Rise up, Omega!

Chapter 73 What have you done to the person who loves you

How could he forget about PTSD?

Post-traumatic stress disorder, the mental illness that alphas who often perform tasks like seniors are most likely to suffer from. He has stayed in the ivory tower for too long, even if it is an internship, it is all small and painless tasks, and he has never experienced it. Lived life and death, not to mention the baptism of blood, so I forgot PTSD as a matter of course.

Bai Yi didn't know how long he had been in the counseling room. When he came back to his senses, he found several missed calls on his phone, some from Miao Ziqi and some from Wang Caide. Tighten your knees.

It turned out to be like this... It turned out to be like this!

PTSD patients will continue to recall and repeat trauma-related scenes and content, touching the scene, and even feeling like they are in the middle of the gold when it is severe. So what exactly is the scene that stimulates the seniors?

Bai Yi didn't need to think about it, he knew it was the bloodstain he left on the door of the confinement room.

When Wang Caide told him that Miao Ziqi spent a night alone in the confinement room, why didn't he think of it?A normal alpha will definitely collapse when it comes out, but Miao Ziqi is like a normal person. At first glance, he is not affected at all. In fact, the moment the alpha saw him, he repeatedly repeated in his heart that his omega was desperately digging at the iron door with his fingers. Scenes.

Bai Yi just broke into a cold sweat just thinking about it, what kind of mentality does his senior have when getting along with him, or even having intimate contact with him?

Bai Yi lingered in the empty consulting room until the twilight, and finally came back to his senses, stumbled and took a taxi home, packed all his luggage, and left the imperial capital overnight.

It can't be like this, he thought.

The relationship he has insisted on all this time is completely based on the pain of his senior. If this continues, Miao Ziqi will blame himself, self-harm, and his symptoms will be more serious than when he was suffering from a mood disorder.

The small city in summer was quiet and peaceful. He returned home without notifying anyone, and as soon as he entered the house, Lao Bai thought he was a thief and threw him into the yard.

Bai Yi lay on the ground, looking up at the sparse clouds floating slowly in the sky, not wanting to move at all.

"No, I'm useless." Lao Bai was startled, and squatted beside him, "Son, are you okay?"

"Dad, I see." Bai Yi said softly.

Lao Bai choked and scratched his head in embarrassment: "You know?"

"Hmm." A few tears welled up in Bai Yi's eyes, "Do you think it was painful when the senior was with me?"

What was Miao Ziqi thinking when he smiled?What he saw through him was bloodstains, the narrow space, the despair of being out of breath, or...the sound of grinding teeth as fingers brushed against the iron door lingering in his ears.

Bai Yi couldn't figure it out, how did Miao Ziqi act calmly and pretend nothing happened when he got along with him?

No, he thought mockingly, it wasn't that Miao Ziqi concealed it well, it was that he didn't care about Alpha as much as he thought.

He wasn't a good mate, not in any sense.

He was held in the palm of his parents since he was a child, and after meeting Miao Ziqi, he messed around. After getting all of this feeling, he became complacent and squandered the love of his seniors wantonly.Did Miao Ziqi see clearly what he was like a long time ago, so he backed down again and again?

But is he worthy of this love?

Bai Yi felt that he was not worth it, so he ran away. This did not conform to his usual principles of life. Running away was a cowardly act, but in front of Miao Ziqi, he couldn't control himself at all. As long as Alpha showed a little bit of painful emotion, He will absolutely stay.

But in the presence of PTSD, Bai Yi is the root of all evil.

At first, Lao Bai didn't know that he had sneaked back, until he heard a knock on the door the next day, and saw the tired alpha standing in front of the door, the old father who had endured so much hardship suddenly felt blessed: "Didn't my son tell you that he was back?"

Miao Ziqi shook his head with a wry smile.

"It's something he can do." Lao Bai held back for a long time, and said, "Come in, he hasn't gotten up yet."

Miao Ziqi hesitated.

"Don't worry, with me here, he won't drive you out." Lao Bai pulled Alpha in impatiently, "I was worried that his estrus would be unstable, and it's just in time for you to come."

Regardless of whether Lao Bai's words were polite at the moment, Miao Ziqi took it seriously. He walked into a familiar house and passed by Bai Yi's room. When he passed by Bai Yi's room, he couldn't move. Man stands in front of the door and meditates.

In fact, Miao Ziqi already guessed that Bai Yi knew about PTSD, which is why he chose to hide it all the time.

Bai Yi likes him, so he can't bear to be the root cause of his partner's pain.However, Miao Ziqi never felt that staying with Bai Yi was painful. Just like what he said before, Bai Yi is the light in life, the only fire in the dark, even though there is pain when he is burned, he can get the light. What's the big deal about caring?

