prudence

Chapter 60

Jian Lingsa sat on the head of the bed, her gaze fell on the book she was holding in her hand.

He quickly read line by line silently in his mind. After turning a page, he came back to his senses and suddenly realized that his mind was blank.I didn't remember what I read just now.

He had to turn back, but he couldn't even tell where he started to lose his mind.

Realizing that she couldn't concentrate at all, Jian Lingsa had no choice but to put down the book.

His mind remained in the other room.

Lou Guo still had a fever.Before leaving, he didn't seem to be in a good mood, his cheeks were flushed due to the temperature, and his voice was soft and weak when he spoke.

It was very cute, and it aroused his boundless protective desire.

It also troubled him.

Jian Lingsa didn't understand what went wrong, why Lou Guo thought there was no love relationship between them.

They just had a sweet and tender night, and Lou Guo is still looking forward to having sex with him again.

But these are not out of love.

Jian Lingsa's heart was empty, the warm emotions that were originally full in his chest were ruthlessly and forcefully pulled away by Lou Guo, leaving a big hole.

When he learned that Lou Guo could not accept sexual contact at all, he was never so disappointed.

Unexpectedly, the thought that there is love and no sex is false, Lou Guo's attitude is completely opposite to what he thought, he is willing to have some fun with him, but he doesn't want to bear too much responsibility.

Thinking of this, Jian Ling Sa could not help but sigh again.

He opened the book again and forced himself to read.Words entered his brain through his visual faculties, and then slipped away without leaving a trace.

He couldn't think of anything other than Lou Guo.

Lou Guo was so enthusiastic last night that it was overwhelming.He kept acting like a baby, with a strong desire for exclusiveness in his words, forcing Jian Lingsa to make promises with his charming expression and voice, and then returned sweet kisses.

Jian Lingsa likes Lou Guo like that, and naturally tacitly acquiesces that those actions come from dependence and love.

These behaviors are superfluous if they are only seeking physical satisfaction.

What is Lou Guo thinking?

He wanted to ask clearly, but Lou Guo was still sick at the moment, and the illness was caused by him, so it was impossible for him to question anything forcefully.

Jian Lingsa was so upset that she simply put down her book, turned off the light, and lay down under the blanket.

But when I closed my eyes, I didn't feel sleepy at all, and my thoughts drifted further away.

Is it because my original expression was too cryptic?

I always feel that something is wrong, is there any key issue that I have overlooked.

After tossing and turning for a while, a soft sound suddenly came from the originally quiet room.The sound came from the door, and someone turned his doorknob.

Jian Lingsa looked over in the darkness, and saw the door slowly opened a crack, a familiar silhouette slipped in through the gap, and carefully closed the door again.

"... Lou Guo?" Jian Ling called out.

The figure who sneaked into the room trembled unnaturally, as if he didn't expect that Jian Lingsha was still awake.

But soon, the intruder regained his composure.

Being caught didn't make him feel guilty, but made him open and confident.He walked to Jian Lingsa's bed, sat down on his side, lifted Jian Lingsa's quilt again, and got in.

After approaching, Jian Lingsa was finally able to confirm that this sneaky guy was indeed Lou Guo.

Lou Guo squeezed into the bed, wriggled and stuck to it without hesitation.His body still had an unnatural heat, warm.

Jane made Sa feel a little at a loss: "You are still sick."

Lou Guo didn't open his mouth, and after being close to him, stretched out his arms to hug him, then adjusted his sleeping position slightly, and put his legs on him.

After a while, the room returned to silence.

Jian Lingsa looked blankly at the extra person in his arms, and couldn't help wondering if Lou Guo had a problem with sleepwalking.

"Lou Guo?" He lowered his voice and called, "Are you awake?"

Lou Guo's body was very soft, but his tone of voice was firm when he spoke: "Don't talk to me."

Appears to be awake and angry.

Jian Lingsa was completely confused, and after hesitating for a moment, he stretched out his arms and hugged this inexplicable guy.

Perhaps the discomfort of being sick makes one crave security.

