Chapter 91
Chapter 91
——Do you like me?
Zhongli Mo felt dreamy and unreal, what did he hear?Josh... actually asked him such a question?Could it be that he hasn't woken up yet, and everything that happened just now was a dream?
But looking at Josh's expression, under Josh's eyes, Zhongli knew that all this was definitely not an illusion.
Josh was asking him.Ask him very seriously about his favorite topics.
He likes Josh, it's not a matter of a day or two, he never thought that Josh would take the initiative to talk about it, because for Josh, it is the same no matter it is now or in the past, that is whoever likes him If he hates him, he can laugh it off. Maybe the way he handles it is comfortable. Even if the confession is rejected, it won't be too embarrassing. However, Zhong Limei never wants to be one of those who are treated like that. One of the reasons why ambiguity has always kept its own mood.
Before the apocalypse broke out, Zhong Limei never thought that one day he would be able to reveal his feelings.After walking with Josh for so long after the apocalypse, he changed his mentality after thinking twice, and decided to wait until the right time to speak out.
The reason why I didn't say it was not because I didn't have the courage, but because I didn't want to be ignored.
Now Josh took the initiative to ask him.
Although it exceeded his expectations, he would not escape, even though under Josh's eyes, he felt that he was about to petrify, and he was so nervous that he didn't know what to do.But while he was nervous, he couldn't ignore the trace of anticipation in his heart that was suppressed to the extreme. Although he warned himself not to take chances, he couldn't ignore the secret joy after that trace of expectation—Josh noticed it, yes Not that he really had the slightest chance.
Be careful with every breath.
Zhongli Mo froze in place, watching Josh's solemn nod, Zhong Limo twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to pretend to be a relaxed smile, but in the end he couldn't do it, the voice of opening his mouth was very dry, but he emphasized himself again Means, "Yes, Josh, I like you."
Josh was silent for a moment.
The air seemed to condense together like jelly, making people feel oppressed and difficult to breathe.
"...Why." Josh didn't have too many doubts in his words, but Zhong Limei didn't notice it. He only thought that Josh didn't know the reason, and he was relieved. If he kept silent like this, he would be suffocated dead!
"This... I can't, I can't say it myself, haha," Zhong Limei rubbed the back of his head, and laughed a few times after speaking, "If you want me to tell you why, I can't tell, I don't like anything about you. Not quite... Anyway, it's just a feeling, I like you, I can feel it in my heart."
Taking a fixed look at Zhongli Mo, Josh lowered his head, his voice was a little low, "Is this considered to be my liking? There is no reason at all."
Zhongli only felt that Josh's look at him was meaningful, and seemed to contain thousands of words. Before Zhongli had time to think, he heard Josh's words again. He knew the meaning of Josh's words, so he also closed his face. She smiled, nodded and replied, "Yes, even so, of course I like it. There is no reason for love, and there is no need for a given reason. People are gentle, beautiful, and compatible in personality. These advantages have nothing to do with love, even if the other party is a worthless person. , for me, falling in love is also happiness and destination.”
It's like in TV dramas, people who are purely bad to the extreme, in our opinion, people who no one likes at all, isn't there also someone arranged to like them in the drama?Even willing to be used or help him do bad things.
Therefore, love is not bound by morality, ethics, and law at all. It is human nature that is bound, and people can control themselves, so if you fall in love, even if it is arsenic, those who are deeply involved in it may be happy.
Josh's heart trembled, and there was another dull pain. He raised his head and looked at Zhong Limei opposite. This is a young man with a tall and straight stature, thick eyebrows, big eyes, and wheat-colored skin. He was originally a good-looking person. In those clear eyes at this moment, the emotions became clearer.
He thought he understood.
Even if this love is purer than anything else.
Josh's eyes moved slightly, looking at Zhong Limei, "I won't like you."
Zhongli could hardly hide the disappointment on his face, he lowered his head for a few seconds and exuded a sense of disappointment. Being rejected was the expected result. He is really a fool. Such a huge gap... There will still be, and the expectation of this kind of mood will not exist if you are prepared in your heart.Zhong Limo hooked his lips, until he clearly heard the rejection, he really came back to his senses and returned to his usual self, raised his head and smiled, "I know, I won't give up."
"Don't be too busy talking," Zhong Limei saw Josh's frown, and said hastily, "I won't force you to change your disliking for me, and you don't have to advise me to change my liking for you."
