Rise up, Omega!

Chapter 62 Are You Going To Force Me To Knot?

Bai Yi sneered: "You memorize my case quite well."

After he finished speaking, he realized that his tone was too aggressive, pursed his lips, subconsciously wanted to grab Miao Ziqi's hand, and when he raised his arm, he thought of something, and moved it abruptly to his chest.

Bai Yi hugged his arms and sneezed.

Miao Ziqi immediately handed over the coat hanging in his arms.

He didn't answer, but stared at alpha with half a smile but not a smile: "You don't know that I have a mood disorder, do you?"

Omega's mood disorders are different from alphas. When an alpha has a mood disorder, he will be irritable unconsciously and hate other people's pheromones. On the basis of this symptom, O is also accompanied by severe physical weakness and estrus disorder, and The extremely serious repulsion towards the alpha that was originally temporarily marked but not yet formed.

That is to say, even if Bai Yi's feelings for Miao Ziqi still exist deep in his heart, he can't get along well with his seniors. As long as he sees Miao Ziqi, his mood will become extremely irritable and he can't calm down to think.

"Sorry." The light in Miao Ziqi's eyes gradually went out, and he hung the clothes on his arms again, "I... I sprayed it with a barrier agent when I came here, thinking you would accept it."

"Since you've even sprayed your clothes, why are you still avoiding me?" Bai Yi spoke as if he had been shot, every word piercing Miao Ziqi's heart, "Do you really want to see me?"

"Bai Yi..."

"Okay." He closed his eyes wearily, "I'm tired."

One sentence completely blocked all Miao Ziqi's words, and Bai Yi felt a strange pleasure in his heart: "I might be more comfortable without you here."

Miao Ziqi's eyes widened suddenly following his words, then quickly lowered his eyelids, stood still, and discussed with him in a hoarse voice for a long time: "Then let me take you back to the ward, okay?"

Bai Yi felt a pain in his heart, and before he blurted out the more hurtful words, he swallowed them back abruptly, as if swallowing a piece of jagged ice, his fragile throat was cut and scarred, and he tasted the familiar smell of blood.

Forget it, he thought, what's the use of stimulating the senior.

Miao Ziqi sent Bai Yi back to the ward, and stood in front of the door to be baptized by Lao Bai's white eyes again. Alpha stood there unaware, until Bai Yi turned around and said, "Go back."

"Bai Yi." It was the slightly embarrassed Miao Ziqi he had never seen before, "Can I still come to see you?"

He suddenly wanted to cry.

After a long time without getting an answer, Miao Ziqi became flustered: "No... just forget it if you don't want to see me."

"What are you talking about, Miao Ziqi." Bai Yi turned his back to the alpha, suppressing his crying, "You are my alpha, even if I'm sick, even if I'm hopeless, you're still my alpha !"

After he finished speaking, the extinguished light in Miao Ziqi's eyes rekindled visibly with the naked eye.Lao Bai snorted heavily at the side, with his back turned to Miao Ziqi, he was unwilling to give alms even if he looked extraneously, even if Alpha said one more word, he would rush over and beat someone directly.

"Let's go." Bai Yi climbed onto the bed weakly, "Come see me in a few days."

Miao Ziqi left reluctantly.

As soon as Alpha's front foot left, Bai Yi buried his face in the quilt with his back foot, hot tears fell silently down his cheeks, he grabbed the pillow, and heard Lao Bai take away the water glass by the bed, and then slammed it heavily on the table for a moment .

"Father!" His father scolded bitterly.

Bai Yi buried his head even lower, sat up with tears in his eyes after a few seconds, and opened the curtain beside the hospital bed to look out.The dazzling sunlight hit his eyes like sparkling waves, and he found Miao Ziqi's figure in the warm light and shadow.

Alpha stood outside the ward, quietly leaning against the tree whose leaf crown was very close to him, with broken tree shadows on his shoulders.

Their eyes meet in the air.

Bai Yi's lips twitched slightly: Let's go.

Miao Ziqi suddenly laughed, wondering if he understood Bai Yi's lips: I want to see you.

More tears fell from Bai Yi's eyes. He remembered that when Miao Ziqi agreed to be with him, he was in the same way, risking being punished, stepping on the muddy snow, and suddenly smiled softly: "I I want to see you more than anyone else."

