Sanctuary Huazhang II The Nightmare

Chapter 34

Chapter34

After this, I slept for several days straight.It feels good to be indulging in a dream, at least not to face the crazy and ridiculous mistakes I made with a sober mind, and not to imagine the thoughts of the future being entangled in chains with despair.

I was sleepy, and once dreamed of Luo Sihua, I was very sad after waking up, and fell asleep crying again.

I even dreamed that I was showing my breasts and throwing myself at Roswa.

Sometimes I think that a person's life is lonely and lonely, but at the moment I am really grateful for this kind of loneliness. At least it makes me bear all the panic and stupidity alone, and no one sees the joke.No need for extra comfort, I said to myself, everything will pass.

In fact, I am just being self-indulgent.

When Luo Sihua did something ambiguous to me, I couldn't restrain my hope, and then posted it regardless of the consequences.

This kind of behavior has a special scientific name called "cheap".

Obviously I have something that attracts so much attention and desire from others, but I think that others like me only.

It was raining heavily, and it rained heavily in Orson, the city of sunshine.The raindrops hit the treetops and bent the branches.Huge raindrops hit the glass like drummers in a band.

I stayed in the house Patrick was looking for and didn't go out. I sat on the bed foolishly with my pillow in my arms, watching the city washed by the water, like a memory soaked by a rainstorm, messy.

The neighbor knocked on the door, "You just came here, I haven't seen you before."

I responded with an "en", and she continued: "Ah, someone has been looking for you these days, maybe it's your friend, who always hangs around the door for several times, but just doesn't go in... Did you guys quarrel?... Your friend is so beautiful, and looks very noble..."

My mind went "Weng", I bit my lip and there was no sound.Don't fantasize about Yi'er, all he cares about is the condition of the holy artifact!

If you sink into it again, it will be your IQ problem.

"It's really once in a thousand years that Orson has such a heavy rain. Most of the weather in Orson is controlled by His Highness Luo Sihua, and the sky is always clear. I don't know if the rain is controlled by His Highness Luo Sihua...you You must not have subscribed to the morning newspaper, I work for the morning newspaper, and our newspaper has conducted a detailed analysis of it, do you want to try a copy first, it's free."

I smiled politely, took her newspaper, said a few polite words and closed the door.Then he collapsed and bent his knees along the door frame, squatting on the ground.

Rosswa... came to see me.

I also know some historical origins of the sudden torrential rain in Orson, and tabloid reporters often make articles based on it, spreading the gossip of Luo Sihua: In the sanctuary, when the ruler loses his lover, most of them will wash the imperial capital.

I restrained myself from thinking too much, but I couldn't restrain a trace of curiosity, so I squatted by the door in a daze.About an hour later, footsteps came from the door again, as if someone was pacing back and forth.

I froze, listening quietly, and disappeared after a while.Until I heard a low sound at the door again, I tremblingly supported the doorknob, took a deep breath and opened the door without hesitation, only to find Luo Sihua standing outside the door in casual clothes.

He saw me in a trance for a moment, and both of them were a little embarrassed.A moment later I let the door open, and Roswale walked in.Looking around the house, Luo Sihua frowned and said critically: "You usually live here? The environment is so bad?"

I pursed my lips in dissatisfaction, and suppressed the anger in my heart: "Your Highness Luo Sihua, I lived in a good place in the original apartment, and I didn't just move and disappear because I had nothing to do. If it wasn't for His Highness who sent a team of people to arrest me, I would It’s not like running away.”

"When did I send a team to arrest you?" Luo Sihua raised his eyebrows in surprise.

I sneered.

Luo Sihua rubbed his eyebrows with a headache, "I'm sorry, Yier. I didn't think carefully. I wanted to ask you to come and have a good talk. At that time, I was also very confused. There was a disagreement between the three of us, Ellie Xi Ya planned to take it forcibly, I was afraid that she would be bad for you, so I specially sent a team of people to protect you. I couldn't explain it to the waiter team, so I had to tell them not to hurt you, but who knew that you ran away halfway..."

I still didn't speak, I didn't bother to think whether it was true or not, I nodded mechanically, I really wanted to say "it's all over" to him, but I just couldn't.

Obviously it has not passed, and it may never pass.

"Yi'er, I'm here this time just to see if you're doing well."

Hearing this, my tear glands developed again, and my smile was uglier than crying, "Your Highness Luo Sihua, Yier is not a person who doesn't understand the general situation, and I understand many things. I don't have too extravagant thoughts, but As the carrier of the sacred artifact, there are still many variables and destiny."

"I made a mistake in falling in love with you, and I will never pester you in the future, let alone make the same mistake." I calmly brewed a cup of black tea and handed it to Luo Sihua, "Actually, Your Highness, the love you put into your life It’s good once, at least I know what it’s like to be in love.”

It's just that you can do whatever you like, once in your life is enough.I meditated in my heart, and my heart suddenly became soft.Thinking of the idea that I didn't grow up because I didn't understand love, I couldn't help feeling that I really grew up, but the price was too high.

Luo Sihua took a sip of the black tea, rubbed his fingers lightly on the teacup, and lowered his head in a daze for a while. "Yi'er, why do you like me? You are not a casual person, why do you suddenly want to have sex with me?"