It's just that they should have stayed in Louguo's room if they knew this earlier.The mattress of this bed was exchanged by him secretly with Lou Guo a few days ago. It was very poor, and the middle part was slightly sunken not long after he slept on it. Jian Ling Sa always had the illusion that he was a potato sunken in the soil when he lay on it. .

He wanted to find a chance to replace it with a new one, but Lin Zhimao was still at home, and he was afraid that he would reveal his secrets if he was seen, so he hesitated to take action.

Fortunately, the bad mattress didn't affect Lou Guo's sleep. He leaned close to Jian Lingsa's side, and his breathing became more even after a while.

Jian Lingsa put her lips on his forehead, but he didn't respond.

The empty piece in his chest seemed to be filled a little.

Jian Lingsa also closed her eyes.

The original irritability was much calmer, and he vaguely recalled the scene when he saw Lou Guo for the first time.

That was a first encounter for him, but probably not for Lou Guo.Because the moment they looked at each other inadvertently, Lou Guo recognized him, and trotted straight in front of him.

At that time, Lou Guo looked a little younger than now, and his hair was longer than now, with a silly little onion pierced on his forehead, making him look stupid.

But he has a pretty face, which makes his weird looks cute.

In art colleges, it's not uncommon to have people in all kinds of fancy clothes.

Lou Guo looked up at him excitedly, and asked, "Senior, why did you come to visit the freshman's work exhibition?" introduced myself.

In addition to the name of the major, he emphasized: "I know you, I have seen your works, you are amazing, I hope one day I can become as good as you!"

After listening quietly, Jian Lingsa told him, "I'm here to buy water."

There is a vending machine at the entrance of the exhibition hall. When he approached, he found that there was an exhibition inside, so he had nothing to look at.

"What about the water?" Lou Guo asked.

I forgot, I followed the guide all the way in, and only after I entered did I realize that I was confused.

"Do you want to drink this?" Lou Guo handed over the drink bottle in his hand, "Don't worry, I haven't tried it, it's unopened! I just don't know if it's good or not. I bought it because of the name."

Seeing that he didn't reach out his hand, Lou Guo smiled shyly and said, "Senior, if you have time, can... can you take a look at my work? It's right there, A32!"

Jian Lingsa looked in the direction he pointed.

"You have to go around the corner to see clearly," Lou Guo forced the drink into his arms, "I'm not very mature... I hope I can get your criticism and guidance, senior!"

The drink was still cold, and there were some drops of water on the body of the bottle, Jian Lingsa didn't want to get his clothes wet, so he had to reach out to take it.

Since you have received benefits from people, you can also take a look.

Just as Jian Lingsa was about to speak, Lou Guo lowered his head and looked at the phone, then said reluctantly, "Someone is looking for me...Senior, I'll talk to you later, is that okay?"

Jian Lingsa thought to himself, this person is too familiar.

He still didn't speak, Lou Guo smiled a little cautiously and leaned down, turned around and ran away.

Jian Lingsa took the drink and found No. A32.

As Lou Guo said, it is indeed immature and its flaws are obvious, but it is not a bad work, on the contrary it is very aura.

Jian Lingsa spent two hours wandering around the exhibition of freshman works that day, half of which was wandering around the work A32.

He didn't agree to continue chatting with this strange student named Lou Guo, but he didn't refuse either. It didn't seem good to just leave like this.

Lou Guo didn't reappear until the bottle of drink gradually approached room temperature.

Jian Lingsa unscrewed the bottle and took a sip after leaving.

This drink called "Colorful Fruit" is a fruit-flavored sparkling water that he would never take the initiative to buy on weekdays. Because it is not iced enough, the taste becomes very greasy. With the unique strong taste of carbonic acid, it is really hard to swallow.

But it's too wasteful to throw away.

Jian Lingsa bit the bullet and finished drinking it, and also remembered the name of this strange student.

In the second year, he went to see the work exhibition of Lou Guo's grade.

This time, it was on purpose.

He was planning to open a studio with his friend Xia Yuchen, and Xia Yuchen suggested that he could cheat some good seedlings from the school.

Jian Lingsa walked and watched all the way, and when he saw the works he admired, he took the initiative to pay attention to the author's class name.

Then he saw Louguo's design.

