Raising a younger brother is not easy

Chapter 20

, not to mention everything now, if one day leaves, will Xiao Xin feel sad for him?

"Chengcheng, I want to be good friends with you forever." Xiao Xin rested his head on his hands and looked at the ceiling.

Mo Cheng was taken aback, "Huh?"

"Don't you want to?" Xiao Xin looked at Mo Cheng suspiciously.

"My first friend, I like it very much." Mo Cheng shook his head and raised his index finger, "Xiao Xin."

Xiao Xin turned to look at Mo Cheng, "I always feel that you and your brother are not quite alike, neither in character nor appearance, but you have such a good relationship."

"I……"

Before Mo Cheng could speak, Xiao Xin said to himself again, "That's right, Xiao Bai said that you are stepbrothers, but it's rare to have a good relationship."

"Huh?" Mo Cheng couldn't digest Xiao Xin's words.

"Yes, he told me that Brother Herod's parents were divorced before, and his mother remarried." Xiao Xin replied seriously, "I was very surprised at that time. Xiao Bai told me that you were only a few months old at that time. Brother Lu just refused to go back to the Bai family because of you, and then you were snatched away, and Herod has been looking for you for ten years."

"I know." Mo Cheng nodded, with an inexplicable sadness in his eyes.

Mocheng understood the story of Herod and his younger brother. It turned out to be a stepbrother. Herod had always been looking for a younger brother who had no blood relationship with him. This kind of relationship is really rare, but it is a pity that his younger brother does not know where .

"You can't be touched." Xiao Xin rubbed Mo Cheng's face.

Mo Cheng shook his head, "Didn't Brother Xiaobai come across the ocean to find you?"

"I know, so I give myself time, and I want to truly let myself rely on him." Although there was a little sadness in Xiao Xin's eyes, the corner of his mouth curled up into a smile that penetrated happiness.

This day, Mocheng has no sleep, and he is not looking for Herod Bai. Although lying next to him feels at ease, he is afraid that he is too dependent. Xiao Xin is really different from him. He is afraid that he cannot completely rely on Xiao Bai. Fear of getting too attached to...the home.

Step-brother, ten years, these few words upset Mo Cheng inexplicably. He should be moved as Xiao Xin said, because Herod Bai is so tender, but he feels more and more bleak about his life.

He seldom grieves for himself, doesn't like, is not enthusiastic, just accepts and waits with an indifferent attitude, and even death is just a turning point for him. Facing those nightmares, Mo Cheng chooses to escape, just Escape, keep escaping.

But since he came here, he began to lose control of himself, his emotions, his emotions, his sorrows, his joys, he could no longer accept everything with the indifference of the past, he couldn't wait, and sometimes he even wanted to hold on and not give up, although it was very clear that everything was not himself Yes, but he just couldn't bear it.

Herod Bai is really special to Mocheng, so is this how the elder brother feels?It's too good, if one day his younger brother comes back, Mo Cheng will be just a stranger, continue to live the life of the past, can he return to the past?This person changed his trajectory, changed his attitude towards life, and even... hoped that he could change his future.

Mo Cheng felt that his selfishness and greed were beginning to appear, and he wanted to suppress it, but it gushed out involuntarily, like spring water gushing up from a cracked ground, getting higher and higher and more violent.

He doesn't like himself like this, and he doesn't like himself in the past even more. He doesn't want to choose a life that is too passive. He is even more helpless in the life that replaces others. He hides under the covers and can only sigh softly.

On the second day, Mo Cheng, who was sleepless, seemed a little depressed, the buttons of his clothes were buttoned in the wrong place, and his clear and beautiful eyes began to droop, as if he hadn't woken up.

"What's wrong? Are you sick?" Herod reached out his hand through the hair on Mo Cheng's forehead and touched his forehead.

"Chengcheng, don't you have any appetite? You only ate a little for breakfast." The plate in front of Xiao Xin had already been licked clean, but Mo Cheng's plate was full.

Mo Cheng shook his head, "Last night I thought about it all night, and I didn't sleep well." After speaking, he inadvertently inserted a fork into the dinner plate a few times, Herod saw it, Mo Cheng really had something on his mind, and he thought about it all night.

"What are you thinking about?" Xiao Xin asked curiously.

"Think about what to do in the future." Mo Cheng's voice was soft, and he felt lack of energy when he heard it, so he inserted a small piece of ham into his mouth.

"I want to be a writer in the future, what will you be in the future?"

"Dreamer." Mo Cheng answered casually, and the laughing Xiao Xin held his stomach and yelled.

"Dream? What dream?" Herod helped wipe away the stains from the corner of his mouth with a tissue.