"Come back." Lao Bai suddenly stretched out his hand to pull Bai Yi back, and by the way pulled him to the side of the bed, and stuffed the medicine into his palm with a smirk, "It's no use looking at it, anyway, it's impossible for you two in this life. "

Bai Yi clenched his hand holding the medicine bottle tightly, and retorted in a low voice: "Yes."

"Fart!" Lao Bai couldn't see his son getting into the horns, so he exploded at once, "You have a fucking mental disorder, why are you still with him? Do you quarrel when you meet?!"

Without speaking, he spread out the pills in his palm, and took them seriously one by one.

"Bai Yi!"

"Dad." He didn't lift his head, "I'm sure it's him, and it's him in this life. Even if you take medicine, it's him." After finishing speaking, he raised his head and swallowed the rest of the pills in one go, and his dark pupils glowed. Sporadic splashes.

"After the accident, you were able to beat him because I was not awake. Now that I am awake, you don't want to touch him again."

Lao Bai was directly stunned by his "rhetoric words", and was helped by the nurse to the next door, and there was no movement for a long time.

"Arguing again?" The head nurse who came to make the rounds smiled and joked, "It's been half a year, and your dad still doesn't give up?"

"Yeah." Bai Yi returned to the hospital bed, hugged his knees and sighed helplessly, "My dad is stubborn."

"Hereditary."

"Tsk, heredity." He didn't refute. He stretched out his hand and rubbed the center of his eyebrows and nodded, "It's just a tendon. I like someone and I like it. I can change anything if I'm sick."

"Okay, I just like your attitude." The head nurse, who has known Bai Yi for a long time, couldn't straighten up with a smile, "That's how it should be. If you have a positive attitude, you will recover quickly."

Bai Yi was silent for a while, and when he spoke again, his voice trembled slightly: "But when I saw him today, I couldn't communicate well at all."

He just wanted to curse people, say hurtful words, and stab Miao Ziqi with bruises all over his body.

The head nurse, who was still smiling just now, changed her expression slightly: "It's normal, your mood disorder index is very high, and you won't be able to fully recover in half a year. After a while, maybe you will be fine."

After a while... Bai Yi didn't remind the head nurse, she had said this sentence many times.

Summer passed, and autumn came again. Bai Yi left the hospital when it was about to snow in the imperial capital. Lao Bai personally picked him up, carrying big and small bags of medicine, his face was frighteningly dark.

Bai Yi ignored him and stood in front of the hospital talking to Wang Caide.

When the little omega heard that he was discharged from the hospital, he skipped class and dragged He Qiu to the hospital, crying at the top of his lungs without saying a word.

"What are you doing?" Bai Yi rubbed his head, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, "When people see you crying so sad, they think I have some incurable disease."

Wang Caide pushed him violently: "Nonsense... nonsense, you... you are fine, you are not sick!"

"Okay, okay, I'm fine." Bai Yi followed suit, "In the future, you have to study hard without my cover, you understand?"

As soon as the words fell, Wang Caide cried so loudly: "Dad, don't go away!!!"

Bai Yi didn't answer, but just laughed.

His physical condition was no longer suitable for the police academy, and he stayed in the imperial capital for half a year for treatment. After his condition stabilized, he would naturally go home to take care of him slowly. This was Bai Yi's own intention, and also his parents' intention.

In fact, the most important point is that Lao Bai doesn't want Bai Yi to meet Miao Ziqi again.

Bai Yi was noncommittal about this.He understands Lao Bai's feelings. Because of an alpha, his precious son has suffered serious physical and mental injuries. Not only will he not be able to study, but he will also become a problem in the future. It is estimated that no parent can bear it. .

But Bai Yi knew that Miao Ziqi didn't do it on purpose.

He sighed, wrapped his down jacket tightly and let out a breath into his palm: "Wang Caide, it's good that you're not a student of the Anti-Terrorism Academy."

Little Omega blinked blankly, but He Qiu, who is also a student of the Anti-Terrorism Academy, understood: "I will protect him well."

Bai Yi raised his head and said relaxedly, "You should protect yourself."

After he finished speaking, he turned around to help Lao Bai stuff the luggage into the trunk, and before departure, he stopped suddenly, turned his back to Wang Caide and He Qiu and said, "Please help me send a bouquet of flowers to Senior Chong Hai."

