Chapter 32
Chapter 32
Today, Chu Hanyuan should be back.
Su Zixi opened his eyes and turned off the alarm clock beside the bed that was playing music and vibrating. This was the first thing that came to his mind.
Speaking of which, Su Zixi hadn't seen Chu Hanyuan for seventeen days.
I don't know when, Chu Hanyuan's work has become more and more busy. As a surgeon, he has irregular work and rest. He often comes back in the middle of the night and leaves in the middle of the night.Su Zixi knew that she shouldn't complain, her lover was exhausted from going out early and returning late every day, so she shouldn't cause him any more trouble.However, as time went by, Chu Hanyuan didn't have much time. He even traveled more on business trips. He was often invited to participate in industry exchange activities, and he was away for three or four days.
At first, Su Zixi was considerate, but gradually, he couldn't hold his breath anymore.It turns out that Chu Hanyuan is busy, but there is always a sense of proportion. If he can't take two full days off on weekends, he will definitely take other days off from Monday to Friday to ensure that there is at least one day a week to be completely with Su Zixi. alone.
After graduating from graduate school, Su Zixi did not continue his studies. He was not a very ambitious person. His greatest wish was to find a man who liked each other and live a peaceful life.Su Zixi formally established a relationship with Chu Hanyuan during the summer vacation of her senior year graduation, and it has been five years since then.Su Zixi still has a baby face, probably because he became a university teacher after graduation. He has never left school completely, which makes him not have any social habits, and looks like a student.
Su Zixi felt that he hadn't changed, so Chu Hanyuan could only be the one who changed.
Su Zixi always knew that Chu Hanyuan and him were two different kinds of people.To put it bluntly, Su Zixi is a person who does not seek to make progress, while Chu Hanyuan is a person who has a clear goal and a clear direction.At the beginning, there was nothing wrong with it, but after spending the warmest cohabitation time, various conflicts inevitably arose between the two due to differences in values.
Chu Hanyuan suggested Su Zixi many times to participate in teacher skills competitions and various professional title evaluations, but Su Zixi always refused because he was really not interested in these.Although Chu Hanyuan didn't say anything, Su Zixi knew that Chu Hanyuan must have a lot of dissatisfaction with him.But, I really don’t want to go. Su Zixi is taking a professional course in the Chinese Department at the university. If he has free time, he may also take an elective course. His life is generally very leisurely, and he also enjoys it very much. Kind of leisurely.It's not because I'm tired or unwilling, but because I don't think it's necessary. There are some students who like Su Zixi in school, but not many. Su Zixi has always been the kind of teacher with no characteristics in the eyes of students.
Su Zixi often thinks about how Chu Hanyuan was liked by students and female teachers when he was still a student of Chu Hanyuan.However, Su Zixi didn't want to become a popular figure like Chu Hanyuan. He was used to living a life without any sense of presence, and was used to keeping a safe distance from others.
Speaking of it, it seems that when Su Zixi first met Chu Hanyuan, he never thought about keeping a distance.Looking back now, Su Zixi finds it unbelievable. At that time, she really never wanted to be far away from Chu Hanyuan. At that time, she just couldn't help but want to be closer to the teacher.
Su Zixi and Chu Hanyuan have withdrawn from the online supporting circle. After all, they are not young anymore, and they don't have the energy to do the things they liked when they were young.Su Zixi will soon be running for the third year. He understands that he can't get everything he wants, and he can do everything he likes. However, Su Zixi also has a little insistence, that is, he must grow old with his lover for a long time.
Therefore, in Su Zixi's life, Chu Hanyuan was the person who was as important as his parents, the center point.However, Su Zixi became more and more uncertain about his position in Chu Hanyuan's heart.
Today is Saturday, according to what Chu Hanyuan said on the phone yesterday, he will be home by noon today.
Su Zixi made a fuss at eight o'clock in the morning, first cleaned up the house roughly, and then went out to the supermarket in the community to buy vegetables for lunch, so as to clean up the dust for Chu Hanyuan.Su Zixi is rarely passionate about one thing, but cooking is precisely what he is very interested in, perhaps because he is a foodie, Su Zixi likes to study various cooking methods, and is also very willing to try new ones food.
It is now December, and just a few days ago, there was a snowfall.
The winter in the south is much milder than that in the north, but for Su Zixi, who is afraid of the cold, the temperature of one degree above zero is already low enough.At the beginning, Chu Hanyuan wanted to take Su Zixi back to his hometown in the north, but because he accommodated Su Zixi, he had no choice but to give up.
When the weather is cold, Su Zixi likes to drink stewed mutton soup, but Chu Hanyuan can't stand the smell of mutton, so Su Zixi went into the supermarket, just walked around the mutton section, and finally went to the pork place , I bought a spare rib, and I am going to go back to stew a radish rib soup.Su Zixi bought some more vegetables, ordered another cleaned fish, and then he was almost ready to go home.
Just as he was about to enter the unit door, a familiar voice came from behind Su Zixi. The voice was low and gentle, but Su Zixi knew that the person's voice was hoarse again. Maybe it was the time when the person was a teacher. I used my voice too much, but I didn't know how to protect it, so now I have left such sequelae.
"Su Zixi!"
