refuse to be a teacher

Chapter 107

Xue Erjin sometimes wonders what kind of relationship it would be to like someone.

When I was young, I liked to walk with the clansmen together.

Later, he and his elder brother depended on each other for life, that was love.

Now with piercing eyes, staring at a figure in white clothes who came forward in a trance, thousands of thoughts in my heart, overwhelmed by four years of long-settled coldness and grayness, they easily turned into love and desire, thoughts and feelings.

Xue Erjin is a person who has always been gloomy and gloomy. He naturally does not know what joy is, and it is difficult to distinguish what kind of joy should be.

Therefore, a pair of eyes were straight, without euphemism or detour, and since then, they have been following a person for a moment.Pay attention to him, please him, miss him, engrave all his words and deeds, every frown and smile into the bottom of my heart.

When did it start?

Yan Jue has such a temperament, straightforward and decisive, he treats others honestly, even though his temper is eccentric and cold, he never hurts others.

Xue Erjin became more and more interesting and curious after realizing it.Every time he clings to him, he is like a wild dog that has finally met its master, wanting to share with him all the most beautiful things in the world.

In that blurred old memory, true or false, like a dream, Xue Erjin gradually realized that love and dependence should be such an indelible strong emotion.

"If you don't marry a daughter-in-law, will you marry an apprentice?"

"Can I be your apprentice forever?"

He heard himself, full of hope, sparing no effort to make that thirsty voice——

Because I like it, I look forward to it.

But the dream was broken.The cold and indifferent person in the dream finally turned around mercilessly, pulling a long, long distance away from him.

In fact, Xue Erjin at that time was always looking forward to a sincere answer from Yan Huang.

Said that he was willing to stay at the bottom of Xixin Valley and be his master for the rest of his life.

Willing to be with him forever.

But what is the use?

Even Xue Erjin himself can't bear the gloomy life that is like a cage that covers the sky and the sun, so why should he force Yan Jue to spend his whole life and suffer this endless loneliness and loneliness with him?

Yan bully treated him with tenderness.Teach him to read, teach him to archery, teach him many principles of life, but never have any further ideas with him.

Therefore, every time Xue Erjin asked similar questions, the answers she tried to get were always lost in the sea, and there was no response for a long time.

In the end, he probably understood something.After a long period of silence, no longer expecting, no longer longing, just turned away in a dim and difficult way, buried all the unspeakable truths in the bottom of my heart, and the cold and indifferent figures of Gu Zi and Yan Hao gradually drifted away.

A few days later, Gu left outside the town, and at the foot of Lingtai Mountain, famous families from all corners of the country gathered together.

Xue Erjin made an exception and rejected Yan Jue and his rare request, and was invited to leave Xixin Valley, surrounded by dozens of people, to meet her former savior Mo Fuqiu again.

Mo Fuqiu at that time was still as energetic as when he first met four years ago.It's just that there is a gentle and delicate young woman beside her for no reason.

That was not long ago, when Fang Zhangjiao married his beloved wife, Shen Shi.

The two are inseparable, like a couple of immortals who will grow old together.

"There have been frequent influxes of outsiders in Guli Town this time, and they seem to be quite dissatisfied with the fact that the Lingtai One Sword Sect has living sword clansmen."

Mo Fuqiu tapped the half-cold bowl of tea on the table with one hand, then turned his eyes slightly to Xue Erjin, who was silent at the side, "Most of you here are members of the alliance in the Southern Region. Chaos in the outside world is unavoidable, I don't know how the leaders and guild masters think about the frantic pursuit of blood from all parties?"

Xue Erjin's expression turned cold, but upon hearing that someone at the banquet couldn't hold back, he suddenly suggested: "Living blood is rare in the world, and it is extremely precious. It is common sense that countless people from the outside world are staring at it - Brother Mo is not as good To fulfill everyone's wish, to share the blood of the living sword, and calm down a storm wantonly, it might not be impossible."

Mo Fuqiu frowned slightly, hesitantly said: "This..."