Liking is one person's story, not about another.
So you don't need to care, no one loves each other from the beginning, I will like you, you don't like me now, but who can guarantee that there are so many futures, you will not be like me back then?
I like the story of one person, but it is precisely because of this person's solo role that many good stories have been written since then.So don't like me?It doesn't matter.I know what I like is enough.There was no trace of gloom in Zhongli Mo's smile, nor the embarrassment of being rejected.
"..." Josh's words got stuck in his throat, and he couldn't help but smile wryly in his heart. The confession was rejected, but the one who rejected was depressed. He stings, not only for himself, but also for Zhong Limei.
He will never have such calmness.
And Zhongli is ignorant, where is he ignorant?It's just as clever as clumsy and wise as stupid.
"Josh" would collapse so quickly when he died, and Zhong Limei was probably an important factor. He was designed by Josh back then, so he died calmly, right?
Even if falling in love is the worst situation, he is willing to pay for it. This is a love like fire, burning himself and burning others.
He won't like Zhonglimo, and Josh won't like Zhonglimo either. If Josh's heart can be opened, it's okay to say that this is still possible in the normal world, but it can't be realized in the last days, because the last days are always there. Adding pressure to Josh, Josh's emotions are too sensitive and anxious, and Zhong Limo is not good at observing words and expressions, and can't take care of his panic at all. Being wise and stupid is definitely not an advantage on Josh's side.
It is not easy to be liked by such a persistent person.
"Don't like me." Josh stretched out his hand to hold his chest, his eyes gradually filled with pain, and his voice couldn't help raising his voice, becoming a little sharp, "Don't like me! I don't need your likes! You are so shallow What kind of liking is it? I’m not a little girl. Do you think such words can move me? After all, you don’t even know why you like it. Why should you confess? Zhong Limei, you see clearly, I, Josh, am not someone you should play with !"
"I'm not..." Seeing Josh's sudden agitation, Zhongli was a little flustered, and hurriedly opened his mouth to explain.
But Josh interrupted him and didn't give him a chance to speak, "Don't say those high-sounding words, liking is a personal thing? But your liking will only bring me trouble!"
"Josh!" Zhong Limei was immediately stimulated when he heard Josh say that. He could accept rejection, but what he couldn't bear was that Josh twisted and distorted his feelings like this. He liked what trouble he caused. He didn't say any inappropriate words, and he didn't take any actions out of proportion. Is it wrong to like Josh like this? He likes Josh, and he didn't pray that he must get something in return. Why is it troubled?Unable to suppress the rising anger in his heart, Zhong Limo clenched his fists, "I can't tell you why I like it, but it's definitely not what you said! What's wrong with my liking, what's bothering you, I'm just because of you If you ask me, I don’t want to deceive myself and you! I don’t have to say anything about it and you don’t have to make excuses—”
"So you mean that I shouldn't ask?" Josh interrupted Zhong Zizhen, "So listen to me, if I ask you, just say it, then if I tell you to die, will you do it?"
After Josh yelled these words hoarsely, Zhong Limo was also taken aback for a moment, then fell silent immediately, bowing his head and wondering what he was thinking.
At this moment, Du Yiming entered the room from the door and walked up to Josh. When Josh looked up at him, he raised his right hand and slapped Josh on the face.
Josh's head was tilted, and the loose hair hung down to cover his expression, but the crackling sound seemed to be like some kind of magic, freezing the smell of gunpowder in the room like ice flakes Generally shattered and dissipated into the invisible.
Du Yiming withdrew his right hand behind his back, shrank his four fingers slightly to cover the numbness in his palm, and trembled slightly. If he could, he didn't want to hit Josh either. The imposing manner makes people afraid to face it directly, "Josh, is it easy to say the word [go to death] to teammates, partners, and friends?"
How they struggled so hard to survive in this cruel end of the world, and Josh, unexpectedly said the word "die" so easily.
Josh bit his lip, but also stubbornly did not look up.
Silence swept through this small room, until the sound of Zhong Zizhen's footsteps came from the door, Zhong Zizhen didn't seem to notice the silence in the room, he walked into the door naturally, walked to Du Yiming's side, patted Du Yiming's shoulder, He said in a familiar indifferent tone, "Yiming, are you going to persuade the fight?"
A simple sentence, but a lot of information can be learned from it.