He has made great progress, and he has become decent in just one year, which makes his eyes shine.

He consciously searched the vicinity, and after a while, his sight met Lou Guo in the crowd.

Lou Guo seemed to be looking at him all the time, and when his eyes met, he immediately turned his head away as if guilty, but after a while, he tentatively looked over again.

Jian Ling Sa felt embarrassed and looked away.

This time, Lou Guo's hairstyle became much more normal. It was cut short, making his face extraordinarily clean and delicate, just as impressive as his works.

Jian Lingsa silently made a draft in his heart.

He thought, if Louguo took the initiative to strike up a conversation like last year, he would tell him that he has made great progress, that he appreciates it very much, and what specific advantages he has.

But Lou Guo didn't come.

Jian Lingsa guessed that last year's self was too indifferent.

After leaving the exhibition, he received a call from Xia Yuchen, asking him if he had gained anything.

Jian Lingsa said, yes, but it's a pity that people don't come to him, so it's useless.

Xia Yuchen didn't know whether to laugh or cry after hearing this: "Then can't you take the initiative to find him? Are you disabled or have no mouth?"

Jian Lingsa thought, good question.Then he thought, if he meets again next time, he can try to take the initiative to say a word.

"The child's work is not good enough to make you willing to condescend?" Xia Yuchen asked.

Jian Lingsa couldn't answer.

He appreciates Lou Guo's works, but it's really not to the point of being extremely amazing.

If he loses contact with Louguo, it will only be a small loss for his and Xia Yuchen's future studio.

But Jian Lingsa still regretted it very much, even a little annoyed.

After that, he never caught sight of this junior on campus again.

It wasn't until the first anniversary of the official establishment of the work, that he was on a business trip and saw a familiar name in his memory in the resume of the newcomer.

Lou Guo's resume photo was taken stupidly, with a dull expression, pale complexion, and inexplicably small eyes.

Jian Lingsa looked at it, and couldn't help but recall the way he ran towards her with onions.

The onion head trembled, the face underneath was full of joy and smiles, and when he raised his head and spoke, his voice was soft and crisp.

Lou Guo's collection of works is remarkable, which makes him very satisfied.He immediately contacted Xia Yuchen, saying that if there were no special circumstances, he hoped that this newcomer could be hired.

It was rare for him to take the initiative to express his opinion. Xia Yuchen took it very seriously and decided to interview in person.

After the interview, Xia Yuchen excitedly contacted Jian Lingsa, and couldn't stop laughing as he spoke: "That's your super fan, who adores you so much, and is so loyal and excited that he didn't even ask about his salary!"

Jian Lingsa felt inexplicably uneasy, and then vaguely felt a sense of satisfaction.

He told Xia Yuchen: "Don't play tricks."

"Don't worry," Xia Yuchen said, "I never treat talents harshly." Then he said, "I look forward to seeing him meet you."

Xia Yuchen was there when he first met Louguo in the company.He reminded Jian Lingsa in a low voice: "Here, it's him, your little fan."

Of course Jian Lingsa recognized it.

Lou Guo's hair has been grown longer, not too different from the resume photo, but his face is more correct and beautiful.

When he saw Jian Lingsa, he stopped unnaturally, stood up straight in the company corridor, and said loudly when he said, "Good morning, Mr. Jane!"

Jian Lingsa nodded, walked past him, walked a few steps, and turned around to look again.

Lou Guo was still standing where he was, looking at him stupidly, seeing him looking at him, he was obviously startled, turned around and ran away.

"So cute," Xia Yuchen smiled and looked away at Jian Lingsa, then he was taken aback, "What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay." Jian Lingsa said and quickened his pace, while Xia Yuchen raised his eyebrows playfully.

At that time, what Jian Lingsa thought in her heart was very simple.

He wanted to have a few more words with this boy named Lou Guo, hoping that Lou Guo could smile at him as naturally as before and call him senior.

But now, his wish has long been fulfilled, and he can even hold Lou Guo in his arms, doing the most intimate thing.

He is not satisfied.

He wishes he loved him.

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Jian Lingsa: I just want to talk to him, watch him smile, and fuck him.This is very simple, right?