[Rebirth] A long stream of water

Chapter 8

The two met Jin Feng when they walked out of the school gate.

Xiao Ning saw him from a distance. He was leaning on that expensive mountain bike with his shoulder bag straddled. At that time, few people could afford such a bike, so Jin Feng was always in the school. The representative of the character, he seemed to be waiting for someone, but Xiao Ning didn't notice Xiao Yu's shadow beside him.

Jin Feng also saw him, separated by some distance, so Xiao Ning didn't notice the sharp look in Jin Feng's eyes, but wondered why Xiao Yu wasn't with him. Looking down at the people walking beside her, her thin lips slightly raised, revealing a faint smile.

"Your friend?" he asked, his tone calm and polite.

Xiao Ning shook his head, "It's a student of our school, a senior student."

In a blink of an eye, Xiao Ning walked towards Jin Feng, and asked bluntly, "Where's Xiao Yu? I thought he was with you."

"He's home." Jin Feng said lightly, his eyes fixed on Xiao Ning's face, Xiao Ning frowned, and without looking at Jin Feng again, he just said to Feng Cheng, "It seems that tonight We can't eat together anymore, I have to go home and see my brother."

Feng Cheng didn't mind, and said softly, "Then I'll take you back."

Xiao Ning nodded, said goodbye to Jin Feng, and followed Feng Cheng to the place where he parked his car. There was a faint thorn on his back, Xiao Ning pretended not to feel anything.

The car Fengcheng drove was a silver-gray Audi, even though it was unassuming, it still stood out on the stage. Xiao Ning stepped into the co-pilot and put on his seat belt.

The car didn't go fast, just like its owner, giving people a sense of stability and dependability, never going crazy, restless, or disturbing, Xiao Ning put one hand on the window, Countless billboards and beautifully decorated storefronts flew past his eyes. He always thought that his attachment to Jin Feng was love, but at that moment, he suddenly became uncertain.

If he had really loved Jin Feng so little, he wouldn't have left Fengcheng so simply.

Because, Jin Feng's expression became very gloomy at that moment, but he didn't feel any distress at all.

why?

Xiao Ning couldn't figure it out. The only conclusion he came to was that his attachment to Jin Feng had gone away, or it should be said that he only wanted to change his feelings towards Jin Feng from the very beginning because Xiao Yu loved Jin Feng. Misty directly jumped to the level of liking, just like what Jin Feng said, what Xiao Ning liked to do most in the past was to snatch Xiao Yu's things, no matter what.

He pulled his eyes back from the car window, looked at the man beside him who was driving seriously, and suddenly asked, "Mr. Feng, how old are you this year?"

The corner of Fengcheng's mouth turned up slightly, "Guess."

Xiao Ning shook his head, "I can't figure it out, if you think your age is a secret, I can't do it either."

This crappy aggressive method widened the arc of Fengcheng's mouth, he stretched out his right hand and rubbed the top of Xiao Ning's black head, his voice was slightly soft, "I am 22 years old, you can call me by my name directly. "

Xiao Ning was surprised, he thought Fengcheng should be less than 20 years old, because this was 14 years ago, he had seen Fengcheng ten years later, even though it was just a glance from a distance, that man could catch people's attention in an instant , time did not leave any traces on his face, but made him look even more heroic. At that time, Bai Bei told him: This is Fengcheng, a mysterious man, until now, no one knows How old is he?

This is true, because there is no difference between the current closure of the city and the one ten years later. If there is a difference, it probably gives people a different feeling. The closure of the city ten years later gives people a more restrained and gentle feeling. The former sharpness and sharpness are well hidden behind the years, it is unnecessary and will not be shown easily.

"Do I look more like 32 years old?" Seeing that he didn't answer, Feng Cheng laughed and teased.

Xiao Ning smiled slightly and said, "You look very young." And you will always be so young.

"It's too old compared to you." Fengcheng seemed to sigh, but there was not much regret in his tone.

Xiao Ning relaxed his body on the back of the chair, and said with a smile: "22 years old is not old at all, it is the time to enjoy youth, at our age, the most embarrassing is whether we are tall or not." In front of the closure of the city , the natural ease in Xiao Ning's body will always come out inadvertently, telling himself how scary the person in front of him is, but he will still say what is in his heart accidentally, which is not his style at all.

Hearing this, Feng Cheng smiled again, Xiao Ning turned his head and looked at his side face under the light, always feeling at ease.

It's as if you used to hide a gun under your pillow when you slept in the past, lest someone suddenly come in and kill you in the middle of the night, but when you meet such a person, your gun will no longer be useful, and you can have no scruples sleep till dawn.

The closure of the city gave him such a feeling, very comfortable and powerful.

"Take your time, you will always grow up." Feng Cheng comforted him like this.

Regarding this, Xiao Ning just laughed it off and stopped talking.

The car quickly drove downstairs, Xiao Ning looked up, the fifth floor was pitch black, with no light at all.

Xiao Ning was startled, if Xiao Yu was at home, he would have turned on the lights, and it is very rare that there is no light at all.

He said goodbye to Feng Cheng downstairs, and quickly jumped into the elevator.

When the door was pushed open, the room was as dark as expected, Xiao Ning pressed the switch, and saw a thin figure curled up in a corner of the sofa, Xiao Ning threw down his schoolbag and walked over, holding that poor shadow in his arms , stroking Xiao Yu's frustrated black hair with his right hand, once and for all, as gentle as a feather.

The room was very quiet, only the faint sound of the yellow light overhead, interspersed with the quiet breathing of the two brothers.

After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Yu in his arms moved, and Xiao Ning looked down at him, as if wanting to know the answer, but he didn't rush.