I'm angry, why does he always ask such questions with an indifferent attitude that people don't know how to answer!

"I don't know why I like you, but since I knew you were my enemy, how many times have I tried to transfer the emotions I shouldn't have towards you! After the failure, I can only accept fate and let it go, you Tell me, what can I do?!"

"As for sleeping with you, I'm sorry. But Your Highness, you are the person I like, but there are so many conflicts between us, I'm really sad! You just think I'm a ghost, and I'm just capricious and reckless."

The more I said, the more wronged I was, and I asked like a trapped animal, "What's wrong with me doing this?!"

I know it's reckless of me to do so, and the best way to make someone feel like you don't care is to take it lightly, calmly, and not let you show any sign that you still remember it.Not like me, emotionally agitated to the point of breaking down.

Regardless of my identity and form, I complained crazily, and poured out all my grievances: "Your Highness, you are such a sanctimonious hypocrite! If you don't like me, why do you indulge me again and again, pretending to care about me?" Are you ambiguous about me? You dug a trap, and you knew I would foolishly jump into it!"

"I'm too young, so you let me celebrate your birthday with you, treat me to dinner, deliberately dress me up as a couple, and even kiss me knowing that I have a crush on you..."

My eyes were wet, and my voice was so nasal that it sounded very funny. "Give me an explanation, even if I'm useful, don't let me sink on purpose!"

Luo Sihua was slightly startled: "Yi'er, I have nothing to explain."

"Then what are you doing here? Are you watching the fun?" I almost burst into tears, "Do you think it's interesting to watch me lose my mind, or are you afraid that I will affect the power of the holy vessel, or you just want to watch it on a whim?" See this clown jumping into a trap?"

"Yi'er, can we stop doing this? It's always a trick of the holy vessel. I can't apologize for the past, but I think I can at least make up for it."

I was even more annoyed: "When did I take this to heart? If you didn't only see my value and make use of it, would I be in such a mess like I am now?"

"Yi'er, since you said that the holy artifact is not so important to yourself, why don't you give it back to me. I am the owner of the holy artifact, and most likely the owner of the holy sword. The sacred artifact should belong to me .”

Luo Sihua said slowly, "And what you said is right. I could have ignored you and taken my weapon justifiably, but I didn't do so. I want to ask for your opinion, Er, return the sacred weapon to me , and stay with Orson, stay with me."

I opened my mouth wide in surprise, "You are dreaming!"

Luo Sihua said: "Why bother, isn't Ayz using you? Is Ayz really worthy of your desperate protection? Elliott just wanted to monitor you before he designated you as His Royal Highness. You and Ayz's senior management not related."

I said coldly: "I know all of this, and there is no need for His Highness to remind you repeatedly."

"Think about it, Aitz cares about you because you are the carrier of the sacred vessel. If the function of the carrier loses its function, where will they leave you?"

What Luo Sihua said is all the truth, and I have no room to refute.

"What does it matter if you stay, Yi'er, although I can't promise to like you, you are right, I still have feelings for you."

"When you are by my side, I will also feel happy. Although I am not sure whether I will like you forever, but I will try my best to adapt to my feelings. Yier, we are together, aren't you happy? Isn't this what you have always wanted? ?”

I am stiff.Knowing that there is no point for Luo Sihua to lie to me now, and if Luo Sihua said this to me before, I would definitely be very excited and happy, but at this moment I am in a dreamlike trance.

If you look forward to something that doesn't come to you for too long, you will gradually be disappointed and give up. Once you give up, it will suddenly come true, and you don't want to believe it.

I suddenly remembered the stage play that Patrick wrote in the past.

──Do you like me?

──I dare not.I'm not sure if I will be more vulnerable after being infected with love.

I used to think it was cowardice, but now I feel that it is the commonality of all strong people.

Because of being strong, there was no weakness, no uncertainty and fear at one time.

Now suddenly there are many unknown things. Asking others to treat themselves as equals or even treat them with care is an experience they have never tried.

Because of this, many people dare not love, and they will never know what love is all their lives.

I smiled and said: "No need, Your Highness said so, it is the best for me. But many things come too fast, I can't accept it, but I will think about it, now I want to rest, you walk slowly."

I don't know if I'm crazy, but I'm even a little happy that Roswale came to me.Knowing that the person I love the most still cares about me is really more than any comfort.

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There hadn't been a single letter from Aates lately.

They used to know exactly where I was and what I was doing, but now that I'm in such a big trouble, they've disappeared without a trace.

Aizli's people are still very good, advancing and retreating properly.

In fact, the conscious choice of the owner of the holy vessel is common sense for thousands of years, and there is no way to stop and change it.

Even if Luo Sihua forcibly took out the holy artifact from my body, there is nothing wrong with it. I closed my eyes and fell on the bed, thinking indifferently, return the holy artifact to its original owner, and then what if I just stay with Luo Sihua; What about betraying a sense of responsibility that does not exist by the side of your loved ones?

Can't I follow my wish and make a choice without regret?

I once said that I am willing to completely abandon Eden for Luo Sihua.For him, she became innocent, cute, and unscrupulous!Gotta be bubbly El.

But I didn't realize that after meeting Luo Sihua, I had become such a person a little bit.I threw away my Eden identity and became the reckless, emotional, reckless Ele.

By the time I realized it, it was too late.