Chapter 51
Chapter 51
Shu Yang was taken aback, and asked, "Teacher Ye?"
The deputy editor over there laughed: "Did you delete my phone number?"
"No, no." Shu Yang smiled, and hurriedly explained, "I'm sorry, Teacher Ye, I lost my mobile phone once, and I also lost the number."
Teacher Ye: "I'm kidding you, silly boy. How are you doing this time?"
Shu Yang: "Very good, thank you, Teacher Ye."
Teacher Ye: "I won't chat with you much anymore. You can be regarded as my student at the publishing house. I have to bear the consequences for me. I didn't protect you well. It's my fault."
Shu Yang hurriedly said: "Don't say that, you also fought for it."
Teacher Ye: "I mainly want to ask you this time, do you still want to come to work?"
Shu Yang asked suspiciously: "Huh?"
Teacher Ye: "Now the publishing house has a book series project, which is in cooperation with Huaicheng Ancient Books. There are not many people with ancient background in our group. I remember you have done related work before?"
"Yes." Shu Yang responded, "But..."
Teacher Ye: "You're resigning and re-employing, but you still have to go through the recruitment process. I won't open the back door for you. Everything depends on the agency's decision. The announcement is on the official website, hurry up and submit your resume."
Shu Yang paused, and suddenly realized that the original editor-in-chief had probably left.
He didn't ask any more questions, just said, "Thank you! I'll go right away!"
Teacher Ye said "see you later" and hung up the phone.
Shu Yang hurriedly went to the official website of the publishing house to look at the recruitment announcement, and sent his resume.
The moment he received the automatic reply, he suddenly remembered that Cheng Xinyi had said that his uncle knew Mr. Ye.
When Cheng Xinyi came back in the afternoon, Shu Yang was serving dishes in the kitchen.
He stretched out his arms and hugged him from behind, resting his chin on Shu Yang's shoulder: "Brother Wuwuwu, you are like a little wife, wait for you..."
Shu Yang swept his eyes away: "What are you waiting for?"
Cheng Xinyi: "...wait for your brother to come home."
Shu Yang: "One more time, little daughter-in-law, let's eat outside by myself in the future."
Cheng Xinyi broke his chin, leaned over and pecked at the corner of his lips, and hurriedly said, "No, no, I was wrong brother! You are brother or father!"
Shu Yang's hands became more and more out of control. "
Cheng Xinyi smiled, looked down at his apron, and sighed.
Shu Yang: "Tired from the internship?"
He stretched out his hand to hold the salt, and Cheng Xinyi followed him and bent forward, wishing he could stick his whole body against him, and replied, "No."
Shu Yang: "Then why are you sighing?"
Cheng Xinyi whispered in his ear: "I'm sorry, you have such a good figure, it would be nice if you didn't wear the T-shirt inside."
The sound of the range hood was a bit loud, Shu Yang thought he had misheard, and turned to look at him: "What?"
Cheng Xinyi paused, and said loudly: "I say! It would be fine if you didn't wear clothes under your apron!"
Shu Yang was taken aback, turned his head suddenly, and stepped on Cheng Xinyi's instep.
"Oh! It hurts!" Cheng Xinyi howled.
Shu Yang pushed the man out with a shovel: "Get out! Wash your hands!"
Cheng Xinyi whistled and ran to the bathroom to wash his hands.
While eating, Shu Yang asked, "Did you tell your uncle about me?"
"Huh?" Cheng Xinyi responded, "Why should I tell my uncle about you?"
Shu Yang: "You left this morning. It turned out that the deputy editor-in-chief of the unit called me and said that the publishing house is recruiting and asked me to submit a resume."
Cheng Xinyi knocked on the side of the bowl, and said excitedly: "Ah, yes! I went back to my aunt's house a few days ago and heard from my uncle that the editor-in-chief was sent down because of embezzlement of public funds, and Uncle Ye has now been promoted to a senior position. I guess you That idiot won't be staying in the same period for long, I haven't had time to tell you."
"It's all my fault, I've been thinking about beauty these days!"
Shu Yang: "... You really didn't say that?"
