Rebirth of the Hidden

Chapter 26 The first clue

Because of the appointment the next morning, Lin Minming suddenly became absent-minded about today's game.

Probably affected by emotions, for him, the first half was obviously a very exciting match, but there was no suspense in the second half.Seeing that the Sanhe High School team led by two points and won the final victory, he did not shout with excitement like the people around him.

Of course, He Junyu still had no chance to play.

After the game, there was a short time to interview the coach and the best player of the game. Lin Minming saw Xia Ying.

Putting on the anchor's standard suit, she looked elegant and intelligent, and she spoke humorously and analyzed the game well.The male viewers around are discussing this new beauty anchor, maybe boys can't help but like such a woman.

except him.

It's not that he doesn't like her, but he can't treat her like a man likes a woman.

To be precise, it's not Xia Ying's problem, but his own inability to use love for all women.

This is the difference between him and normal boys.

This life is the same as the previous life, the only difference may be that the previous life took more time to accept the result.

But now, he already understood.

After the interview, Xia Ying had to explain her work.

Lin Minming followed He Junyi and Gu Xinxin and left through the audience passage first. In the morning, they made an appointment to meet at a restaurant near the gymnasium at noon.

Originally, there was still a game in the afternoon, but Lin Minming suddenly lost interest at this time. When he arrived at the restaurant, he found that he was eating Japanese food, and now he lost his appetite.

He Junyi noticed his strangeness and asked him if he was not feeling well.

Lin Minming took advantage of the opportunity and said that he was very tired and wanted to go back to the hotel to rest first. Before He Junyi could answer, Gu Xinxin jumped out and said that he should take a good rest if he was not feeling well.

"Hurry up and go back to sleep and you'll be fine!" After she finished speaking, she enthusiastically dragged He Junyi to order food.

Lin Minming: "..." It seems that it is impossible not to leave now.

If I don't eat lunch, my stomach will hurt, but fortunately, I still have a lot of souvenirs I bought yesterday, so it's absolutely no problem to get something to eat for lunch.Lin Minming bid them farewell, and took a car back to the hotel at a nearby subway station to rest.

Feeling down all the way.

The issue of sexuality has troubled him for a long time. From being shocked and unable to accept it at the beginning, to later desperately hiding and diluting his sense of existence, he has used many methods to convince himself to adapt to this matter.

In fact, many times he forced himself to forget about this matter, because he was always helpless when he thought about it.

In the past, he also considered getting a girlfriend to try to see if he could come back straight away, but in the end there was no way to do it.

Later, as he got older, he gradually began to understand that some people who like the same sex are lost for a while, but most homosexuals are simply born.

Every year on his birthday, he would silently recite the Lord Buddha's blessing in his heart, bless his family members never to discover this secret, and live his life so peacefully, but the Lord Buddha only heard the first half of his prayer and missed the rest.

His family didn't find out that he liked men, but in the end he died not very peacefully.

……

When He Junyi returned to the room, the lights were not turned on.

Lin Minming sat alone on the bed with a laptop on his lap.Perhaps because he hadn't moved for a long time, the dim light on the computer screen had dimmed. Lin Minming sat with his head tilted on the backrest and fell asleep, his crow-feather-like long eyelashes trembling slightly with his breathing.

dreaming?

He Junyi smiled lightly, walked over and took the laptop on his lap aside.

Playing computer games when you are sleepy, what a child.

The next second, his fingers accidentally touched the keyboard, and the laptop screen suddenly lit up.

Not the most popular game interface for high school kids these days. (nor in his pocket)

What Lin Minming had been playing before falling asleep was actually a forum.

At this moment, I have to log in again because I have not operated for a long time.But even just looking at the name of the forum is enough to surprise He Junyi.

【blue】?

The pages are all in English, with many cryptic abbreviations.If it wasn't for He Junyi who already knew about this forum, he wouldn't be able to tell what kind of website it was at a glance.

How could this kid watch this?

He Junyi was still a little skeptical, but when he tried to click on the user name, [Ask Password] popped up. It seemed that he was not just a tourist passing by.

Lin Minming had always been not very gregarious, and his personality was too quiet, but he mixed more with girls.He also tested his thoughts on Gu Xinxin because of this, but he never thought about other aspects... Could it be that something really went wrong?

But this kid is only 15 years old.

He Junyi sat down on the opposite side of the bed, propped his chin and looked meaningfully at the sleeping person on the bed, and didn't speak for a long time.

......

After six o'clock, the hotel turned on the external wall lighting, and the neon lights came in from the small balcony.When Lin Minming woke up in the dim warm light, he realized that he had fallen asleep.