"Daydream." Mo Cheng's mood showed a slight depression, but it was quickly covered up.

goodbye ex girlfriend

Because of Meaux's "daydream", Herod was thinking about this matter all day, what it meant, and he didn't even read a few documents, so he called Lao Wang so that he didn't have to answer it. Mo Cheng and Xiao Xin picked up the car keys and went out.

Mo Cheng and Xiao Xin stood at the door, unable to see Old Wang, "Old Uncle Wang should be here usually."

"Chengcheng?" A woman behind him stopped him and Xiao Xin.

"It's you?" Mo Cheng nodded, "I'm Mo Cheng."

"Remember me?" She stepped forward and asked with a smile on her face.

Mo Cheng nodded again, "I remember, Brother Lu's ex-girlfriend."

"Ah?" Xiao Xin exclaimed, "Why did your ex-girlfriend come to you?"

Mo Cheng also expressed his puzzlement and shook his head.

"Well... can we find a place to talk?" Luo Feifei felt embarrassed, for some reason, every time he saw this boy, he would be embarrassed.

"The driver is coming to pick us up. If he can't find it, he will be anxious." Mo Cheng refused honestly but mercilessly.

"No, how about I take you home?" Luo Feifei invited again with a sincere face.

"Okay, let's go back slowly when the time comes." Mo Cheng looked at her, turned around and said to Xiao Xin, "Do you want to go home first?"

"I'll be with you." Xiao Xin looked at the girl in front of him, and always felt that Cheng Cheng would be kidnapped, and he had to get along well, and he couldn't explain to Herod if he lost her.

Mo Cheng and Xiao Xin followed Luo Feifei to a relatively high-end dessert shop. Luo Feifei ordered two drinks for them, "Let's go, it's not good to go back too late." Prepared as if prepared.

"Okay, can you let your brother come to the dinner party tomorrow?" Luo Feifei said straight to the point.

"No." Mo Cheng replied without thinking, "Brother Lu doesn't want to go, I can't force him to go."

"But your brother said he couldn't say it because he wanted to take care of you." Luo Feifei said without giving up, "I think as long as you say a word, your brother will definitely agree."

"You are so stupid, can't you see that Brother Herod is using this as an excuse to reject you? He even came here to entangle this issue." Xiao Xin was almost anxious about Luo Feifei's IQ.

Luo Feifei became anxious, blushing with embarrassment. "Then please help me, okay?"

"reason!"

"Okay..." Luo Feifei seemed to have had a big psychological struggle, but he couldn't help Mo Cheng and was not soft-hearted, so there was nothing he could do. Now they want us to go together, I don't want people to know that we broke up, after all, some women in there also admire your brother, they are all waiting to see my joke."

"Hypocrisy." Mo Cheng and Xiao Xin said in unison, "You can just find another one, even if you dump Brother Herod, I believe it's nothing."

"Please." Luo Feifei pleaded, clasping his hands together for help from Mocheng.

"You can tell him yourself that if he understands your difficulties, he will naturally go with you." Mo Cheng thought for a while, but still didn't want to agree, at least he didn't get Herod's consent.

On the other hand, after Herod arrived at the school, he waited for the students to leave and still did not see Mo Cheng and Xiao Xin, but the security guard said that the students had already left. He left without saying hello, thinking about dialing Bai Xiaobai's number, "Xiaobai, you told me Xiaoxin's phone|call, I didn't receive the two of them."

"Aren't you at school? Why haven't you seen him?" Herod knew Xiaobai well. School was the best time for Xiaobai and Xiaoxin to meet. How could he not know where Xiaobai and the others were going?

"I was dragged into a meeting by the principal. They should have already finished school." Bai Xiaobai didn't care if the meeting was still in progress, so he rushed out with a phone | "I'll be right there."

After Bai Xiaobai hung up, he immediately dialed Xiao Xin's mobile phone, but Xiao Xin told him that they were in the dessert house, and Xiao Bai was furious, "Herod and I are dying of anxiety, why don't you say anything in the dessert house."

Xiao Xin didn't go into details, but just told the name of the store. When Herod and Bai Xiaobai arrived, they saw Xiao Xin in Mocheng and Luo Feifei, "Cheng Cheng!"

Seeing Mo Cheng sitting there safe and sound, Herod felt relieved, Mo Cheng stood up and looked at Herod, "I'm sorry, I thought it would be all right, I made you worry." When Cheng apologized, his expression was very serious, as if he made a big mistake and apologized.

"Do you remember to tell me where you are going in the future?" Herod sighed helplessly, rubbed Mo Cheng's head, and turned to ask Luo Feifei, removing some of the gentle voice, which made Luo Feifei a little startled, "You come to find me?" What is Chengcheng doing?"

"I..." Luo Feifei hesitated for a long time, Mo Cheng shook his head and turned to Herod, "She wants you to attend tomorrow's party, because those people don't know that you broke up, and they are afraid of being laughed at."

"It's still the same, you come to the city