"...nonsense." All of a sudden, there was another person who paused and objected angrily, "How many good deeds have you done since the establishment of the hundred-year-old clan of the Lingtai Yijian Sect? The ants made a fuss and made a fuss, so you, the head of the sect, lost your confidence and didn't know what to do for a while?"

When everyone heard this, they couldn't help but look sideways.But I saw a person in plain clothes and long gown on the bluestone steps outside the hall, his eyes were cold and full of anger at that time, striding over the threshold and hurriedly came and shouted: "Equally distribute the blood, calm the storm... …? At the beginning, the family teacher exhausted all his efforts to retake the living sword clansman from Zhufengmen, in order to protect him for a safe life, and then he could not help being disturbed by outsiders. How come four long years have passed, time has passed, and the head of Mo has moved crookedly Thoughts, determined to go back on your word?"

After saying this, without waiting for Mo Fuqiu to respond personally, all the dissatisfied people in the audience suddenly boiled over.

"Who is this person...? How dare you speak so disrespectfully!"

"Who else could it be? In the early years, Yi Shangxian, the eldest disciple of Sword Master Feng'ai, relied on his master's merits during his lifetime. He was self-willed and defiant of no one—heh, he was virtuous!"

"It's just a long walk in the southeast, and it doesn't hurt to stand and talk. Anyway, they are not the ones who are calming the chaos now, so they can naturally act unscrupulously in front of others..."

"He has the intention to come here to point out the country, but he doesn't know that the arrogant and domineering bastard junior of his family will be beaten by the head of Mo Da and thrown into Xixin Valley. He doesn't know whether he is dead or alive right now!"

"Is there such a thing? It turns out that Mr. Qin's disciples will also teach such villains?"

"Why not? Everyone said that the second young master, Yan Hao, is a handsome man with delicate features. I don't want to pretend that his head is full of straw paper!"

"Pfft, everyone said it was Yan Er Yan Er, so can it be the same?"

"Hahahaha, that's the truth..."

Before the words were finished, both eyes fell in unison in a flash.

One belongs to Xue Erjin.

And the other one came from Yi Shangxian with a cold face not far away.

Xue Erjin had never observed his appearance at close range, but from the gossip of the other people, she could vaguely recognize the word "Yan Jue" - that was the name of the master, and during the past few months together, she had never Listen to him mention half a word.

On weekdays, Yu or Yu is used to shouting, but he forgot that he does not belong to the bottom of Xixin Valley.

The rivers and lakes are huge, and the places where Yan Jue walked are everywhere.He is indeed unruly by nature and deeply loves freedom, that's why he chooses to remain silent during Xue Erjin's cross-examination again and again.

Xue Erjin raised her head, and suddenly felt that her eyelids were heavy, and her eyelashes were also heavy, overlapping one after another on the gray misty gaze, as if separated by a thick layer of stone wall.

All of a sudden, gossip spread in the lobby.A few of them lamented that the Huojian people should not be treated like this, while most of them still felt resentful for Yi Shangxian's sudden appearance.

Yan Jue's reputation outside the world has always been so bad that it is heinous, and even as a senior brother, Chang Xing Juzhu is also unavoidably underestimated.Coincidentally, although the two brothers and sisters in the same school have always been against each other and have little contact with each other, they have the same cold and hard attitude in dealing with others, and have never softened with others.

Sixteen years ago, the proposal of "equal distribution of blood circulation" was suddenly made public, and many people came forward to express their approval. At that time, Yi Shangxian was the only representative who opposed it from the beginning to the end.

"The blood of the living sword is born to be war-loving. If such a fierce thing is used to distribute to hundreds of families, I am afraid that it will inevitably lead to a tragic situation of constant chaos and endless wars in the future." Yi Shangxian raised one hand and pointed straight up at Mo Fuqiu faced the door, and then said in a solemn voice, "Master Mo, you are still young, before you make a decision, you must first consider the consequences.

Mo Fuqiu remained silent for a long time, and finally put down the tea cup in his hand gently, walked down the long steps step by step, walked up to Yi Shangxian, lowered the line word by word, and said: "Senior said... the old Mr. Qin tried his best to fight Rescuing Xue Erjin, even risking his life by the sword to break the dragon seal, in exchange for many years of peace and tranquility... for the sake of a moment of peace - this is the result."