In the end, Xiao Yu couldn't hold back his breath, and said slowly, "Brother, I'm a pervert."

"Why do you say that? How could my Xiao Yu be a pervert?" Xiao Ning had already guessed in his heart that homosexuality is too unbelievable for everyone in this era, and the word "pervert" usually appears with this word. , "mental illness" and other words, if Xiao Yu finds himself falling in love with Jin Feng who is the same sex at this time, it seems that there is a time gap with the previous life, but everything seems to have happened for granted.

Xiao Yu moved his body again, and snuggled himself even tighter into his brother's arms, his voice muffled, as if he had just cried, "Brother, I fell in love with a man."

Xiao Ning didn't know how to tell him that homosexuality has been rescued from mental illness cases more than ten years later. At that time, many countries had recognized same-sex marriage. GAYBAR was everywhere, and even two men met in the street. The phenomenon of kissing can be found everywhere, and it is not surprising at all.

But now he can't say it, for fear of frightening Xiao Yu.

He just said: "It's nothing strange to like boys, liking is gender-neutral, no matter Xiaoyu likes boys or girls, brother will always stand by your side."

Xiao Yu raised his head from his arms and looked at him with hope, "Really? Brother, don't you think I'm abnormal?"

Xiao Ning shook his head, "You're normal, tomorrow I'll find some homosexual books for you to read, and you'll know that you're normal."

Hearing his brother's comfort, Xiao Yu finally calmed down a bit, but his eyes were as red as rabbits, and his nose was also red, looking really cute, Xiao Ning pinched the tip of his nose, then got up from the sofa, " Have you eaten yet? I'll cook for you."

"En." Xiao Yu responded in a low voice behind him, and then fell back on the sofa.

Xiao Ning has never done much research on cooking. In his 28 years of life, the first half of his life was cooked by his parents, and the second half was cooked by Bai Bei. Bai Bei was the first person who brought him into the underworld. A gentle man, just from his appearance, he should be an interpreter if he is not a lawyer, but when he kills people, he is actually a murderous devil without batting an eyelid, but later the pistol replaced the rude killing tool like a machete, so Bai Bei was still sighing after a long time, it's better to machete, it's a joy to raise the knife and drop it.

So Xiao Ning always felt that this person was an out-and-out pervert.

In the end, Xiao Ning tossed and tossed in the kitchen for nearly an hour before he came out with a plate of scrambled eggs with tomatoes and a plate of cold cucumbers. Xiao Yu probably also knew that his brother had basically never been in the kitchen, so it was good to have something to eat, so Xiao Ning had a sense of accomplishment after eating all the food in a very face-saving manner. It seems that he will have to practice hard in the future.

After washing the dishes, the two brothers did their homework for a while, and then watched TV for a while. Xiao Ning urged his younger brother to take a shower and go to bed. Xiao Yu obediently agreed to go. His mood was much better than when he just returned home. Opening the bathroom door, he let out a barely audible sigh.

Xiao Yu likes Jin Feng, but Jin Feng doesn't seem to like Xiao Yu very much now, so is Xiao Yu's newly born first love going to end without a problem?

Xiao Yu came out soon, wearing loose pajamas, and his hair was still dripping with water. Xiao Ning asked him to come over and wipe his hair with a towel. A comedy movie was playing on the opposite TV, and the characters in the movie laughed exaggeratedly. Filling the whole room, Xiao Yu suddenly asked: "Brother, what do you think of Senior Jin Feng?"

Xiao Ning gave a hand holding the towel, and asked without answering, "Do you like him?"

Xiao Yu was silent for a moment, then as if he had made up his mind, he said, "Well, I like him."

"How much do you like it?" Xiao Ning continued to brush his hair, asking slowly, "If you were asked to give up everything for him, would you be willing?"

This time, Xiao Yu was silent for a longer time, and then said carefully: "But I have nothing but my brother. If I want to give up my brother because of Jin Feng, I will not agree." His voice was buzzing , listening to the ear is like being scratched by the furry tail of a small animal in the palm of the hand, which makes people feel crisp and numb.

Xiao Ning smiled softly behind him, "Does he like you?"

Xiao Yu shook his head, his whole body exuded an aura called depression, "He probably doesn't like me, but I like him very much."

There was a moment of silence in the air, and then Xiao Ning's voice slowly sounded: "It is a happy thing to be loved by someone, you love me because I am your blood relative, you love Jin Feng because he is the person you like with all your heart , People who cannot love others are sad, but what my brother wants to say is that no one can make you lose your enthusiasm for life and your vision for the future. If Jin Feng likes you, of course, if he doesn't like you, you can't force it , because a lot of relationships can’t end because of being too persistent, maybe you still can’t understand what I mean, but when you grow up, you will naturally understand.”

Xiao Yu raised his head and looked at him, his big eyes were full of innocence, "Brother means, if Jin Feng likes me, I can be with him, if he doesn't like me, I can only stay away from him." Are you looking at him?"

"No, if he doesn't like you, you can fight for it, but the so-called fight has a limit." Xiao Ning carefully straightened his hair that was no longer dripping, and said in a soft and tactful voice, "The bottom line is, you can't Do things that bother, anger, upset and unacceptable to the other person."

Xiao Yu nodded, and said softly: "Then I am willing to give him my best things, so he should be happy."

Xiao Ning looked at his younger brother's angry face, and finally gave up on explaining, love is like drinking water, knowing whether it is warm or not.

Perhaps only after he has experienced it himself can he understand the truth of this, let others teach you how to accept it, it's just an empty talk.

Most of the time, we are willing to give our best things to each other, but forget whether the other party will be happy, or whether they want it or not.