Being bored alone in the afternoon, he played with the portable He Junyi brought.Who knew that the notebook didn't have any games installed except whack-a-mole!

Hotels in this era don't have fast and convenient wi-fi, and it takes a lot of time to download a game. Lin Minming beat the gopher crazily and broke the record in an hour.

Then I flipped through the news and browsed the forum by the way.

Blue is a website that Lin Minming registered as a member in his previous life, which is specially for comrades to discuss and share their feelings with each other.There are also voluntary psychologists stationed in the forum to comfort those who are confused.

When Lin Minming found this place for the first time, he was like a ship that lost its course and found a harbor. He used the Internet to hide his true identity, and he asked all the things that he didn't dare to ask or say at once.Almost made it too late for experts to type.

Later, he gradually calmed down, and began to regard this place as his "spiritual home". Gays are more thoughtful than ordinary men, but they often have nowhere to talk about the problems they encounter. This is just a tree hole that can accommodate them. Blue's *security is doing well. After Lin Minming registered a common account, he would come up to visit from time to time, share his mood and vent pressure, and sometimes act as someone else's trash can.

After a long time, it became a habit for him to open the blue page on the Internet, and he didn't think there was anything wrong.Of course, using electronic devices other than personal computers to surf the Internet, he will eliminate traces.

But these are the things of the previous life.

He was only 15 years old after his rebirth this time, and he had just entered high school. There was no computer for him at home, and the most he usually used was to go to Internet cafes to surf the Internet.Speaking of which, it was the first time that he got He Junyi's permission to use his laptop in the hotel so comfortably on the forum on the bed.It was also because I was so comfortable and comfortable that I actually fell asleep on my back...

He woke up completely, and touched his leg with his hand.

What about the computer?

Lin Minming sat up in shock.

It was already night, and the room was dark, with only the faint light coming in from the window.But it was still vaguely visible that there was a personal shape on the sofa opposite him.Lin Minming rubbed his eyes, and after getting used to the darkness, he recognized the other party.

He Junyi sat silently with his eyes closed, resting his chin on the armrest of the sofa, motionless as if he was asleep.A face buried in the shadows was well-defined. Under the tall nose, the thin lips were slightly pursed, and the lines were attractive even when they were not smiling.

Lin Minming hurriedly staggered his eyes, and swallowed hard into his throat.I really fell asleep and lost my head, thinking where to go.

"Are you awake?" He Junyi suddenly opened his eyes, his voice was still a little hoarse, "You...are you feeling well?"

Lin Minming was stunned for a moment, then shook his head immediately: "No discomfort. When did you come back?"

"I came back after watching the game in the afternoon."

"Oh." Lin Minming nodded, lifted the quilt to put on slippers, "Then why didn't you call me? Have you eaten yet?"

He Junyi rubbed his forehead and stood up: "Not yet. Are you hungry?"

"A little bit. Do you want to ask Xinxin to prepare to go out to eat?"

He Junyi turned around and tidied his clothes in the mirror in front of the cabinet, and said casually: "She went back to the dormitory with Xia Ying after watching the game, and she won't come back at night."

Lin Minming: "Huh?"

In the mirror, he looked dumbfounded, like a small animal, and He Junyi laughed in his heart: "Ah what, one less Gu Xinxin equals five hundred less ducks, isn't it a great thing that no one has snatched delicious food from you?" , look at your expression!"

Lin Minming's ears turned red quietly, and he said in his heart that the point is not that there is one less person, but that there are only two people!

He Junyi: "Do you want to eat anything?"

Lin Minming shook his head foolishly.

"Okay, I don't expect you to come up with any good ideas for me. Anyway, it's fine if you don't eat Japanese food, so let me decide?" He opened the city introduction in the hotel room and read it carefully. Get up, "Hey, it turns out that there is a former residence of a celebrity near here...the famous dish is..."

Lin Minming blinked, and wanted to ask how you knew that I don't eat Japanese food, but I was a little embarrassed.

In their previous life, they often ate together, and He Junyi always knew the dishes and snacks he didn't like without asking.Lin Minming was touched by his care and gentleness for a long time.

Just a friend is so warm, it should be very happy to be his other half...

Xia Ying.

As soon as the name flashed out, Lin Minming suddenly came back to his senses.

I don't know why I always think of things I shouldn't think about today, probably because He Junyi suddenly ran into the bathroom yesterday, making it feel weird as long as the two of them are alone now.

definitely is.

"Okay, let's eat this." He Junyi closed the profile, "Just go down and ask which restaurant near the front desk serves the most authentic food."

Lin Minming was pushed by him to put on his coat in a daze, and when he reached the door, he remembered to ask, "What are we going to eat?"

"Snow Mountain Flying Fox."

"fox?!"