Raising a younger brother is not easy

Chapter 92

Can't help laughing out loud, "I always thought that you would be a good father when you have a child." Mo Cheng wrapped his arms around Herod's neck, "Actually, I really want to see it."

"You must be very gentle, and sometimes very strict. You just love him very much." Mo Cheng smiled, not knowing why such a scene is so familiar.

"Isn't that how I raised you? Are you my son?" Herod pinched his itch, and Mo Cheng hid, "I'm not."

"Don't let your brother get married again." Herod hugged him tightly, and Mo Cheng deeply felt that Herod's emotions were wrong.

"Brother knows that you are afraid, and brother is even more afraid." Herod said slowly, "You are still young, and the matter of feelings is a blank sheet of paper. Maybe now you don't know the difference between the feelings of your brother and your lover. Maybe now you just leave. It's just love for brother, but brother doesn't care, as long as you can always be there, brother can always be with you unconditionally."

Mo Cheng was a little trembling at Herod's earnest words.

"Even after you grow up and understand the matter of feelings, there may be someone else who will have so-called love for others. Brother is afraid, but brother still chooses this path, even if you can only use the name of brother in this life, Brother will always be with you."

"Brother..." Mo Cheng hugged Herod gently, "Brother, now Chengcheng loves you..." He whispered in Herod's ear, "It's such love." He gently averted his eyes Before Herod could respond, a kiss was firmly on Herod's lips, although the stay was very short.

The sight at night was not very good, but Herod always remembered the eyes of Mocheng at that time, they were clear and clear, looking at him with a loving gaze, and said the word "love" very seriously.

Their relationship is firm and fragile, and their future cannot be protected by promises, but Herod really wants to do his best to love for the rest of his life, and even if there is a big change in the future, he must protect the person in front of him.

Herod has long understood what the love between them is, and even if the love fades away, he will never leave.

This is Herod's obsession. For the obsession of Mocheng all his life, he has been rejoicing. If he hadn't had such obsession, what happened in the future would make his Mocheng never come back.

For the next few days, Mocheng lived peacefully. He would go to accompany Yan Ran every day. Yan Ran's suspension from school had already been arranged. I'm afraid he really wanted to be his junior, but he was happy the most. important.

That day, Mo Cheng just opened the door, but he didn't see Yan Ran coming out as usual, without his chirping voice, Mo Cheng couldn't help but panicked, and pushed the bedroom away, but the bedroom was clean, and the quilt on the bed was also neatly arranged Yes, there is just a piece of paper lying quietly in the middle of the quilt.

Mo Cheng took the paper and looked at it, but saw the shortened sentence on it: Cheng, I'm sorry, I broke my promise to you, don't worry about anything about me anymore, it's not worth it...

Is this a farewell book?Many possibilities flashed through Mo Cheng's mind. He pushed open other doors, but finally saw Yan Ran passed out by the bathtub in the bathroom. Mo Cheng subconsciously thought that Yan Ran committed suicide by cutting his pulse, but he was in good health. Without a drop of blood, he hugged Yan Ran's body, Yan Ran's face was as white as paper, but fortunately, Yan Ran seemed to be a little conscious.

Mo Cheng sent Yan Ran to the emergency room with the ambulance. The doctor told him that he was poisoned by drugs. He had taken a lot of drugs. When Mo Cheng heard this, his heart was completely cold. He couldn't get close to Yan Ran, but he saw him on the bed. As if he had already died, he let the doctor rescue him. The tube was inserted into his throat, and the doctor was about to wash his stomach, but Mo Cheng saw that Yan Ran's whole body was convulsed, as if he was stimulated, and something kept flowing out of Yan Ran's mouth, but Nothing actually came out, it was almost all water, and the doctor told him that most of it couldn't be washed out, but luckily he didn't take heart disease drugs, otherwise he really couldn't recover.

"It's stomach medicine. He has a stomach problem. He has always taken stomach medicine." Mo Cheng suddenly remembered that Yan Ran used to eat irregularly and ended up with a stomachache. Recently, he had a stomach attack and was taking medicine. "Doctor, you must save him, please!" Mo Cheng begged the doctor.

Yan Ran was out of danger, all kinds of instruments around him were beeping, his face was pale and there was still a needle in his hand, Mo Cheng had been frightened to the point of death, and he had been guarding Yan Ran tightly, not daring to leave a step, he was caught He was frightened, and his whole body was cold. If he didn't know the reason, he would think he was sick.

He has been thankful that Yanran is not taking other medicines, not sleeping pills. Although there are many of these medicines, the consciousness of not repeating Yanran has always been there, and he has not fallen asleep, but he is still a little confused. He said, "Ran, are you feeling okay now?" He asked nervously, holding back his tears.