The voice stopped, and looking at Xue Erjin who was standing still, he said: "The current situation is different from the past. What is chaotic is not the human heart, but the people/desires that have been accumulated and inflated over the years...Since Jie Longyin appeared in this world four years ago From that moment on, all sects tended to become more and more impetuous. Things that were not available earlier, after a long time of precipitation, will only leave a hard thorn in the bottom of their hearts. Now the overall situation is chaotic. There are many outsiders in and out of the town, so I dare to ask senior, besides handing over Xue Erjin, what other methods can we use to prevent the situation from spreading?"

Yi Shangxian glanced at Xue Erjin calmly, and said, "What do you do? Take his life directly, or chop him up and let everyone hold a share?"

The color of Xue Er's eyes changed sharply, and it seemed that the sword was on the verge of breaking out. At this moment, Mo Fuqiu, who was directly in front of him, took a step closer, and aimed straight at his dark and gloomy eyes. Then, he raised his jaw slightly, and his voice As calm as water, she could look at him flatly and said: "...Xue Erjin, you already know what happened, but now, what is your opinion on this proposal...?"

"What's my opinion?"

With a sneer, Xue Erjin folded his arms, stared at him slightly contemptuously and said, "Master Mo already has the answer in his heart, so why come to ask me hypocritically?"

Mo Fuqiu shook his head, and said: "I didn't intend to force you to take blood... Everything is up to now, and there is still a little room for negotiation. No matter what step we take in the end, we will not hurt your life. "

"...you?" Xueer smiled to himself with frost in his eyes, "whatever you do is naturally right. You say you don't want to hurt people's lives, but you want to push people to the ground and gouge him dry Flesh and blood, carve up his use value—Master Mo, you are the head of the Nanyu domain sect, a great figure revered by thousands of people, if you give this order, whether it means cutting me into pieces, showing it to the public, or showing it to others As far as I am concerned, it is just a chivalrous act, purely doing a good deed, and who will judge whether it is right or wrong?"

Hearing this, the people around immediately looked at each other in blank dismay, seeming to be secretly angry, but they couldn't hold it back for a long time.What's more, Dajue's words sounded really unpleasant, so he took the first step, deliberately raised his voice, and blurted out to reprimand him in front of others:

"Well, Xue Erjin, back then Sect Leader Mo personally saved your life... Now Sect Leader Mo is in a dilemma and can't make a decision. Even if we get a drop or two of your blood to quell the chaos, After all, it didn’t take your life, so there’s nothing to complain about, it’s absurd!”

As soon as the words came out, someone immediately echoed:

"That's right, if Xue Erjin hadn't been rescued by Sect Leader Mo, he would have died in the hands of those lunatics in Zhufeng Sect. How could he still be as virtuous as he is today?"

"Isn't it? They were placed at the bottom of Xixin Valley to eat and drink as a dog. Now they have a savage temper. At the critical moment, they will bite the benefactor back, spit! You really don't know how to praise..."

Don't know how to flatter?

Xue Erjin raised his eyebrows, and immediately looked at Mo Fuqiu and said in a concentrated voice: "Here, listen carefully...Master Mo, just like what they said, I am not as good as a domestic dog that you have carefully raised in your cage."

Mo Fuqiu frowned and said, "...what do you want to say?"

"I don't want to say anything."

I just want to tell you that four long years is enough to wear down all the will of a person.

In the end, he voluntarily surrendered, numbly but willingly, and gave everything of himself to the outside world.

However, Xue Erjin is not stupid.He has a long-buried self-awareness, as well as his own indelible hatred and madness.

"I can't do something like bite back."

Inside and outside the hall, light and shadow lingered, and people were crowded.

Xue Er's eyes were cold, but the palm of his hand was full of hot blood.

Once again, he drew his knife and mercilessly cut a long, thin and hideous wound on his wrist.

"However, Head Mo, don't forget that I will still resist the most basic resistance of being born."