They quarreled here, and Du Yiming and Zhong Zizhen must have heard the noise, so Du Yiming came to have a look, and Du Yiming didn't come back for a long time, so Zhong Zizhen also came.After observing the situation, Zhong Zizhen also noticed Josh's posture, and he was surprised for a moment, his words came before his thoughts, "Just say it, don't do it."
After being said by Zhong Zizhen, Du Yiming felt even more uncomfortable.
Josh's shoulders shook, and crystal drops of water fell. Du Yiming raised his hand, but abruptly withdrew it halfway, and even turned around, unwilling to face Josh.When Zhong Zizhen saw it, he thought that Du Yiming had acted in a hurry, and now he was froze with Josh, and couldn't help but sigh in his heart, it seems that he has to be a good person today.
The target of the good guy is actually Josh.
Zhong Zizhen only felt mixed feelings in his heart, a feeling of neither laughing nor laughing spontaneously, stretched out his hand, Zhong Zizhen put his hand on the top of Josh's head, pressed Josh's head on his shoulder, and said, "What's the matter? We The four are partners who share weal and woe, open up about any conflicts, and there is nothing that cannot be resolved."
Pressing Josh's head with one hand, and patting Josh's shoulder with the other, Zhong Zizhen thought to himself that Yiming happened to disapprove of his attitude towards Josh. Josh has nothing to do with them anymore.
For Josh, Zhong Zizhen didn't intend to resent at the beginning, because resentment would only make himself ugly, and he didn't have to ruin himself for others; but he couldn't let it go, he couldn't forgive Josh for stabbing Li Mei to death, So he will never treat Josh like Yi Ming; and Josh, who has always been unable to see through, can't make him off guard.
So ask him to act, he will act very well.
But Zhong Zizhen didn't realize that when he was doing these things, he didn't feel the slightest bit of disgust in his heart, and the most abnormal things were ignored instead.
Zhong Zizhen softened his attitude like this, Josh's body moved a bit, Zhong Zizhen let go of Josh naturally, Josh raised his head, glanced at Du Yiming, then at Zhong Limei, and turned back to look at Zhong Zizhen, another tear fell on the way, which made Du Yiming feel suffocated. He turned his gaze back, and then took a fixed look at Zhong Zizhen. Josh pursed his lips. His eyes became brighter because of the tears. Josh shook his head slowly. She shook her head and said, "I'm sorry, I said too much, I'm just... I'm just under too much pressure... I'm sorry, I couldn't manage my emotions well, and lost my temper at Zhonglimei, Zhonglimei, I'm sorry."
Sorry, this is what "Josh" has been trying to say.
Rubbing Josh's hair, Zhong Zizhen felt Du Yiming heaved a sigh of relief, and couldn't help softening his tone, "That's right, don't keep anything in your heart, you have to remember, we are all partners .”
Zhong Zizhen's heart sank, Josh, you have to remember, "We are all partners" is not only a promise, but also a bondage, so he hoped that Josh would understand and stop doing anything to disappoint him. Otherwise...he will definitely not show mercy.Certainly not.
When Du Yiming heard Zhong Zizhen speak like this, he always felt that something was wrong. He glanced at Zhong Zizhen, but found nothing, and saw that Josh was normal, so he frowned and said nothing.
"One slap can't be slapped," Zhong Zizhen felt a little strange when he saw Josh's answer, but he didn't care whether Josh received the hidden meaning of his words. Adhering to the solution to the problem, Zhong Zizhen was ignorant of Zhongli again. Said, "You are also Li Mo, you are so stupid, do you think everyone is like you? Do you care about your teammates, do you know that unity is strength!"
Zhong Limei regretted it when he saw the red slap marks on Josh's face. He wished he hadn't quarreled with Josh. Now that his brother came to support the pole, he naturally went down the pole. He felt angry and blamed himself. Didn't notice that Josh was in a bad mood, and even quarreled with Josh?
After the turmoil was resolved, Zhong Zizhen said something later, completely reconciling the atmosphere. Which team didn't have a little friction?It's harmless, but it will make their relationship closer, and the team will once again restore the previous consistency.
It's just that when they went out to eat, there was still a little stiffness between Josh and Zhong Limo in the front, but that was beyond the help of others, and they needed to negotiate in private. Each held back their doubts, which made them feel uneasy.
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