Chapter 104
Chapter 104
With a bulging look, he lowered his head slightly, and couldn't help reaching out and pinching, "Baby, what's the matter?"
He sat on the side of the bed, pulled Mo Cheng over and sat on his lap, "Tell me is it because of Yan Ran or Mo Aifan?"
"You don't like Mo Aifan, do you?" Mo Cheng held back for a long time before asking such a question, which made Herod dumbfounded, "Yes, yes." He forced a smile and said.
"No matter what, it won't happen, right?" Mo Cheng asked again, and Herod still nodded, "Yes!"
"Brother, you've always liked me alone, okay?" Mo Cheng couldn't help asking again, it's not that he didn't say it, but he just asked every time, Mo Cheng's thoughts were much more innocent than many people's, never Instead of asking "Do you love me?" or "Do you care about me most in your heart?" But in such a way to make sure, Herod pecked his lips "Okay, brother has always liked you alone, Never look at others more, are you satisfied, baby?"
"Even if Mo Aifan escaped for you 24 times, will you still love Chengcheng?" Mo Cheng grabbed the cloth on Herod's shoulder nervously, and Herod couldn't help but want to kiss again with his clear eyes. "120 four times, and only one Chengcheng."
"Yeah." Mo Cheng stretched his brows and nodded in satisfaction.
an imprint that cannot be erased
"Yeah." Mo Cheng stretched his brows and nodded in satisfaction.
Herod kissed him on the cheek, "Baby,...you are such a fool." He rubbed his head fondly, resting his hands on the back of his head, biting his lips lightly with his teeth (due to restrictions, the kiss scene delete)
Suddenly Mocheng stopped kissing back, and Herod's lips were already sticking to him, "What's wrong?" Mocheng hesitated, "I'm afraid I'll bite you again."
"Heh... just bite, and I will let everyone in the world know that it was Chengcheng who bit you."
Looking at Mocheng who was sleeping soundly in his arms, Herod raised the corners of his mouth slightly and asked his lips, his fingers lightly brushed the hair on his forehead, watched quietly for a while, and carefully moved his hands from his body. He pulled it out, and gently put it on the pillow. After covering the quilt, he took a nightgown from the side and put it on.
He stepped out of the room lightly, and happened to meet another person——Mo Aifan.
The two looked at each other, and walked downstairs silently in a tacit understanding. Mo Aifan fell into the sofa. It shouldn't be the old young master's habit of "Is there any wine?"
Herod took out a bottle of fine red wine from the wine cabinet at the side, and walked over with two goblets to pour the red wine for him. Herod stretched his fingers around the stems of the glasses, watching the scarlet liquid gently Shaking, the red wine slowly swirled around in circles, he took a sip and put down the red wine, "Tell me, why did you suddenly appear this time?"
"Heh, you are still so smart, you can see through it at a glance." Mo Aifan smiled wryly.
"Did he treat you badly?" His deep voice pierced through the taste of the wine, making Mo Aifan taste a bit of bitterness unknowingly. For some reason, Herod always feels that Mo Aifan is not quite like Mo Aifan now. He seems to have begun to compromise, but there is still the last bit of pride left. ?"
"Three years, everyone thought I would give up on you, even myself." Mo Aifan drank the rest of the wine in one gulp. "As you said, Liu Jin is very good and loves me very much. He doesn't play He treats me wholeheartedly, but my body wants to accept him, but my heart can't fully open for him."
"Can't let go?" Herod crossed his legs and looked at him, his eyes were no longer as close to him as before and thousands of miles away.
"No, I don't know, I can't explain clearly, I probably still have a shadow of you in my heart." Mo Aifan poured red wine for himself again, Herod raised his eyebrows, "I hope you come back this time not as I thought."
"You...have you never really loved me?" This sentence seems to be very important to Mo Aifan, because he has been persistent for so many years, but now it floats out of his mouth calmly "Not at all?"
Herod shook his head without any hesitation, "No."
"Needless to say, I know, I just want to hear from you." There was another bitter smile, "I ran away 24 times in three years, and was caught by Liu Jin 23 times, most of which I wanted to come again. Looking for you, I still can't let go, although I'm not unwilling."
Mo Aifan looked at Herod's more mature face. Because of a lie back then, he paid the price of eight years before he realized that if he was loved, he would be just a substitute. It turned out that Herod's heart had been filled long ago. , gave up three years ago, but I don't know why I can't let it go, I can't fully accept Liu Jin's love, even though he is not the man who loves me, he still can't erase the traces of Herod.