And Bai Yi in the room woke up naturally after sleeping, and rolled on the bed listlessly. He was very unaccustomed to not having Miao Ziqi's bed, but he could no longer rely on alpha.The more he relied on Miao Ziqi, the more Miao Ziqi suffered.

Bai Yi, who was wearing a T-shirt, climbed out of bed dejectedly, and the moment he opened the door, he slammed it shut again.

His heart was pounding.

"Bai Yi." Miao Ziqi's voice broke the silence of the morning.

"You..." He wanted to say why you came, but he knew the answer, and he wanted to say you should go, but the words turned into broken sighs.

"Let me in, please?" Alpha's voice was full of exhaustion.

Bai Yi's heart trembled again. Trembling, he took out the cell phone buried under the quilt, and found that Wang Caide said in the group that Miao Ziqi had been looking for him all night, and he searched all the places they had been to, and went home After finding that Bai Yi's luggage was gone, he immediately bought a plane ticket and flew to his hometown.

As if no matter what he did was hurting his senior, Bai Yi slumped in front of the door in despair, sliding his fingers back and forth on the phone screen, and finally typed a line with difficulty.

--let's break up.

The world was quiet for about a few seconds. Bai Yi couldn't hear any sound, not even his own breathing. Then, like a thunderclap, he woke up abruptly, withdrew his words, opened the door, and jumped into Miao Ziqi's room. arms.

"Am I being too selfish?" Bai Yi tightly hugged Alpha's neck, wrapping his legs around it, "I... I know I shouldn't be with you, but I can't bear to break up."

"What are you talking about?" Miao Ziqi hugged him and sighed for a long time, as if he had finally found the most precious treasure in his life, "There is nothing in the world that can stop us from being together."

Bai Yi sniffed his nose fiercely, caught a glimpse of the blue color under the senior's eye sockets, and tears fell on Miao Ziqi's neck socket.

Look at what you've done to those who love you.

Bai Yi cried and pulled Miao Ziqi into the room: "Senior, take a rest."

Miao Ziqi sat on the edge of the bed with a smile, nodded and squeezed his hand.

"Is it hard for you to be by my side?" Bai Yi eagerly tugged at Miao Ziqi's fingers.

But Miao Ziqi never let go, no matter what he did, he smiled and said nothing.

In the end, Bai Yi gave up by himself, plunged into Alpha's arms, and hummed softly, "Are you stupid?"

Miao Ziqi still didn't speak, just buried his face into his neck.

"Why didn't I realize you were so stupid before?" Bai Yi said to himself, "It's hopelessly stupid."

"...it's so painful to be with me, but still persist." He took a light breath, "Don't you know that I'm clingy, won't you push me away?"

Bai Yi talked too much all at once, and when he looked up again, he found that Miao Ziqi had closed his eyes, looking extremely exhausted and unable to hold on anymore.He curled his lips, helped Alpha lie on the bed, and wanted to pull his hand out, but Miao Ziqi opened his bloodshot eyes the moment he moved.

--do not leave me.

Alpha's lips squirmed slightly, and his voice was as soft as a sigh, and Bai Yi's tears welled out of his eyes again uncontrollably, he took off his shoes, and lay down next to the senior: "I'll accompany you, I'm not going anywhere ,OK?"

The corners of Miao Ziqi's mouth curled up slightly, and he put his arms around his waist and closed his eyes again.

The breeze was floating, and the warm light shrouded the embracing figures on the bed. Bai Yi had just woken up, but fell asleep again in Miao Ziqi's arms. In the dream, there were light and shadows mottled by time. He returned to Miao Ziqi's class again, fainting. Feeling sleepy, Teacher Miao walked towards him step by step along the erratic shadow by the window.

--I love you.

Bai Yi woke up suddenly, bumped into a pair of pitch-black eyes, and couldn't speak for a moment.

"Are you awake?" Miao Ziqi pressed his head into his neck as if nothing happened, "I've been looking for you for a long time."

It's been so long that I almost thought I lost you.

"Don't talk about breaking up casually in the future, okay?" Miao Ziqi asked softly, "Bai Yi, you are my omega, and you will be in this life."

"Yeah." Bai Yi responded sullenly, "But you really can't do this."

"Bai Yi?"

He clutched a small piece of Miao Ziqi's collar: "Senior, let's take a step back, shall we?"

Miao Ziqi struggled in his eyes.

"I won't leave you." Bai Yi promised, "But we can't be in close contact like before."

He said: "Senior, I hope your illness will get better soon."