Cheng Xinyi smiled: "I know you don't like it, and even if I say it, it doesn't matter much. Your deputy editor-in-chief, no, it's the editor-in-chief. Uncle Ye doesn't like people who go through the back door, didn't he tell you to vote for it?" Does the resume go through the process?"
Shu Yang thought about it too, this sentence is too much to ask.
After thinking about it, he said to himself again: "He has brought so many people, why can't he call me alone?"
"I'm sure I'm guilty of what happened last time." Cheng Xinyi said, "And you are very talented. Uncle Ye said before that the new young man in his unit is very capable, not very good at speaking, but very talented." Potential. Now that I think about it, I must be talking about you."
Shu Yang didn't know whether what he said was true or not, so it was right to treat it as gossip.
As if expressing his determination, Cheng Xin said, "I don't like what you don't like."
Shu Yang bent his eyes and picked vegetables into his bowl: "Don't say such obedient words."
After dinner, the two of them sat on the sofa and turned on the TV that hadn't been turned on for a long time.
Cheng Xinyi half-lyed and pillowed on Shu Yang's lap, and asked, "Brother, have you watched "Beicheng Paradise Street"?"
Shu Yang: "I've seen it."
Cheng Xinyi: "When did you watch it?"
Shu Yang: "The next day after confirming that you are there."
Cheng Xinyi "tsk" for a long time: "It's hidden."
Shu Yang smiled.
After two seconds of silence, Cheng Xinyi got up and sat side by side with him, found "North City Sky Street", pointed to a long commentary and said, "Look, this girl said she has no love."
Shu Yang took his mobile phone, read the long comment, and asked, "How do you know it's a girl?"
Cheng Xinyi: "Guess."
Shu Yang smiled: "What do you want to say?"
Cheng Xinyi turned to look at him seriously: "She said she was lucky if she could see other people's love. I feel very lucky now, the kind of double luck stacked together."
Shu Yang looked at him, and finally whispered: "Me too. I'm so lucky that I'm a little scared."
Cheng Xinyi reached out and pinched his chin: "What are you afraid of?"
Shu Yang slapped his hand off, leaned his head back on the back of the sofa, stared at the ceiling and thought for a while, and said: "Life is a jealous monster, if you are too happy, it will take revenge on you."
Cheng Xinyi pinched his fingers again as if he couldn't help but say, "What's the matter with you guys doing literature? I don't like listening to you at all. You're just trying to find reasons for your unhappiness. It's so convenient." I'm just not happy with myself."
Shu Yang said bluntly: "Yes, I just don't dare to be too happy, for fear of retribution."
"You're already unhappy enough." Cheng Xinyi said, "I've always thought you weren't happy enough."
Shu Yang didn't speak.
Cheng Xinyi: "Have you ever been in contact with this circle?"
Shu Yang: "Gay circle?"
Cheng Xinyi nodded.
Shu Yang: "How should I say it?"
As soon as these words came out, Cheng Xinyi immediately sat up straight and tensed up.
Shu Yang laughed: "Why are you so nervous?"
"It sounds like I've really been in touch." Cheng Xinyi said seriously.
Shu Yang patted his face: "Don't be so nervous, I haven't been in it, and I haven't been in any circles. It's just that as a gay, I have heard and seen some things."
Cheng Xinyi leaned back beside him: "Say it."
Shu Yang recalled and said slowly: "I downloaded blued for the first time before, and I met someone, and I thought it was quite easy to talk to. He said meet, and I happened to be going out that day, so I went to meet up by the way, and have a drink together. After drinking coffee, we chatted about study and work. The second time, because of something, we had to go to CapitaLand, so we met again."
Cheng Xinyi said "tsk", "Is it almost a spark?"
"No, of course not." Shu Yang smiled, "I just think he's nice and easy to chat with."
Cheng Xinyi: "Continue."
"The third time he said he wanted to meet, he actually reminded me to remember to bring my ID card, and said that he had run out of condoms and ky, and told me to remember to buy them at the pharmacy when I passed by. I didn't react until I saw the news before leaving the house." Shu Yang picked Raising his eyebrows, he said mockingly, "Later, I realized some things and in retrospect, he thought we had reached a tacit understanding when we met for the second time."