The sunshine at the end of autumn is no longer glaring, but Bai Yi's eyes are sore and swollen that he can't open them.

The reason why Miao Ziqi didn't come at the first time was because he was seriously injured and hospitalized that night, Tong Xia was unconscious, and Chong Hai... because the rescue failed, he died in his brightest years.

Later, Alpha was buried next to his Omega, and they lay side by side on the silent mountain, never to be separated again.

So Bai Yi didn't blame Miao Ziqi at all, even though his body had an extremely strong rejection reaction the moment Alpha appeared, he still maintained that purest love.That was his senior, the senior whom he loved passionately with all his might, even life and death could not separate them.

What happened that night was written into a top-secret file. Lao Bai read it after beating Miao Ziqi. to him.

Bai Yi wanted to ask, but then gave up.

What difference does it make if you don't ask?Not this time, it may be the next time, the path they chose has never had flowers and applause, only hot blood and countless sacrifices.

The journey home was very pleasant. Lao Bai was afraid that Bai Yi would be too tired, so he bought a plane ticket and brought his son home happily all the way, almost without setting off firecrackers to celebrate.

"What kind of policeman? They're not reliable!" Lao Bai must have been driven mad by Bai Yi, talking nonsense, "I'm telling you, son, if you want to find an alpha, you have to find someone who can live... Barabara."

Bai Yi: "..."

Bai Yi reluctantly shifted his gaze from the phone screen to his father's face, and refused cruelly: "I only want Miao Ziqi."

"Fuck." Lao Bai was discouraged, "Son, what's so good about him?"

"What's so good about him, don't you know?"

His father choked for a moment and remained silent for a while.

Bai Yi sneered, knowing that Lao Bai is the kind of person who clearly approves in his heart, but is stubborn in his mouth. If he didn't know that it was for his own good, Bai Yi would have blown his hair.

But Lao Bai is easy to handle, but his mother is not easy to handle...

Bai Yi put down his phone and rubbed his temples with a headache. After the accident, his mother was the one who suffered the most. After returning home, he threw away all the shoes with laces like crazy. He didn't keep a pair, and trembled when he saw the slender rope , and was almost tossed out by Bai Yi as a mental disorder.

In other matters, Bai Yi can still tighten his teeth and not let go, but this matter alone is his fault.When he was desperate to collapse in the confinement room, he hanged himself with shoelaces. Although he was unsuccessful, the marks on his neck became a shadow in the hearts of the whole family. For a long time, his mother shed tears, and his father also fell into infinite self-blame.

Headache.

Bai Yi rubbed his face hard, the phone in his pocket vibrated slightly, he looked down and found that it was a message from Miao Ziqi.

Since his accident, Miao Ziqi has never contacted him in private again, because he was concerned about his mood disorder, and he was afraid that things related to him would cause indelible harm to Bai Yi.

Bai Yi didn't think too much, he opened WeChat naturally, and Miao Ziqi asked him if he was going home.

It was strange, probably because he met face to face, he stared at the screen of the phone without much mental ups and downs.

--Um.he replied.

--Are you ok?Three words were quickly sent over there, asking whether chatting on the mobile phone would aggravate the condition.

--fine.He speaks the truth.

After Bai Yi finished replying, the phone didn't vibrate anymore. He raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise, thinking that Miao Ziqi would send more messages impatiently after he found out that the two parties could communicate through electronic products, but Bai Yi didn't know. In the missing corner, Miao Ziqi, who was clutching his mobile phone, watched his back with pain and satisfaction.

Bai Yi has lost a lot of weight, and his figure has obviously become slender. No one will confuse him with beta anymore. He has become a real weak omega, carrying a black backpack, standing quietly in the crowd.Miao Ziqi wanted to hug him, but he just thought about it.

The plane took off, passed through the clouds, and took Bai Yi away from the land that carried his dreams. He had no complaints, but he couldn't restrain his longing. When the buildings on the ground became smaller and smaller, and the clouds were getting closer, he Finally, I realized clearly that the life I once had can never go back.

Bai Yi's throat was sore, he asked the stewardess for a cup of hot water, held it in his hand and drank it slowly.