"Go home..." Yan Ran's cracked lips called softly, if he recognized Mo Cheng with a mosquito-like voice, Mo Cheng heaved a sigh of relief, but tears kept flowing from the corners of Yan Ran's eyes, "Go home..."

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"Okay, we'll go home when we're fine." Mo Cheng took out a tissue and wiped away the tears that dripped down and even wet his hair. His hands were already trembling. "Idiot, idiot!"

After that, Yan Ran kept looking at Mo Cheng, crying all the time, but stopped talking. Mo Cheng didn't know what happened, he just used up his rights to hold back his tears, "Hi, I'll take you home."

It is said that everyone is an apple bitten by God. If your wound is bigger, it’s just that God loves you so much, but why does Yan Ran feel such pain? The pain that Mocheng can no longer experience comes from the bottom of his heart. , he seemed to ask him what he should do to relieve his pain, and Mo Cheng's imagination for them seemed to have reached its limit.

Yan Ran was not hospitalized, he was about to wake up for a long time, the doctor said to observe, but he refused, so he was taken back by Mo Cheng at night.

Mo Cheng has been taking care of him by the bedside. He was unconscious when he was in the hospital, but now Mo Cheng knows that he has woken up, his hands are still covered with adhesive tape, and his body is tightly huddled with his back facing Mo Cheng.

Mo Cheng patiently wiped Yan Ran with a towel, and wiped away the remaining traces of the filth. He was not in a hurry to force him, perhaps because he had "died" once before. He understood Yan Ran's mood at the moment, maybe he was taking medicine At that moment, he couldn't think of anything else in his mind, and the handwriting on the "Farewell Book" trembled, which must have been left after Yan Ran took the medicine because he thought of Mocheng.

"Go to sleep." His voice was very familiar to Yan Ran, so familiar and light, like a lullaby, gently enveloping his heart, Yan Ran closed his eyes like a child, and he didn't seem to know what was going on. Not asleep.

Sitting beside him for a long time, she didn't shed a silent tear until Yan Ran fell asleep. She didn't know why she left it, but there was an urge to cry in her heart.

Covering Yanran with a quilt, she walked out lightly and closed the door.

Yan Xun had been standing outside the door for a long time, Mo Cheng looked at his phone, Mo Cheng had sent him a text message, but because of Yan Ran's emotional problems, he didn't let Yan Xun show up, and Yan Xun also waited until Yan Ran fell asleep. Standing quietly outside the door without making a sound.

Mo Cheng opened the door, Yan Xun's expression had returned from anxiety to calm, he grabbed Mo Cheng's arms, "How is Ran Ran? Are you okay?"

"He's asleep." Mo Cheng comforted Yan Xun, "Come in first." They lowered their voices.

"I don't know why Ran is so intolerable, but I hope..." Mo Cheng looked at Yan Xun and said softly, "Can you protect him?"

Mo Cheng looked at Yan Xun very seriously, but Yan Xun didn't know how to reply, "Am I a failure?"

Seeing Yan Xun's wry smile, Mo Cheng was silent for a long time, and finally nodded, "A little bit."

The two fell into silence again, Yan Xun lowered his head and grabbed his hair with both hands, "No matter how powerful the opponents are in the mall, I can deal with them one by one, but at home, I can't deal with any of them."

"The surname Yan has brought him a heavy burden. Ran is too tired." Mo Cheng sighed helplessly, and slapped Yan Xun on the back of his hand, "You can help me spend more time with him."

Yan Xun leaned weakly on the sofa, propping his forehead with his slender fingers. "In the past three years, no matter what I do, Ranran has never accepted me as a brother. I might feel even more uncomfortable with him."

"Try it." Mo Cheng didn't comfort him, but suggested, "Why wouldn't Ran want someone to accompany him, and it's a family member, maybe you used the wrong method, how can you get in if you find the wrong door?"

"But he hates me, and Dad." Yan Xun raised his head and looked at Mo Cheng, his eyes were full of exhaustion, but his handsome face was somewhat tired at the moment, "Ranran has a good personality, just like a wall of iron."

Mo Cheng blinked his eyes and thought for a while, "I kind of forget how my brother treated me back then, I just remember that I rejected him desperately at the beginning, and my brother was sad, but even so, he still protected me very carefully. , do you know?" Mo Cheng said to Yan Xun with a slight smile, "I have never cared about me so much since I was a child, even if I would think carefully about which clothes I wear today, I was really touched at that time , and even gradually becoming attached to me, who never thought of accepting this world, gradually began to be greedy." Yan Xun looked at Mo Cheng's appearance when he was telling the story, with a sense of happiness beyond words, he knew that Herod had brought Mo Cheng The city is so moved, it's not a plan, it's not an action, it's just instinct