Ribbon of Rebirth

Chapter 32 Confused

A gloomy room does not want a ray of light to come in.The people on the ground just curled up their height of 1.8 meters into a small ball and rolled the quilt on their stomachs.The light yellow floor was irregularly stained with bloody flowers.Si Yin was fined for three days. After the fine, he was dragged back to Bai Xun's residence, but he still stubbornly supported his fist-high knee, which was almost swollen, limped to the road and called a taxi to support him. Then went back to the apartment.

He almost stuffed himself with a whole box of supplements, he couldn't starve himself to death.I really didn't have the energy to continue to toss, so I dragged the quilt on the ground and finally let myself pass out.

I was drowsy for another three days, sleeping and waking up from time to time. When I woke up, I gave myself nutritional supplements, antipyretics, anti-inflammatory drugs, and stomach medicine.Then he fell into a coma again, he didn't want to wake up, in his previous life he heard people say that he fell asleep when his body was tired, and he giggled when his heart was tired, but now he is so tired that it is difficult for him to even maintain a basic facial expression.

Feeling stuck in a dead end, he wanted to protect his brother and the Si family, but he couldn't help wanting more. He hoped that his brother would trust him and not have to love him, but at least allow him to protect his brother, allow him to Kill Yan Wu, don't stop him, don't even want his life, don't spend all your energy setting traps for yourself, don't interrogate him with cold words, don't whip yourself with a whip that seems to hurt more than a boning whip.

But turning around and thinking about it, I can completely understand what my brother did. First of all, my brother doesn't know his identity. In his eyes, he is just a subordinate. In his words, "a lowly killer".Secondly, being the leader of Bai Xun is his own will, no matter how hard it is, he should not regret it, even if he is beaten to death by his brother, he should not complain.

But it's just uncomfortable, I don't want my brother to treat me like this, and I want my brother to feed me, even if it's not as meticulous as the treatment of Yan Wu, at least, can I stop targeting myself like that.

In his previous life, Si Yin had never drunk alcohol, and he always believed that using alcohol to relieve his sorrows was the most rubbish and cowardly behavior.But now he just wants to stop his chaotic mind. He thinks clearly about the reason, but he just can't stop.He didn't want to touch alcohol, but he couldn't stop.One after another, sleeping pills were stuffed into his mouth, and he fell into drowsiness again and again.Sometimes when he is sober, he will laugh at himself, what is the difference between this and drinking

Days go by, time is still running.Si Yin managed to recover from his injury, and then returned to Bai Xun. Si Shou was noncommittal to "Bai Xun" and didn't say to let "Bai Xun" go back to work, but he didn't say to let "Bai Xun" leave. It seems that everything is up to him.

Although Si Yin has been back to Bai Xun for a few days and has not missed work training, but he is not close to Si Shou.He couldn't adjust himself well, and now that he didn't see his brother, he would be troubled all the time. If he stayed by his side, he might have a bad mentality.

If he can't sleep at night, he can still give himself sleeping pills regardless of the killer's rule of keeping vigilant at all times, but he has to stay awake during the day.

"Hey, hey, hey, no..." A chirping voice resounded throughout the training ground, and fierce fists rushed towards him. Although his face was chattering, he still took the fists calmly.Forcefully pressing down on the person opposite, he panted and said, "Old bastard, why are you being stimulated? I have been beaten all the time these days. I am obviously a weak chicken. You are interesting in working so hard!"

The thoughts in my head are like tarsal maggots that cannot be removed. Only by letting myself enter the tense rhythm will it be slightly relieved. Si Yin has dragged Wen Qin into fights for five days, and each time they practiced for almost three hours. Not to mention the bruises all over, it is really exhausting to the spirit.Si Yin couldn't beat Wen Qin. In order to make Si Yin happy, Wen Qin tried his best while controlling himself not to hurt Si Yin. After tossing and tossing, he was more tired than Si Yin.

Si Yin didn't answer, but pulled the hand held by Wen Qin vigorously. After some twisting, his wrist was bruised and swollen. Wen Qin let go immediately.But Wen Qin was also irritated by Si Yin, how could he be so inconsiderate, let his hand pull sideways, bend his elbows to chop Si Yin who was staggering down, and after a successful blow, he stepped out and stomped Si Yin to the ground.

"Can you still do it, your brain is full of brimstone? Are you going to cut off your own limbs for practice? Oh, please explain to me today, what has stimulated you recently, like a mad dog, I am almost exhausted by you Come on, hurry up, I won’t let you get up if I don’t say anything.” After speaking, he sat on Si Yin’s back, as if Si Yin didn’t say no.

Si Yin kept silent, just put his head on the ground, without struggling or resisting.

Wen Qin took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, "Xiao Shisan, send me a box of vodka to training ground No. Are you asking..."