He still remembered that Miao Ziqi said that he wanted to stay, maybe it was true as Lao Bai said, they would never be possible in the future, his senior would find the sweet and lovely little O, live in a house with traces of their lives, and do what they did Every little thing.When Bai Yi thought about this, his heart was calm, as if he was thinking about the future of a stranger.

It's not that his feelings for Miao Ziqi have faded, but that he understands the truth of not forcing anything.

Whether in love or in life, he never regrets every step on his own path.

It's a pity that Bai Yi's "no regrets" disappeared without a trace after the plane landed. He stared at Miao Ziqi who was standing at the exit with hot eyes, took a deep breath, rushed over and punched Alpha in the face.

He growled, "What the hell are you doing here?"

Because of his approach, Miao Ziqi's eyes lit up slightly: "Come to find you."

Bai Yi seemed to be choked, speechless for a moment, he wanted to ask about your ideals, your ambitions, are all the things you said to me fart?

But the physical rejection swept over, Bai Yi softened instantly, was dragged behind by Lao Bai, and gave two medicines tremblingly.

"Are you lingering?" Old Bai showed obvious panic in front of Bai Yi for the first time, and his old father, who was always pulling him away, said to alpha in a begging tone, "Can you let my son go?" ?”

"Dad." Bai Yi endured the strong discomfort, and grabbed Lao Bai's wrist, "I'm fine, don't scold him."

The blushing old Bai was trembling with anger, hating that iron could not be made into steel: "How did I give birth to such a son as you!"

He was even more annoyed: "I just like him, what can I do?"

Yes, what can I do?

When he was sent to the hospital when he was in estrus, he obviously had resentment in his bones. When Wang Caide ran to the hospital crying and told him that his senior had an accident, he was still deeply worried. The antipathy that he thought was deep enough collapsed, revealing the hidden love meaning.Bai Yi understood at that time that even if Miao Ziqi abandoned him a hundred or eighty times, his heart would still be tied to Alpha.

"You... decided?" Bai Yi was exhausted physically and mentally, "Don't do this for me, Miao Ziqi, I don't need you..."

"You need me." Miao Ziqi interrupted him calmly, "I am your alpha."

Bai Yi was shocked.

"Your estrus is unstable, I don't allow you to use inhibitors." Miao Ziqi became more and more calm.

After listening quietly, he curled his lips and said, "You are so cruel."

"...Are you going to force me to form a knot?" Bai Yi smiled uglier than crying, "Miao Ziqi, you...you are really crazy."

Miao Ziqi turned a deaf ear to his bluff accusations, and Alpha smiled as gently as ever, with the corners of his eyes drooping slightly, but there was a deep-seated madness in his eyes that only he could understand: "I'm not crazy, Bai Yi, I owe you this."

"What are you talking about!" Lao Bai thought that Miao Ziqi was not pleasing to the eye, and now he was about to explode, so he took Bai Yi's hand and walked out of the airport, "Listen to me, if you want to live, you can die!" Stay away from that alpha, and no one can save you when you get sick!"

Bai Yi let his father drag him out of the airport, his heart was completely filled by Miao Ziqi's words, and at the same time, he was powerless, but at the same time, he felt a strange sweetness.

Miao Ziqi is indeed such a person, paranoid and lonely, he is the only one in the world who can understand alpha, and only alpha can drag him out of the abyss.

From this day on, Bai Yi had a protracted struggle with his parents, for no other reason than to be able to move out with Miao Ziqi.

His mother was the first to disagree, she was in tears all day long, holding the case and yelling: "Are you trying to piss me off!"

Bai Yi shook his head calmly: "Mom, you know that what I believe will not be changed."

Unexpectedly, his mother hoped that the new alpha could divert her son's attention, until Bai Yi fell ill on the spot because of the arranged blind date, and was rushed to the hospital by Miao Ziqi, then his mother regretted letting go.

Even though Bai Yi, who was in a coma, instinctively rejected Miao Ziqi, he was still unwilling to leave the other's embrace. His fingers clasped the hem of Alpha's clothes so tightly that even the doctor couldn't pull it away.

It was Miao Ziqi who took the initiative and said, "It's okay, let him take care of it."

The alpha stared at his pale cheek with lingering eyes: "I am his alpha, and I am here to accompany him."