Su Zixi paused for a moment, then slowly turned around, looked up at the travel-stained man dragging the suitcase.Chu Hanyuan's smile was still the same as usual, but Su Zixi suddenly didn't know what expression to put on to face Chu Hanyuan.Seventeen days, this is the longest time they have been apart, seventeen days and nights, it is impossible to say that Su Zixi does not want Chu Hanyuan, but Su Zixi is not sure whether Chu Hanyuan is also pregnant with him I have the same thoughts.
"What's wrong?" Chu Hanyuan stepped forward, wrapped his free hand around Su Zixi's shoulder, and then he keenly noticed that the person in his arms had lost weight again.This winter, Su Zixi is wearing a sweater and a down jacket. Others will definitely not be able to tell whether he is thin or fat, but Chu Hanyuan knows that just by the feel of holding Su Zixi, Chu Hanyuan knows that he must have lost weight .
Chu Hanyuan frowned invisibly. He had long since realized that as long as he was not at home, Su Zixi would not eat well or take good care of himself.It's just that I can't say the question now, after all, I just came back, seeing Su Zixi's big bag, Chu Hanyuan also knew that it was to prepare lunch for himself.Looking at his lover, Chu Hanyuan's heart will be filled with dense layers of softness, making people feel happy in everything they do as if they are in a dream.
The two went upstairs and were still standing at the entrance, when Chu Hanyuan quickly closed the door.Su Zixi lowered his head and wanted to take off his shoes first, but when he saw Chu Hanyuan's hasty movement, he stopped his bending in a strange way, and turned to ask Chu Hanyuan what's wrong.Before Su Zixi could fully turn around, he felt Chu Hanyuan's body pressing towards him, and then he was hugged around the waist, and Su Zixi found himself being pressed against the wall by Chu Hanyuan.
Su Zixi's face soon showed a layer of rouge, which made his originally pale skin a little rosy. Chu Hanyuan slowly approached Su Zixi, and the slow movement made Su Zixi's heart tremble with him. stand up.The kiss at the beginning was just superficial, the lips touched, but they were separated after a while.Chu Hanyuan's actions were obviously meant to be teasing.
Su Zixi, whose body was tense at the beginning, gradually relaxed. Chu Hanyuan immediately noticed Su Zixi's softening. He groped for Su Zixi's hand with one hand, clasped his fingers tightly with Su Zixi, and gently stroked Su Zixi's slender body with the other hand. waist.At some point, the kiss became fierce, and Chu Hanyuan's aggressiveness was released little by little.The rubbing, licking and sucking of lips caused Su Zixi to raise his head almost as if he was suffocating, and the corners of his tightly closed eyes were soon stained with a faint blush.
Su Zixi hugged Chu Hanyuan's neck tightly. After seventeen days of separation, it seemed that this was the only way to convey his deep thoughts to the other party accurately.When Chu Hanyuan slowed down his attack and the lips parted, Su Zixi gasped as if he finally knew how to breathe.Chu Hanyuan didn't intend to let Su Zixi just rest like this, he lifted her off the ground like a princess, and let Su Zixi bury her blushing face into his chest.
It was not until entering the bedroom that Su Zixi was put on the bed by Chu Hanyuan. As soon as Su Zixi touched the bed, he hugged a big pillow and rolled to the side.Chu Hanyuan looked at Su Zixi's shy appearance, and without the slightest hesitation, he pressed up decisively.
By the time Su Zixi woke up from his sleep, it was already dark, and it was too early in winter after all.
There was no one in the quilt beside him, and there was no temperature at all. If you didn't look at the corners of the quilt and the folds of the quilt, it seemed that no one had slept here.Waking up in a haze, Su Zixi almost thought that everything before was just a dream, but the sound of water from the living room clearly reminded Su Zixi that there was another person in this room.
Chu Hanyuan was preparing dinner, when he saw Su Zixi moving over slowly, he smiled and walked forward, and pressed a kiss on Su Zixi's forehead.
"Are you awake?" Chu Hanyuan rubbed Su Zixi's hair, this action can be regarded as Chu Hanyuan's repertoire, "Sit for a while, I'll wash you an apple first."
There is a water heater installed at home, but just two days ago, there seemed to be something wrong with that water heater, and it couldn't heat hot water.In other words, Chu Hanyuan probably washed the vegetables in cold water.With such cold weather and icy water, Su Zixi frowned. He really wanted to tell Chu Hanyuan to go out for dinner.
From Su Zixi's direction, Chu Hanyuan could just see Chu Hanyuan took a large bowl of cold water from the tap, and then rubbed the surface of the apple with coarse salt, in order to remove the layer of wax on the apple skin.
Su Zixi couldn't see Chu Hanyuan's expression, but he knew that Chu Hanyuan must be doing all this seriously.Su Zixi's nose felt sour for no reason. Looking at Chu Hanyuan's back, he couldn't help being moved.
Those wild thoughts disappeared in an instant, and Su Zixi felt at ease, this person loved him from beginning to end.
The so-called love, for ordinary people, probably is like this.
I can carefully wash an apple for my lover in cold water in the cold winter, and I will consider my lover's preferences when buying vegetables. Those little things of mutual accommodation have long been sewn into the time.
Such things are not just used to prove: we still love each other, and we will love each other until our hair is gray, and then we will watch the sunset together.
Su Zixi smiled and bent her beautiful round eyes, he knew he was being loved.
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