Rebirth of buns to develop attack

Chapter 36

How should I describe that feeling, seeing Qin Yi covered in blood.

It was as if the whole world suddenly turned gray, air, time, all disappeared.Chen Ji remembered how he felt when facing death, but he was not as scared as he was at this moment.Fear gripped his heart in an instant, as if he was about to be strangled, and the pain was uncontrollable.Why did it become like this?

"what--"

Someone discovered the situation here, and everyone surrounded them.Yang Zhiqiang calmly called an ambulance.

Chen Ji knelt down on the ground, he reached out to press Qin Yi's wound, but he couldn't do it.He was covered in blood, and he couldn't tell where the bleeding came from. His eyes were closed, his face was covered with stains and muddy water, and his face that had turned gray seemed lifeless, and he would no longer make any sound.

"Little Yi..."

As if afraid of waking him up, Chen Ji whispered his name.

Why shouldn't you?

Chen Ji stared blankly at the young man in front of him who could neither move nor respond to him. His body seemed to be bound by something, and he couldn't even control it with a single finger.Chen Ji could only look at Qin Yi blankly.There was no pain on his face nor was he frowning or smiling as usual.

"Don't you want to get rid of me?"

"Do what you love...do what you love, start a family with women, have children, spend your life with them...but you mustn't tell me where you moved because I might be tempted to come to you..."

"Father, you must be happy in the future."

Chen Ji gritted his teeth tightly to prevent himself from crying, and tried his best to wipe the dirt on Qin Yi's face as if he had collapsed.His face was so cold, so cold.Tears still fell down, Chen Ji grabbed his already cold hands and rubbed them desperately, wake up, wake up, I don't want to go to a world without you at all.

Why is it like this, the person who hugged me like this yesterday, and kissed him tenderly, why is it like this?It's just a day apart, just a short day.

"I was wrong, I was wrong, Xiaoyi, I was wrong." Chen Ji finally cried out uncontrollably, "No, I don't want, I won't go, I won't go, let's be together, okay, okay, okay good......"

The piercing roar of the ambulance gradually overshadowed Chen Ji's shouts.

Seeing Qin Yi being pushed into the emergency room, Chen Ji chased him to the closed door of the operating room, and stood sluggishly in the corridor illuminated by the dazzling red light, motionless like a statue.

"Mr. Chen..."

Yang Zhi's worried voice came from behind.

Chen Ji turned around and was stunned for a long time before he remembered who was the big guy holding the child in front of him.

"Mr. Chen, don't worry, Mr. Qin will be fine..." Yang Zhi stood there awkwardly, honestly, he couldn't think of any words of comfort, and scratched his head and scratched his head. , "Mr. Chen, are you hungry? May I buy you something to eat? You only ate a piece of bread today..."

"Thank you."

Chen Ji didn't know what to say, he wasn't hungry, and he wasn't in the mood to eat.But he didn't refuse.Yang Zhi seemed relieved when he heard what he said, and took the child downstairs to find a 24-hour convenience store.

It was very late at night, and the hospital was very quiet late at night.Chen Ji watched the figures of Yang Zhi and his son disappear at the end of the corridor, and then slid on the ground as if he had lost all his strength.He leaned against the wall of the operating room and hugged his knees, as if he could get closer to Qin Yi, and curled up.

In my memory, it seems that Qin Yi was seriously injured once. He was pushed into a pond with thin ice by bad boys, and his leg was scratched by the garbage at the bottom of the water.Seeing him come back dragging a bloody leg, Chen Ji was scared out of his wits, and rushed all the way to the hospital with him on his back.Seeing that the doctor gave him local anesthesia and stitches, Chen Ji was so nervous that he almost strangled his palms, but Qin Yi, who still couldn't feel the pain, held his hand to comfort him: "Dad, it doesn't hurt, I don't hurt at all. .”

Tears overflowed from dry eyes.

Chen Ji buried his head in his arms.What the doctor said just now is still lingering in his mind.Surrounded by a group of doctors in white coats, after a simple and quick examination of Qin Yi, he immediately arranged for an emergency operation with a stern expression.

"Are you his family member? The patient is bleeding a lot, his lungs and ribs are damaged, and his vital signs are also weak. The time of delivery is still relatively late, which delays the best time for rescue. The current situation is indeed very bad. Be optimistic, hope ... you have to be prepared."

Mental preparation... Do you want to prepare yourself to accept the fact that Qin Yi is going to leave?

What a joke, he's not even 30 years old.His life is the best time.What are you kidding.Chen Ji felt that even breathing became difficult.After squatting outside the operating room for an unknown amount of time, a nurse came. Chen Ji asked about Qin Yi's situation. The nurse who was used to life and death just said flatly, "We will definitely do our best."

After finishing speaking, he just urged Chen Ji to go through the formalities, and asked for a supplementary surgery consent form.Chen Ji was not qualified to sign, so he stood there blankly, at a loss. After thinking for a while, the closest one was Qin Yi's brother, and he had to be invited to come.But Chen Ji didn't want to leave the hospital even one step, he would stay here no matter what the outcome.

Without Qin Li's phone number, Qin Yi's belongings were still in the car, and the car was taken away by the police on their behalf.In the end, I had to draw the location of Qin Li's apartment from memory, and asked Yang Zhi to find it.Yang Zhi, who had always wanted to help, took his son and set off without saying a word.