Cheng Xinyi fell into his arms happily, half pity and half mockingly said: "You are so stupid brother, others are coveting you, only you are serious about making friends. What happened next?"
Shu Yang: "I said I didn't want to have a room with him, and he said that if it wasn't for loneliness, why would he be on blued, and that I pretended to be innocent."
Cheng Xinyi bared his teeth: "If he is in front of me, I will hit someone."
Shu Yang: "I don't think he was completely wrong. I really needed to understand at the time. Only Qian Kun knew my sexual orientation, but we never talked about it. The communication between roommates only talked about girls. I I have never had the experience of talking about feelings with people.”
Cheng Xinyi: "Brother."
"I found out later." Shu Yang said, "I'm relatively independent, so I don't communicate with other gays."
Cheng Xinyi rested on his stomach, stretched out his hand to caress his forehead to his chin, and said, "Let's go to Chongqing together when we have time, bro, just follow what the girl wrote in the comment."
Shu Yang looked down at him and smiled: "Okay."
After a long silence, Shu Yang asked, "Were you really straight before?"
"Guess?" Cheng Xin agreed.
Shu Yang smiled and said nothing.
Cheng Xinyi curled her lips: "I didn't have anyone I liked before, and I didn't have the exact feelings. But when I saw Lin Cheng's gv, I had a reaction."
Having not heard this name for a long time, Shu Yang had a calm expression on his face and asked, "Are you afraid when you find yourself reacting?"
Cheng Xinyi smiled: "I'm afraid of the hair, I'm afraid, the dog's heart is very strong, I can digest myself in all shapes."
Shu Yang: "Digestion, not acceptance?"
Cheng Xinyi didn't answer, but instead asked: "Then are you afraid when you know you are?"
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid to death." Shu Yang said with a smile, "I was so afraid that I kicked Jiang Yu down from the second floor, almost breaking his leg."
Cheng Xinyi let out a "huh": "Did he have a crush on you before? He still said that kind of thing that day, and he looked like he didn't like me. I wanted to ask you a long time ago."
Shu Yang: "I don't know if I like it or not, but he does too. We had a falling out in high school because he said I was, and I refused to admit it."
Cheng Xinyi looked straight at him: "The first time I asked you if you were straight, you also said yes, Mr. Shu, you are so good at deceiving people."
"Student Cheng, you are not bad." Shu Yang stretched out his hand and touched his lips, "Didn't you see through it a long time ago? Didn't you feel a sense of accomplishment all the time? When did you know?"
Cheng Xinyi pinched his hand, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, and smiled: "At first, I really didn't know. It was because I felt that you were, so I asked, and I didn't think much about it when you said no. Then it was At the wedding, I went to Lin Cheng's wedding room to find you, and heard you talking outside the door."
Shu Yang sighed: "The last time he came to see me in Huaiyi, did you hear that too?"
"Don't sigh." Cheng Xinyi avoided his question, "I will feel bad."
Shu Yang: "Didn't you say that sighing properly is good for your physical and mental health?"
"Then you can sigh." Cheng Xinyi said, "You can sigh in my arms."
He sat up and held Shu Yang's hand tightly: "Don't like Lin Cheng anymore, I will be unhappy. No, I am very sad."
Shu Yang leaned forward slightly, pressed against his forehead, and said, "I don't like him a long time ago, can't you feel it?"
"I can feel it." Cheng Xinyi hurriedly replied, "I can feel it. But this is the time I doubt myself the most. I'm afraid I feel wrong. Shu Yang, you like me, and don't like others in the future."
Shu Yang responded in a low voice: "Yes."
Cheng Xinyi's breathing slowly became heavy: "We wasted a lot of time tonight, talking is a waste of time."
Shu Yang was silent, his gaze fell on his lips.
He was laughing and joking in the TV series and didn't know what he was doing, Cheng Xinyi asked amidst the noise, "Can you respond to me well this time?"
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