"I have never loved you..." I don't know who Herod said this to, but to him or to himself, "I can't persuade you to accept Liu Jin, but you should remove me from your heart. It's really me who gave you the illusion because of Chengcheng, but I can't love you."
"Actually, I've always wanted to know how Mocheng accepted you." Mo Aifan can now talk about Mocheng calmly. Two irrelevant strangers got entangled together, and in the end broke his heart severely. God was destined to tell him that this was a wall between him and Herod, he was inside and he was outside, and he was trapped in Herod. In the city that Law unintentionally built, but he couldn't get out.
"Liu Jin is very kind to me, but I can't accept it, and I don't dare to show affection. Now that I have changed, I don't know my feelings for him. It's so messy. It's better to leave for a while and think for myself." Mo Ai Fan finally expressed his thoughts frankly. He understood Liu Jin's suffering during the first love. Is it because he doesn't love enough, or is he just loving himself too much?
"It's very simple." Herod smiled lightly, "Because in a relationship, the one who falls in love first is always the loser."
"Really?" Mo Aifan was taken aback, but couldn't say Herod's words for a while, "Well, I want to be alone, maybe one day I will figure it out, he and I, we will be fine."
The next day, Mo Cheng woke up very late, but when he got up, he found that Mo Aifan had left again, "Where's Mo Aifan?"
Herod handed him a glass of milk, "He has already left, saying he is going to Tibet by bike."
"Really? Didn't you say three days?" After drinking a glass boldly, Mo Cheng looked at him suspiciously, blinking his eyes, Herod looked so cute, and rubbed his hair, "Do you wish If he stays, do you still want him to flirt with brother?"
"Hmm..." Mo Cheng took a piece of bread in his mouth and stopped looking at him, but his flushed cheeks had already betrayed him.
"Brother... help Yan Xun to find out who is the person who caused the harm, I'm afraid that one day he will..." Mo Cheng thought of Yan Ran's accident yesterday, and was terrified. Fortunately, he saw it. If If you inject a little more Yanran, I am afraid that you will not die and go crazy forever.
"Don't worry, Yan Xun will take care of it naturally. Some things are very complicated. If you know too much, you won't be able to help, but you will feel stuck." Herod stretched out his hand and pinched his cheek, "Do you know, baby?"
Mo Cheng nodded obediently, "Yes, I understand." He knew what Herod meant, and he was not capable enough, so if he knew it, he wouldn't be able to help, and maybe it would be a disservice.
"Baby, spend more time with Yanran when you have time these few days, Yanran may be leaving soon." Herod still reminded him.
"What?" Mo Cheng's knife and fork fell on the table, looking at him in surprise, "Where are you going?"
"France, Yanxun wants to take Yanran to France, and it's not safe here. The people Yanxun trusts are all in France, maybe it will be relatively safe for Yanran."
"Will he come back?" Mo Cheng felt a little disappointed, and seemed to lose all energy immediately, "I'll just stay in France."
"Little idiot, if you want to see him, I'll just accompany you to see him." He gently kissed the corner of Mo Cheng's mouth, "It's okay, you're not sad, okay?"
"Ah."
Sitting by the lake in the hospital, Mo Cheng lightly supported Yan Ran to sit down. Yan Ran was originally thin, but now he was even skinnier. Touching his protruding bones, a faint sadness slipped through his heart. But he never showed it in front of Yan Ran, because now he is so happy and innocent.
"Do you still feel uncomfortable?" Mo Cheng wiped his hands for him, and Yan Ran, who had been enjoying playing on the grass just now, spread out his hands obediently and let Mo Cheng gently wipe it clean "Yeah." Yan Ran looked innocently Mo Cheng is like a puppy who has been looking at his master and trying to show that he is loved.
"It won't happen in the future, your brother will protect you." Mo Cheng stroked his hair for him, "Remember not to talk to people you don't know outside, you know?"
three years of guilt
"Cheng..." Microstrip's sickly voice called again, Mo Cheng felt as if he had hallucinated, why did it feel so familiar, he bent slightly, "Huh? Want to find brother? I'll call him, okay?"
"Not good." Yan Ran hastily grabbed his hand, "No!" She answered him a little willfully.
"Okay..." Mo Cheng patted the back of his hand lightly, "I'm going back, I'll accompany you out of the hospital tomorrow, you have to be obedient."
"Yeah." Yan Ran nodded obediently.
The next day, Mo Cheng took Herod out of the house early, because Yan Ran was about to be discharged from the hospital, and he wanted to help Yan Ran cook the first meal, Herod was very helpless
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