It almost caused a catastrophe, his mother was ashamed, and let Bai Yi go. Lao Bai knew that he couldn't stop him, so he simply found another way, and stuffed Miao Ziqi into the police station of a small city. Top students go to fight pornography and illegal activities.

Miao Ziqi was not angry at all. Before Bai Yi moved out, he ran to the courtyard every day, standing outside the courtyard wall without being seen, leaning against the moss-covered wall from morning to evening, hoping that the sky would still Drop a little brother.It's a pity that Bai Yi no longer has the strength to climb over the wall, so he can only sneak out while his parents are away, and look at Miao Ziqi from a long distance away.

"Stupid or not?" Bai Yi's pale face was hidden behind the scarf, and because of physical repulsion, he didn't even want to look at Miao Ziqi, "My dad deliberately ran on you, can't you see?"

Miao Ziqi put his hands in his pockets and smiled quietly: "Yes."

"Hmm, what?" Bai Yi became irritable and could say anything, "Aren't you afraid that Tong Xia will laugh at you?"

"The former Miao Demon King became a small policeman, is it embarrassing?"

Miao Ziqi still had that gentle smiling face: "He can laugh if he likes, I don't feel ashamed."

All the grievances vented hit the soft cotton, Bai Yi got angry, raised his leg and kicked the base of the wall next to his feet, kicking out a piece of gray-white wall ash.

He yelled, "Can't you come closer to me?"

Miao Ziqi took two steps hesitantly, and then carefully observed his expression: "If you feel uncomfortable, stop."

"Don't talk nonsense, come here quickly."

"Okay." Alpha stopped and walked, and after approaching for only four or five steps, he didn't dare to approach again, because Bai Yi's complexion turned a little paler, and the corners of his eyes were also burning red.

to the limit.

There is a distance of two or three meters between them, neither far nor close, just enough to hug each other with one step, which happens to be the furthest distance in the world.

Miao Ziqi was as happy as something: "There is progress."

He squinted at Alpha, then quickly retracted his gaze, and said sarcastically, "Stupid." After finishing speaking, he himself laughed too.

Things were far from that bad, they still had a hug within reach, even within a few minutes, Bai Yi put on a straight face because of rejection, and spoke coldly to Alpha, but I have to say, this is already an improvement that cannot be ignored .

Life in a small city is more convenient than in the capital, and it took Miao Ziqi less than a week to find a house.The small apartment is very close to the police station where Alpha works, and the city center can be reached by two bus stops.When Miao Ziqi sent the address to Bai Yi, he was fighting with Lao Bai. His father arranged for Miao Ziqi to sweep up pornography, so he bought two boxes of porn, put them calmly in the bedroom, and said, "I'll wait for the senior to come and sweep it."

Old Bai was half dead with anger, lying on the bed with his dead body: "You bend your elbow too hard."

Bai Yi sneered: "Do you know what the senior does in the capital?"

"Old Bai, I look down on you." He said bluntly, not saving face for his father at all, "You did it on purpose. You also made me unable to hold my head up in front of my seniors."

His hard-working old father can only be unreasonable in front of Bai Yi: "I hate it? Besides, he has no objection. If he wants to go back, he can go back anytime, and I won't stop him!"

But Miao Ziqi would never go back.

Since Lao Bai couldn't make sense here, Bai Yi went to the street carrying the porn. He guarded the security area of ​​Miao Ziqi, waiting from morning to afternoon, until he was hungry, and finally saw a familiar figure swaying across the road.

Tsk, put the blue uniform jacket on Alpha, no matter how you look at it, Bai Yi is so heroic that Bai Yi can't take his eyes off it.

But when Miao Ziqi's eyes fell on him, the appreciation in Bai Yi's eyes disappeared. He stepped on the cardboard box, held the crudely made plastic box in his arms, and waved to Alpha triumphantly: "Do you want to watch the movie?" ? Fifty cents a piece, three tickets are sold, no counter-offering."

Bai Yi thought about this line for two whole days, and said it in one breath, feeling refreshed.

The author says:

I don’t think it’s very abusive... Dad Bai will still go back to school when he goes to school. After all, there are still a lot of truths waiting for him, but he started to get in touch with the business of selling pornography at this time (?) Today, he re-read "Get Out" The story about Miao and Bai mentioned in "Bar", try to reduce bugs as much as possible, but there will definitely be some details that need to be changed, please bear with me QAQ