listen to me and find someone who is mature and capable of being truly responsible for you. Originally, people like us , without a lot of social constraints, it will not be easy to stabilize.”
Chen Fan closed his eyes again and said, "Meng Xin, as long as I'm sure it's love, that's enough..."
"You..." Meng Xin was so angry that she sat up and stared at Chen Fan.
Chen Fan's long eyelashes covered his eyes, his head rested on his arms, and his expression was unprecedentedly peaceful.
Forget it, let him feel at ease for a while.
Meng Xin finally gave up, got out of bed and put on his shoes and said, "I can't sleep, I'll go down for a walk, and then I'll buy you breakfast, what do you want..."
"Don't... don't want leek buns..." Before Chen Fan finished speaking, he fell back into sleep.
Meng Xin picked up the quilt, covered Chen Fan carefully, and shook his head helplessly.
As the sun went by, he suddenly remembered the person he met when he was young...
At that time, it seemed to be about the same age as Chen Fan.
It's just that he didn't expect that his life would change in this way. Looking back now, he should regret it more...
He sighed, rubbed his face, changed his clothes and went downstairs.
A person's life will always face countless choices, but these choices come so silently.
Maybe it's just an ordinary afternoon, the sun is warm, just like any afternoon in my life.
However, it wasn't until a long, long time later that you discovered that you once stood at the crossroads of fate and changed your life forever.
The author has something to say: I changed it for a day~I'm going to cry~
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