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Chapter 24

Ruan Yan is really worthy of his surname, he is soft everywhere, when he twisted his waist and shed tears under me, I reached out and touched the water stains under his eyes, even the pool of tears were soft, and they fell away as soon as I touched them. Winding to the neck, wet the pillow under the head.

Before that, I never knew whether reason and pleasure could be combined. As expected, true knowledge came from practice. After that day, I finally got the answer in my heart.

Yes, knowing that you can't do it, is the final answer.

The whole thing happened so suddenly, I stayed up all night, and I even thought about how to apologize to him the next day, move out, break off the relationship, whatever, as long as he wants.

But Ruan Yan's reaction was always beyond my expectation. He was shocked at first, and carefully searched the memories about last night, his face was red and white, and he was silent for a long time.

"My butt hurts..." he grumbled in a low voice with his mouth puckered.

I immediately took out a tube of ointment and handed it to him. I couldn't sleep and couldn't do anything. Before Ruan Yan woke up, I ran directly to the pharmacy downstairs of the rental house.

"Stupid," he rolled his eyes, and put the tube of ointment back into my hand, "How can I get it myself, please apply it for me quickly, it hurts me to death."

The moment I put my fingers and ointment in together again, I clearly noticed Ruan Yan trembling slightly.He buried his head in the pillow, unable to see the geometry of his face, from my perspective, I could only see the pair of shrunken shoulders and the smooth and long waistline.

...stop, can't think any more.

After getting rid of distracting thoughts, I almost finished the medicine for him as quickly as possible. Ruan Yan still lay motionless on the bed, with the back of his head facing me.

I rolled over and got out of bed. It was difficult to describe my mood at that time, so I could only read it out according to the belly script I had typed in the night without emotion.

"Sorry, Ruan Yan, yesterday was mine..."

I seldom call him by his name, and on rare occasions I interrupt him just like that.

Ruan Yan turned his face and said to me in a hurry: "Don't apologize!"

His face was blushing so badly that I realized that the composure he asked me to apply medicine for him just now was all fake.The bright eyes didn't have the anger and sadness I expected, but there was a little shame, and most of the rest were emotions that I couldn't understand.

He got off the bed carefully, his poor legs were not close together, and he walked in front of me in a strange posture.

Usually at this time I should tease his flushed cheeks, but at this moment I couldn't open my mouth.I had no choice but to try to touch his hair, "Baby, don't move around, you just took the medicine, let's rest for a while."

He suddenly raised his hand, grabbed my wrist and pulled it down.

The soft body was pressed against my chest, and Ruan Yan's two arms were wrapped around my back with great effort. I think his movement should be... to hug me?

"Don't apologize, don't be afraid." The soft nasal voice came from his chest, Ruan Yan's hot temperature attached to my body, he said, "I'm not angry, I didn't blame you, Luer, you know ,I love you."

The last three words were as low as a breath, and just as they floated out of his throat, they were blown away by the tiny airflow exhaled from his mouth, as if they had never come before.

He raised his face slightly, and carefully kissed me on the lips, not knowing whether he was convincing him or me, "It's okay, we are good friends... right?"

Another three words, but these three words are more hurtful than the previous short sentence.I spent many years and couldn't digest the word "good friend", but I nodded at that time, hugged him back, kissed Ruan Yan's hair and said, "Well, baby, it's good that you don't get angry."

He seemed to be relieved, he solved a difficult problem so quickly. It is too difficult to choose between the two identities of friends and lovers. We were originally meant to be together forever, and it would not be worth the loss to care about a title. It is better to keep it like this for the time being. The relationship is just fine.

Once there is the first time, there will be the second time. People will still be overwhelmed by selfish desires. I don’t remember how long it has passed. We bought a second box of condoms from the convenience store downstairs when both of us were awake.

Since then, there has been one more thing the two of us can do in the rental house.

Aunt Lin's visit was indeed beyond my expectation. Maybe there is a telepathy between mother and child. I invaded her son secretly again and again, and finally let her discover the secret.

There was a commotion in the living room last night, the fabric sofa cover was wrinkled into a ball, the trash can next to the coffee table had just been replaced with a garbage bag, and the two used plastic covers were curled up into a sluggish appearance, lying quietly at the bottom of the plastic basket .

Aunt Lin's smile froze on her face, and she even forgot to put down the thermos bucket she was carrying.

The baby was sleeping in the room, and when he heard the door open, he came out rubbing his eyes.He held Aunt Lin's arm coquettishly: "Why are you here so early? Did you get up early to make soup again?"

He was so confused, and a semicircular hickey was exposed under the turned-out collar, which confirmed the crime a little more.My innocent lover yawned and looked away, his foggy eyes finally saw the evidence left at the bottom of the trash can.

Ruan Yan panicked, our eyes met, and before we could convey any information to each other, Aunt Lin couldn't bear it first.

She carried Ruan Yan to the kitchen, slowly opened the lid of the thermos, and told him as if nothing had happened, eat well, don't sleep in late, and take care of each other when you live with Lu Lu, and don't bother Lu Lu with anything.

It's the same as her usual favorite babble, there is no difference.

I'm leaving. I have an appointment with your Aunt Xue to her house. Don't forget to go home next week for the Mid-Autumn Festival.She put on a smile as if nothing had happened, and hurriedly left the rental house.

The door closed again.Ruan Yan and I looked at each other, he knelt down and tied the garbage bag, pursed his lips, "Did my mother see it?"

"It's okay," I took the tied plastic bag from him, "Go wash up, I'll wait until the godmother is gone before going down to throw out the trash."

As soon as I went out, I took out my mobile phone and dialed down the page of the address book a few times, but the number was not dialed, and Aunt Lin's thin figure first appeared at the entrance of the corridor of the unit.

"Don't talk, I'll leave after I say a few words." Aunt Lin pre-empted the attack, with tears in her eyes from the same door as the baby teacher.

I nodded silently.

"Baby told me a long time ago that he likes boys more than girls. I always took him as a joke, and it couldn't be true. Later, when you moved out of school, I finally began to wonder if what he said was true. It's either the boy or you. If the baby tells me no, I'll believe him."

Aunt Lin's voice was very soft, "It turns out that the baby has really grown up, and he will lie to his mother in order to protect his sweetheart."

I think the "boy" in her mouth will never be me.But it doesn't matter, as long as I recognize it now, it will become me one day in the future.

She didn't react after hearing this, and took a deep breath, "Shen Lu, Auntie is gone, don't rush to tell me anything, let Auntie calm down too, okay?"