Ribbon of Rebirth

Chapter 17 Fear

――Past life――

That is a real person!How could this be?

Si Yin, who was still a teenager, witnessed his father murder for the first time, not with a single shot, but with torture.How can a mother who is always kind and gentle be so cold and indifferent, and brother, has he already killed someone?

How could this be?

Si Yin, who was overprotected by the Si family, could not accept the fact that the Si family was a gangster who killed innocent people indiscriminately.

Unlike Si Shou, Si Shou was educated by the cruel heir of the Si family since he was born. Si Yin has been like a normal child since he was a child. He went to school, made friends, and later fell in love with painting. He gradually came into contact with more open and inclusive Ideological Education.In his cognition, the world should be peaceful, tolerant, animistic, and endowed with human rights.

Instead of what he sees now, the Si family, as the strong side, unilaterally kills and kills.

That is a living life, and Si Yin cannot accept unconscious harm, let alone this kind of intentional harm? !

After seeing his father torture and kill people, he has been unable to accept meat food for a long time, as if what he ate was the person his father killed. Sometimes even if what he ate was not meat, he would still vomit uncontrollably when he thought of the dead person.Sometimes he would be in a trance and see his parents and elder brother walking towards him step by step with a knife in his hand and cruel blood on his face.

He gradually closed himself off, no longer talking to them, no longer eating at the same table with them, no longer letting his parents and brothers touch him, as if their blood would swallow him.

He can't help it, he can't enjoy the good life brought by the cruelty of his relatives and at the same time blame his parents and brother, he has no qualifications.Like every poor family, children live the life their parents have worked so hard to earn, so they have no right to blame their parents for their tired and embarrassing image.They can't hold an expensive smartphone in one hand while blaming their parents for unscrupulous jobs.This may be everyone's original sin. Being human is too helpless.

Si Yin was caught in pain and entanglement, with his family on the one hand and his living life on the other, the conflict between the two sides, he could only get farther and farther away from his relatives and even everyone.

Yan Wu, who appeared warmly, seemed to comfort Si Yin, who was in pain and entanglement.

This only consolation ended up shattering all of Si Yin's life.Si Yin couldn't accept the cruel fact, so he could only naively wait for someone to hurt him.

After living a new life, Si Yin did not dare to hold the mentality of "Holy Mother".A person's heart is very small, even the heart is not symmetrical, how can we not be biased? "If you are poor, you will be good for yourself, and if you are rich, you will benefit the world." He can't even protect his family. He can't talk about worrying about the common people in the world, and he can talk about freedom and equality.

He forced himself to cruelly stab the knife into the body of an innocent person, and the warm blood that spilled out seemed to stick to his body forever and could not be washed away.No one knows whether the sneer of each murder is to laugh at the stupidity of others, or to laugh at oneself for being cold-blooded.

He is not the group of children who started training at the age of six. Those children are too young and have not formed the three views. They only have the most basic instincts of human beings, to have food, to survive, and to do whatever.Si Yin was reborn with the memories of his previous life, and naturally he also brought with him the cognition of things from his previous life.I woke up from countless nightmares, turned over and sat up, my teeth bit into my left hand, my skin was broken and my bones were often broken.Looking at Si Yin's hand now, the right hand is almost unscathed, but the left hand is heavily scarred, covered with half-moon-shaped scars one by one.Maybe it's because I'm right-handed, and the right hand needs to draw pictures and pull the machine gun; the left hand, let's use the left hand to atone.Only when he hurt the previous 113 for the first time, no one knew. That night, Si Yin seemed to lose his mind, and slammed his hands against the wall crazily, as if breaking his hands would prevent him from killing people.At dawn, he gradually withdrew his reason, bandaged his hands, put aside the fear in his heart, and continued to train and kill.

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Si Yin was fined to kneel down after being tortured. He had a high fever and fell into a coma. The past life became a nightmare again, and the fear of everything seemed to swallow him completely.

Fortunately, it was dawn, and it was dawn, and everyone was invulnerable.