Miao Ziqi compromised, or Alpha had already compromised after Bai Yi made it clear that he would never bring up the breakup.

He breathed a sigh of relief with satisfaction, hugged the quilt and sat up, kicked Miao Ziqi's waist with his toes: "Let's go back to live."

"go back?"

"It's the house you rented before." Bai Yi snorted softly, pushed Miao Ziqi's head away, and used practical actions to show that he would keep a distance, "We will continue to live separately, and I will supervise you to see a doctor regularly, and you are not allowed to take medicine to force yourself gone."

"Okay." I don't know if Miao Ziqi listened to his words, but for a moment, Bai Yi felt that whatever he said, the senior would say yes, so he angrily pushed Alpha's hand away, jumped out of bed, and couldn't bear to look back Glancing at him, he saw Miao Ziqi sitting on the bed in a daze, his heart softened in a mess, and he ran back to hug the senior's waist.

"What are we going to do?" he murmured.

Miao Ziqi hugged him like he hugged the whole world.

Soon Bai Yi and Miao Ziqi returned to the original house, and the landlord warmly welcomed them for wanting to renew their lease, and waived their deposit for half a year.Miao Ziqi is still a police officer in the police station. Even though Bai Yi resolutely resists intimacy, alpha will still silently climb into his bed, and then arouse Xiao O's desire with kisses.

Bai Yi really couldn't do anything about Miao Ziqi, he tried everything, even being forced by alpha to start selling porn again, but Miao Ziqi didn't care, and even enjoyed it.

how to say?

Miao Ziqi, who had been discovered everything, let go of himself, and no longer deliberately suppressed his desire in front of Bai Yi.

One day, while escaping, Bai Yi accidentally bumped into a roasted seeds and nuts shop.

There was a little cutie in the roasted seeds and nuts shop who was holding melon seeds and was so startled that he almost choked.

Bai Yi thought of Wang Caide for a moment, and couldn't help but gave all the porn in his bosom to the owner of the roasted seeds and nuts shop. That omega didn't realize what he accepted at all, and introduced himself rather embarrassedly: "My name is Fan Xiaotian."

"Bai Yi." He replied with a smile, "Your melon seeds are delicious."

The two quickly got acquainted, and they became very close. Bai Yi also taught Xiao O that his porn is "educational and entertaining, and good for physical and mental health."

But Fan Xiaotian really took it seriously, put away the porn like a baby, and gave him melon seeds with a smile.

Bai Yi was a little embarrassed for cheating others, and heard that Mr. Jing's grandson was actually pursuing Fan Xiaotian, so he simply talked about Jing Ge with Omega. After hearing that they hadn't made any further contact, he immediately made a decision: "Bite him!"

Fan Xiaotian blushed, feeling very embarrassed: "Huh?"

"Bite first and then lick. No alpha can stand it." Bai Yi came up with an idea, and when he had to leave after wandering around the roasted goods shop until the sunset, he saw Miao Ziqi standing in the shadow across the street and never left.

Miao Ziqi is waiting for him.

Even knowing that Bai Yi was avoiding on purpose, he waited stubbornly.

At that moment, the years suddenly became a little longer, and Bai Yi stood in the roasted goods shop and wanted to feel sourly that time seemed to pass by, but when he thought about it carefully, they had experienced too many things in these years, none of which was easy, and life was easy Difficulty, but only when the companions are comfortable can they have the time to be full of emotions.

Bai Yi felt that he was hopeless, and his feelings for Miao Ziqi had already been engraved in his blood, even though he knew the road ahead would be difficult, he still rushed past it.He also felt that he was ridiculous, and warned himself not to get too close to Miao Ziqi every day before going to bed. When he opened his eyes, he saw Alpha crawling into bed in the middle of the night, but he couldn't think of refusing at all, and even took the initiative to cater to the senior's gentle offensive.

Every time he wakes up, Bai Yi must cast aside his infirmity, and then kick Miao Ziqi's waist with his toes, signaling him to leave.

Miao Ziqi would silently stare into his eyes until the omega was defeated, and then stick up to share a sticky kiss.

His senior had turned bad a long time ago, Bai Yi thought to himself when he was kissed until he became unconscious, so bad that he knew how to use his weakness to ask for kisses.

However, all of this is not the worst. The worst thing is that when Bai Yi tries to alienate Miao Ziqi, he feels that the real estrus is coming.

The author says:

*** Let me tell you that the PTSD mentioned in the article has been beautified, but the symptoms in reality are more serious. ***Continue to highlight and make a knot tomorrow! (It's really not to prove that seniors don't need to eat brother Wei......)