Gratefully looking at the father and son who were buried in the night, Chen Ji was both moved and sad.The father and son walked through the open space in front of the hospital holding hands. The shadows of one big and one small were drawn long by the street lights, and they were projected on the white wall like two trees growing closely.

Chen Ji stood in front of the window and didn't turn around until he could no longer see them.Sitting on an unoccupied bench, looking up at the still red surgical lights.Behind that door, Qin Yi is right behind that door.

But he was dying.

Chen Ji pressed his hands on his eyes that were about to burst into tears again.A sob escaped from his tightly shut mouth.

He was so small when he came to me, only eight months old.It was light and soft in my arms, like cotton candy.When falling asleep, the small fist is tightly clenched by human fingers, and it will spit bubbles like a goldfish.

The first time I fed him milk powder, the temperature was too hot, which made him cry.Reluctant to pour it out, he drank it by himself, soaked it again, and it was too thick, Qin Yi sucked the pacifier until his face was flushed and he didn't suck it out, and finally ended up crying again.After stumbling, it was hard to bring up the child. Although we separated for so many years, I never forgot him.Even if we are separated by thousands of miles, I still feel warm just thinking about it a little bit.

When I was lonely, I took out the memories of being with Qin Yi, his little clothes, the toys he liked, and the schoolbag he couldn't use.When Zheng Suzhen dragged her wrist away, she dragged her feet desperately and looked back desperately with a crying face.

I often fantasize about what it would be like to spend my whole life with him.He has been holding his hand, from a toddler to a successful man, teaching him to walk, to speak, to write, to be a man.

A person's life is not long, Chen Ji thought a lot, wanted to be with him for the rest of his life, but never thought that one day he would personally send him farewell to this world.

Qin Li rushed over in the middle of the night, but Chen Ji didn't stand up to greet him, and Chen Ji didn't even dare to turn his head to look at him.He has a face so similar to Qin Yi's, Chen Ji is afraid that he will collapse just by taking a quick look.

Qin Li and Song Yang came together.He just stood silently in front of the operating room for a while, then turned to go through the formalities.Not long after he left, the lights in the operating room jumped suddenly, and when the green light hit his face, Chen Ji immediately jumped up from the stool.

Qin Yi, who was wearing an oxygen mask, was pushed out.

The old traces are close to each other like iron nails attracted by a magnet.

The exhausted doctor took off his mask, the expression on his face still not relaxed.But he told Chen Ji: "The patient is temporarily out of danger, but still needs to be observed for a few days."

Just hearing such a sentence, Chen Ji felt that the soul flying around swished back into his body.

Qin Yi, who was still in a coma with his eyes tightly closed, kept his eyes glued to him for a moment. He was placed in the intensive care unit and surrounded by machines.Visitors were not allowed inside, so Chen Ji had no choice but to lie on the glass window and watch him, fearing that he would disappear in the next second.

Qin Li, who had already done everything, stood silently aside.

"Do you know what's going on?"

Chen Ji asked him.

Qin Li looked at his younger brother inside the glass window and shook his head.

Two days later, Qin Yi's condition finally stabilized.He didn't wake up all the time, and could only rely on the infusion to maintain nutrition. In just two days, Chen Ji felt that his cheeks were sunken again.

Standing outside in distress, wishing to bear the pain instead of him, but there was nothing he could do.

On the fourth day, the nurse told Chen Ji with a slight smile: "The patient is awake, you can go in and see him."

Standing at the door, Chen Ji tried desperately to get to him a few days ago, but he couldn't move as if his head and feet were stuck.After staring blankly at the door panel for a while, he raised his trembling hand.

Inside the door, Qin Yi wore an oxygen mask and closed his eyes as if he was asleep. The drips fell little by little with the regular beeping sound of the machine. Chen Ji came to his bedside, just looking at him like this Lying there motionless, my heart ached so much that I was about to burst into tears.

Standing beside him silently like a wooden man for a long time, Chen Ji bent his knees and knelt beside his bed, gently grabbed his hand and rubbed his face.

His hands were still cold, but they seemed to be alive.

Great, great.

His lips trembled, his nose sore, and tears rolled down his face.The tears shed in these few days were more than Chen Ji's in his entire life.Between ups and downs, life and death go round in circles.

The finger holding the pulse sensor moved slightly as if to wipe away tears, Chen Ji raised his head quickly, and saw Qin Yi half-opened his eyes.he woke up.

It should have only been four or five days, but Chen Ji, who was looking at him at this moment, felt as if a century had passed between them.Qin Yi's lips moved, and Chen Ji looked at the breathing mask that was whitened by the breath, obviously unable to hear the sound, but Qin Yi's silent "Dad, don't cry." ear.

It was at that moment that Chen Ji realized deeply that every moment without Qin Yi by his side would be terribly long and tormented.Especially thinking that maybe I will never see him again, as if the sky loses its color in an instant, and there is only emptiness and loneliness left in the gray world.

"You scared me to death..."

Resisting the urge to cry, Chen Ji hoarse his voice.

"I thought you were going to die..."

Qin Yi turned his head and smiled slightly.

"How could I die."

He slowly bent his fingers, and made a gesture of clasping Chen Ji's fingers.

"Your hand... I haven't held it yet..."

Just such a sentence made Chen Ji cry again.

The author has something to say: stay up late to finish..._(:3∠)_